a good employment
was nothing but
an extended breast
of mother..

In 1997
When I heard
princess Diana accident
something falls in me
a shadow,
Can feel the separation
of my shadow...
this how every human
would have felt
when cleopatra died...

Fairytale
always interesting
Coz
Princess are very beautiful
Heart throbs for such alliance
at least,
wanted to live in
such dream period..
When Princess Diana
was alive..... She deputies
the  shadow of fairytale princess.
To me....
Princess of mine try to sync
with her personality and
Often believed...
Seeing her appearance whether
GOD was a woman
Whether god made Diana image by seeing herself  or
Whether GOD was Diana..

Sometimes
in prayer
Is am communicate
to my soul??
wanting my body
to coordinate for to
achieve or
fulfill it...

She got  angry
went in
closed her bedroom door
Waited
an attempt to console
banged myself,
a sound of falling,
and cry of pain.
making all effort
to send sound
through
the key hole of her door
finally,
flat on surface
a few seconds...
a few minutes.....later
a good news
hearing the her door lock
unlatched...