I can't tell you no
I can't ever say the truth

I speak lies
I smile and act like everything is fine

I loved you
Once upon a time

You don't care about me
That's okay
Because the day I stop
You'll wish you did

I want to give you my happiness
My heart and the little love it contains
I want you to have my smile

Keep my joy
Save my youth

I'll give it all to you

I want you to have my eyes
my visions

My words
my stories

I need to give you a hug
please feel warm

If this is love

I'll give it to you all
- - -

I cried my eyes out for you too

Drunk girl wants a cigarette
To re-taste the ash of past regret.
Drunk girl wants to straddle you
And kiss you 'til your lips turn blue.
Drunk girl must relieve her chest
And languidly expose each breast.
Drunk girl wants to cut footloose;
The mundane knots now form a noose.

Sober girl doesn't have the time.
Sober girl is much too grown.
Sober girl is married to years,
Married to plans,
Married to age,
Married, married, married.

But staying sober
Is so hard to do
Yes, liquor is quicker,
But drinking's not the only way yo
Get drunk off of you.

The secret of the night reveals its shine
To the stars she stares then smiled
She closed her eyes and felt the magic of the night
Sweet illusions started to hunt her mind
There, they were dancing waltz under the moon
The music is their heart beat alone

Then reality pinched her cheeks
The stars witnessed her tears
But deeply she breathes
and filled her heart of hope
That maybe one chilly night
They'll look at the same stars as lovers do.

To him , to the man who broke mother

To him,to the man who destroyed a home

To him,  to the man  with no hesitation

To him ,to the man who never faces his consequences

To him, to the man who once again gets away with everything

To you because you destroyed her and you beat her

To you  because not only did you break her you broke me

To you because she’s only 3 And she won’t grow with both her Parents

To you because she saw everything

To you..

The hate I have towards you the anger it’s like a million little darts inserting in my skin making every single little thing make me hate you more and more every single day

To you