Is there life after death?
Will I experience freedom on my final breath?
Will I be happy if I end it now?
Or will I just suffer just like now?
I'm smiling but deep inside I'm hurting
I'm laughing but deep inside I'm crying There are thoughts in my head that needs to be freed
I can't seem to voice it out, because I'm afraid that too much has been said.
Is there life after death?
Would somebody miss me on my final breath?
Would you be proud of me if I finally end this?
Would I still be a burden if I suddenly vanish into the abyss?
I'm not afraid to be alone, but I'm afraid to be lonely
Because this profound loneliness is slowly and painfully eating the hope inside me,
Hope that there will be someone to save me.
It's fine but it's not alright
Could you hear my mind? I'm asking for help!
Help me from falling into this endless depth
I'm tired, I'm so tired and I wanna rest
Maybe by the time I finally laid on rest,
You would tell me that I finally did my best.
But I'm scared too, so please answer me?
Is there life after death?
Please? Because if it's a yes, I would gladly do it.