First and foremost
Fat and ugly
Prominent as the brow
And unappealing as the naps
You wouldn't call me tall
And certainly not back
I'm mean an ******* and disappointing
And it seems I've lost the anointing
I speak life and dream of death
Just a shell of emptiness with a glimmer of hope in the tear that falls
Into the ocean like it was never here at all.

9:30
When the night is open but
We can't seem to get in
Conversations start to get ***** but
That's not how they end
Sometimes I swear you get flirty but
That's against my religion
Hate to interrupt you and him but
A future with you would be reminiscent
Of  a time when I was happy but
To your lies i would be ignorant.

Don't make me hate myself
I can't bear it anymore.

Breaching the breaking point
Preaching and making points
Though they be less
You keep peaking

Stalking is the day I stop speaking
Apalling thoughts too wrought

For this page

Is not written
It is commanded
So deep is the need to be outspoken
Try not to bleed when I open up
Scribbled scrolls that sneer
"Abandon Hope" and
I learn that quiet hearts have no

To give it all up.

The love, the faith;
The hope, the grace;
Yours or my face;

That has faded?