Dying inside is my creative process
It's this feeling that I'm trying to process

A happy life is all I want to possess
Though all I have is I that I possess

Some say this is enough
Said too much she told me that is enough

But I never was
But it is what it was

I just wanna write beautiful s--t for lovely people
F--k the rhyme or reason.
Someone who deserves it, needs it.

Be
There are no easy answers

The idea of togetherness
Is warming to most

Though I shall not know this tenderness
The world will be my host

Cold and dark balanced as ever
The call few hear, but the word is spread

“Mama I never--- your boy is dead.”

His impact on nowhere was profound
Hit so hard there was no sound
Left the earth flat where he was found
But you would never know if you were upside down

Writing in the dark I can't see my words
Pen to paper sparks from thoughts I heard
The perceptual lightbulb creates unrest
Choose to smoke **** over eating Percocets

Me plus you makes a perfect set
Tell me y we never intercept
Just another stand n for ya x
Just trying to inter-p-ret

Life
Love
Emotion
Death


Please sign the check

Mama you hurt me so good
You know how to ruin a mood
Like lifting, after you left the hood
And eating with no food

But I,

Have enough love for two
Plus two sticks rolled up
one for me and one for you
I don't know why but it's hard to do
when you know you could
And you know you should
And you know you would


If life were not so..


Bad.