Jesse Nakai Hernandez

Jesse Nakai Hernandez Sep 2018

42?

In leaves and roots
Amoung the grubs
I can do it too

Whispers of darkness
Muffled cries in nature
Never heard out the forest

Branching life
Living and dying
In unison sing

What is the meaning of this thing?!?!

-Luca Ivaldi

#nimbo

Jesse Nakai Hernandez Sep 2018

IX-XI-MMI

A day of reckoning
2,996 heard the beckoning
Call it what you want
It was tragic
What else can unite us?
We can't let them have it
The blood spilled
Of our innocence
Or ignorance?
The veil peeled
Good morning!
Unite and pray this day
Mourning this day
But THEY would not want it this way

-Luca Ivaldi

#nimbo

Jesse Nakai Hernandez Sep 2018

I'm done being broken.

I'm done being broken
The unrequited love I've spoken
The nights where the only love I felt was in the drugs I was tokin’
The days I spent making others happy because I was jokin’
But in reality I had gave up hope and just needed someone to listen for a moment.

I'm done being broken
Cause im not
I'm more than the scars
The bruises
The road rash from cruisin’
With those who pushed me out
Cause when I doubt
God reminds me
“Come and find me”
“Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.”
Weak, we thirst for things of odd and in this sightlessness; all these flings rally tattered love upon you.

I'm done being broken
The unrequited love I've spoken
The nights where the only love I felt was in the drugs I was tokin’
The days I spent making others happy cause I was jokin’
But in reality I had gave up hope and just needed someone to listen for a moment.

Just listen
Sense what your missin’
And make it your mission
To make life your ***** and end the wishin’
Cause we're done being broken
So here's to hope and your soul being awoken.

Cause we're done being broken
The unrequited love we've spoken
The nights where the only love we felt was in the drugs we were tokin’
The days we spent making others happy cause we were jokin’
But in reality we had gave up hope and just needed someone to listen, for a moment.

-Luca Ivaldi

#nimbo

Jesse Nakai Hernandez Sep 2018

I honestly just don't know anymore.

I love you.
I could write forever.
Would I tire?
Oh never.
But I can never tell you again.
Most eyes will not understand.
That you have died in my arms.
I killed you, staving you from harm.
I needed you more than you needed I,
The nights you bleed I swear I cry.
Sitting at the razors edge,
Where we met, hugging the ledge.
We can jump, fly, live or die.
Or fall in love,
In my mind...

-Luca Ivaldi

#nimbo

Jesse Nakai Hernandez Sep 2018

Do I Love?

Heartaches from heartbreak
It's love death takes
Our mistakes
Waiting for fate
Trusting fake feelings
Left me empty after peeling
And revealing what kindness
Was concealing
A bindness to healing
Others for myself
Out of love or selfish
**** it I won't even finish this.

But maybe that's the problem
But how long should I call them?
I told her twice
How I could love her for life
But I was second best
Absence made her second guess
But she can't confess her mess
But I see your pain in scars
And love you no less
You've come this far
I'm here for you
Come with me
Just say, yes.

Tender plush
Violent hush
Golden lush
Rose mush.

-Luca Ivaldi

#nimbo

Jesse Nakai Hernandez Sep 2018

I cried and

I asked the Lord
Why do I stay awake at night
Thinking of they who do not think of I?
Why do I worry for those who hurt me?
Why do I pray for they who close their ears?
Why do I share you with those who mock me?
Why do I love they who do not love me?

He said simply, “Because you are mine."

-Luca Ivaldi

#nimbo

Jesse Nakai Hernandez Sep 2018

"Don't be stupid." He thought.

The push and pull of love,
She came like a riptide.
Fought to keep my head above,
Pulled me under from the inside.
God I wish I had died.

-Luca Ivaldi

#nimbo