You remind me of a spicy wasabi mango
Just like ice cream covered in lobster shells.
                   So hard and spicy on the outside.
So soft. So sweet on your inside.
       I really want to ask you if you had a           good day.
             Longing to be the good of your day.
                                  We are not different.
         We are not the same.
    Do you ever muse on how tight we.....       could be.
               *Conceptualize a wasabi mango embrace.
         And see in your minds eye...........

it's only you and me.*



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

No. I have no terror I will avenge you.
You say karma will but I'm not waitin' on it. Besides I'm not afriad to.

You were my eyes when the fog I couldn't see through.
Tell me now. And tell me the the whole truth. Did he harm you?

No. I've never been here before. But you I will do it for. If I don't stop him he will try and do it more.

Ohhhh. Ohhhhh. Ohhhhh.
Noooo. Noooooo. Nooooo.
No. He won't do it no more.


My sweet friend. I promise he wont
do it again.


My pleasure was inside his pain. I took retaliation in your name.

I'm the champion. I'm your defender. I will be your watcher...your preserver.
It was easy. ***** threw his hands up. Tried to surrender. But that didn't work...was already over.

You said that he harmed you.
Ohhhh. Noooo. Noooooooooo.
He won't do it no more.




-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I do not post my writings on here for likes. and attention.
Nor is it for shares or follows.
I am not seeking the crowds who applause.
Cheering and ranting for more.
I do it to simply find and intertwine with my soul tribe.



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

She is moon queen of the darkest night.
She makes unicorns in the moonlight.

He is ruler of both dark and light.
He uses dragons breath when he has to fight.
He turns it into an angels hum.
Beautiful whispers for her ear drum.
*** pum pum pum.

In the dry desert sun.
They are devine.
Two of one kind.
Together they can scribble outside the lines.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Some days I walk high..
My head in the sky.
Others, I am low
Endless tears I cry.
Sometimes I am loud, oh so proud.
Others I am dying inside a crowd.
There are days where my eyes hold a happy gaze.
Others..I find me in an everlasting maze.
Searching for happy. Looking for content.
Counting time wasted and spent.
But its not over in the search I will find.
Whats truly mine. How to be happy. Why must I show how I am so kind?
Why is it so I need the proof?
Maybe its because...
How I wish you really knew...
Days like this my date of birth I rue.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Satan and I on our prowl.
Satan and I cookin' up somethin' foul.
I got lucifier right by my side.
You can't run, no you can't hide.
It's commin' down like hail and rain.
The devil and I are servin' up  sorrow and pain.
There is no refuge. No place you can go.
No. There will be no shelter for you.
No. No. No.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

It was a dark night
When she told a story of her fight
She spoke the coldest words I've ever known
Her feet blistered from the road
Knuckles torn apart from using all her might
Shreds hung from her clothes
As her icy story was told
She drove me up and down the hills
She showed me where she defeated it
And smiled as she said now leave your fear
As I looked back at her I realized I was talking to the mirror



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Heart beating fast, my plams are sweaty.
Petrified. But totally excited.
Thoughts fill my brain like water fills the levy.
I feel like im going to burst...like i lost my lid.
Hmmm... do you ponder the question why?
I love this feeling its exhilarating.
Its not that im shy.
Its more deeper than that..more graduated.
Let me just get the nerve.
Ill just say it...Hello..hi
I enjoy your enegry as i watch and observe.
Beautiful nerd
Hello.
Hi


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I am a dimpled sky of emotion.
I ponder for ages making decisions.
But when it is made it is chizzled in stone.
Being a libra and a poet combined.
Intertwined. Sometimes I am..
Others I am not fine.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

This is for all the single mommas.
This is for all the single poppas.

Wake up in the morning and think time will tell.
Oh ****! I over slept again? What the hell!
Got to make breakfast. Lets go get dressed.
Before you wake up your baby you stare at them in awe thinking I'm so impressed!

Got to pack lunch. Don't forget a snack.
Practice your abc's and don't talk back!

Thank God it's payday we need it so much.
Checking your account like what the ****!
This barely covers half of everything.
Don't flip out...baby is watching.

I see you going to work.
I know you're going to class.
I see you cherish that time with baby because it goes so fast.

You want to call up your *****/egg donor.
Tell em whats going on. What they need to do. They make up every excuse. And you'll never fathom how they really dont care. Screaming inside. This **** ain't fair!

I see it everyday. I see how hard you try.
May I give some advice? Don't hold it inside...if you have to let out a cry.

You know we are strong.
You know we all get along.
Because at the days end we are our own nation. For eachother. For one another.
Try to keep your chin up when u get fed up from rainy weather. I promise you the sun will shine. So look up at the clouds and reach for the sky.

Walk loud.
Walk proud.
We are single mommas.
We are single poppas.
I salute you. We have a code of honor.
I salute the single mommas.
I salute the single poppas.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I drank of you.
And savored every sip.
I want all of you.
So I can savor every bite.
When you speak.
I stop the world..
So I can listen.
And savor every sound.
I feel the vibration.
I've waited way too long for you.
I want it all.
Give me all of you.
Just the way that it is..
Please no substitutes.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

There is glitter in the air this morning.
I swear I saw fairy dust today.
Little speckles of sunshine and moonlight  intertwined.
They linger there with beauty so fine.
They linger like the skylines.


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Looking at the word through my window.
Feeling like I don't fit in.
People in the crowds..they are all the same.
I don't want their fads, I don't want their trends.
Holding my double XL heart out to this ugly word in my tiny hands.
Listening to my heart, ignoring my brain.
My courage has grown through my pain.
Seeing this world's beauty..lives in my veins.
I was made to be part of the change.
Cut from fabric you can't find in stores.
It must be bred.
My mind and my heart both not set up to*  make pretend.
Birds of a feather..
I make sunshine from stormy weather.
It's going to be a long journey but I...
I have visions of better.



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Where is the reaper
Is he in the crowd?
Check all of the passages
And look down the isle
He prowls in the corridors
And barley gasps a noise
He wears a long black cloak
That never drags across the ground
You'll never know he's upon you unless he wants you to
Beware of the reaper
Keep out your third eye
Is he right behind you
Gazing in your every move
Waiting for the chance to prey onto you
Be cautious of the reaper
He wears a long black cloak that never touches the ground
He is deadly and never makes a sound





-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

Have you ever been so upset that you choke on your own *****? R.I.P. Jamil Baskerville Jr. Peace in paradise sweet boy. Please beware if you read his story.

Poor little birdy.
I saw you lay helpless in the alley.
Broken wing? I'm not sure.
I wondered as i watched you and my heart hit the floor.
You couldn't move. You couldn't even try.
Oh wonderful your birdy friend is here to help!.... I thought to myself.
Then he got on top of you and started to peck out your eye.
Oh myyy.
Whats happening? I can't let this go on.
So i chased him and away he flew.
But the damage was already done.
Poor little one.
Should i end your pain i ask myself?
Today was the first time i heard a bird whimper.
You're no longer in pain. Fly high.
And if i see that other bird again his wings i will fry.
Poor little birdy.
Fly high.




-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I can make me feel so pretty...but no one knows me the way i know me.
When i feel love its extremely heavy.
I give everything..I give ALL of me.
For some it's too much...
But where's the one who says it's not enough?
I want him to want me..to crave my everything.
Kiss me. Touch me. Feel me. Desire me.
Make me feel like the girl that rocks your world!
Are you out there? If so tell me where..
I want that real love, i need that inconvenient love...
Kiss me and don't care who's watching because time is not stopping.
I need that "never out of time."
I want that "you're my unwind."
Give me that crazy once in a lifetime.
One in 10 billion.
Feels like i hit the lottery when you're with me.
Want me. Need me. Trust me. Love me.
I want that "lets make love anywhere" ...."Lets do it everywhere."
Feel my heartbeat as we intertwine..does yours line up with mine?
There have been fakers...there will be imposters.
Those are the dangerous ones..the monsters.
What I'm tryin to say is that it'll be worth it at the end of the day.
When i find my king, I will give him everything!!
Everyday we shall wear marching crowns! And i promise to never let him down!
If he deserves it....only if hes worth it.
Because my love will be so heavy. I will love him high and dry.
But only if he never makes me cry....
Dare to harm him? A ***** ***** bet not try!!!!!! Because you'll regret it...yes you will...my wrath's a giant pill!
Talk to me baby please don't be afraid. Lets find out if for eachother we were made.
Share, grow and love together..lets plan forever.
My love will weigh a ton. Its not just for anyone.
Look into my eyes baby...can u fit the crown?
I know that it's heavy..but will you wear it proud? Or would you let it weigh you down?
Are you able to carry with it both my love and yours?
I will be here for you..ill open up the doors!!
I will be beside you..no I won't watch it weigh you down.
And if you want I will help you hold the crown.
Be my cement, be my brick house.
I promise to love with no conditions.
Lets build traditions.
Are you the one and only? Ill never leave you lonely and ill NEVER let you down!!!




-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

There was a road of broken glass leading to my paradise
With every step another cut that dripped
It twists and turns up into a mountain
On the way up there were goblins, dragons, rats and snakes
In the dark I'd use my lantern
Yesterday the goblins tried to consume me
After the snake told them where I wander
I was not unprepared
Which led to their despair
Onward I walked with bloddied feet until I had to climb
The rats scurried about*
Swaying across my feet
And that led to their defeat
My hardest battle was still to come
And I was not unprepared
So I walked proudly into the dragons lair
He waited there
And used every last breath
Until there wasn't a single one left

-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyright 2016

She used to think she needed a man
She needed a man to cater
She used to believe in no goodbyes
But I'll see you later
She wanted to connect with everyone she'd met
Without even knowing them yet
She couldn't be alone
Because she yearned for someone to call her home
Every time she was lied to
There was one person she could cry to
And one day she realized
She finally oped her pretty brown eyes
Standing tall holding her hand
Next to her was not a man
But her best friend
Her rock
Not born blood but it comes no thicker
She always had unconditional love
They stand together
Pretty as doves
She knows now she needs no man

Yea, I seen it...caught u red handed with a ***** you claim not to know.
Give up already on the deception...wrap up your show.
It's not this..It's not that. All sounds the same to me so **** whatever you tryin' to say.
Stomping arround town, pounding the ground with my heart on the bottom of your shoe.
Your fabrication is staring at me right in the face, but im lucky enough to see right through.
Once epic memories are now sullen.
I gotta go pick up my pieces before they start flyin.
As i look in your blank eyes you fill my mind with those beautiful lies.
Captivating! Stop captivating me.
Extraordinarily thoughtless you are
Remarkably narrow you will forever be.
But here's the thing you dont get to do it twice.
I won't let you get me. So don't bother to come back arround. Don't come back for me.
You will never get me back. Bet your bottom dollar it's a fact.
It took ages to find the pieces of my heart you left scattered and stuck to the ground.
On the way back I left an ocean of tears filled with the deep dephs of my fears
How about you go for swim. **** it I'll be honest...I sure hope you drown.





-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

In the summer I was so hot that i couldn't breathe. I couldn't move...gasping for air on my knees.
There I was stuck in that burning hot place where you left me.
There was no cool breeze and comfy hoddies  in that fall for me.
I was still burning under the merciless sun.
But winter I felt. So surely I was cold and grey. Frozen. Wishing upon a star for the summer sun to melt the iceberg I became.
So I could start my search and find it again.
Seeking comfort in those who are not my friend. I had chased the untrue because it was better than you.
Then there was spring. It rained and it poured. Certainly I was drained but thankfully I had found a new door. I was allowed to dwell no more.
Now summer is here once again. But this time it is my friend. The summer sun kisses my skin. I flow through effortlessly. I have found my serenity. It never left....I had to find it inside of me.
-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I want to write a poem of love
A poem about two destined souls
Finding their fate and united as one
Something so beautiful to bring a tear
To the most unloving eye
So magnificent it makes you cry
A poem of butterflies
And exotic beaches
With sands of gold..
Waters of rubies
Words of pure love
But there's nothing but crumbled papers
Callused fingers
Scribbled lines
And its because I do not know love
I haven't even begun to crawl

-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyright 2017

Wiltted flowers are not ugly
For they have lived fully
Bathing in the sun
Nourished by water
Until one is overwhelmed
Too much or not enough
Is never good for us


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyright 2017

I imagine you and I soaring through the night like flying stars do.
And I picture you taking I on a magic carpet ride.
Through your city and mines.
Into both of our beautifully dangerous minds.
Tell me your secrets..and I'll tell you mines.
Tell me I'm beautiful again.
Please no lies.
Show me your demons..and I shall reveal mine.
For they reside in my eyes.
I'll look into yours if you look into mine.
Beautiful poet until you die.
I won't tell you a lie.*



-Jennifer DeAngelo
*Copyrighted 2016

Hi friends

Im so glad to see all of you still writing..i took a long break from posting my poems. I have alot still in my note pad. I have been battling depression for a year or more give or take a few months. But now that i recognize it and know the problem and have cut the problem out I will be better soon. And that means I will be able to reconnect with my soul tribe.

I watch you grow everyday,  I try to make you smile all the way.
I can see you learning, I can see you try.
I can see the love in your eyes..even when you cry...
I will be your music, when the raido goes out I'll forever sing your favorite song.
My sweet child your're right where you belong.
Little girl i love you and you know it's true.
Yes.. I know you're different but it only makes you better!! A special kind of love....my colorful dove.
So innocent, so pure..I couldn't ask for more.
Mommy's here to help you, I saw you grow today.
It was the sweetest sound you uttered away.
Come on baby say it..Mommy knows you can. I'm here cheering for you..your #1 fan.
Take my hand and hold it tight. Mommy's gonna protect you with all her might.
I saw you grow today. I seen you learn today.



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyrighted 2016

I am queen of moon
Decider of darker nights
Defender of fireflys in the moonlight
Fighter of wrong and right

He is ruler of fire and ice
Warmer of frozen nights
Giver of precise
Cooling the fire
But only if need be
Just enough to let her see

Watchers of moon, night, fire, ice
Manifesting in words
Triumphing in intellect
Wanters of the next
Without the moon there is still night
With no fire no need for ice

Together there is balance
Combination of galaxies
Creating moon
To live in night
Making fire
To melt ice

In the all arround
Whispers are in the air
Quiet words of precise
Humming whats wrong and right



-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyright 2017

Write after write
Scribble after Scribble
Stuck in my thoughts
My words are stuck
I just can write them down
Cramps in my hands
Callus on my finger
Words ran away
Left my thoughts to linger
I want to write a beautiful goodbye
But all i have to say is
I miss you
And why


-Jennifer DeAngelo
Copyright 2017