You can burn each thorn
And pick off every petal
I will get through the storm
No matter the kind of weather

I admit, you got the best of me
But it’s not over, you see
I will rise towards the sky
Like a lotus wins its fight
I will not be denied the light
Like the lotus, I will survive

I thought you had me buried
Instead, I was growing steady
The mud could not beat my soul
Which means, I finally let go

I admit, you got the best of me
But it’s not over, you see
I will rise towards the sky
Like a lotus wins its fight
I will not be denied the light
Like the lotus, I will survive

I made the past look picture perfect
But it was just one act, here’s to what’s next

I admit, you got the best of me
But it’s not over, you see
I will rise towards the sky
Like a lotus wins its fight
I will not be denied the light
Like the lotus, I will survive

Thoughts are more destructive than knives
Words give ideas to contemplate life
Trying to hide, there are no more smiles
All because of what’s injected to a lost mind And there are so many forms of SI
Trying to control something over the lies
Too much, only leading to suicide

Are you laughing now that it is their goodbye?
Don’t make them count against you as another problem
Pick your own actions wise
What you pick to do, you can choose
Who you wanna be, you can foresee
Or foresee the consequences of being mean
This is playing with real life, not a game or dream

Everything seemed fine, until one day
You started acting up, became real shady
Never thought you’d play me this way
Why’d you go and do this to me, baby?

Oh heartbreaker, why’d you take me there?
To a place with tears, running down my face
I can not change your ways or this fate
It’s a choice you made and it is so unfair
But it feels like we are not done here
So heartbreaker, why give all those tears?

Things seemed to be going so well
So what’d I do wrong, this I do dwell
Thought this was the one for the long haul
But instead you lead me to my fall

Oh heartbreaker, why’d you take me there?
To a place with tears, running down my face
I can not change your ways or this fate
It’s a choice you made and it is so unfair
But it feels like we are not done here
So heartbreaker, why give all those tears?

Please don’t ever do this again
My heart can’t take the suffering

Oh heartbreaker, why’d you take me there?
To a place with tears, running down my face
I can not change your ways or this fate
It’s a choice you made and it is so unfair
But it feels like we are not done here
So heartbreaker, why give all those tears?

Everything seemed just right
I made him my whole life
Now I’m questioning why
After I caught him in a lie

I said he had to be joking
Thought I had his devotion
I was under his potent potion
He played with my emotions
Causing all kinds of commotion
Guess I never really did know him
Now to move on, I must be open

What a slap in the face that day
Realizing things would never be the same
I thought we were brought together by fate
Now I’m regretting ever seeing his face

I said he had to be joking
Thought I had his devotion
I was under his potent potion
He played with my emotions
Causing all kinds of commotion
Guess I never really did know him
Now to move on, I must be open

Thought, you’re kidding right
But jokes on me this time

I said he had to be joking
Thought I had his devotion
I was under his potent potion
He played with my emotions
Causing all kinds of commotion
Guess I never really did know him
Now to move on, I must be open

I see you from across the room
And decide I’d like to know you
I think you’d wanna know me, too

They’re the ducks and I’m the goose
It’s time you stop letting yourself lose
With the awful ones that you choose
Cut them all loose, try something new
I think I’ll make knowing me your rule

Get to know me, I know you’d be happy
How about turning “you” into a “we”
It will work out, just believe it and see

They’re the ducks and I’m the goose
It’s time you stop letting yourself lose
With the awful ones that you choose
Cut them all loose, try something new
I think I’ll make knowing me your rule

We could be beautiful together
If only you would let it...

They’re the ducks and I’m the goose
It’s time you stop letting yourself lose
With the awful ones that you choose
Cut them all loose, try something new
I think I’ll make knowing me your rule

Karma is a belief
That we get what we need
That we deserve it
And should learn from it

Life is nothing bet an echo
You're reaping what you sow
You get back what you give
It’s all about what you put in it
Even if just a whisper, a hint
Or a slap in the face, to awake
What you notice in them, is in you
So don’t you judge too soon

When pushed, you get resist
But you just keep giving it
Until you can’t take no more
Seems life is keeping score

Life is nothing but an echo
You're reaping what you sow
You get back what you give
It’s all about what you put in it
Even if just a whisper, a hint
Or a slap in the face, to awake
What you notice in them, is in you
So don’t you judge too soon

I know you can’t help everyone
But everyone can help someone
Then it would keep going around
Just like an echoed sound

Life is nothing but an echo
You're reaping what you sow
You get back what you give
It’s all about what you put in it
Even if just a whisper, a hint
Or a slap in the face, to awake
What you notice in them, is in you
So don’t you judge too soon

A soul as pure as snow
Lips as red as a fresh rose
Body language that’s not cold
Looks like she’s not too old

Mysterious and beautiful
But no one seems to know
Where she comes from
Like a real Cinderella

Hair like sunlight beams
A laugh so intoxicating
With a mischievous smile
But she only stays awhile

Mysterious and beautiful
But no one seems to know
Where she comes from
Like a real Cinderella

The rarest one known
Rushed out the door
Just like a real Cinderella

Mysterious and beautiful
But no one seems to know
Where she comes from
Like a real Cinderella

While the whole world sleeps
I stay awake and think
About how things should be
At least, according to me
I won’t give in or let up
Over all the little stuff
If I cry, then they will dry
And I’ll carry on my blithe
I know that I will be fine
My crown is just to the side

Some chains can’t be broken
I’m due what I’ve been hoping
For a better way and better days
And love is what is to thank
Too many bonds have been made
The very ones you try to take
So try your best to weaken this
And drags us to your bitterness
But I’m not ever giving up
We’ve proven to be tough - love

The world is too small, in my eyes
Collide with them over again in life
I’m already and unsteady and terrified
Now you given me something
The reason I need to run and hide
To protect the wounds on the inside
Because one more cut to my gut
And my soul will surely die
I think it’s unavoidable this time
I will go where you can’t find

One too many surprises
Kinds by the negative light
Known as misfortune and lies
Have occurred during a short life
You would think by this time
The shock would greatly demise
And sheer disappointment would
Turn into absolute, impending doom
But I’m still here struggling - for you
Holding onto hope, as you should too

Reputation like Marilyn Monroe
I’m known as the girl next door
I’ve been the classic blonde bombshell
And even the most innocent angel

I’ve cause my share of trouble
Leaving damage along the way
I’ve been too naive and easy
Desperate for one love for me

I didn’t mean to do it at all, baby
Wasn’t supposed to turn to this way
My crime is trying too hard to win
Something that I needed from within
And I didn’t mean to pave my way
To hell, lost in amazement, and no
Beauty can’t change it - the forsaken

Spent a life fighting in my head
So many tears behind the curtains
Smile and pretend to have it all
By reflection, who is the girl I saw?

Be the best at everything, a Queen
Manners, appearance are everything
But they all want me now, my baby
I can dress it up and play *****

I didn’t mean to do it at all
Learned the hard way with her
Miss Monroe, you had to fall
They won’t let you win in society
You can’t be the ***** and lady
No way to tease and be classy
I didn’t mean to do it, to do either

Legacy and memory will support
No matter the judgements - distort
There are loves, truths, and non-users
It’s only too late, for some lost females

I didn’t mean to do it at all, baby
Wasn’t supposed to turn to this way
Beauty had forsaken and taken me
What I wanted was my crime spree
And I didn’t mean to pave my way
To hell, lost in amazement, and no
Us girls, Miss Monroe, didn’t mean it

Fascination grows, history repeats it

I admit, I miss my past and think constantly why nothing could last
I know I’m forgetting the bad and focusing on the good I had
So I’m lying to myself, as I weep to myself about it all
That’s why I’m stuck in what was and not here all the way full
So lonely, it hurts deep inside to not have one in my life
I want my one and only, that will forever be by my side
I can’t lie, I’m traumatized and I deserved so much better
But right now I’m stuck in the past seemingly forever

I look up to the sky, so pink and orange
As I nearly trip, as I’m running toward
Freedom, as the waves hit against the shore
The now dark sky, blending with the ocean line
I could get lost right here, all the time
The sands so smooth, I lay myself on down
As the water crashes over me, on the ground
Everything is so peaceful in the now

I see how much you love life
I dream to see it through your eyes
You don’t ever let it past you on by
You don’t sit home to whine and cry

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out

I cry at night so no one will know
Spare you of what shouldn’t be a go
Hiding the worse, I make sure though
And I try my best daily not to let go

We go in circles, we go unnoticed
Yeah, we fight the invisible forces
Unknown, every day is our course
Your views need broadened for sure

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out  

I’ll be a warrior, but don’t play the fool
I promise you don’t know, what we go through
Just take a chance and learn for yourself
It’s health and maybe you could help

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out

I miss being a little girl
Expecting life to be fair
You grow up to realize
Nothing is organized
But you must keep trying
All day and into the night

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

I miss simplicity, because obviously
Then we’d all get along and agree
Everything would work out eventually
I grew up, not really realizing in life
Attachments could be sliced, cut aside
Strongly now, everyone has their pride

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

Cant go back, complicated is where it’s at
Can’t let go, have to just remember to grow

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

I must be insane, doing things
Expecting something else, I need help,
Thinking it’d all go well, this time
Saying maybe it would all be fine
You said you’d always be there
But I see you never even cared

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

Sick and tired of being tired and sick
You never understood what I struggle with
Being right next to you, I was all alone
I gave up on you, oh so long ago
You didn’t think I would be okay
But I’m better without you, I’d say

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

It is time for the harvest
I am all done charging

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

I just wanted to escape
All the pain and misery
I made it through the rain
But lost myself that day, anyway
The years come and go, but I stay

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I fell from my pedestal all the way
It came crashing down on top of me
All that was left was darkness surrounding
I could no longer make it through life
But that time is slowly passing by

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I stay the same, lost in anxiety
Loneliness, is putting it mildly

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

Friendships don’t always last forever
I should have been prepared for never
Because there is and end to eternity
Cheers to the end of you and me

I’ve known you a quarter a century
Said you’d always be there for me
But you traded me off so simply
Told me “that’s that” so easily
I had to accept the bad or walk away
Was hard but dignity told me don’t stay
So now you turned us into enemies

Obviously, we’re no longer meant to be
I wish earlier I could have foreseen
I can do better without your fake ness
Now all I see in you, is shameless

I’ve known you a quarter a century
Said you’d always be there for me
But you traded me off so simply
Told me “that’s that” so easily
I had to accept the bad or walk away
Was hard but dignity told me don’t stay
So now you turned us into enemies

Sometimes I miss our memories
But also feel saved in reality

I’ve known you a quarter a century
Said you’d always be there for me
But you traded me off so simply
Told me “that’s that” so easily
I had to accept the bad or walk away
Was hard but dignity told me don’t stay
So now you turned us into enemies

I don’t even know what to say,
And it’s you that made me this way
I can’t even form a proper thought
On how things got messed up and lost

You can say you may not have meant it
But the damage you caused is permanent
I missed all of the signs I should have read
My shadow is now holding on by a thread
I would’ve been better off if we never met

You just popped me like a glock nine
Left me dead in my tracks, like a stop sign
I keep fighting these demons all the time
And I feel like I am losing my mind

You can say you may not have meant it
But the damage you caused is permanent
I missed all of the signs I should have read
My shadow is now holding on by a thread
I would’ve been better off if we never met

The subject on it is still really sore
I can’t even cry about it anymore

You can say you may not have meant it
But the damage you caused is permanent
I missed all of the signs I should have read
My shadow is now holding on by a thread
I would’ve been better off if we never met

I let so many people get close to me
And it ended with most of their greed
Getting in the way of what might be
Could be an us going down in history

If someone told me you would be gone
I would have told them they are wrong
If I knew one day you would not stay
I would not have bothered with all the pain
If I looked inside my crystal ball and saw
All the trouble you would have caused
I would have just one day brushed on by
And just said to you to “have a nice life”

I am not only talking about lovers lost
But the best of buds and family also cost
You all clouded my judgement down
And just left me with a ton of loss

If someone told me you would be gone
I would have told them they are wrong
If I knew one day you would not stay
I would not have bothered with all the pain
If I looked inside my crystal ball and saw
All the trouble you would have caused
I would have just one day brushed on by
And just said to you to “have a nice life”

In the moment I would not have believed
Because I am always so **** trusting

If someone told me you would be gone
I would have told them they are wrong
If I knew one day you would not stay
I would not have bothered with all the pain
If I looked inside my crystal ball and saw
All the trouble you would have caused
I would have just one day brushed on by
And just said to you to “have a nice life”

Been damaged so much, is it beyond repair?
Look out in the distance, caught in a glare
I call your name, but your mind is elsewhere
Stopping your focus, I don’t even dare

I can’t see the blue sky when it’s night
Like I can’t see the light in your eyes
Something went wrong and now you’re lost
To survive, you must give it all you’ve got
I don’t know what it feels like to be you
But I have had my share of troubles, too
I know the sun always rises after the night
So until then, can you just hold on tight?

You lock yourself away like Rapunzel
You won’t admit it, but I know you feel awful
You’re no longer the person I once knew
You are all confused and feeling very blue

I can’t see the blue sky when it’s night
Like I can’t see the light in your eyes
Something went wrong and now you’re lost
To survive, you must give it all you’ve got
I don’t know what it feels like to be you
But I have had my share of troubles, too
I know the sun always rises after the night
So until then, can you just hold on tight?

You will make it through the rain
Come out better than when you came

I can’t see the blue sky when it’s night
Like I can’t see the light in your eyes
Something went wrong and now you’re lost
To survive, you must give it all you’ve got
I don’t know what it feels like to be you
But I have had my share of troubles, too
I know the sun always rises after the night
So until then, can you just hold on tight?

ou’ve run out of chances
It’s just not meant to be
I’m over your reasoning
It has no real meaning
I can’t take anymore lies
I’m really done this time

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

I no longer trust you, that’s through
And you’re no longer going to
Have me up in arms, all confused
I keep playing inside of my head
All the things that you’ve said
I look to all the signs I misread

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

You’re no good for me
So I’m setting us both free
No more games, you see...

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

One wants to start over slow,
And hide me from the show
Another often disappears
From me right in thin air
I attract and get infatuated
With the ones acting like babies
They haven’t grown up to settle
I always get stuck in the battle
I always find the immature ones
Afraid, having commitment issues
They all have excuses they give you
But can’t man up and share what’s inside
Leaving me crazy and feeling deprived
Only I can stop this game they play
Throw in the towel, finally call it a day

I’ve thought you are the best
But I’m going to put that to rest
Because it’s obvious you’re not
For me and so it’s gotta stop

I think I’m finally done chasing you
Like you’re gonna change out of the blue
Yet I’ve been out here acting crazy
When you only gave me maybe
I feel like I’m always on the outside
After something that’s not mine
But now I’m leaving you alone
Because out of this game, I’ve grown

For being so certain, I’m confused
On why I can’t get back through to you
Maybe that’s really how it’s meant to be
Now I’m thinking you’re not meant for me

I think I’m finally done chasing you
Like you’re gonna change out of the blue
Yet I’ve been out here acting crazy
When you only gave me maybe
I feel like I’m always on the outside
After something that’s not mine
But now I’m leaving you alone
Because out of this game, I’ve grown

I will let you go, but know
I would have been wonderful
To you...

I think I’m finally done chasing you
Like you’re gonna change out of the blue
Yet I’ve been out here acting crazy
When you only gave me maybe
I feel like I’m always on the outside
After something that’s not mine
But now I’m leaving you alone
Because out of this game, I’ve grown

I never knew I wanted someone like you
Until out of the blue, you came along
And pursued me just long enough
I feel you did it all the right way
Wish for myself, I could say the same
Now I’m judging others based on your qualities

Since now you’re all I can manage to concentrate
I feel you’ve been the one for me that got away
And because you left we would fade
Now I wait for the glorious day
That you make your way back to me
Please let it be just eventually, I’m here

We seemed to be from two different worlds
One reason I held out on getting to know you
I couldn’t imagine you enjoying my company
And I was just too fragile to be used so soon
I didn’t see much need in having time misused
For either of us, assuming we’d be doomed

When I gave it a chance, you had to go
Would you have stayed for me, I don’t know
If we only began earlier on though
And now you always go “ghost”
I have no way to know if it’s personal
But I’m still here waiting to go further

The reasons I can’t forget are a cinch
You are smart and also ambitious
Rare to find anyone goal oriented
Even harder to find common sense
But you surely have plenty of all this
You gone is the only flaw I don’t get

Most of all, besides physical attraction
Your smile and eyes are holding me tight
You could always make me laugh and smile
I hope you know your own wonderful qualities
And can’t forget, loved that you didn’t care less
About any going one with sporting events

I miss your stubbornness and sarcasm
Even though you drove me up the wall
I will also miss yours and my tickle fights
Even though you’d win all the time
Good luck to you, even if not mutual
Whatever I did, I can assure, I won’t forgive

I won’t mean to do this but I know I may
Hold out for my “hello” acknowledgement
Only for now, goodbye “Prince Phillip”
I wish I could sleep another century
Your messed up Sleeping Beauty
Country boy, let me be your cutie

Have you ever wondered...
If you’re really on the right path
Will it lead you on and on to just crash?
If you really think this happiness will last
Will you end up again feeling like trash?

Have you ever thought..
That it may be time to have your dream
Trying not to over analyze what it all means
Thinking this is how it’s finally meant to be
Trying not to sabotage your own self and flee

When you don’t know what to do, have you...
Have you ever told yourself
Others don’t always have a clue
Have you ever decided
To look inside yourself for the truth
Have you ever realized
It’s what’s inside
And everyone else’s opinions
You don’t have to abide

Have you ever not cared...
If all the others disagree with you
Knowing they don’t know what to judge to
If you know what’s in your heart is true
Knowing **** well it’s not for them to choose

Have you ever been aware...
That you don’t have to be so scared
See, in the end you can find a way to take care
Show you have your own mind to share
See that you have your very own flare

When you don’t know what to do, have you...
Have you ever told yourself
Others don’t always have a clue
Have you ever decided
To look inside yourself for the truth
Have you ever realized
It’s what’s inside
And everyone else’s opinions
You don’t have to abide

It’s all that cheesy stuff, to not give up
It’s a look inside yourself, to get help
It’s to trust in your choices, not negative voices
Have you ever yet?

I have a dream
A secret
That’s all I need
Don’t want to share
Just keep it in my care
Where I know it’ll stay
Lit in a bright flame
For me to cherish
And no one to damage
I like knowing it’s mine
To leave inside
Until due time
It’s what I want
But it’s okay
If it never comes to front
It’s all mine to love
Keeping it inside is enough
Because with a secret
It’s the only place I trust

I want to look down from above
Just watch out for those I love
Watch the world from outside
Sit back and not have to have the fight

Enjoying the beauty and skylights around
While floating above the restrictive ground
I want to simply take care of others
One less to add to anyone’s troubles

Erase the anger and confusion I have inside
Only keep the parts of me I know are Devine
Perfection on this earth, is for me to take flight
That’s what is left for me here, to see the light

Let them all move on and forget about me
Become who I know I’m meant to be
A parallel caregiver for the world
My cost is no more pain for this girl

Just a heavenly creature who let go
No more reasons for the tears to flow
Finally find the real happiness I crave
I’m ready to become an Angel today

If I continue to go on
Will my fight ever be won?

If I’ve become too sick
Will they fully understand it?

If I break down and cry
Will someone be at my side?

If I never recall my past torture
How long will those scars hurt for?

If you are not with me
Am I ever fully complete?

If you returned in my life
Would everything turn out all right?

If I truly needed you
Would you help to see me through?

If again we lost each other
Could my heart ever recover?

If you break a heart unintentionally
Is that person still held as guilty?

If a friendship ends maliciously
Was it ever really meant to be?

If you make one more mistake
Are you then labeled as a flake?

If I fail an important task
How long shall my shame last?

If I counted up all my sins
Would good intentions still win?

If I sought out my own vengeance’s
Did I create bad karma in the end?

If my dreams continue to repeat
Is that some kind of message to me?

If if they never believe in me
Will my mind ever be free?

If I go on and continue to live
Will there be a purpose to all of this?

If I have no choice in the end, but to fail
Did my presence ‘til then have a place here?

If I continue to question my universe
Then I will continue to strive for my answers

If as look as I am asking
Then I am continuing

Always ask when you can, “if”
And hold out for what may be given

It’s okay, call me naive
Because I choose to believe
In dreams coming true
Mermaids swim in the blue
That there is life after death
And their are ghosts among us

See, I want to believe
Angels are watching over me
With animals around for guiding
While stars are there to wish upon
Same for coins, thrown in a pond
And the Magic’s inside the wand

Yes, I need to believe
That there must be
Those lost pots of gold
At the ending of each rainbow
And in the woods, playful fairies
Are hiding amongst the trees

So, call me naive
But I’m inclined to be
The adoring princess
That wins her awakening kiss
Forever in charming bliss
Together in a castle so big

Dream like a child
Don’t forget to smile
Watch the flowers flourish
And the butterflies adorn them
Relax and enjoy the beauty
Stop and see the simplicity
... when you believe

How can I be sleeping beauty
If there’s no such Cinderella
How can I find my Prince Charming
If there are no decent fellas

Call me naive
‘Cause I want to believe
In this cute little fantasy
But that’s just not happening

I’d rather it be my destiny
Where fairytales could find me
No choice of this, I won’t fathom
Anything surreal can happen
Even the unbelievable
Good will triumph over evil

How about a fairy godmother?
Someone to help me go under cover
An Angel or some pixie dust
Something I can’t see, but I can trust

If it’s delusions, that’s okay
Anything else is a mistake
Helpful creatures and the dwarfs
Leave me be with the singing birds

Trust me that I know it’s untrue
But dreams are what I hold on to
With none, what else would I do
But to get lost into a world
That’s just way too cruel

A story with happy endings
No more lies or just pretending
There has to be some magic out there
Or this world is just too unfair

look up to the stars
And pretend that you aren’t far
I want to know, are you looking too?
So then I would be joining you

I miss you so much, I daydream
I get lost inside of everything
I’d do anything to feel your caress
But the way things ended was a mess

I look up to the stars
And think to myself real hard
Could we have been saved?
Could we both be happy that way

I miss you so much, I can’t sleep
All I want to do is fill this void and eat
I would do anything to feel your touch
I’m holding onto you like a crutch

I look up to the stars
And wish to bottle this view in a jar
Then I would always feel your near
Even though you’ll never be back here

It’s so hard to find
Two souls that think alike
And can compliment
Each other to shine

You are better than a daydream
And make me want to scream
About how happy you make me
I can’t believe this is my reality
That I’m living outside a dream

It can take a long time
And some crying nights
Before finding who’s mine
My other half, my dime

You are better than a daydream
And make me want to scream
About how happy you make me
I can’t believe this is my reality
That I’m living outside a dream

I know I got lucky finding you
It’s true and I knew
The minute I met you

You are better than a daydream
And make me want to scream
About how happy you make me
I can’t believe this is my reality
That I’m living outside a dream

I see you’ve developed an obsession
When I’m out of the equation
So why are you stressing?
There must be something...

I had him first, I know how he works
What he’s telling you, is nothing new

****** girlfriend, I don’t need him
It may have stung at first, but he’s a loser
Stop harassing me, you’re showing envy
Move on, because I’m over him, times a million
****** girlfriend

So what you won, it’s all over and done
So why are you doing the things you do?
Checking up on me all of the time
You must be out of your mind

I had him first, I know how he works
What he’s telling you, is nothing new

****** girlfriend, I don’t need him
It may have stung at first, but he’s a loser
Stop harassing me, you’re showing envy
Move on, because I’m over him, times a million
****** girlfriend

Quit playing games, so predictable
And so lame, insecure much, you crazy...

I had him first, I know how he works
What he’s telling you, is nothing new

****** girlfriend, I don’t need him
It may have stung at first, but he’s a loser
Stop harassing me, you’re showing envy
Move on, because I’m over him, times a million
****** girlfriend

There is a pattern here
Rest assured, I see it there
To myself, it is not fair
But let go, I don’t dare

I can’t escape you, no matter what I do
And each time I fail, let us be real
You have a hold on me, that’s the deal
But I have no shame, you, I can’t escape

The more I fight, it’s like quicksand
I just get stuck in there deeper then
I continue to be glued to you
No matter what it is I do

I can’t escape you, no matter what I do
And each time I fail, let us be real
You have a hold on me, that’s the deal
But I have no shame, you, I can’t escape

I have no excuse in this case
I can’t escape your embrace

I can’t escape you, no matter what I do
And each time I fail, let us be real
You have a hold on me, that’s the deal
But I have no shame, you, I can’t escape

Just like the rain
You shower me with loving
You give me strength
Each and every day
What more can I say?

You brightened up my life
Like the moon and stars at night
You have me seeing rainbows in the sky
All because your love’s in plain sight
You know how to treat a woman right
I’m down to stay forever by your side

Like catching lightning
It happens intermittently
Finding someone like me
And really being happy

You brightened up my life
Like the moon and stars at night
You have me seeing rainbows in the sky
All because your love’s in plain sight
You know how to treat a woman right
I’m down to stay forever by your side

Snowflakes melt in the sun
I melt in your arms with your charms

You brightened up my life
Like the moon and stars at night
You have me seeing rainbows in the sky
All because your love’s in plain sight
You know how to treat a woman right
I’m down to stay forever by your side

I remember those feelings
That you would always give me
Didn’t realize then, how much
I would be longing for your touch

When we were together
Everything just felt right
Now I want it for a lifetime
I’m waiting on you to decide
You have the ultimate power
To go ahead and change my life
I do not want to sit and play shy
Pretty please, please do it tonight

Come back and I’ll show you
That it was the smart thing to do
We can do it right this time
Don’t make me beg and cry

When we were together
Everything just felt right
Now I want it for a lifetime
I’m waiting on you to decide
You have the ultimate power
To go ahead and change my life
I do not want to sit and play shy
Pretty please, please do it tonight

One more chance, one last dance
One more show, I know it’d be forever

When we were together
Everything just felt right
Now I want it for a lifetime
I’m waiting on you to decide
You have the ultimate power
To go ahead and change my life
I do not want to sit and play shy
Pretty please, please do it tonight

I beg you, don’t miss out on the key
Passion just gets better and better
While lust is temporary and fleeting
Grab yourself something with meaning
The key of passion is to freely dream
Don’t let the real thing pass you by
While you’re focused on the wrong type
Shouldn’t settle for s temporary lie
Strive for the key to be happy

You watched me fall
Now I don’t feel bad at all
Enjoy that hot water you’re in
Grass isn’t greener where you live
I will just sit back and watch you boil
Since you weren’t here being loyal  

I hope you feel lost and alone
You’re in your glass house
And you’re throwing stones
Why you threw away so much
Between us, I don’t know
But the top is now blown

I wouldn’t shed a tear for you now
Karma struck your ***, like pow
It seems you’re in need of some help
But now I rather watch you drown
Admittedly, your actions left me astound
And now you can scream, freak, and shout

Chase me like I’m your mission
Need you to grab my attention
Make me laugh, it is a cinch
Take things slow, don’t blow it

I’ve tried everyone from A to Z
But I can’t find my compatibility
Maybe there’s no Mr. Right for me
Guess I’ll try a little less and see
Out there, it is really not so easy

Gotta handle all of my emotions
There’s good and there’s commotion
I need your undying devotion
Don’t fool around, I’m not joking

I’ve tried everyone from A to Z
But I can’t find my compatibility
Maybe there’s no Mr. Right for me
Guess I’ll try a little less and see
Out there, it is really not so easy

I hope to strike right one day
Find a guy like me who will stay

I’ve tried everyone from A to Z
But I can’t find my compatibility
Maybe there’s no Mr. Right for me
Guess I’ll try a little less and see
Out there, it is really not so easy

At the other end of the looking glass
She sees the bunny, then runs fast
Fell into the hole and falling slow
Have time to think, where she’ll go
Then she arrives to a whole new world

Welcome to wonderland
Where anything can happen
Wonderland
Where there are sights of magic
Wonderland
Will give you quite a reaction
Wonderland, wonderland

New faces and places to see
They’re oddballs but friendly
But danger lurks where it’s red
Off with her head, the Queen said

This is wonderland
Where anything can happen
Wonderland
Where there are sights of magic
Wonderland
Will give you quite a reaction
Wonderland, wonderland

Eat me, drink me, shrink, grow, think
Speak up, stand tall, fix what’s been done
There was beauty here, bring back cheer

Welcome to wonderland
Where anything can happen
Wonderland
Where there are sights of magic
Wonderland
Will give you quite a reaction
Wonderland, wonderland

Don’t think that you’re the exception
‘Cause it’s gonna be a hard lesson
When he just does the expected
And just a matter of time to what’s next

You’re not the one who can change him
It isn’t meant to be like Barbie and Ken
Excusing his behavior isn’t him evolving  
He’ll never become what you’re longing

May have him now, but you’re a number
One day he’ll just leave you in a slumber
Flavor of the day and then he strays
You can’t change the bad boys ways

Remember history repeats itself
His pattern shows he’ll let you down
It shouldn’t even be a real question
Don’t think that you’re the exception

All the things that I should have said
And all the plans I should have kept
I’d do anything for that time back
But things change and you went away

Forever is only a moment in time
You can get lost in the blink of an eye
I wish you a bittersweet goodbye
You seem lost now, but eventually
We’ll be back together happily
Cheers to a goodbye so bittersweet

I promise you that you’ll go on
You will never leave my thoughts
But because you left too soon
I am distraught and I am blue

Forever is only a moment in time
You can get lost in the blink of an eye
I wish you a bittersweet goodbye
You seem lost now, but eventually
We’ll be back together happily
Cheers to a goodbye so bittersweet

One day bittersweet won’t be bitter
Until that day, your legacy will continue

Forever is only a moment in time
You can get lost in the blink of an eye
I wish you a bittersweet goodbye
You seem lost now, but eventually
We’ll be back together happily
Cheers to a goodbye so bittersweet

I’ve been lost, more than once
Felt like the only one, all alone
Like the ones that get shunned
Just one of the forgotten ones
Forever being stuck in the middle
The cycle goes on and continues
And everlasting never comes
No one else around, it’s just me
And that’s how it’ll always be
Just one of the forgotten ones

Make me feel special
Without gifts or words
Just use body language
And don’t get confused

Tie me up and close the curtains
Make sure to check and be certain
Because if it is not tight enough
Then there is no pleasure hurting
I can take it all, don’t look back
Having my legs tightly wrapped
Don’t be a miss, take me to bliss
This loving proves heaven exists

The beauty and the *****
Not afraid of what she wants
And that’s okay, rough love
With you it’s still emotional

Tie me up and close the curtains
Make sure to check and be certain
Because if it is not tight enough
Then there is no pleasure hurting
I can take it all, don’t look back
Having my legs tightly wrapped
Don’t be a miss, take me to bliss
This loving proves heaven exists

Like ecstasy, are you feeling me?
Bodies entwined, let’s do this right  

Tie me up and close the curtains
Make sure to check and be certain
Because if it is not tight enough
Then there is no pleasure hurting
I can take it all, don’t look back
Having my legs tightly wrapped
Don’t be a miss, take me to bliss
This loving proves heaven exists

Not long ago I was lost
Others, past lovers
They came with a cost
Leaving me distraught
And then came you
Straight out of the blue

I found proof that heaven exists
In your arms is a calming bliss
And I don’t want to miss a second
Of your love, you’re sent from above
Forever can’t wait, you’re my saint
Eternity is fine with me, bliss endlessly

I do thank God I found you
‘Cause what we have is true
Nothing can come between us
I’m just all about this here love
Because you came into my life
And now I believe that I ...

I found proof that heaven exists
In your arms is a calming bliss
And I don’t want to miss a second
Of your love, you’re sent from above
Forever can’t wait, you’re my saint
Eternity is fine with me, bliss endlessly

In the after life, I’ll still be by your side
They call it “ride and die,” that’s no lie

I found proof that heaven exists
In your arms is a calming bliss
And I don’t want to miss a second
Of your love, you’re sent from above
Forever can’t wait, you’re my saint
Eternity is fine with me, bliss endlessly

I took for granted the time that we had
Truth is I was nervous, liked him so **** bad
I made some mistakes, then he went away
But here he is, I feel it must be within fate
So here I am, I am going to wait and wait

I want him so **** bad
But he makes me so mad
Guess a hint I should’ve had
And be glad with any contact
But instead I’m determined
I’ll keep trying even though sad
I’ll have my way, patient to stay

Why can’t he see that I am different?
I’m not like the ones he has spent
Dealing with all of the others craziness
I know it’s hard, but he should give a chance
Twice is nice, we are older and more wise

I want him so **** bad
But he makes me so mad
Guess a hint I should’ve had
And be glad with any contact
But instead I’m determined
I’ll keep trying even though sad
I’ll have my way, patient to stay

Anyone would tell me to let it go like my Queen Elsa
But I’m stuck on ya ‘cause I feel love

I want him so **** bad
But he makes me so mad
Guess a hint I should’ve had
And be glad with any contact
But instead I’m determined
I’ll keep trying even though sad
I’ll have my way, patient to stay

I’m addicted to the way you keep me
At arms length, but I keep on reaching
Got me addicted to you, what do I do?
When you go ghost, I want you the most

I have gone just a little crazy
With the way you cause me waiting
With how you’ve treated me lately
I know that I am wrong for staying  
Your actions have consequences
And now you are going to get them
A good girl placed into your world
It’s a fact, turns bad, that is for sure
It’s your charm and it is your lure
But you’re oblivious, making me crazier
So crazy, crazy, crazy, I have a lot to stir

I know it’s not smart to play the game
But I can’t help it, I’m not even ashamed
You got me playing by all new rules
And I have been acting out like a fool

I have gone just a little crazy
With the way you cause me waiting
With how you’ve treated me lately
I know that I am wrong for staying  
Your actions have consequences
And now you are going to get them
A good girl placed into your world
It’s a fact, turns bad, that is for sure
It’s your charm and it is your lure
But you’re oblivious, making me crazier
So crazy, crazy, crazy, I have a lot to stir

Just give me your attention, now and then
I promise not doing so would be a miss
Bring my sanity back, stop acting whack

I have gone just a little crazy
With the way you cause me waiting
With how you’ve treated me lately
I know that I am wrong for staying  
Your actions have consequences
And now you are going to get them
A good girl placed into your world
It’s a fact, turns bad, that is for sure
It’s your charm and it is your lure
But you’re oblivious, making me crazier
So crazy, crazy, crazy, I have a lot to stir

I can easily say, it started out so perfect
Progressing fast, but I wasn’t nervous
Really believed it was different this time
But I guess I just ignored all the signs

He tells them all I’m crazy
When I was once his baby
He was proud to call his lady
Now he acts all innocent
Like it’s straight up me
When he is the one
That made us enemies

Held him on a pedestal, **** he fell too
The person I loved the most, became a joke
Now I do loathe everything I would boast
But he says it was me, telling everybody

He tells them all I’m crazy
When I was once his baby
He was proud to call his lady
Now he acts all innocent
Like it’s straight up me
When he is the one
That made us enemies

I hope deep down he is truly ashamed
He may keep his story and play his game
The truth is in my heart, I know what he did
Because you make a good girl turn, when you burn her

He tells them all I’m crazy
When I was once his baby
He was proud to call his lady
Now he acts all innocent
Like it’s straight up me
When he is the one
That made us enemies

I am someone who can say
I’ve been through it all some way
I can not believe it to this day
So much immaturity and strays

Nothing lasts forever, anymore
It’s all a game that’s just for show
Where the truth lies, I don't know
Standards and morals are so low
Nothing lasts forever, no, no, no

The movies show it so nice
Like you’ll eventually get it right
But it’s not like that anymore
Can’t call that to be real life

Nothing lasts forever, anymore
It’s all a game that’s just for show
Where the truth lies, I don't know
Standards and morals are so low
Nothing lasts forever, no, no, no

If you only knew
What I’d go through
In the name of you

Nothing lasts forever, anymore
It’s all a game that’s just for show
Where the truth lies, I don't know
Standards and morals are so low
Nothing lasts forever, no, no, no

Sometimes I take advantage
Of all your kindness that’s given
I forget that you’re also only human
I apologize to infinity if I ever was
Unfair or demanding to you ‘cause

You’re the best person I know
I could not love you any more
Than I already do, so thank you
For just being you and all you do
Which is a lot, it’s not forgot

I wish I had the ability to give
Back all you’ve always did
And continue to do, I love you
So once again, I thank you too
I appreciate your generosity

You take it all on like wonder woman
And if you give blows, they’re cushioned
But you manage to make most right
You’re always up for the fight
So I could truly never say it enough
Thank you for all of your love

It’s that time of night again
All alone with my feelings
In the cold bed, inside my head
I get so lost inside of there
It’s hard to bare, in a gaze I stare

Yes, it’s time to let loose
Take the mask off and try to cry
But my eyes are finally too dry
Since this is my reality every night
A prisoner in my mind, no escape to find

It’s that time of night now
All alone to let myself out
The smile fades away
The demons come out to play
It’s so hard to go through what I do

Yes, it is lonely but necessary
The true me must stay buried
In the dark corners of my mind
I need to shine a flashlight, since I’m
A prisoner in my brain, such a shame