I look up to the sky, so pink and orange
As I nearly trip, as I’m running toward
Freedom, as the waves hit against the shore
The now dark sky, blending with the ocean line
I could get lost right here, all the time
The sands so smooth, I lay myself on down
As the water crashes over me, on the ground
Everything is so peaceful in the now

I see how much you love life
I dream to see it through your eyes
You don’t ever let it past you on by
You don’t sit home to whine and cry

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out

I cry at night so no one will know
Spare you of what shouldn’t be a go
Hiding the worse, I make sure though
And I try my best daily not to let go

We go in circles, we go unnoticed
Yeah, we fight the invisible forces
Unknown, every day is our course
Your views need broadened for sure

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out  

I’ll be a warrior, but don’t play the fool
I promise you don’t know, what we go through
Just take a chance and learn for yourself
It’s health and maybe you could help

A big heart and golden dreams
But second chances aren’t given
And I may be down for the count
But don’t you dare count me out

I miss being a little girl
Expecting life to be fair
You grow up to realize
Nothing is organized
But you must keep trying
All day and into the night

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

I miss simplicity, because obviously
Then we’d all get along and agree
Everything would work out eventually
I grew up, not really realizing in life
Attachments could be sliced, cut aside
Strongly now, everyone has their pride

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

Cant go back, complicated is where it’s at
Can’t let go, have to just remember to grow

You just gotta know
Difficult roads can lead
To beautiful destinations, please
You just have to take that journey
And one day soon you will see

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

I must be insane, doing things
Expecting something else, I need help,
Thinking it’d all go well, this time
Saying maybe it would all be fine
You said you’d always be there
But I see you never even cared

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

Sick and tired of being tired and sick
You never understood what I struggle with
Being right next to you, I was all alone
I gave up on you, oh so long ago
You didn’t think I would be okay
But I’m better without you, I’d say

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

It is time for the harvest
I am all done charging

You never thought when you buried me
I was a seed that would grow from your
Negativity, because I believed in me
I am so over your *******, you see

I just wanted to escape
All the pain and misery
I made it through the rain
But lost myself that day, anyway
The years come and go, but I stay

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I fell from my pedestal all the way
It came crashing down on top of me
All that was left was darkness surrounding
I could no longer make it through life
But that time is slowly passing by

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

I stay the same, lost in anxiety
Loneliness, is putting it mildly

You took all you could from me away
But I won’t sit here and let it define me
I have glitter running through my veins
So soon enough, I’m going to be okay

Friendships don’t always last forever
I should have been prepared for never
Because there is and end to eternity
Cheers to the end of you and me

I’ve known you a quarter a century
Said you’d always be there for me
But you traded me off so simply
Told me “that’s that” so easily
I had to accept the bad or walk away
Was hard but dignity told me don’t stay
So now you turned us into enemies

Obviously, we’re no longer meant to be
I wish earlier I could have foreseen
I can do better without your fake ness
Now all I see in you, is shameless

I’ve known you a quarter a century
Said you’d always be there for me
But you traded me off so simply
Told me “that’s that” so easily
I had to accept the bad or walk away
Was hard but dignity told me don’t stay
So now you turned us into enemies

Sometimes I miss our memories
But also feel saved in reality

I’ve known you a quarter a century
Said you’d always be there for me
But you traded me off so simply
Told me “that’s that” so easily
I had to accept the bad or walk away
Was hard but dignity told me don’t stay
So now you turned us into enemies

I don’t even know what to say,
And it’s you that made me this way
I can’t even form a proper thought
On how things got messed up and lost

You can say you may not have meant it
But the damage you caused is permanent
I missed all of the signs I should have read
My shadow is now holding on by a thread
I would’ve been better off if we never met

You just popped me like a glock nine
Left me dead in my tracks, like a stop sign
I keep fighting these demons all the time
And I feel like I am losing my mind

You can say you may not have meant it
But the damage you caused is permanent
I missed all of the signs I should have read
My shadow is now holding on by a thread
I would’ve been better off if we never met

The subject on it is still really sore
I can’t even cry about it anymore

You can say you may not have meant it
But the damage you caused is permanent
I missed all of the signs I should have read
My shadow is now holding on by a thread
I would’ve been better off if we never met