I don’t even know what to say,
And it’s you that made me this way
I can’t even form a proper thought
On how things got messed up and lost

You can say you may not have meant it
But the damage you caused is permanent
I missed all of the signs I should have read
My shadow is now holding on by a thread
I would’ve been better off if we never met

You just popped me like a glock nine
Left me dead in my tracks, like a stop sign
I keep fighting these demons all the time
And I feel like I am losing my mind

You can say you may not have meant it
But the damage you caused is permanent
I missed all of the signs I should have read
My shadow is now holding on by a thread
I would’ve been better off if we never met

The subject on it is still really sore
I can’t even cry about it anymore

You can say you may not have meant it
But the damage you caused is permanent
I missed all of the signs I should have read
My shadow is now holding on by a thread
I would’ve been better off if we never met

I let so many people get close to me
And it ended with most of their greed
Getting in the way of what might be
Could be an us going down in history

If someone told me you would be gone
I would have told them they are wrong
If I knew one day you would not stay
I would not have bothered with all the pain
If I looked inside my crystal ball and saw
All the trouble you would have caused
I would have just one day brushed on by
And just said to you to “have a nice life”

I am not only talking about lovers lost
But the best of buds and family also cost
You all clouded my judgement down
And just left me with a ton of loss

If someone told me you would be gone
I would have told them they are wrong
If I knew one day you would not stay
I would not have bothered with all the pain
If I looked inside my crystal ball and saw
All the trouble you would have caused
I would have just one day brushed on by
And just said to you to “have a nice life”

In the moment I would not have believed
Because I am always so **** trusting

If someone told me you would be gone
I would have told them they are wrong
If I knew one day you would not stay
I would not have bothered with all the pain
If I looked inside my crystal ball and saw
All the trouble you would have caused
I would have just one day brushed on by
And just said to you to “have a nice life”

Been damaged so much, is it beyond repair?
Look out in the distance, caught in a glare
I call your name, but your mind is elsewhere
Stopping your focus, I don’t even dare

I can’t see the blue sky when it’s night
Like I can’t see the light in your eyes
Something went wrong and now you’re lost
To survive, you must give it all you’ve got
I don’t know what it feels like to be you
But I have had my share of troubles, too
I know the sun always rises after the night
So until then, can you just hold on tight?

You lock yourself away like Rapunzel
You won’t admit it, but I know you feel awful
You’re no longer the person I once knew
You are all confused and feeling very blue

I can’t see the blue sky when it’s night
Like I can’t see the light in your eyes
Something went wrong and now you’re lost
To survive, you must give it all you’ve got
I don’t know what it feels like to be you
But I have had my share of troubles, too
I know the sun always rises after the night
So until then, can you just hold on tight?

You will make it through the rain
Come out better than when you came

I can’t see the blue sky when it’s night
Like I can’t see the light in your eyes
Something went wrong and now you’re lost
To survive, you must give it all you’ve got
I don’t know what it feels like to be you
But I have had my share of troubles, too
I know the sun always rises after the night
So until then, can you just hold on tight?

ou’ve run out of chances
It’s just not meant to be
I’m over your reasoning
It has no real meaning
I can’t take anymore lies
I’m really done this time

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

I no longer trust you, that’s through
And you’re no longer going to
Have me up in arms, all confused
I keep playing inside of my head
All the things that you’ve said
I look to all the signs I misread

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

You’re no good for me
So I’m setting us both free
No more games, you see...

They say never say never
But I think I’ll be alone forever
I must be cursed and doomed
My view on *** and love ruined
There’s too much that’s negative
I must stop letting it all in, so toxic

One wants to start over slow,
And hide me from the show
Another often disappears
From me right in thin air
I attract and get infatuated
With the ones acting like babies
They haven’t grown up to settle
I always get stuck in the battle
I always find the immature ones
Afraid, having commitment issues
They all have excuses they give you
But can’t man up and share what’s inside
Leaving me crazy and feeling deprived
Only I can stop this game they play
Throw in the towel, finally call it a day

I’ve thought you are the best
But I’m going to put that to rest
Because it’s obvious you’re not
For me and so it’s gotta stop

I think I’m finally done chasing you
Like you’re gonna change out of the blue
Yet I’ve been out here acting crazy
When you only gave me maybe
I feel like I’m always on the outside
After something that’s not mine
But now I’m leaving you alone
Because out of this game, I’ve grown

For being so certain, I’m confused
On why I can’t get back through to you
Maybe that’s really how it’s meant to be
Now I’m thinking you’re not meant for me

I think I’m finally done chasing you
Like you’re gonna change out of the blue
Yet I’ve been out here acting crazy
When you only gave me maybe
I feel like I’m always on the outside
After something that’s not mine
But now I’m leaving you alone
Because out of this game, I’ve grown

I will let you go, but know
I would have been wonderful
To you...

I think I’m finally done chasing you
Like you’re gonna change out of the blue
Yet I’ve been out here acting crazy
When you only gave me maybe
I feel like I’m always on the outside
After something that’s not mine
But now I’m leaving you alone
Because out of this game, I’ve grown

I never knew I wanted someone like you
Until out of the blue, you came along
And pursued me just long enough
I feel you did it all the right way
Wish for myself, I could say the same
Now I’m judging others based on your qualities

Since now you’re all I can manage to concentrate
I feel you’ve been the one for me that got away
And because you left we would fade
Now I wait for the glorious day
That you make your way back to me
Please let it be just eventually, I’m here

We seemed to be from two different worlds
One reason I held out on getting to know you
I couldn’t imagine you enjoying my company
And I was just too fragile to be used so soon
I didn’t see much need in having time misused
For either of us, assuming we’d be doomed

When I gave it a chance, you had to go
Would you have stayed for me, I don’t know
If we only began earlier on though
And now you always go “ghost”
I have no way to know if it’s personal
But I’m still here waiting to go further

The reasons I can’t forget are a cinch
You are smart and also ambitious
Rare to find anyone goal oriented
Even harder to find common sense
But you surely have plenty of all this
You gone is the only flaw I don’t get

Most of all, besides physical attraction
Your smile and eyes are holding me tight
You could always make me laugh and smile
I hope you know your own wonderful qualities
And can’t forget, loved that you didn’t care less
About any going one with sporting events

I miss your stubbornness and sarcasm
Even though you drove me up the wall
I will also miss yours and my tickle fights
Even though you’d win all the time
Good luck to you, even if not mutual
Whatever I did, I can assure, I won’t forgive

I won’t mean to do this but I know I may
Hold out for my “hello” acknowledgement
Only for now, goodbye “Prince Phillip”
I wish I could sleep another century
Your messed up Sleeping Beauty
Country boy, let me be your cutie