I never knew I wanted someone like you
Until out of the blue, you came along
And pursued me just long enough
I feel you did it all the right way
Wish for myself, I could say the same
Now I’m judging others based on your qualities

Since now you’re all I can manage to concentrate
I feel you’ve been the one for me that got away
And because you left we would fade
Now I wait for the glorious day
That you make your way back to me
Please let it be just eventually, I’m here

We seemed to be from two different worlds
One reason I held out on getting to know you
I couldn’t imagine you enjoying my company
And I was just too fragile to be used so soon
I didn’t see much need in having time misused
For either of us, assuming we’d be doomed

When I gave it a chance, you had to go
Would you have stayed for me, I don’t know
If we only began earlier on though
And now you always go “ghost”
I have no way to know if it’s personal
But I’m still here waiting to go further

The reasons I can’t forget are a cinch
You are smart and also ambitious
Rare to find anyone goal oriented
Even harder to find common sense
But you surely have plenty of all this
You gone is the only flaw I don’t get

Most of all, besides physical attraction
Your smile and eyes are holding me tight
You could always make me laugh and smile
I hope you know your own wonderful qualities
And can’t forget, loved that you didn’t care less
About any going one with sporting events

I miss your stubbornness and sarcasm
Even though you drove me up the wall
I will also miss yours and my tickle fights
Even though you’d win all the time
Good luck to you, even if not mutual
Whatever I did, I can assure, I won’t forgive

I won’t mean to do this but I know I may
Hold out for my “hello” acknowledgement
Only for now, goodbye “Prince Phillip”
I wish I could sleep another century
Your messed up Sleeping Beauty
Country boy, let me be your cutie

Have you ever wondered...
If you’re really on the right path
Will it lead you on and on to just crash?
If you really think this happiness will last
Will you end up again feeling like trash?

Have you ever thought..
That it may be time to have your dream
Trying not to over analyze what it all means
Thinking this is how it’s finally meant to be
Trying not to sabotage your own self and flee

When you don’t know what to do, have you...
Have you ever told yourself
Others don’t always have a clue
Have you ever decided
To look inside yourself for the truth
Have you ever realized
It’s what’s inside
And everyone else’s opinions
You don’t have to abide

Have you ever not cared...
If all the others disagree with you
Knowing they don’t know what to judge to
If you know what’s in your heart is true
Knowing **** well it’s not for them to choose

Have you ever been aware...
That you don’t have to be so scared
See, in the end you can find a way to take care
Show you have your own mind to share
See that you have your very own flare

When you don’t know what to do, have you...
Have you ever told yourself
Others don’t always have a clue
Have you ever decided
To look inside yourself for the truth
Have you ever realized
It’s what’s inside
And everyone else’s opinions
You don’t have to abide

It’s all that cheesy stuff, to not give up
It’s a look inside yourself, to get help
It’s to trust in your choices, not negative voices
Have you ever yet?

I have a dream
A secret
That’s all I need
Don’t want to share
Just keep it in my care
Where I know it’ll stay
Lit in a bright flame
For me to cherish
And no one to damage
I like knowing it’s mine
To leave inside
Until due time
It’s what I want
But it’s okay
If it never comes to front
It’s all mine to love
Keeping it inside is enough
Because with a secret
It’s the only place I trust

I want to look down from above
Just watch out for those I love
Watch the world from outside
Sit back and not have to have the fight

Enjoying the beauty and skylights around
While floating above the restrictive ground
I want to simply take care of others
One less to add to anyone’s troubles

Erase the anger and confusion I have inside
Only keep the parts of me I know are Devine
Perfection on this earth, is for me to take flight
That’s what is left for me here, to see the light

Let them all move on and forget about me
Become who I know I’m meant to be
A parallel caregiver for the world
My cost is no more pain for this girl

Just a heavenly creature who let go
No more reasons for the tears to flow
Finally find the real happiness I crave
I’m ready to become an Angel today

If I continue to go on
Will my fight ever be won?

If I’ve become too sick
Will they fully understand it?

If I break down and cry
Will someone be at my side?

If I never recall my past torture
How long will those scars hurt for?

If you are not with me
Am I ever fully complete?

If you returned in my life
Would everything turn out all right?

If I truly needed you
Would you help to see me through?

If again we lost each other
Could my heart ever recover?

If you break a heart unintentionally
Is that person still held as guilty?

If a friendship ends maliciously
Was it ever really meant to be?

If you make one more mistake
Are you then labeled as a flake?

If I fail an important task
How long shall my shame last?

If I counted up all my sins
Would good intentions still win?

If I sought out my own vengeance’s
Did I create bad karma in the end?

If my dreams continue to repeat
Is that some kind of message to me?

If if they never believe in me
Will my mind ever be free?

If I go on and continue to live
Will there be a purpose to all of this?

If I have no choice in the end, but to fail
Did my presence ‘til then have a place here?

If I continue to question my universe
Then I will continue to strive for my answers

If as look as I am asking
Then I am continuing

Always ask when you can, “if”
And hold out for what may be given

It’s okay, call me naive
Because I choose to believe
In dreams coming true
Mermaids swim in the blue
That there is life after death
And their are ghosts among us

See, I want to believe
Angels are watching over me
With animals around for guiding
While stars are there to wish upon
Same for coins, thrown in a pond
And the Magic’s inside the wand

Yes, I need to believe
That there must be
Those lost pots of gold
At the ending of each rainbow
And in the woods, playful fairies
Are hiding amongst the trees

So, call me naive
But I’m inclined to be
The adoring princess
That wins her awakening kiss
Forever in charming bliss
Together in a castle so big

Dream like a child
Don’t forget to smile
Watch the flowers flourish
And the butterflies adorn them
Relax and enjoy the beauty
Stop and see the simplicity
... when you believe

How can I be sleeping beauty
If there’s no such Cinderella
How can I find my Prince Charming
If there are no decent fellas

Call me naive
‘Cause I want to believe
In this cute little fantasy
But that’s just not happening

I’d rather it be my destiny
Where fairytales could find me
No choice of this, I won’t fathom
Anything surreal can happen
Even the unbelievable
Good will triumph over evil

How about a fairy godmother?
Someone to help me go under cover
An Angel or some pixie dust
Something I can’t see, but I can trust

If it’s delusions, that’s okay
Anything else is a mistake
Helpful creatures and the dwarfs
Leave me be with the singing birds

Trust me that I know it’s untrue
But dreams are what I hold on to
With none, what else would I do
But to get lost into a world
That’s just way too cruel

A story with happy endings
No more lies or just pretending
There has to be some magic out there
Or this world is just too unfair