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Jowlough May 2011
fifteen before twelve,
Memories have been flashbacked,
rejoiced the scenes,
while laid flat at the canvass

taking some caffeine,
with a snake printed bottle.
Disgusted by thoughts,
hurt and puzzled.

Silence drove
this cold blooded evening,
Why's have been circled,
without an answer sprinkled

without a company,
alone disoriented sensed,
questions you can't blur,
nor satisfy one's self even.

and it ***** to know the truth,
that whispers are here to stay,
can't even jumpstart,
and establish your play.

Fifteen after twelve,
I found my self still,
coming back in her arms,
with fresh wounds healed.
(c) Fifteen before twelve - jcjuatco 5.30.11
Jowlough Oct 2010
A young Filipina - they're awesome,
they are born conservative
Unique beauty,
Modest - affirmative.

Helpful in aspects
and you cannot tell,
They can cast your eyes
with an aestethic spell

Gentle as the wind
but sharp as an arrow,
equality is present,
social Trend is not followed

Rights are powered,
Fair with men.
respect is a must,
It Cannot be bent

Mix of modern ways
and culture tradition,
forms a young filipina
of the new generation

Enchanting charms,
strucks me like a dart,
Embrace me warm
an ideal sweet heart
(c) Filipina - October 2010 - jcjuatco
Jowlough Oct 2017
I am not the kind of fool
Who tells you stories of the herd
And draws the moon and stars

You've been far off the curve
And dehydrated on the shore
Flung out the usual norms.

Captivated truly
As my trivial senses got hooked
In your stable who's a custom soil
By the drenched aged farm

Inside the active land and seas
In which you came from
Abundant spills of beauty
In your smile and in your soul

By the name of the french lady
Who gave me cold teas
Under the waitress of the resto
Beside the town of the fleas

She gave me hope, another chance
Another dance in the opposite polars
We trance.

And she gave me things I look forward to, another dance inside the collared cage, we tranced.
Jowlough Mar 2015
It's been a long and lonely daylight.
There was nothing but the sun
Then you came and lit my sadness apart
With your bubbly smile.

Darling you don't have to tell me,
Just a signal and it's done.
I don't really know the reason you exist,
But tell me it's worth your while.

But tell me it's worth your while.
I never really know
if we can get a conversation
but every bit of you makes me high

It's been a long and fruitful friendship
I'm heading north, you're going east.
But you know that I will never forget,
that our times have got you high.
3/2/15
Jowlough Apr 2019
Pass up until you have it
Wait up until you need it
Tell me the password
I’ll show you and light it up

Give me a valid reason
Inhale until you’re weezing
What are the magic words
Flunked conversations

You have the pedigree
I’ll stay up until your free
Blank revelations
Song inspiration

Pass up until you need it
Don’t rush you’ll have to save it
Tell me the password
I’ll show you and light it up.

They give you lame advices
Trippin’ the lane you’re passing
Timely decisions
They’re on a mission

Talkative boy’s on fire
He gets the double score
He does no picking
Swimming on double rivers


I’m just another option
The secondary mission
When he’s out partying
Practically speaking

Pass up until you need it
Wait up until you got it
Tell me the password
I’ll show you and fire it up

Give me a valid reason
Inhale until you’re weezing
What are those magic words
Anticipating

Stay put your inner spirits
Hit it until you miss it
What is the password
Tell me the magic words

My life is very tragic
One hundred percent logic
No fun and happy games
To feed your spirit

Show me your hidden feelings
Give me a point for living
Anticipations
And convolutions


Pass up until you say it
Wait up until you keep it
Tell me the password
I’ll show you and light it up

Give me a valid lesson
Inhale until you’re teasing
What are the magic words
Dumped conversations

Never to be belonging
Clingy from floor to ceiling
Am I assuming
This love is blooming?

I’ll take you up the mountains
Reserve a room what happens
I don’t initiate
The pathway to heavens

You may be here just wond’ring
Why are we doing nothing
I am a loser
But never a user

Now you’re showing your body
You are getting too naughty
Tell me the password
I’ll keep it then light it up


Igniting the inner senses
Decluttering all the messes
What is the password
Tell me, I’ll act it up

Pass up until you see it
Wait up until you touch it
Tell me the password
I’ll show you and fire it up
Jowlough Apr 2011
I am the big loser,
and you are a God,
say,  lost a precious jewel,
And shall feel sorry and sad.

You got an army,
and you got also mine,
your got captured a subset,
an intentional sublime.

All the grief is yours,
and all I am is a suspect,
hurting the clean,
in almost every aspect.

hurting myself,
for every script unlocked.
all eyes on me,
all your ears are blocked.

For I am the sinner,
you are a saint,
you have no shortcomings,
So you can't be blamed,

So I am the ****,
all is reversed,
I'm just a piece of stone,
and you're the center of the universe
* jcjuatco - From the elite's point of view (c) 4.20.2011
Jowlough Oct 2019
I am floating at 2 AM
Puffing smoke
It’s such a shame
I think about you
Despite the mumblings flock
Reserved towards home
So constant in my mind
Memories intertwined
No rhymes generated
Cracked membrane
Are we the same?
Or am I just that plain
No ***** given
Zero attention span living
In my mind I need to free up
Until next year I am keeping,
Jowlough Dec 2012
Death invests in your lungs
in every cold blooded puff,
while you were ignoring
through calm antedotes
as advertisements aren't enough.
As you watch vehicles come and go,
thinking endlessly;
not minding those vicious
vibrations attempting to get in.
as you divert yourself
from negativism
within the inner creases grasps
in to your brain,
as you puff your fuse
until the pain is gone.
as your mantra and your smoke
become united as one.
Jowlough Mar 2019
Disbeliefs on dogmas
We ride south to pretend,
De-bliss your assumptions
On the ladders we ascend,
Climbing and huffing
We puff our lungs out,
Soldering the bonds
Through malts and stout.
Losing awareness
Baiting but not biting
Whimpers of warm wind
Shivers our feelings
Meeting on outskirts
Trusting guts and instincts
Wavering the solidarity
Of rights and critics
Hovering towards luck
On things we avoid
On things we never spoke of
Illegal and unspoken
Unclear and jokingly rotten
Candid thoughts
You ought to forget
Split second
When eyes are wet
Caressing my mind
As you are all set,
Future scoping
Towards my own death.
Jowlough Dec 2012

Breathe in this hazed smoke
flowing from roots of the earth;
a gift from heaven.

aesthetic nature,
green grasses and bluest seas;
the answer, the cure.


*haiku
Gob
Jowlough Nov 2012
Gob
He's the man from Manila,
getting the chicks all the time.
ride them up inside his Innova,
to do some fine time.

Wakes at four in the morning
to jog with his k9,
trains hard by the baywalk
until the big sun shines

With paws like bear,
that is crippled forever,
call him one time,
and he'll snob you forever

Grabs up his phone,
calls his "honey-pie"
quit smoking they said
but occasionally tries

He's the man from manila
the governor, who loves the tech.
A guy with a macho body,
But has no neck
hahahahahahahahhahah
Jowlough Sep 2011
Seize the day,
see the sun and feel its heat.
an array of paths to choose from,
you have choices to beat.

Keep your confidence,
and held your head up.
Just take the first steps,
and now you’re ready and out.

Another day of war,
you have foes are just lurking around.
just maintain composure,
surely they won't get in your bounds.

For your defense is your poise,
and you won't let them drop bombs.
believe in your bearings,
you'll get by outside your grounds.

Seize the day,
A good sip to your coffee is a nice start.
Flee out of your limits my friend
go shine and make your mark.
(c) Go Fish - jcjuatco 9-14-2011
Jowlough Jul 2011
Isn't it funny when someone
gave a indirect grin,
not actual, but written on-screen.

When someone, reacts, boldly expresses.
get depicted by their cyber mess,
without cleaning their cases.

expand thy network, Make's ourselves classy,
but some emotional outbursts,
looks cheap and fancy

lovers thought, oh how solemn their toasts!
but ninety nine percent see,
that the intimacy was lost.

Cats and dogs fought in style and fashion,
their vocabularies enlightened
when they are in a mad mission

Wanted to express and hit a person.
masters of indirect strikers,
haters for all season.

Vices, come! trends easy as left and right.
Poser-murmurs  see those pouts.
Oh boy,  I just lost my appetite?
O
(c) 2011-7.20 jcjuatco - Going Social
Jowlough Dec 2010
Cool breeze sends shivers,
you ought to know,
the reasons,
the undying questions.

You need answers
as I needed the space,
I look for the stars,
praying and hoping,

as you mourn events,
that  shouldn’t happened.
as I was sick and tired,
down and wasted.

with looped events,
you tend to relax,
as I tend to Improve,
Continuously, out of the box

As I can do anything
on that period,
It hurts, all by my self,
I looked in the mirror.

As wasted opportunities,
come and go,
As false hopes.
Continue to be false,

As We see the limits
in everything we do,
horizon was present,
and I got no clue

Until I realized
it was broken,
I got nothing,
Nothing to do

I am numb,
I was lost in the woods,
of negativism,
limited actions, changed moods

As we repeat
on same **** constraints,
Like we never knew,
Like we never learned

Like we have,
something to worry
I am tired,
were always in a hurry,

I think we should've
treasured every seconds back,
not so futuristic,
on promises we had

Like we became
dependent on ours,
Like we have ignited,
our downfall curse

I felt the cold,
and the heat disappeared,
I am so sorry,
I felt so weird,

Say, we are the best,
We have no fear,
but we forgot the little things,
which is our weapon, that gave us wings

Where every little minus,
adds to each other,
The token box have been full,
which made me bother.

Tears have been dropped,
repeatedly,
As I have secretly
showed happiness,

Enthusiasm,
In my every move,
In my work,
Just to stay free.

I have Ask for divine intervention,
but nothing happened,
well we have differences,
which took toll in the end game

We'll I'm done.
It's graduation time,
We have grown and changed,
little by little.

Not the same,
In terms of the person,
I knew and wished,
the last time.

Sorry for everything,
you know I'm always here,
though not the same as yesterday,
not as my mere

But I stepped up,
I wish you do the same,
be stronger,
Face the rain.

However near,
you are still far away
we have ignited,
in our own ways.

Goodbye as a lover,
Welcome as my closest friend.
I'll always take care of you,
Until the end

I hope you'll be happy,
and reach your goals,
Grab your stars,
As I watch below
(c) Goodbye and welcome -  Dec 24 (Happy Christmas)
Jowlough Mar 2011
So I guess I just have to go,
even Adjustment is a black hole.
I wanted to walk,
but leaving is only a show.

I saw the photographs,
printed and in old forms,
Reasons are meant to be hidden.
I saw the lie and it's bold.

I knew this was a unit,
Four years in the same stable.
memories were built,
solidified its humble worth.

so be it, dearest friends,
the best way is the parting,
I hate to go, and you know,
that it's better to be a no-show.

the so-called reputation,
Is getting in my nerves,
Do we need to get this,
bizarre, as we need peace.

So, No need to tell me,
I'll just leave and go,
You know pride is at stake,
This is a decision to make.

So no need to hide your outings,
It is crystal clear, is it?
but please don't blame my tendency,
to be an outcast in hypocrasy

I don't belong here,
anymore, I don't belong here.
I'll live this journey,
Righteous, alone and free.

For leaving is done already.
and I am sick of this tiring.
sure, count your friends in.
and Goodbye, dear earthlings.
(c) 2.28.11 Goodbye Dear Earthlings - jcjuatco
Jowlough Oct 2010
Open your eyes,
Feel the heat of the sun,
The rain had finished its pouring,
Endless Horizon in a span

Hear the chirp of the birds
Singing in the wind,
See the colors of the rainbow,
on the clouds they lean.

Ahh, Fresh morning Zest
Never second best,
It's a bright sunny day,
A day to enjoy and rest.

We'll start the day cuddling,
Exchange our sweet words,
Let's get up and sip some coffee,
Like mornings never occurred
(c) Oct 19 2010 - jcjuatco - Good Morning
Jowlough Nov 2012
May the great force
allure your bright sunny smile.
recapture your tired long bones,
invested all in of your daily miles,
as you sip through your cup,
grande like my loving;
rushed pockets of adrenalin,
anticipated sweet happenings.
come and fill in the lousy blanks,
insist that mutual feelings,
as we discover ourselves, through these  bright outings
(c) MasterGradejcj
Jowlough Oct 2010
I looked at the plain wall
and I remember your face,
the purest credentials
that impressed my taste,

The one worth talking,
yes,You are inspiring,
We had past moments
In my mind, it's back-firing.

Now you're much inside,
On your self-told universe,
Well, Congratulations, girl,
First things, first.

I don't know why, well,
I'm feeling flat, tell?
Maybe you've really in it, fell?
It burns me in fire.. Hell.

Sweet Night, Lady.
(c) Oct 21 2010 - jcjuatco *Good Night
Jowlough Jun 2013
We hit the road
without early notice.
sun had risen,
roads are wet.

Instant trippings,
with favorite friends.
only good vibrations
we drive to city ends.

we ride under the sun,
but the clouds are knocking,
the bid of rain
the skies we're looking

Remembering good times,
tummies full and bloated.
Funny how time flies
impurities are there, but melted.
Jowlough May 2013
Through the stars and sun
I am looking at you.
Everyday when I open my eyes,
I'm hoping that you'll get through

your day should be good,
no worries should I get?
Wishing you all the best
in this life you can bet.

I hope you beat all this sickness
all this jungle are to offer.
**** the bad vibrations,
all of your problems will be over.

For I am nowhere
and all I want is your true victor.
in all your endeavors
I will be with you, I am your mentor.

Please stay happy.
I am just here a call away.
all I need is a happy you
to complete my busy day.

Don't mind my scope and territories
I can manage to pull out my pawns.
all that matters to me is your outlook,
positivity will bring charm.

Please take my heart with you,
whenever we are away.
I wish my soul would look up to you
to keep you good and okay.

Get well.
Have a nice day :*
Jowlough Mar 2011
Thank you for showing and giving much concern
even though we are not in the same world anymore.
though we have changed for the better and the good,
We have passed the test and walked pass the woods.

I saw your mystic spirits and it's very mutual.
An old friend who's always there until my funeral.
the aura have been felt, shooting beams on heavy clouds.
still the light have stayed inspite of our bounds.

Yesterday's always in my heart and will be treasured,
despite of the distance and the gates closed.
Despite of the major changes in the scenario and happenings,
Rest assured I'm always here, memories' for keeping.
(c) Thanks. jcjuatco - Mar 9 2011
Jowlough Sep 2013
Blowing eastern winds
refresh the trees and flowers,
hear the breeze, flourish.

rain faced, bright sunshine
enlightens our spirits.
ah, green and nourished*.

















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Haiku
Jowlough Feb 2011
Feelings have grown,
exquisite as it can be.
brushes the immaturity,
running youth spirit  as they see.
unhappy moments
are faded and lost,
replaced by memories,
you and I hath toast!
never an ugly day,
in every hour we spent.
nice to hear your voice,
even music you have sent.
to every souls that listens,
enchanted by your melody,
enlightened by your Love
next to eternity!
true feelings,  have set us free.
have made a mark,  in 19th of February
(c) 19th of February 2011, Hail- jcjuatco
Jowlough Sep 2010
Puro tiis.. nakakainis!
Mukha nyong manipis!
Pengeng hapinis.

Isinulat ko ng lapis,
problemadong labis.
aking ninanais,
sarap na walang kaparis!

utak ay napapanis,
sa katulad nilang balawis,
kinukulang ka't nagpapawis,
ngunit sa iba'y labis labis!

gagambang may katis,
de lata **** lumolojis!
utak ay nabobopis,
nah! pambihirang patis!!

mabuti nalang as is,
nandiyan ka lagi mis,
sa tingin **** nakaka-pris,
nakakawala ng inis :)


pakiramdam ay namimis,
kahit man lang isang daplis.
labi **** ninanais-nais,
parang gusto kitang ikis!
half finesse - july 05 2010 jcjuatco
Jowlough Mar 2019
I don’t think I need anybody anymore
Whatever the consequences
The locks are fine whoever is outside my doors.
I’ve crossed the rivers now and I’ve seen it all,
I know what I wanted
This is my direction and the shots I call.
Today I will turn on the safety
I’ve missed this feeling called “hiding”
Tonight I have capped it off,
I don’t trust anyone’s image portraying.
I’m tired of hearing hearsay
I am glad getting off the grid
Well that’s what she said
As I watch her die and bleed.
Jowlough May 2016
Dumaan saglit sa bilihan ng damit
Kahit sakto ang dala ay aking pinilit
Pagkat pawis ay malala dahil mainit
Sa pagkikitang ito lahat ay sulit.

Sa harap ng salamin maiging sinipat
Kung okay ang buhok at marapat
Konting talsik ng pabango sa kwelyo
Hindi muna ko maninigarilyo.

Upang ako'y perpekto sa pagdating
Lahat ay maayos sa iyong paningin,
hinahanap hanap ang 'yong awitin
Ng boses **** maliit ako'y bitin.

Nagmamadali at baka mahuli
Ayokong maghintay ka aking binibini
Kahit hasel sa lahat basta dumating
Sinira ang ipon para may pang sine.

Kamusta ka na? Kumain ka na ba?
Unti unting pinaplano ang sasabihin.
Sa paglalakad ako'y napapaisip
Ano ang uunahin, saan papupuntahin

Sa di kalayuan aking nakita
Maamo at maaliwalas **** mukha
Sabay nagising sa katotohanan
Sa noo ko ay biglang pinawisan.

Nang biglang nauntog sa totoo
Na ito ay panaginip lamang
Hawak ang lakas ng loob
Napalunok at parang..

Nabilaukan sa pagkakita
Sa kamay **** may humawak
Sa di bandang kalayuan
Pumatak ang luha ng uwak

At sabay bati ng kamusta
Habang hagkan ka at yapos
Ako ay kinakain ng sistema
Ng matinding pagseselos

At binalewala ang pagpapakilala
Sa kasama mo'y ikaw'y hinayaan
Sigaw ng puso'y nagaklas
Batid na "Dapat ako ang nandiyan".
Jowlough Dec 2016
If I could only take
The pill to reverse,
To take back time
And prevent the hearse

A currency to spend
A time I choose to alter,
A flower to pick
Among millions to cater.

I would choose you,
Beautiful charmer;
Dream chaser
Please recruit me

To your surreal
Lifeline approach and justice,
To kiss and hold you
Flowers and berries

A connection
I ought not to dwell in
Voice I thought
was music I never cherished

If I could only
Replay the process
Of building this puzzle
I could never think best

I could choose you
Maybe I could lure,
Maybe sometime,
Sometime near future.

I could love you
Take care of you;
If only I could alter
The clothing of time

And sequences,
And events;
I would love to choose you,
Definitely

If you could care
To alter yours,
Even in an alternate universe,
- you would choose me too.
Merry Christmas
Jowlough Sep 2010
When the constraints become automatic,
When waking up starts the panic,
Just think that we are only waiting,
for the right time of believing.

If you think that you cannot be moved,
When your smile is hard off the booth,
Why don't you grip on my friend,
We'll do anything to mend.

Ride on, just be steady.
off to the clouds we'll be ready.
Fly high, stay on cloud nine,
Up there we'll bring our wines!

Let us go, do you want to continue?
prolong the effect, the yellow and blue.
Let us get carried away, free your mind,
A pleasant feeling that is one of a kind!

Last time, I'm the one in deep trouble,
Heavy armed, face was crumpled.
I pleaded for the light, instant it came,
Out of the dark, I escaped out of vain

So come and join us wherever you are,
Feel the kick, no matter how far.
We'll get you there without exclusion,
Ultra Carbonated super sensation!

Go Touch the clouds and feel the rush,
The world's borderline in a flash!
Erase your problems, loose-break-even,
Obstacles are Given, We're High as Heaven!
(c) High as Heaven - jcjuatco sept 28 2010*
Jowlough Oct 2017
You passed me by
With your pupil on the side
Sends shivers down my spine
Like a crime
Whose pleading leads me to vices
In places and all the faces
Your beauty is my basis
Hazes in in your glances
Across the room we fade
And it takes me places
Higher than glaciers
Better than any drugs and laces
Each one of your glances.
Twirling, dances
I surrendered all my cases
All of my history traces
Of all the wisest
And the strongest
The baddest
And the sharpest
The maddest
modest,

Of thorns and roses
Retainers that replaces
Your braces
Pieces
Of fiercest
And finest
Races
You run mazes
Amazes
Teases
Creases
Kisses
Hits and misses.


Tonight, I succumb.
Jowlough Aug 2015
I'm a homeless skunk
wandering in the jungle.
dwelling in bushes and trees
shrugging to make a living.

I don't have a place called home,
Running and sick of pleasing.
I won't eat dinner
because I'm not one in the listing.

I don't have a private space
to store my valuable belongings
Neither nor for rest,
where an old sofa is my bedding.

Hard work and passion isn't an issue
and I crave for good sleep.
Peanut is what I got
During month ends and second week

I'm in a big hole of trouble
but I'm not backing off.
Problems are a common thing
when you're in a sliding *****.

Say, There is a *** of gold
in a little powder shed of understanding.
when fixing of the broken cracks,
is needing much help and pleading

And I lost a lot of friends,
but gained a few that's real,
Skunks themselves wandering
looking for a home and a heal.
Jowlough Oct 2010
Hour glass of love
please don't take toll on me,
I know I have been disobedient
last couple of years or three

Please understand,
The youth inside me,
where it had ruled my system,
Made me hunt and flee.

You know I have changed,
Now the lights are dimmed.
Now I have found,
the girl of my dreams.

Fate made realized that
she was the one,
my heart and mind,
directed me to that woman.

Oh, why it's very hard,
not like the old times,
where I always had the Ace card,
the money and the dimes?

Now it's getting late,
how can I make her love me?
at my back it's heavy weight,
wake me up, oh hypocrisy.


Hourglass of love
please disregard,
For I might miss,
the last train of reward
(c) 2010 Oct Hourglass of love*jcjuatco
Jowlough Apr 2011
As long as you're here with me,
Rest in my arms, and I'll be free.
Vanity, will never be tangled,
In cases that you cannot see.

Love that have raised bars,
I* am much deeply honored.
Love is what you've offered
Overflowing and such a reward!

Victory is with me,
Every moments seized.
You and me is a dagger
On each one's kiss.

Unified by love, for real, Happiness.
(c) jcjuatco - 4.22.2011 - How's your heart mate? - .
Jowlough Nov 2012
False accusations
pushes you off the cliff.
word of mouth like bacteria,
tumbles you head over feet.

***** tongue,
infectious like a disease.
Inaccurate thoughts,
Do your really have to tell?

People itching
to talk behind your back.
makes their own stories
without you on track.

Keeping you at bay
while they're murmuring at you
talks with wings,
making their opinions true
jcjuatco
Jowlough Nov 2010
I am afraid you're losing him,
Drowned in despair, Can't you see he is deteriorating?
brick by brick, his walls are falling down,
bad memories and alter ego keeps on haunting.

Didn't you notice, He's very down and tired,
Tired of playing your mind games, same old tricks he acquired.
Seeking to refresh, covering up total level of discomfort,
Everyday he mastered the art of doing a timely report!

I am afraid, you are losing an asset, oh very precious gem,
now filled with scratches, from cover-ups and numerous shames.
obvious on his eyes, I can see that he wanted to go,
But he hates to leave you because he is plane and tamed as you know.

Knowing he gave his heart, time and dedication one hundred percent,
wounded and battered heart in return, oh! countless cold wars it went.
I am afraid you're going to lose him, you always had your chances,
You know what to do, It's never late to stop him make his secret glances.

He loves you very much, No questions and doubts about it.
One of a kind it may seemed, but we all know it cannot be one sided.
Please do not treat him less, see his dying efforts and patch it together.
Better Catch up and exert more acts, You know him much, but I know him better.
(c) Nov 28 2010 - I am afraid you're losing him *jcjuatco
Jowlough Mar 2018
Bummed for the joys
Of sunshine and paradise
Lost in the grid
On your visions I bleed

I can't take you places
Being just a rock n' roll kid
I defer to your sight
Flights and mischiefs

The smoke that fills my lungs
Are full of decisions
Withered with thoughts
Failed attempts and secret missions

I am a fool for one
My footprints is your basis
I feel the sun on my spine
I can't take you places

Sored heart bruised arms
Shimmering mind but still a loser
You are the world
And I can't take you places
Jowlough Jan 2011
Ideas come like a pistol gun,
One click on the gauntlet,
Snap, it is gone.

Some thoughts are like birthmarks,
Forever they're established,
like a sculpture on a tree bark.

In our life we have a lot to think,
better be strong,
better swim or you'll sink.

daily living, We have to serve ourselves,
as well as  others,
who make life out of our shelves.

Their are places that seemed sanctuaries,
the ambient surroundings,
dejavu, good old memories,

But some places gives us despair
hopeless grin, in and out
of our closet bin

Only Few People care on what we feel,
They come and go,
whatever has got to deal,

better keep your feet down on the ground,
stay on levels,
all can change in a speed of sound
(c) Ideas - jcjuatco - Jan 20 2011
Jowlough Sep 2019
The spark that lights up
the inner tremblings
of my brainwaves
collapsing pride and guard
happenstance
gentle awakenings.
The future’s uncertain
but are there not any?
of all the people I’ve encountered
You’re the one I want to marry.
Or is it too soon to say
what life has to throw about
I don’t understand
maybe tomorrow’s
reprimand.
Maybe I am just contemplated
Just washed up
and not cemented?
The foundations
are all swept away
by the ideas we’ve created.
Jowlough Apr 2011
I do not love you,
Like the way I did before.
Things have changed a lot,
as it opened passages and doors.

As I struggle to fix things,
please conform, please understand.
That Pressure's never a friend,
not a good mixture nor a blend

With time, oh so precious,
can we give it a ride?
as If it's a wave,
that we can smoothly slide,

as if we can just abide,
like a mind that's open wide,
do you still want to sip,
into a drink that's half-flipped.

and hanging is a fact,
that I am constantly changing,
I am not the same man,
do you find it discouraging?

I do not love you like before,
Certainly I am true.
Not like yesterday,
routine's not accrued.

*For I love you more,
as each day pass,
thank you for showing me,
that you're a class

Holding a lot of functions,
truthful and postive,
I felt the urge
I felt the caring

I see the truth in you,
as I let loose on my holdings.
you've believed in me,
when no one's doing,

You've given way all,
for free and with atttitude,
Now I am blissed,
Now I am loosed,

Like a new born baby,
you've made me fresh and celebrated,
I saw the effort,
A love to be celebrated.

I love you girl,
Sorry if I just started fully,
Now I'm looking long term,
to get with you happily.

I don't love you
Like the way I did before,
because my feelings have grown,
I'll love you, deep down the core.
(c) 4.42011 - I Don't love you, like the way I did before - jcjuatco
Jowlough Sep 2013
I need a place to release this angst,
without harming a soul,
without reloading this gun.
If I had one.

Dying the whole day
bleeding, without earphones to pull,
with angry pulse beating like hell
Kept words keeping my cool.

Enduring sick people
overshadowing my pride and ego,
over thinking the moment
between staying and letting go.

Between satisfaction and odds
you did not ever imagined,
Called all the demons
stuck and still, doing nothing but aging.

Tired of this junkyard
cannons are waiting to be lit,
now enter explicit thoughts
biting teeth and hideous grit
Jowlough Nov 2010
She walks ahead, then gives me a lazy grin,
  She talks about her problems as if the world momentarily dimmed.
    She tries to throw jokes even if she knows it's corny,
     She loves to eat fried foods with a lot of gravy.
      She looks forward seeing the latest chick flick movies.
       she loves buying sweets and her i-know-what-you-want goodies.
        she does not know that from a distance I am observing,
         She is my kryptonite, I can't stop falling.
         He is my so-called superman, Always a hero,
       He secretly observes my movements, even my shadow.
     He always wanted coffee, a kreme, and and iced filled choco,
    He parks his head on movies, going loco!
   He is getting fat, too much cholesterol and less exercise lately,
  He used to give punchlines that are very gay and funny!
He does not share much of his problems until it's under control,
He imposed tips on work-life balance and money saving protocol.
(c) I know what you want - Nov 11 - * jcjuatco - SORRY
Jowlough Nov 2012
I was lost,
I was buried.
Unable to inhale,
in high spirits.

I lost,
My control,
I dream,
I fall,

into your eyes,
I melt,
your smile,
I've kept

Realized,
Saw the light.
let's do this,
make this right.

I've fell,
We've learned.
Experiences,
hard earned.

I lost,
Sacrificed.
So lost,
In your eyes.
(c) I Lost - 6.13.11
Jowlough Sep 2010
I cannot deny the joy you brought,
Lasting memories, shared and caught
Over and over love had come,
Vanished the hesitations, yes it's done.
Every time we're here, when we are near,
You always tend to throw my fears
Often giving me a delightful bliss,
Undying love that is felt on your kiss!
Honest gratitude's for allowing me to share,
All the things we've done as pair.
Nothing compares, girl you'll never fade,
I'll take care of you until the time evades!
For everything you gave.. Again, thank you,
Owe you a lot, and I miss you.
Running in obstacles, as long as we're together,
Even the greatest hindrance will part us never.
Vacant the worries, please! you know it is not needed!
Eternity -- we're headed calmly.
Repeatedly, Yes! I'm yours truly honey!
(ACROSTIC) I love you! I'm down - (C) jcjuatco march  2009
Jowlough Mar 2019
I once had one
of the happiest nights
Recurring dreams
of justified universe
Fights I had
with my own mind
Getting the victor
In my own terms
Rigged the realities
Without harm
Imagining possibilities
Redefining norms
Of what could be
A dementia
And a spur of
honest moments
Demystifying hopes
And relations
Imagine, imaginations.
Jowlough Sep 2013
She's all frail and gone, gone is the mood.
She's all frail  gone, gone is the mood.
without further notice and touch,
Done and dull, gone for good.

I met a new girl, waiting to be loved.
I met a bad, bad, bad girl, waiting to be loved.
She's the new girl in the neighborhood.
And I want a some new blood.

I was horribly trapped, caught in my own deeds,
trapped with my own, back-stabbed,  caught in my own deeds.
Burdened with this new love,
with this bad, bad girl, in my dreams.
Jowlough Nov 2019
Isn’t it the feels that never goes wrong
When you’ve put someone
Immortalized in a song

When every statue perishes
At each tick-tock of the seconds;
The song remains as-is, unblemished.

Isn’t it nicely done
When the words are all said
Like an open book, a spread in a bread.

Sweet belongings you can always own
and listen on a post-**** day
When you’re down and in frown.

Isn’t the one you needed
Was just the song, I am emphasizing
Hyperbolic statements that I am wrong

Isn’t it that I am wrong
To assume that feelings are just for rhymes
A word play to listen as you sip your wine

Isn’t it delusional
That I am feeling this feeling
A song is just a song, and love is just a feeling.
Jowlough Nov 2010
Better say to me,
the things you dislike,
Better tell me
words in black and white

Because I don't want to believe,
The things I'm hearing.
You know I hate to believe,
you know what you're doing.

Who will I trust,
you know who I am picking,
You owned my trust
from the very beginning.

I do not know,
what's inside you.
I just want want you to know,
That I'm with you
(c) Nov 5 - I'm with you - jcjuatco
Jowlough Sep 2013
Words briskly picked
from the fruits of your memoirs,
galloping air you forcibly breathe
the music you hear, the colours you see.
the hymns you appreciate,
shows traces of wonderland,
the hints and pieces
ah, superficial paradise.
Now you tell me stories
I'd ought to focus and listen,
As I see the snap of your fingers
Loud words and Whispers,
vines and wrapped my heart
without any given reasons,
you provoke and attest,
Your hideous mission.
to capture and get,
Slaved by your intentions,
with peace and love,
through your life lessons.
You've given grip
through friendship and company.
I will raise this glass
for our uncharted destiny.
Jowlough Mar 2012
Karma to the leader who spits fire,
power to the unsung and the fellow youth.
Karma to the selfish king who's hungry for credits
power to the silent minds who makes it happen

Kudos to the spirits who never raised a flag,
One's who move to ****** the corrupt and the imagery.
Down the castle walls of greed and mainstream barracks,
Time will evade the white cloth into jet black.

Power to the youth of silent hearts and quiet souls
Never surrenders naked in front of a blistering snow.
Time is the weapon, the rule is very sober.
In time you will rise, and dethrone the master
(c) 2012 - jcjuatco
I never wished to say anyhing ******
Jowlough Feb 2015
I dwell in the places,
Where I feel your presence.
the pages you've written
is still etched in transcendence.

Seeking for your aura
my ways are your equivalent.
bounds and gates are raised
despite of our perfect blend.

The way you stared into my soul
sweeps away the dark clouds in heaven.
I badly want to know you more
time spent with you is what I am needing.

Despite of the dark clouds forming
your hands waved them all apart,
I am screaming from the inside waiting
for our time to shine and leave our mark.

And I just told my own self
That I never get tired writing about you,
Despite of the distance and cold air
You are still the one I'm coming back to.

Even 'though there is nothing I would get
I am still seeking for your light
and deceive my self that I am still in this,
waiting to see our time take its bite.
2-27-2015 #jcjuatco
Jowlough Apr 2014
All you got are gems,
yet you seek for its scratches,
you view the flaws,
you don't see value it carries.

You seek for imperfections,
not realizing your baggage.
you give us the money,
and ***** works, we engage.

You give funny excuses
in times of despair and hope.
blame the lacking of things
in our system you've taught.

while you sit pretty
in your lucrative suede chair,
waiting for good old results
as if we've cared.

you breakdown from panic
blaming game you tend to impose.
well you show us a class act
In the level of the kingdom horse.

You never really cared
you care only for your jewels
praising is your rare grail
making the boys ring their own bells.
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