Right from the start
I saw the "itch".
when you told me,
stories, one by one each.

Out of the glamour,
I saw the glitch.
saw the factors,
that made me switch!

Made me change my idea,
my perception pitch,
I should have knew,
- - that you're a *****.


I should have knew it!

I shouldn't be calling you
well we haven't got that far.
all those facts you've known,
signals are diminished and stopped

Your silence is killing
you're presence is unseen,
you've marked the days in your calendar
and I am not part of your key wins,

You've deleted my number
in your phonebook and probably your mind,
memories are just shadows
of distractions and pure back draft

Did I just deleted you,
well my memorization is strong.
I wanted to transform you
and sing you a song,

Like a disguise of wise words
words of penned encouragements.
maybe some about love,
and my hidden admiration's bent.

It's a joyful mission
to let you hear,
even for a few precious minutes,
beside me without any fear.

And I love to see you again,
talk about random things you say.
sing songs we try
and find time to take.

I just miss you
more than anything in the world
But I'm that snob or shy
but I'm adjusting my chords

So this is love,
or we're just too lazy to come out our shells?
playing the sweet note's too obvious,
But I hope you can ring some chime's and bells.

The days that she's autonomous,
but she needs much of your care,
don't miss to pamper her,
despite of the cold approach she bares.

She's independent,
nonetheless she's really warm in person,
she makes you feel she has it all,
like she learned all of the lessons

and when I'm near her,
It gives the feeling like I am the missing piece,
no, I am not daydreaming
but this thought really has it.

That is when I stared into her eyes,
I peeked through her beautiful soul,
that shiver it is,
this love is really getting a hold.

I want to hold her now,
if she permits to.
Kiss her every time
When she's in to.

Like we've met each other
long time ago;
like a puzzle that fits in seamlessly,
I think I'll give this a go

but that is, if we were on the same page,
yes I'm secretly hoping;
praying to make it with her,
fulfill this love that's blossoming.

I will crush the wall
once you've encounter it again.
that is never concrete
an old rusty built as you tell.

in case it humbly returns
back from the grave and oblivion,
release the bulldozer
get ready for the ultimate demolition.

I will crush the wall my friend
I don't care if it is historical.
I will destroy this wall
and get everyone hysterical

I will get this down
despite of its strong build.
baby if it's you we're talking.
I will plant my bombs and my own seeds

I will crush this wall
right in front of your eyes
I will bring this down
and break down your lies.

I will Pulverize you
until you break down.
you know I am the king now,
you can't get back this crown.

I will crush the wall.

waste my time
no talks, no activities.
burn money,
without a justice.

For wasting a thing,
does not mean at all
I will do everything,
to prevent our fall.

see me under the rain,
watch me sneeze.
no warmth everywhere,
Face the cold breeze.

For doing stupid things,
does not mean at all
I will do everything,
to prevent our fall.

See your suitor,
Accept the flowers.
even if you know the motive,
You still moved forward.

If he hurts you
you know what will I do,
in spite of everything.
You know I'll get through.

For I will mock him
even if he's tall
I will do everything,
to prevent our fall.

For I'll flat his tires,
for every bad call.
I will do everything,
to prevent our fall.

I may be a stalker,
or you can call me a troll,
but I will do everything,
to prevent our fall.

When Some logic,
does not make sense
and there's a disconnect
when you close your minds.

and this is the time,
where you do not care;
even a single notice
is washed away to the oceans

and you've reached your point,
your previously endless limit.
where you care for nothing.
you've hit the road for nothing

and some false ill-gotten headlines
you know cannot bring any good.
but it is alright.
if that will feed you, your brain food.

and I came in to a point,
where no thing is given
and I  have realized the main reason
that attitude I have seen


is the main villain
that we're fighting.
is the main enemy,
when you start dropping.

and this time,
I will not be the same man.
who always seek to please your brilliant minds,
I am banned.

and when judgement
creeps in your tight veins.
those dark vibes blocking your nerves
are all winning

when you let those dark forces,
whispering in your ear does not speak balance.
and the other side is in the woods,
seeking trance.

this time
I will give nothing.
if I am the reason then I will go.
despite of the sober things that gives me blows

and they are all gone,
then I guess this is a goodbye bid.
hats off people
now I  will live my life free

I will live my life alone inside a walled castle,
if you don't mind.
I am the center of the universe and I see only me,
who cares at nothing.

I will never stand,
in your spotlight again,
attitude is the villain
you and me cannot blend.

passed the wicked road,
you are trying to route.
Gave you things freely
reached as far as I could

but nothing has changed,
you did nothing did you?
time flew so fast
it left us down and horribly blue.

Please do not consider me
in your vision most likely,
I am dead and sinful,
I will look for better opportunities.

Grinded with feelings
that is nurtured to slide a *****.
never a positive outing.
ideas you promote

Killed my inner soul
Knowing I've stereotyped your kind.
Who would love to prolong this,
Stop this, You're Undoubtedly blind.

I would definitely
love to see you tonight;

to grasp your hand,
with all my might;

to look at you,
my one beautiful sight;

to be with the girl
I love the most.

is what I am wishing
my personal toast.

I wish I can be,
beside you every time;

to take care of us,
our precious time.

Promise me the stars,
for our hearts will bloom

as I promise you,
this bright blue moon.

I miss you dear,
let us take a bite.

I would definitely*
love *to see you tonight;

Your smile
is worth saving the day,
from the tasks
that caused me dismay

Lost in your giggles,
Your lovely voice,
remained the only silence
in every noise

Your hair,
****** red as it can be,
How I wish I could,
Touch it for free

I'm plunged in your presence,
beautiful girl,
You are every bit of essence,
lovely little pearl.

How can I face the truth,
we are million miles apart,
because, I am just a lonely man,
-- Who secretly haves you in my heart

My urges took a toll on me,
when I seek to smell new air
just wanting to be free,
without doubts and care.
hoping to turn the tide,
on what our future can bear,
Please understand,
that it's never a bad note to surrender,
and lay our guards low
and just be better.
and I'm thankful on all the learning moments,
Nothing but charged to experiences,
I've focused and pondered on,
where we can see the modest light,
as we can sharpen the knife this time.
Invest on good foundations,
No more hiding game,
we can be better.
and there are some things,
that cannot stay forever,
some things,
just like us, being together.

As I succumb to earthly forces
******* me slowly
Inside the vacuum of
Unlikely desires, calmly

Late evenings
Casted a spell in my lonesome
Presence, flying thoughts
Whether to go undone

Looking for common peace
Mind is under water
I am surrendering
To youthness I cater

But one snap of a finger
I am getting back
To your untarnished image
Suddenly I am back

Not the half the man
I am giving efforts
Joint movements and vision
Insanely positive rapports

I am out of this ride
I am making up for plots
Of lust and neediness
That gave me hurt and cuts

Four in the morning
Recovering sipping my cacao
Thinking of how
Karl kalabao.

You're a hotshot,
straight from nowhere.
told the firsts,
Cheers, lies have no fare.

It's only you,
Said you are the best.
Thank you for taking part,
by doing the self-tests.

Because you're a self proclaimed pioneer,
Never a second best.
you're unique
just like everyone else.

Congratulations buddy,
For taking the time you got,
Job well done,
for keeping your mouth shut

mundong malupit,
napakadami **** bitbitin.
isa kang manlalakbay,
anong landas ang pipiliin?

pilit **** dinala,
ang bagaheng mabigat.
pagkat gusto **** makatulong,
sa abot ng iyong kaya.

kahit hindi sayo'y
minabuting dalin,
nang sa iyong kasamaha'y
na sa iyo ay binilin.

buhat **** bagahe,
di maikukubli.
isinama mo na ang bagahe ng iba,
magandang loob **** minabuti.

Malayo na ang narating,
ng pagod **** katawang hapo.
sa pag intindi mo,
sa mundong ikaw lagi ang balato

ngunit pagkatapos ng araw,
ang balikat mo'y halos mabali.
subalit ang puna parin ay sayo,
Ikaw pa ang siyang mali.

nang tayo ay dumating,
sa hating landas dapat pumili,
di sinasadyang salungat,
ang ninais na tahakin.

bitbit mo ang puso,
na iniintindi ang iba,
subalit may mga desisyong,
sa utak mo'y nakatalata.

Sila ay bulag,
sa kabutihang iyong dulot.
ngunit sila ay dilat sa kagamitang
nalaglag na hindi mo napulot.

Sila'y dilat sa iyong kakulangan,
di nakikita ang kabutihan ng puso.
di ka nagpapatinag
kahit ika'y napapaso

mundong malupit,
napakadami **** bitbitin.
isa kang manlalakbay,
anong landas ang pipiliin?

Tired bones, from his killing mouth
tell her more lies before we could start.
right here we are united but time is still,
expectations of choke, inner voices makes me ill.

Save me, dead from this outer despair;
summon our faiths until united and bared.
we sail into oceans with nothing but gut,
pushed by our will, until our backs are laid flat.

Heavy eyed, we tried to get rest,
tomorrow is still open, do we really need this test?
brutal facts we've accepted, until our credibility lapses,
stages have avoided, why we still have gaps?

Save me, dead from this outer despair;
summon our faiths until united and bared.
we sail into oceans with nothing but gut,
pushed by our will, until our backs are laid flat.

You're late again,
get some weight my friend.
overdued the waiting,
**** time again.

You got no gain,
go expresslane!
You brought us pain,
from start to end.

You tried to bend,
don't go insane.
You bring your friend,
please apprehend!

You waste our time,
share the pain my friend.
overplay the drama,
You're late again!

I was Numb on the first shot of your admiration
As the scar was fresh,  the trauma was there.
As I am lost, and I was going nowhere.
But the honest approach had bitten my inner self
So infectious that it ripped my beliefs,
Crossed the bounds of established myths.
Your care, The feeling I am raised,
Placed, hesitations aside to waste,
And the case was reversed and beautifully bared.
How I am honored, to feel a love like yours,
Heavenly and mystically redeemed,
A feeling that grows, Love that leaps and soars.
Should you ask me will this feeling understand and grow,
I don't know,  but I want to bind our paths crossed.
Should you care asking, would you stay in your place?
I'll let it be you, stay here,**for Always.

I can't sleep, No it isn't love,
Not Money, or even school. no issues,
I just Can't sleep

I want to rest it out,
as these word lay down.
I Closed my eyes,
but the thinnest sound bothers me.

I Can't Sleep, and i'm tired.
I Called it a day,
silence just blows me away.

Waiting and Waiting,
I'm waiting for nothing.
I want to sleep.

Let Me.
Forget Everything in a moment
In My sweet dreams, and beating hiccups,

I'll rest with my favorite pillow,
I'll sleep loosely,
I wanted to rest.

But after all,
I just can't sleep.
Please let me

Tell me the words
that made you fell,
The the pick up lines
He used to tell

How he dressed up,
What's the scent,
Where he goes,
who are his friends.

What made up your mind,
when you're down and hurt?
Punished by his kind,
Ill Directives he asserts

I can tell the fact,
That he will only leave,
For how he used your heart,
girl, don't be decieved.

I Can't imagine,
how can you stay,
Prolonged agony,
what keeps you in bay?

For I can't Stand,
the way he treats you,
Look into the other side,
and let me save you.

She hits the dancefloor
Like an immortal demigod
Shining from the mob,
Like an oil from the blood

Her moves got something
Or is it the whisky's blink?
She stares and get conservative
Downcast eyed she links.


While I am observing
From two seats a far.
I saw the light, the rainbows end,
*** of gold in a jar.

You may not get it
And I don’t say it straight
That the eyes shows it
More than I can fake.
That the heart is pounded
With a heavy mallet
Like jabs thrown at the face
Without the gloves guarded.
Without the tears
Dripping cold on my fluffy face
Withered taste buds
on the raw sashimi’s taste.
Like a dagger triggered
Or a bullet to the head
When your lover and bestfriend
Announced they’re newlyweds.
Like I can say a thousand more
Adjectives and metaphors to tell,
How it cuts like a knife.
How it burns like hell.
Like the shading light
On the stage you take flight
Please don't talk to me
When you are high.

Don't hesitate, just operate!
Do not stagnant, let us cooperate!
Do your thing, and it's a start,
It's a pledge, your loving heart.

No more time for those petty fights,
I know you have your point of rights!
Pride can stab and self detonate,
stop the grind, For Team's sake!

We are a team, more than brothers!
educate! like we are warriors!
if we lose, get up fast!
Ninety-nine-gazillion tasks!

Let's go.

Lightning strikes anytime, you're not aware,
cannot predict, traces are not bared.
we should consider even a extra little care,
better be alert that risks are always there.

Consider - values and morality, sometimes we overlook,
the bounds and limits outside what we learned from books,
We enjoy stepping on others, maximizing their so-called benefits
Pulling one other down, for personal gain and profit.

I'll be happy if you knew your limits from the start.
but still, there are some who does not take their part.
Let them do their thing, because we know that Karma is just around,
anytime it can strike, just like a lightning, making its headhunt.

Right now still I am missing
all the things that circles in you
each time I thought I could be on my own
I'll step back, I'm longing for you.
As I sit here, thinking those moments
all these words came crashing through.
I know it translated but somehow, It is you.

I am alone in this cold freezing night
feels like, I'm out of sight.
I'm with you; It's true.

Lost feels like I'm lost,
Since you've been gone, my love.
Lost feels like I'm lost,
Since you've been gone, my love.

Right now, still I am searching
for that sweet serenity.
each time I thought I can be on my own
I'll step back, Longing for you.
as I sit here, Thinking those times
I know that the glory is mine.
I know it translated but somehow, it's you.

I am alone in this cold freezing night
feels like, I'm out of sight.
I'm with you; It's true.

Lost feels like I'm lost,
Since you've been gone, my love.
Lost feels like I'm lost,
Since you've been gone, my love.

dwell inside our visions
like a black velvet night.
Shining upon me,
A pleasant sight.

Head filled with imagery,
circling upon delusions,
seeing you makes me sink,
in a soft cuddly cushion.

can you feel the spirit
knots our charisma intertwined.
When you realized
that true love is blind.

Shattered my beliefs
until you're in my arms,
Undying care
without bounds.

without any limits,
we have grown.
I Found my house,
I Rediscovered home.

You are the missing fragment,
that made myself complete,
The main reason
I smile, I breathe.

I know the truth,
No need to deny.
I have seen it naked,
I have emptied the jars.

I saw the lie,
Beneath your flourish.
behind your shadows,
Oh boy, How'd I wish.

to re-create the castle,
Burnt with malice,
to build the trust,
I have invested.

To return jolly,
on those happy days,
where all we know,
was love and sun rays.

Lucky man
You're a lucky man
you've unlocked her mystery,
not everyone gets a chance,
and it's every man's misery.
to see you walking with someone,
Just like you're an enemy,
to each man's eye.
you cut and make them burn,
provoke; made a complete turn

Lucky man,
oh boy you got a real winner,
she's one of a kind,
no one should be better.
all these years
I have laid all my cards,
chasing ghosts of our mem'ries.
long lost memories.


Love she didn't feel
Love that's just her option.
nevertheless,
No worries, Congratulations.
I know there's no looking back.
but I'm still thankful,
that some point,in my life,
I've been the luckiest man alive.

And yes,
you're such a lucky man.

Maybe we're lost.
without a trace,
in the woods;
seeking light.
Looking for comfort,
hungry for inner hope.
You and me
together;
finding the right,
keenly out of sight;
despite of the odds.
still making flight.
Maybe;
We are strangers.
Maybe we are
lost.
maybe you wanted some,
maybe I don't.

All this time I've been staying late,
I see through your light,
Dancing in my tired, blamed,
Resting mind.

Never a second passed
Without your saved glimpse I cherish most.
I think of you always,
It's this sweet victor I toast,

Despite of the distance,
The miles and the times we're apart,
Love is felt, glows,
And shines throughout the night.

Covering up uncertainties
I want to kiss farewell and goodbye,
Wishing to feel your embrace
Next to mine.

I wish I can make you feel this kiss,
From where you lay down your bones,
A goodnight bliss,
A sweet midnight toast.

I hope we can share the night.
Hug you through these words I wrote,
Right now I'm hoping for your comfort,
I'll be thinking of you til' the time I woke

Despite of the stress and hassle of the day,
The sun rays and sweat,
Thankful to have your company,
I will love you until my last breathe.

He sits on his bed,
mourns on memories,
stare on the wall,
digests his vocabularies

Wanting to unload
to clean up some cobwebs,
Save thy bleeding soul
encountered in world's progress

Inked experienced dooms,
writes down his mess.
To release the pain,
that infested his chest

drank a bottle,
stays late at night,
A scene of ego and self,
making a fight!

to write by the heart,
yes a lonely sad writer.
He see's the cruel world,
letter by letter

poured the due
stating life's mysteries,
oh pounded heart!
What heavy load he carries.

I can still remember
When availability light was faked
You got all your stories
While browsing the lake

Of photos and images
Never a minute you’ve never checked
Advisory pills scheduled
Daily you cannot take

You’ve never put a single
Cent of appreciation you receive
All you were was a blind shamman
All he have to do is leave.

The misfits were the scene
The scene of the misunderstood
It’s where you’ve invested time
It’s where you depend your mood

And all he have to do is leave,
That kid who blew you away
What more can I say
You’ve earned all the prices to pay

And all he have to do is leave
The impression was saved to your brain
Despite of the ill advised belief
You took all the pain.

And all he have to do is leave,
After all the time spent and given
He’d took the easy way out
And odds aren’t just even

Eleven, all I see was tears
From undeserving creature, deceived
You had your time being fooled
And all he have to do is leave.

Hello Miss Audry,
nice to see you again.
have you been working hard lately,
your form is not the same.

It's been a while,
since we have talked then.
what a nice red dress,
an eye catching intend.

"How are you doing",
"hmm I'm fine."
Can you spare an hour
Let's drink and dine,

I know a bar,
with soothing music,
Cool ambiance,
Steady and classic.

Now what you want?
tea or wine?
Being with you,
feels so so fine.

Cannot explain,
the blissful zest,
being with you,
Is really the best!

Let's talk about the past,
the deep and the vast,
missed the moments,
Story telling is a must.

you're not the same,
from what I knew.
The way you talked,
The way you move,

the way you tell,
the stories unfold,
the way you look,
so coldly bold.

your boundless beauty,
I'm looking through,
Endless as diamond,
permanently true

We were acquaintance,
eying from the past,
Now the opposite,
of Life spell's cast!

I know things are different,
everything's changed,
Altering currents,
as our conversation exchanged.

One thing's for sure,
I am allured,
I'm right on your back,
forever rests assured!

Worked hard for the money
But I ain't digging no dough,
I planted precious seeds
With my bare hand plough.

A scattered debris lost in wilderness,
Like a shipwreck in an open breeze.
You only remember my face
When you've consumed your cheese.

This credo is much draining
And understanding is lost page,
You only have your struggles in stories
And you don't cared on my fate.

having true to words and promises
Is a long lost line in your books
I am oppressing the evil
Ideas of the modern day crooks.

Honest will be honest
but baby this world is a jungle.
only the lean survives
in observing the verbal.

and motives are to be known
when vague decisions are to be made;
supple words are to be studied
when deeper ideas are at stake.

Go a step higher,
know the primary intentions.
Further map your real selling value
fitted in their camouflaged apprehensions.

I ought to believe
That your heart is paralleled
With my veins that I look on to
Blood streaming you've cancelled

Things I look up to happen,
The plans I made carefully,
Destroying my inner senses
Without you knowing it internally.

My shattered belief
Never hassles me to the bore
Where you never drop an expectation
Frustrated like a kid in a toystore.

It's hard to act naturally
What else can I say
I must recalibrate my sensitivity
Oh, What a day.

Do you see the sun now
My dearest joy.
gazing at those chinese eyes
mysterious as if never told.

Pure love you offered
is silenced by this vague situation,
yet honest as the birds,
flying towards undying affection.

Kindness flowing like river,
pours into your pure heart,
words as keen and hand picked
gentle from the start.

Beauty as everyone sees,
untouched but educated.
I hope the best of things
kindness returns uncompensated.

As you believe in me
Now our ways could be parted.
but your memories will always remain
your values that is heart felted.

I long to see you tonight
my dearest friend.
just, when pain and I were never strangers
and my happy thoughts are bent.
See me through your blazing eyes
your soul, I am always amazed
my beliefs, your stare from a far,
makes my senses awake.

I hope I have a chance to get,
a portion of your most precious time,
to talk about poems and verses
hymns we used to rhyme.
Just give us a moment
your call, your running time;
every second and every touch.
     you're the lone comfort,
     In my daily grind.

Foxy blues I want to hear
Untamed taste for melodies
Calm and endless
Kicking spirits of parodies

Yesterday, is another day
Overloaded and wayward.
Unsung soul, read this downwards.

Ten years ago, I'm not the same
I'm with a girl, who's hard to tame.
she enjoyed every bit of my little fame,
I trusted my heart, but we got no gain

In the beginning we are good,
saying "forever" in any mood.
I never expected how this bond will evolve,
evolved into a nightmare, seemed impossible to solve.

She started to roar like a wild lion,
as I hear her, I found a reason to die on.
Never expected this kind of turn-out would come,
you're opposite from the way you were in day one!

few years had past, it is still the same,
murmurs fell as I felt the pain.
No improvement, still as is,
I think I am locked in my own nemesis!

What could be found in this note,
Mostly a goodbye?
When a tiring knee waved a flag
And your bones are tired.

Depression is poison
Superiors are just hard to abide.
Unappreciated by your blood like,
What more pain can you hide?

I am sick of the system,
Reaching the threshold of my faith
Waving hand drowned and dying
Smiles we fake.

When they don't see enough
No one understands and listen.
The good is buried ,deep
Soul is badly beaten

Ego is destroyed,
No one knows your value.
Until you're gone,
They all love you.

The thrusts of trusts
Hooked upon instincts of crooked flukes
Bloops upon loops of hopes in a rope
Nope, I want to cope walking like an antelope
Broke, sitting on a boat, with a smoke,
Cans of coke, whisky and cup of hoax.
In my mind, blind from the inside.
Slide, coincides the what if’s
Trips and coffee sips,
The leaked tips and tricks, pointed
At the corner of the eye sorted,
Like cards hoarded
In a thrift shop, copped, snapped,
Napped and again, aging,
Doing anything, sinking, sloping
From what I don’t have,
Mic’d overdubs,
Brain scrubs;
Is this love?
No, I suppose
Just a comatose
From raised eyebrows
Daily dose of lows
Trashed roses
Losses
Lapses
My heart, collapses.

Ride against the waves of impunity,
You little fugitive of your own debts
Carry your despaired thoughts,
Happiness in scarcity.

In sin and in doubt of own mind
Join the mob of your clumsiness.
Waving goodbyes are too dim,
Too blurred and dimmed to be blessed.

As you face your cloaked enemies
All of them you see, are not clapping.
On the side of your observant eye
As you flourish your winnings.

As you beg for your emotions
To come back like a rebel child
Wandering through this black night
But not forgotten inside.

As you thirst for more of you
In your own catastrophic guessing,
What a wild turn around it is,
Ah, Unpredictably obsessing.