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819 · Apr 2011
A New Start
Jowlough Apr 2011
Please do not judge,
my tendency mistake,
nor conclude to my actions,
that questions my take.

You know you had your part,
we had faced this fire.
received tremedous damages,
have thrown in the dark.

For there is no one to blame,
No one has the right,
we are burned in flames,
we are black and white.

I have never bad mouthed
For I truly understand,
So step into my shoes,
so you can live in my land.

As I step unto yours,
I have learned a lot of things.
Start a new life,
what new challenges it brings
(c) A New Start- 4.5.11 jcjuatco
814 · Oct 2010
Exams
Jowlough Oct 2010
Brain was stewed,
poured like soya milk
Two hours stagnant,
without a blink.

Released adrenalin
blood up the brain,
No more juice,
squeezed up in pain.

tried probabilities
doesn't seem to fit,
Last resort will be
the cheating kit.

No just kidding
Whatever will be,
I'll do my best
for the time will flee

Give me luck,
For I am stuck,
If result's a split --
then So be it
(c) jcjuatco oct 5 Exams
Jowlough Nov 2012
The moment I write something
and it is mainstream,
so I stood and stop,
because it's mainstream

Don't read me with wordplays
because it's too mainstream;
I just played some words,
and boom, it's mainstream

**** me with your pen
your words are mainstream,
please be deeper,
don't go mainstream

Some point in your life,
you are mainstream,
dying for attention,
when you've lost inside your mainstream
812 · Nov 2010
Lightning Strikes
Jowlough Nov 2010
Lightning strikes anytime, you're not aware,
cannot predict, traces are not bared.
we should consider even a extra little care,
better be alert that risks are always there.

Consider - values and morality, sometimes we overlook,
the bounds and limits outside what we learned from books,
We enjoy stepping on others, maximizing their so-called benefits
Pulling one other down, for personal gain and profit.

I'll be happy if you knew your limits from the start.
but still, there are some who does not take their part.
Let them do their thing, because we know that Karma is just around,
anytime it can strike, just like a lightning, making its headhunt.
(c) Lightning Strikes - jcjuatco - Nov 9
810 · Sep 2010
Refresher
Jowlough Sep 2010
It all ends up
realizing that
Every downside,
failures and ruins
has a root cause
of somewhat
related to
a basic foundation of
human society.
At the end of the day,
It sums as the most important,
ultimate essential.

It has no metrics,
though an over-said Antic,
sparks most of the conflicts,
pragmatic.

Mind what you're  saying,
Check what you're doing.


Go back to basics.
Consider ethics.
Refresher - Sept 30 2010 jcjuatco
805 · Apr 2011
This is four you
Jowlough Apr 2011
thanks to those who understood,
looked on both sides,
never misjudged for own good.
those who knew,
who stayed within,
without a price,
without an argument.

for real friends do understand,
will keep in touch,
and never, speak a bad mouth.

will lift your spirits,
against forces who withstand, but,
fake one's will let you sink
deep down in quicksand.

Now, I am still hoping,
positivity is what I am wishing,
that you are for keeps,
for years we are making.

for all the memories,
we have built a wall,
four of us, we did it all.
Inspite of it all,
what the world we care?
for I felt the comfort,
on the wisdom you all bared,
you shared, I wish you happiness,
Even everything was changed,
Even I am evicted,
when we'll meet, sometime, somewhere,
I can say, that you have been a part,
and my past was never a weep,
that I'll always remember,
I have defined, it's Friendship.
This is for you (c) 4.16.2011 - jcjuatco
797 · Oct 2010
City of Pines
Jowlough Oct 2010
Have you seen a place,
Where mountains are green,
Strawberry fields,
And the air is clean

the city of pines,
A destination that shines,
Where weather is cold,
as everyone have told.

Up to the north,
lies a plateau,
Zigzag roads,
we got no clue

A nice vacation,
as we stayed and boarded.
Parks and station
We have toured and landed.

City of pines
what a beautiful view,
Let's drink our wines
A paradise hue!

Ethnic tribes,
Unforgettable vibes,
Touched our lives,
moments shall be archived!

Fond memories,
we have built and carried,
an unforgettable experience --
that can never be buried.
(c) Sept 8,9,10  - City of Pines *jcjuatco
794 · Nov 2012
Just like us
Jowlough Nov 2012
My urges took a toll on me,
when I seek to smell new air
just wanting to be free,
without doubts and care.
hoping to turn the tide,
on what our future can bear,
Please understand,
that it's never a bad note to surrender,
and lay our guards low
and just be better.
and I'm thankful on all the learning moments,
Nothing but charged to experiences,
I've focused and pondered on,
where we can see the modest light,
as we can sharpen the knife this time.
Invest on good foundations,
No more hiding game,
we can be better.
and there are some things,
that cannot stay forever,
some things,
just like us, being together.
794 · Oct 2013
Perfect man
Jowlough Oct 2013
You are my best trophy,
my prized possession.
proud and vocal,
my lone and superb inspiration

my only satellite,
drifting over my succumb thoughts;
Emptying spots and vague knots,
unveiled and secretly caught.

Take charge my sweet,
we are winners on our own.
I walk at a fast phase,
running my own unique race,

To taste, and sip
into the wine of victor.
Understand and open free,
minds we need to filter.

We dance, we travel,
paralleled and remarkably adjacent,
come and join my winnings
it's us, our present.

I'll be with you at the top
we'll stay with reasons.
stay with my triumphs,
me, your obsession.

I need your dominance,
my deepest pleasures,
we lead and keep up,
love we cannot measure.

Hoping you're with me,
with full understanding,
I am no other man
never used to losing.

I need to be pleased,
as I please you;
stay on the skyline,
and feast on my resource.

I am a man, eccentric,
a pillar at my right,
visionary may seem,
but making my own light.

I am high value
And I want no *****.
Let us face the world as one,
and make me a sandwich.
784 · Sep 2013
Descriptive D
Jowlough Sep 2013
That subtle taste
of your love and affection,
was common at first,
but you've proved your possessions
through spirit and presence,
Admiring all of your visions,
missions we cater,
Like a striking viper,
you know what you wanted,
all this time,
your hair, scented.
lovely as the stars,
your eyes makes me melted
when I am wasted
you unhatched my other side
making me free
unleashed, no rules we abide.
to love one another,
is our promise to keep,
we leap, we soar,
we are what we give.
you see my soul,
while I see yours,
my dearest,
always a chase.
this is for keeps,
my one and only grace.
780 · Nov 2012
Humming Birds
Jowlough Nov 2012
False accusations
pushes you off the cliff.
word of mouth like bacteria,
tumbles you head over feet.

***** tongue,
infectious like a disease.
Inaccurate thoughts,
Do your really have to tell?

People itching
to talk behind your back.
makes their own stories
without you on track.

Keeping you at bay
while they're murmuring at you
talks with wings,
making their opinions true
jcjuatco
778 · Aug 2013
Remnants of Tide
Jowlough Aug 2013
Leaving this message
to the sky and sea,
leaving without signals,
to the thunder, the clouds,
the vague sky above.
wandering eye,
your hair I admire.
I see you everywhere
up to the stars at night.
this tears,
endless like a river
flowing towards
something better,
I am a seeker,
Maybe I am lost.
distrust and indecision
Love is the cost
Jowlough Nov 2010
Lately, it's different
I don't know why,
like a current change,
like time is always on my side

Like I'm way too slow,
I cannot hit the mark.
The way I show,
The way I stayed until dark.

Simple tasks,
I have forgotten to do,
Backfires to me,
like a weekend flu

Sometimes I learn,
the art of execution,
but in some midpoint of that learning.
my mind goes vacation!

There's always a point re-occurring,
where I'm at the bottom wheel,
Where I'm no sharp-shooter,
where my ego has got to deal.
(c)  Off night, Procrastination & Missed Shots  - nov4 *jcjuatco
770 · Mar 2020
The hidden hustlers
Jowlough Mar 2020
The hidden hustlers.

Most of the time, we question the focus of the people we know who are used to having multi faceted things going on with their lives. Stereotypically, most folks have one track sense of judgement on their failures blaming it on the lack of time because of the multiple things those multi faceted people do. There is a known imperative for the common haters, keyboard warriors and ****-hurts of the judging world of current social media to capitalize on the mistakes rather than what has been accomplished, boiling down to, yes, lack of focus.

These people are low-key hustlers. These are people who have massive amounts of real pursuit in terms of things outside their core jobs. People who are the reasons why charities exist, and the same category of people why art forms in this earth continue to be significant. They are usually those folks who are the outliers of the common society, and what a joy to meet and get inspired by these people.

And yes, they are the ones who has people’s eyes sticked in their backs for most part of their lives. The ones who are often exposed to criticisms and judgement, particularly to things like lack of focus during the event of setbacks and misfortunes. When a failure arises, the first one to blame is the lack of focus. I’ve experienced it myself and to the other people, and some, to the closest circle where I personally noticed the struggle in terms of managing their time and their long-lined patience. More than time actual struggle, it’s the stereotyped judgments that hurt them.

But through the years of observation, I found the idea reversed.

Reversed in a sense that I believe that most of the multi-faceted persons have the most solid and ******* focus someone can get from a person. Over the decade of experience in the workplace, those who have side hustles and passion projects are the people who have actual pedigree on lending an extra thousands of miles when tasked to do something. They are the master of balance. They sacrifice their passions hideously depending on human variables such as timing and use of words. They are over-reactive internally and complicated critical thinkers because they won’t allow slightest of any judgement touch and blame the things they are passionate during an event of delays on the tasks they are doing. They know how to sacrifice and be hurt in the process. These are the people who spends sleepless nights just to save their passion projects and keep them afloat in hectic schedules, they are the hustlers in such a way that any loopholes that lead to destroying the things they love can’t be tolerated, so they better put in the hard work hiding in plain sight even if there are no eyes looking, they are masters of making it effortless in the naked eye. But when you dig further on how they do it, you know that they are always in a brink of dying due to misunderstandings and angry loved ones, families and friends because they have been all juggled inside the 24-hour day. Yes they know their shortcomings, but I say, it’s the reverse in terms of  focus.

Some people might relate to this because, I know that these are the people who has thirst to etch something in the world, but is to busy to market and brag it. They have multiple pockets of insane hours and grit on their focal points of pursuits.

Only people with strong focus can be experts in their multi-faceted fields of pursuit. Without massive amount of focus, you won’t be able to build multiple habits. And without the habits, you won’t be experts. Period.

And the funny thing is, often time, people who are judging them on their slightest mistakes are usually reactions from mediocre individuals who are connected with them and sometimes, the victim character who got the lesser attention time from the multi-faceted hustler, thus stirring up pressure because, looking at it, there is a level of dependence, and any delays or setbacks could be  attributed to the ‘so-called’ lack of focus.

These hustlers are people, who are sometimes, difficult to understand. They give vague reasons why they cannot attend a not so important life event. They mastered the art of matured alibis so they won’t hurt feelings. But true enough - they might be insensitive at times.

They get anxiety when they don’t produce something out of their passions. They are curators of their own products. These are the natural creatives, in which, ironically, the stereotype judgment on their mistakes are usually associated with time management issues, lack of focus and improper spending of money on things that majority of people won’t appreciate, or worst, in some eyes, are not important because it doesn’t profit.

I find it ironic when those people who are multi-faceted are more focused than those who are masters of a singular field. We can say that both has focus, but cancelling out the posers, multi-faceted hustlers have the most low-key grit and grind attribute you can find in any human being.
They won’t anyone touch their joys with one-dimension judgement. But they are not showy and everything seemed to be effortless.

So what I'm telling you is somehow the argument is in reverse. They tend to be targeted because of their vague presence, in which results speak for itself. they are working in the shadows - They are the people who inspires, who are strong, and the ones who deserve any small amount of appreciation. They are the people I call the hidden hustlers.
769 · Nov 2010
Stand up brother
Jowlough Nov 2010
kudos to the haters,
Words are on fire.
They bring extra strength,
Through their demolition desire.

Give thanks to the critics,
free pointers to review,
so you can progress,
re-skin, revamp a new.

Do not give up,
cheer up my friend.
Life is not a matter,
of mix and blend.

you are unique,
you have your plans.
Never meant to hurt,
when good idea comes.

Disregard gloomy thoughts,
Throw them in the rain,
well if it's sunny,
We'll accept the pain

but as you accept it,
you know what to do,
learn from the past,
and never redo.

Stand up brother,
Raise up your spirit.
Live on the present,
Make things as you see it.

Whatever comes your way,
whatever they say and ask.
as long as we are united,
We'll accomplish any tasks.
(c) Stand up brother * jcjuatco - Nov 9 2010
769 · Oct 2010
Let me save you
Jowlough Oct 2010
Tell me the words
that made you fell,
The the pick up lines
He used to tell

How he dressed up,
What's the scent,
Where he goes,
who are his friends.

What made up your mind,
when you're down and hurt?
Punished by his kind,
Ill Directives he asserts

I can tell the fact,
That he will only leave,
For how he used your heart,
girl, don't be decieved.

I Can't imagine,
how can you stay,
Prolonged agony,
what keeps you in bay?

For I can't Stand,
the way he treats you,
Look into the other side,
and let me save you.
(c) oct 11 2010 ┼ Let me save you - jcjuatco
766 · Dec 2018
Pseudo Sally 96’ Lounge
Jowlough Dec 2018
Sally, the wordsmith, Poet essayist
You’re the childhood road runner
Divine word receiver
Can I take your hand?
Let’s go for a dance.
I’ll carry your luggage, Towards the parking lot
You’re sober, romantic, Unapologetic.
Can I take your bags?
Let’s go for a trek?
Sharing is caring, But except for you Sally.
You’re demanding, free spirited
A flower in restraint
Never a cold day, warming sun giggles
Don’t you hurry, your childhood
Seven Year’s too short.
Don’t you get upset,
Until my eyes are wet.
Well everything’s just a glitch in my head
Time traveling’s a future scope.
You and him’s a proof of concept.
761 · Oct 2010
Digest
Jowlough Oct 2010
by Alvin Guanlao (Bold verses) - Joseph Juatco (Normal Fonts)



Digest

Do you want me to say oblivious?
I didn't even know what it means.
let's try the word conspicuous,
Its meaning is more obvious than it seemed.


I'm a word carnivorous,
meticulous on what i eat.
I'm poetically omnivorous,
Digesting what i see.


Now don't be suspicious,
I'm good in playing words,
You know I can be as righteous,
just as you looking like a ****

Or am I just too ambitious,
I think I am trying hard,
I wanted this write to be sumptuous,
Oh please don't disregard!
(c) Oct 3 2010 Guanlao -  Juatco
759 · Nov 2012
Good Morning Sunshine
Jowlough Nov 2012
May the great force
allure your bright sunny smile.
recapture your tired long bones,
invested all in of your daily miles,
as you sip through your cup,
grande like my loving;
rushed pockets of adrenalin,
anticipated sweet happenings.
come and fill in the lousy blanks,
insist that mutual feelings,
as we discover ourselves, through these  bright outings
(c) MasterGradejcj
754 · Oct 2010
City of Songs
Jowlough Oct 2010
Bright Lights, Flashed Contrasts,
Short memories, inside a can of soda.
I am deeply honored, How can I express?
may I say,"O-nul jung-mal ye-ppu-da"

A pleasant and young place,
Beautiful in many countless ways.
Everywhere, Bursting with talents
City of youth and confidence.

Late at night she's still awake,
Rhythm and melody is the first state.
Tried and tested, engaged in battles,
villa of sweet and wise riddles.

The Golden voice of angels,
Soothing sounds, shades of purple.
Ear wonder, is the place to visit,
I am proud that i have been in it.

I am much pleased, of its existence
More of knowing the street's turbulence.
I am thankful much, for my accommodation,
Rests assured, I'll treasure this young nation.
(c) City of Songs, - oct 3 2010 - jcjuatco
753 · Jan 2013
Parabolic trajectories
Jowlough Jan 2013
Let me get
what I needed most.
For life's sake
this train had its boast.

all the fruits are fresh,
yet I have not bitten a pinch.
my eyes have dried
let me take a hitch.

Let us get,
what our soul needs.
an inner sanctuary,
that is not here to weep

too tired to take another stab,
until the last thread weaves;
this final drop of hope,
that is waiting to leave.

Let me get
that subtle inner peace.
sanctify me with your ego.
priceless at all means.

And just when you get,
what you needed to keep;
it just gets harder to hold
as you maintain to hide this drum beats.

As you look way down,
you tend to slip,
your unstable crown
is just so hard to keep
752 · Jan 2013
Boolean sheet
Jowlough Jan 2013
you've took the bullets
saving thy brothers.
and there it is.
in no ones land.
when pain and anger
is evident at a glance.
when Living in an old house
with new even spirits.
Wicked, with your guitar
and slow hands;
Sick and all teared up
blasphemy and ill advised news
floating like wasps.
all in your mind
circling like some roulette,
white smoke in the air.
all entangled when you breathe
in your dreams, in despair.
the end
getting nearer
no one cares
750 · Sep 2010
Toxic
Jowlough Sep 2010
I never thought that we could reach this point
All expectations are bended and caught.
two for us and twenty for you,
your childish acts had poured the due

Yes! It seemed that you never really cared,
you tend to leave tasks boldly and bare.
When the sense was showered, you were in your Cave,
Resting and sleeping, counting money to save.

Can't rely on everything you put,
even the simplest, you find it hard to do.
yes the image is crushed, and can't be the same,
you're a coward person human resting in vain!

How long will I plead for your irresponsible acts?
It is the human-natured sense that you lacked.
Is that the way the world has missed you?
Stubborn, get out of the blue, your a toxic you!
Toxix - 2009 jcjuatco
746 · Feb 2013
Fade
Jowlough Feb 2013
Spirit rising
from the open earth
awkward future moments
are all waiting.

Tired of routines
withstanding the jungle alone.
World's intersecting
you're on your own

Free thinking
crossed the rivers  for many times.
Scratching the back of others
still facing a crime.

Time flies,
don't spend tears.
every one's crying out
you can hear

Blind on visions
putting one foot bare
wounded and fighting
but no one cares
746 · Jun 2011
Subconscious state
Jowlough Jun 2011
I grabbed your hands,
and you felt mine.
your head on my shoulder,
feels perfectly fine.

I'd like to dream about you,
In a solemn state.
I miss your touch.
your warm embrace.

your sweetest kisses,
surreal in a way.
bared on your actions,
need not to say.

I am very blessed
to see more than white and black.
forget all those,
silly knap sacks.

Even when I sleep,
dreaming of you is what I make,
I miss everything of you.
my subconscious state.
(c) subconscious state - 6.13.11
Jowlough Sep 2010
Wish,
squish,
Accomplished?
Finished.
Anatomy of  setting Goals and cycle base of proper execution (C) 2010 jcjuatco
Jowlough Nov 2010
I am afraid you're losing him,
Drowned in despair, Can't you see he is deteriorating?
brick by brick, his walls are falling down,
bad memories and alter ego keeps on haunting.

Didn't you notice, He's very down and tired,
Tired of playing your mind games, same old tricks he acquired.
Seeking to refresh, covering up total level of discomfort,
Everyday he mastered the art of doing a timely report!

I am afraid, you are losing an asset, oh very precious gem,
now filled with scratches, from cover-ups and numerous shames.
obvious on his eyes, I can see that he wanted to go,
But he hates to leave you because he is plane and tamed as you know.

Knowing he gave his heart, time and dedication one hundred percent,
wounded and battered heart in return, oh! countless cold wars it went.
I am afraid you're going to lose him, you always had your chances,
You know what to do, It's never late to stop him make his secret glances.

He loves you very much, No questions and doubts about it.
One of a kind it may seemed, but we all know it cannot be one sided.
Please do not treat him less, see his dying efforts and patch it together.
Better Catch up and exert more acts, You know him much, but I know him better.
(c) Nov 28 2010 - I am afraid you're losing him *jcjuatco
Jowlough Oct 2010
You can go on your direction,
You can choose your operations,
but make sure it's worth the mission,
worth turning down my decision.

You know what I wanted,
with my suggestions that you've bended,
You knew what is the right path,
now get rewarded with pure wrath!

Look at the outcome, Go see!
drowning in regrets, move on,let it be!
What i have been telling you is not an order,
All for your sake, come out of your borders!

Pardon me for the words, It's for the better,
I Just wanted the even-fair weather.
Everything's for your benefit, it's true,
If I could only catch your burden, then I'll do.

Please hear this plead, I am telling,
Please learn how to listen, I am wishing.
Please re-consider,  for the nth time,
I hope that after the constraints,  you'll be fine.
Please reconsider for the nth time (C) Oct 3 2010
720 · Oct 2013
Absorption and immunity
Jowlough Oct 2013
I'll let you accuse
whisper me goodbye.
use me and diffuse,
go ahead, I will not cry.

I will stand still,
and still try,
never a quitter once,
but I know how to untie.

You never meant to forget,
what was us in the start.
but your ways keeps me fly away.
towards a broken heart.

Heart's stronger than lion's
but I bid to give a hand wave,
Absorbing as much pain
waiting nothing, nothing to save.
720 · Dec 2013
Thank you for understanding
Jowlough Dec 2013
Until my last cigar burns,
I turn my head to the other.
without knowing my instincts,
thank you for your understanding.

Until the last drop of this whisky
punches its way through.
imperfections I make.
but you do not see though.

Until the last appreciation was said.
until my last order you are not following.
so, to whom it will cherish?
thank you for your understanding.

Until my last affection fluctuates.
to the rules you are still not listening.
I might release you from this cage,
Thank you for understanding.
718 · Jul 2015
Let's call this a day
Jowlough Jul 2015
She hits the dancefloor
Like an immortal demigod
Shining from the mob,
Like an oil from the blood

Her moves got something
Or is it the whisky's blink?
She stares and get conservative
Downcast eyed she links.


While I am observing
From two seats a far.
I saw the light, the rainbows end,
*** of gold in a jar.
718 · Nov 2012
Rage
Jowlough Nov 2012
Living with these man made rules,
makes some spirits feel jailed;
And in personal rage,
wanting to burst but still nailed,

Ordered to follow,
you know someone is deceived;
when money and gold is involved,
one cannot simply leave and be free

As some have invested their souls
in craft and some arts;
which is better
than being devoted to false cults

But clearly, you see loop holes,
Yes; exception makes rules meaningless.
and if it's meaningless,
what you've been doing is probably just a ********
718 · Mar 2013
Fake
Jowlough Mar 2013
Funny how some so called religious people
Judge and question some other persons' morals
when we know that they have their own questionable acts,
and some loop holes they tend, to hide

And behind those white curtains are stains of hidden immoral acts
that they unconsciously continue to hitch;
While they loudly brag the opposite, pinpointing negative qualities and attitude,
Instead of practicing what they preach.

While they quickly react with their narrow closed minds,
Tendencies and probabilities  you can easily tell.
They are so sacred, prejudiced words so sacred
So solemn, image they project is so far from hell.
716 · May 2011
Dearest Soul
Jowlough May 2011
Dearest soul,
Don't let me in frown,
Expectation *****,
Keeps my head blown.

Dearest soul,
don't let me in pain,
save me from these blues,
even Insecurities remain.

Help me overcome,
this comparison game,
where I am my enemy,
and self blame is my defense,

I wanted all of this,
to be your model,
but the world around us
is making a rebel.

Dearest soul,
my ego has been hanging,
I wanted to be your customer,
but this path is diverging,

I know I have graduated,
from this biles you've given.
don't get me from the inside,
peace of mind's missing.

Dearest Soul,
help me overcome,
Save me form this depth,
Not again, I am Down.
(c) 5.17.2011 - jcjuatco - dearest soul
716 · Mar 2013
Motives
Jowlough Mar 2013
Honest will be honest
but baby this world is a jungle.
only the lean survives
in observing the verbal.

and motives are to be known
when vague decisions are to be made;
supple words are to be studied
when deeper ideas are at stake.

Go a step higher,
know the primary intentions.
Further map your real selling value
fitted in their camouflaged apprehensions.
715 · Sep 2010
August 23, Daylight
Jowlough Sep 2010
I Saw a bunch of men,
Strong yielded force.
Armed with their rifles,
ready with their course.
coursed to thrive,
Endangered their lives,
worried families,
Children and Wives.
Out on a mission,
dubbed as "The Finest".
Quest for a reason,
no particular season.
The beginning was smooth,
they had seeked the root.
never leaved their booths,
until the 'brother' was moved.
Gauntlets had to be pulled,
one by one they shoot,
terror then came,
now the mad man's untamed.
flash flood of blood,
burning hot rod,
their faces are sad,
now the red flag's mad.

Crisis -flopped,
Hostage was flat.
Tried their mights,
Aug 23 -- Daylight.
August 23, Daylight (c) Sept 17 2010 jcjuatco
713 · May 2013
I will crush the wall
Jowlough May 2013
I will crush the wall
once you've encounter it again.
that is never concrete
an old rusty built as you tell.

in case it humbly returns
back from the grave and oblivion,
release the bulldozer
get ready for the ultimate demolition.

I will crush the wall my friend
I don't care if it is historical.
I will destroy this wall
and get everyone hysterical

I will get this down
despite of its strong build.
baby if it's you we're talking.
I will plant my bombs and my own seeds

I will crush this wall
right in front of your eyes
I will bring this down
and break down your lies.

I will Pulverize you
until you break down.
you know I am the king now,
you can't get back this crown.

I will crush the wall.
712 · Nov 2012
Stagnant
Jowlough Nov 2012
It seemed like we have lost our polarity,
I see myself as the ultimate taker,
I've crossed the line, I'm a loser.

As my thoughts and feelings go random and futuristic,
doubts fill my inner shed, my body falling on a downward *****,
abusing self through never ending cigar smoke.

My feelings went cold without quick notice,
Seeking something fresh and challenging.
I failed my own trust. almost brittle, bending

Sliding down, I'm losing a trusted friend.
not seeking someone but I've aged a lot.
Just too old to play games.

Too matured to believe in this so called "In-time" Stories.
I am in an improved state wherein I go for the best.
Future's not like a blindfolded man in a bulletproof vest.

Can be short term but extreme happiness,
I want to hold confidence and presence.
Something I can't see, maybe a definite absence.

Something dominant I can't see in you.
Something you're in that I can't join in
Something ******* inside my head

Patiently waiting the world to turn one eighty
Still I am stuck without a progress.
holding into something I can't be best,

Living and dying with everyday happenings,
Hoping to get through this test.
-
Jowlough Sep 2014
She puts her mind
Into a state of independence
Never needing anything
From no one

Above the cloud She soars
And took the hearts of many,
Carrying the weight
Of the uneven

Stars have fallen on this love
Reasons to leave is all you have.
But never you forget,
The same, reasons why you've stayed.


The secret recipe
She makes for life is worth it
She never wore her make up
For her sadness.

A sudden glimpse of all the shadows
You are burdened
As she brushed her hair
Away from her shoulders

*The sun have shined on this love
Reasons to leave is all you have.
One thing you should know.
Everything must come to an end.
(c) jcjuatco 9.24.14
709 · Dec 2010
The King's rule
Jowlough Dec 2010
Go conquer my empire
you are free as a bird,
Use my resources,
as per my orders and words.

Do not hesitate,
for I have chosen you;
to rule my whole system,
We'll reign as new.

Be my sweet Queen,
and I'll take your hand.
I was fazed by your character,
the way you mix and blend.

I know the precious crown
was fit in your head,
Describing your personality
was enough said

I have never praised,
any woman than this.
You are so special
A rare jewel as it is.

You have changed my views
in your own special ways,
you are so lucky,
to capture the King's taste!

Give me a warm hug,
and I'll die inside,
my loyalty to you,
is open wide

For I tried to disregard,
but you know I can't,
Consider this royal rule,
for the King's directive, can't be bent!
(c) Dec 18 2010 - The King's rule * jcjuatco
708 · Aug 2013
Rough times
Jowlough Aug 2013
These are the defining times
where you keep asking yourself why?
when the odds are all in the opposite,
and the love you need puts you aside.

When you seek for stars
but the sky only gives you dark clouds
rumbling but still you are expectant,
second guessing and wishing for the sun.

Times of denial and expectations
grinds you deep in your metal heart;
Stoked and horribly stagnant,
mourning your own so called home in the dark.

These are times of believing,
pleading for time, hope and the sky
when you find yourself strong,
asking yourself, why?

thrown and half dead,
efforts are lost in your own eyes,
grief and lost time with the odds,
still, founding oneself asking, why?
703 · Oct 2012
Despite of the gap
Jowlough Oct 2012
I looked through you
but it was still blur,
you never opened,
nor surrendered.

Despite of attempts,
of any social encounters,
I can't unlock,
hideous ways you preferred

I have had enough,
my specrtrum has been filled
I've waited patiently,
yet you killed

Directions are accepted,
taught me,
Operated me, like
a well oiled machine.

right from the eyes,
your mind games was a success,
despite of your numbness,
I'm still a victim of your caress

Followed your ways,
still believed and inspired
despite of the danger
despite of the gap.
(c)Despite of the gap - jcjuatco 10-14-12
702 · Jan 2011
The Mob
Jowlough Jan 2011
We have Exerted efforts, yet we got no recognition,
They showed no plans in their might’s.

Shining, yet discrimination bites off,
Your people cannot go full throttle in their flights.

Two years, I am only hiding,
though we are part of the unreeling circle as informed,

Which extends up to the core of our hungry heart,
looking for equality, to unlock the doors

waiting and waiting, to release this wicked feeling free,
We are castaways not until we seek as we hunt and flee,

as we dedicate and pursue one hundred percent,
but this Society cannot dedicate enough in return,

as we live in deep dark angst every time,
We are socially deprived and violated, oh ****** heart.

For a farewell bid will never be an issue
I am building my will, let us be, and we'll get through.
(c) Jan 4 2010 - The Mob - jcjuatco*
700 · Sep 2010
The Wicked Master III
Jowlough Sep 2010
Evil grin for your proposal,
Mastered tactics of evidence disposal
Ill gotten wealth in hidden flicks,
Lustrous attack on his chosen picks!

Temper rises when your in contrast,
In accordance when he's wearing his mask!
Over impressing on higher grounds,
Not a merit, but demerit sounds!

Going over, how far will you go,
Carrying your super immoral role!
Omitting efforts by naming it as yours,
Irritated people, Losing their course!

Seeing the dull side, as always,
Taking the tasks,but in dismay!.
Hearse master! your the very worst we know,
Evil King, you'll reap what you sow!

Witness the rise of these poor people,
In the coming future we'll get the apple!
Craving and calling for a little anticipation,
Killing time for self detonation!

Even now I cannot imagine,
Doing your thing is extremely annoying.
Man power you say is just preparing,
Act what you preach, is what we're saying!!

Stupidity, Hoax, Corruption,
Throwing nothing but deception,
Everlasting Gluttony and greed,
Rowing the boat, making a wicked lead.
(C) 2010 Sept 21 jcjuatco The Wicked Master III.
699 · Oct 2010
I should have knew it
Jowlough Oct 2010
Right from the start
I saw the "itch".
when you told me,
stories, one by one each.

Out of the glamour,
I saw the glitch.
saw the factors,
that made me switch!

Made me change my idea,
my perception pitch,
I should have knew,
- - that you're a *****.


I should have knew it!
* I should have knew it :) - Oct30 - jcjuatco
696 · Jun 2011
Shoot that media
Jowlough Jun 2011
Shoot that media,
It only brings wrath,
splits a relationship in two,
makes someone fat.

Spreads inconsistent news
very ill-adviced.
unwanted receipients,
throwing the dice

rolling into someone,
who's accidental.
rumors are hoax,
one become's temperemental.

Obvious are the motives,
they play like children,
tomorrow they're in the news items,
shamed and forbidden
(c) 5.22.11 - jcjuatco - Shoot that media
691 · Sep 2013
Old wine
Jowlough Sep 2013
Oh, that honest smile you got from a text message
you drinker of malty beverage.
you swam into your so called religious cage,
rage, as you never engage
constituted in the same page
the law of your anger gauge
dismayed; in your skirt that is more of a beige.
while you tell stories about your wage
proving nothing, ever as we age.
cleavage, you show while upstage
so you now project that image?
faith flows in a drainage.
increased sagging comes with heavy usage.
Jowlough Sep 2010
I bought you a present,
i knew what you love.
It's simple yet splendid.
I hope you'll have fun.

chocolates are common, they are sweet,
flowers count, skip up a heartbeat.
material possession, not a money's worth,
not a common denominator, of sweet desserts!

Appreciate; I give this to you,
You are nice sweet and very true.
Dance into, let loose good girl,
In my eyes, your a lovely precious pearl

one second,flashed, a sudden story came through,
about two lovers who got no clue.
they were friends,that's all they've got
at one look, their hearts tied a knot

across the room, they exchange glances.
thinking how to start, not letting chances
they danced the night and gave their "i love you's"
Until then,on and on their feelings grew.

Some time off, we know it's different,
time had changed even the most steady current.
but I know you knew day by day we've complemented,
love shined gloom's, bitter things came out rendered

Dear! I hope you have remembered our story,
on your day, I pray you'll be happy.
hope you'll appreciate, this little rhymes i bid  ,  
and  hope you find this poem simple and yet.. splendid
A simple and splendid Gift on your much awaited birthday (C) September 2010 - jcjuatco
686 · Dec 2012
Dear
Jowlough Dec 2012
If there is somebody
I'd be calling.
when the ego is down,
as always when I am falling.

when the music is on rest,
and the marching band is on mute;
the art is still waiting,
you know I would call you

this spirit will follow you;
wherever you will be,
This love will guard you;
and set your soul free.

hoping to see you dwell
in my sight and mystic daydreams,
until the night turns to morning,
as we hit the road and smell some beans.

A splendid heart you've showed
this joy that is very much attached,
that awkward morning,
around this butterscotch

Without a eye,
you can see me way behind;
uplifting my mantra,
you free me from this daily grind.
677 · Dec 2010
Done
Jowlough Dec 2010
I say,
Change your attitude
Oh Girl, your losing him.
Over and over, Life gets so boring.
So dull and routine oriented it may get,
You need to find new things, ready and get set,

Be certain,
Cast away gloomy thoughts,
Make straightforward decisions.
for every man needs someone who has reasons.
one who set goals and objectives, positive outlook,
not the girl next door, or stereotyped girlfriend in the books.

Go with the flow,
But assert your rights,
seek the end of the tunnel, there's a light,
change is consistent, enough said, but we know it's a fact;
Do remember, that at the end of every statement, there should be a dot.
have your Heart and mind do the job, work what should be in, or what should be not.
(c) Dec 15 2010 - Done - *jcjuatco
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