Caught in the middle,
I got to choose,
One has got to win,
The other is on big lose.

Try as I might,
to push this with pure guts,
Projecting scenarios,
ambience stinks like a rat.

Don't tell,
if you can't act on it.
Don't Pretend you're happy,
If it's the opposite.

Don't ever recall,
dead scenes you've giggled.
for I Have dug it's grave,
and prepared its funeral

Cool breeze sends shivers,
you ought to know,
the reasons,
the undying questions.

You need answers
as I needed the space,
I look for the stars,
praying and hoping,

as you mourn events,
that  shouldn’t happened.
as I was sick and tired,
down and wasted.

with looped events,
you tend to relax,
as I tend to Improve,
Continuously, out of the box

As I can do anything
on that period,
It hurts, all by my self,
I looked in the mirror.

As wasted opportunities,
come and go,
As false hopes.
Continue to be false,

As We see the limits
in everything we do,
horizon was present,
and I got no clue

Until I realized
it was broken,
I got nothing,
Nothing to do

I am numb,
I was lost in the woods,
of negativism,
limited actions, changed moods

As we repeat
on same **** constraints,
Like we never knew,
Like we never learned

Like we have,
something to worry
I am tired,
were always in a hurry,

I think we should've
treasured every seconds back,
not so futuristic,
on promises we had

Like we became
dependent on ours,
Like we have ignited,
our downfall curse

I felt the cold,
and the heat disappeared,
I am so sorry,
I felt so weird,

Say, we are the best,
We have no fear,
but we forgot the little things,
which is our weapon, that gave us wings

Where every little minus,
adds to each other,
The token box have been full,
which made me bother.

Tears have been dropped,
repeatedly,
As I have secretly
showed happiness,

Enthusiasm,
In my every move,
In my work,
Just to stay free.

I have Ask for divine intervention,
but nothing happened,
well we have differences,
which took toll in the end game

We'll I'm done.
It's graduation time,
We have grown and changed,
little by little.

Not the same,
In terms of the person,
I knew and wished,
the last time.

Sorry for everything,
you know I'm always here,
though not the same as yesterday,
not as my mere

But I stepped up,
I wish you do the same,
be stronger,
Face the rain.

However near,
you are still far away
we have ignited,
in our own ways.

Goodbye as a lover,
Welcome as my closest friend.
I'll always take care of you,
Until the end

I hope you'll be happy,
and reach your goals,
Grab your stars,
As I watch below

Now circled by the fact,
that your presence is within,
to touch and to sense,
was inevitably seen

And it is there,
It may have momentarily left,
Admitted that I lost a fight,
eyes blind and ears deaf.

I was wrong when I decided,
so wrong that it hurts.
that I lost my head, my grasps,
to the one I wanted most.

to the one who never changed,
in spite of my indecisions.
to the one who's always there,
in spite of the danger

in spite of shortcomings,
I see your eyes on me,
I see your lights gazed,
that you want to fix me,

you've guided and cared,
as if it's one sided.
intangible matters,
never really mattered,

Never realized your worth,
until you solidified it
after a long time off,
love felt as it is.

Now I am standing at your door,
Realizing the things I have missed.
will you accept a new start,
and call this as a promise?.

I always try to sing like Lennon,
He's my musical hero from the start!
Strum strawberry fields forever,
I sing my words by the heart.

held my guitar high,  I'm a fan,
accompanied me through times,
through thick and thin,
Thinking I am him, feels very fine.

Helped me a lot, Making him my Idol,
He's loving heart to his dearest Yoko,
So deep and clear,
made me realized how to love a girl so tender.

But where is Yoko my dearest,
Yes have I found her?
I say, Half yes and half no,
for she just left me nowhere.

I've treated this girl
as my very own Yoko,
yet, she never gave back efforts,
she just not want to dive into

that so called deep relationship,
oh I am in love for the first time,
I'm so wounded,
This could be also the last time.

How could I be so Lennon,
If my Yoko is so very far,
I wanted to give her everything,
yet it turned out sour.

I'm still hoping for my Yoko,
I hope she would re-consider and think.
I love her much,
Yet she's gone by the blink.

I can't imagine life
without her by my side,
Woman, I'm so still in to you
*This love, I could never hide.

I looked at the plain wall
and I remember your face,
the purest credentials
that impressed my taste,

The one worth talking,
yes,You are inspiring,
We had past moments
In my mind, it's back-firing.

Now you're much inside,
On your self-told universe,
Well, Congratulations, girl,
First things, first.

I don't know why, well,
I'm feeling flat, tell?
Maybe you've really in it, fell?
It burns me in fire.. Hell.

Sweet Night, Lady.