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Aug 2016 · 563
The love guru lady
Jowlough Aug 2016
The pill
You've created,
As a cure
From your hatred

Is the same pill
You should swallow,
What you don't do
We don't follow

What you don't preach
We don't give,
An eye for one
Of your misfits.

Nor your guru ways,
Even your habits.
Such two faced
More tragic.

You walk
Your mouthful talk
Before you speak,
Before you mock.

Before you play
The victim card,
Do math
And solve it hard

Tell me wisdom
And it won't scratch
The truth about
The eggs you hatched.

The digs we give
Are zero like,
The weather in north pole
In the deepest night.

Are you okay
Because you are dreaming?
You deep black love guru
How we wishing.
May 2016 · 576
Mutual funds
Jowlough May 2016
I ought to believe
That your heart is paralleled
With my veins that I look on to
Blood streaming you've cancelled

Things I look up to happen,
The plans I made carefully,
Destroying my inner senses
Without you knowing it internally.

My shattered belief
Never hassles me to the bore
Where you never drop an expectation
Frustrated like a kid in a toystore.

It's hard to act naturally
What else can I say
I must recalibrate my sensitivity
Oh, What a day.
I'm a sad man
May 2016 · 9.0k
Hasel
Jowlough May 2016
Dumaan saglit sa bilihan ng damit
Kahit sakto ang dala ay aking pinilit
Pagkat pawis ay malala dahil mainit
Sa pagkikitang ito lahat ay sulit.

Sa harap ng salamin maiging sinipat
Kung okay ang buhok at marapat
Konting talsik ng pabango sa kwelyo
Hindi muna ko maninigarilyo.

Upang ako'y perpekto sa pagdating
Lahat ay maayos sa iyong paningin,
hinahanap hanap ang 'yong awitin
Ng boses **** maliit ako'y bitin.

Nagmamadali at baka mahuli
Ayokong maghintay ka aking binibini
Kahit hasel sa lahat basta dumating
Sinira ang ipon para may pang sine.

Kamusta ka na? Kumain ka na ba?
Unti unting pinaplano ang sasabihin.
Sa paglalakad ako'y napapaisip
Ano ang uunahin, saan papupuntahin

Sa di kalayuan aking nakita
Maamo at maaliwalas **** mukha
Sabay nagising sa katotohanan
Sa noo ko ay biglang pinawisan.

Nang biglang nauntog sa totoo
Na ito ay panaginip lamang
Hawak ang lakas ng loob
Napalunok at parang..

Nabilaukan sa pagkakita
Sa kamay **** may humawak
Sa di bandang kalayuan
Pumatak ang luha ng uwak

At sabay bati ng kamusta
Habang hagkan ka at yapos
Ako ay kinakain ng sistema
Ng matinding pagseselos

At binalewala ang pagpapakilala
Sa kasama mo'y ikaw'y hinayaan
Sigaw ng puso'y nagaklas
Batid na "Dapat ako ang nandiyan".
May 2016 · 680
Sleight of hand
Jowlough May 2016
A thing of the graved past
Is not relevant at all.
But things you did not disclose
Is a deep dark nightmare call.

There was this noble boy
Who you've said have courted you.
You said he's a good friend
And he liked you.

I see he loves cars and travel
More often than you do,
A noble inheritor of a family firm
With an atlethic frame and hue.

But,  the way you describe him
Sounded like he has no mere value.
And me: I believed in the light
Of your tongues' sweet fondue.

Of all this precious time,
My mind have held your stories
Grasped and chained
Optimistic and unworried

Of all this time, doubts.
Yes doubting was never an option
Nor an attempt to juice
Even the slightest blood potion

Until Unexpectedly time came,
Yes on your twentieth birthday,
Expectant was not in the thoughts
Of positivism I've had for years.

Unaware and extremely honest
Smiling with a chance to navigate
Your smart phone's veins
Having a funny faith.

Until someone peeped and popped
From the large screen landscape.
And I never knew
That it was the pivot of my life
Nor a wrist sliding through a knife.

The SMS said, "I love you".
Then blah blah, "missed you"
And all of the mumbled I've seen,
Numbed my soul and ego.

I got wounded. Deeply wounded.
Every word, there's a stab
In my heart, cutting every veins
Feeling the friction and I rub

My eye, it has water I see flowing,
You loved him more than the sun
And I see the young persona of you
Blinkering infront the gun

Like a gun, Pointed at my temples
I've found my self humbly destroyed,
As I knew you missed the guy,
And how you were overjoyed.

Devasted in every word
Knees are trembling with grief
I never knew that I could,
Incorporate you with disbelief.

And as you came in the room
I immediately handed your phone,
And pulled the "surprise" curtain
And greeted you with a nice tone.

"Happy birthday, Darling"
I love you so much. With tears,
Streaming, spine shivering,
Caught off guard by the latch.

Then I stayed. Yes I'm invinsible
And strong as a boxer in the ring.
I've faced your family
Despite of the heavy sting.

Then the lights activated
And someone whispered me
And said "hey sweetie"
"The breakfast is ready"

I quickly jumped up out the bed,
And sip my good coffee
As I think of memories
Escaping the reality.

Looking at the kids
My heart beats faster than the bullet
As I look at your picture
In my treasure box's closet.

Then my wife whispered to me,
"Hunny, who is she?"
I said she is an ex giflfriend
Who cheated me nasty

As my wife and I are alone
She asked me, "why?"
I wrote this poem,
And I almost died.

Then I woke up again
Realizing it was just another dream;
I've found my 26 year old self
Decided to empty this bin

A bin full of trash
From memories who hurted my home
My heart and my brain woke up
Feeling pained and all alone.
Art in my head is dying and the passion is hanging in the hole of a needle.
Apr 2016 · 640
Doneys
Jowlough Apr 2016
Disgusted by choice I've made
Why I've spent time on you all,
You've squeeze the giver in me
And juiced my mistakes to fall.

Your minds are troubled
Stinking with drama and negativism
Gossipers of the universe
Narcissists of your own realms

And you did not see the benefits
The takes you have tooked,
As you circle you own galaxies
Far too righteous flukes.

Self centered tendencies
Never dwelled on the company,
Because you all are selfish
Self centered tyrannies.
Mar 2016 · 1.9k
A Man's Ego
Jowlough Mar 2016
A man's ego is a thick wall
Covering his vulnerable soul,
Protects him from shivering
From the outside cold.

It is his coach, and his captain
As well as his life's  good coach,
Protecting the his exteriors
From his fragility he never boasts.

As soft as the clouds wandering
Through the dust of the city life,
Same as the careful veins
Embedded in a womans' soft heart.

Snugged in his vicious tongue
With every word in his gauntlet
Warming his soul away
From any dark and cold blankets.

Like diamonds you try to dismantle
And see him break at once,
As he snaps to put the pieces back
But the cracks can't be undone.
Jan 2016 · 511
A Poem for my brothers
Jowlough Jan 2016
As far as your day goes,
Troubles will lure around the corner.
Timed to test your metals,
Ignite your mind to open
Towards a kind shower of ideas
Utilizing IQ and EQ in balance.
Defining your character in crisis
Empowering calm decision and basis.
Jowlough Jan 2016
These legs are built for running
And these eyes are not to see,
And the heart has tendencies,
We run away and never keep.

As it all strives hard to evade,
Away from everyone at all cost;
Making a spectrum of a distance,
Running away but never lost.

And every step is a journey,
it touched hearts I say indeed,
But everytime it moved forward,
It steps on an ego that pleads.

For this heart can never be a home
To bear fruits of your likeness,
Nor to endure a pattern of pain,
It shall forever remain free.

And these feet will remain running
From all the debris of the past,
Leaving a trail of unsurpassed legacy
In an alien like cemented cast.

And these eyes are focused every time,
As if it never was,
Dilating at occasional times
But never losing grasp.

There are eyes that see across
And there are ones who see the good,
But I'm not one to see,
The world's cruel and rude.

As the eyes, feet and heart
Will never be tamed and stationed,
Pointed at a target
Passion is the king.

And I will keep on running away my dear,
And you keep on being at my side;
I guess that's the way it goes,
And there are eyes that are just blind.
Jan 2016 · 580
Shining Light
Jowlough Jan 2016
Your bassy voice
that grunges on all ears
across the long hallway

Your feline mantra
Through your themed party
Slices to my butterflied stomach.

Paralleled by your charm,
infinitely looping in
through sweet spoken words.

Shining through
your bright shimmering light
reflecting to your flowery skirt,

As you entered the room
your glance and down cast stare
makes me feel the thirst.

for your never existing touch
your caress and feelings
in my dream, in reverse.

for your face that brightens us
is misunderstood through your words
that face, launched ships plus a curse.
Jan 2016 · 560
Modern day crook options
Jowlough Jan 2016
Worked hard for the money
But I ain't digging no dough,
I planted precious seeds
With my bare hand plough.

A scattered debris lost in wilderness,
Like a shipwreck in an open breeze.
You only remember my face
When you've consumed your cheese.

This credo is much draining
And understanding is lost page,
You only have your struggles in stories
And you don't cared on my fate.

having true to words and promises
Is a long lost line in your books
I am oppressing the evil
Ideas of the modern day crooks.
Jan 2016 · 1.3k
The Fur
Jowlough Jan 2016
She's a clumsy feline,
A producer of selective shivers
In sheer long glares she gives
Untimely soul feelers.

Which creeps through my bones
Since the last days of winter,
A clutched wanter of deeds,
In an almost sold properties.

She dusts me with her coat
Golden as the sweet summer sun,
Brewing my sleepy dull senses
Like a good coffee and a bun.

For I have told her factually
That these eyes are mere blinded,
But the instincts are sharpened
From the good old days I've reminded.

Come home again, she invited,
To the capital of hope and romances.
As she metals in and moans in discreet,
Then blast me with a little furry treat.
Jan 2016 · 469
Obsession
Jowlough Jan 2016
Ride against the waves of impunity,
You little fugitive of your own debts
Carry your despaired thoughts,
Happiness in scarcity.

In sin and in doubt of own mind
Join the mob of your clumsiness.
Waving goodbyes are too dim,
Too blurred and dimmed to be blessed.

As you face your cloaked enemies
All of them you see, are not clapping.
On the side of your observant eye
As you flourish your winnings.

As you beg for your emotions
To come back like a rebel child
Wandering through this black night
But not forgotten inside.

As you thirst for more of you
In your own catastrophic guessing,
What a wild turn around it is,
Ah, Unpredictably obsessing.
******* all
Nov 2015 · 894
Delicious
Jowlough Nov 2015
It's so delicious, I can almost taste,
A cumbersome feeling you copied and paste
like a feel of new shoes on a Monday laze
like a new washed car on an evening without haze.
'Tis penetrating your throat like menthol candy trace
curing your soreness while you tie your pretty lace.
It's like you're an attorney and you've won your case,
like a long and harsh run and exhausting chase.
It's near and you know you've almost conquered base,
as you sip your favorite soda in haze
while underneath the sheet of stars you gaze
as you seek for the path to this boring maze.
Slowly crawling  or extremely fast paced,
I still cannot seem to forget your beautiful face.
Aug 2015 · 573
People with placards
Jowlough Aug 2015
I'm battling a dead horse
Carrying steps like a wet noodle.
Slipping past on metal spikes
wounded and blood gargled.

Jumping on hurdles of fire
whispering a silent prayer,
Carrying a bag of hopeful beans,
Forced blinded on constraints aside.

As you slide ferociously without worries
without a natural glide and momentum,
your eyes tucked to my skinny soul
melting mine, through your serum

Hear the roar of butterflies,
dwelling on your stuffed stomach.
stinging on the walls of your intestine
As you give scissors to my rock.

As you shower me with humble options,
you've opt to show me your parts,
As I'm waiting for your affirmation
with your ******* people and placards
Aug 2015 · 1.4k
Homeless Skunk
Jowlough Aug 2015
I'm a homeless skunk
wandering in the jungle.
dwelling in bushes and trees
shrugging to make a living.

I don't have a place called home,
Running and sick of pleasing.
I won't eat dinner
because I'm not one in the listing.

I don't have a private space
to store my valuable belongings
Neither nor for rest,
where an old sofa is my bedding.

Hard work and passion isn't an issue
and I crave for good sleep.
Peanut is what I got
During month ends and second week

I'm in a big hole of trouble
but I'm not backing off.
Problems are a common thing
when you're in a sliding *****.

Say, There is a *** of gold
in a little powder shed of understanding.
when fixing of the broken cracks,
is needing much help and pleading

And I lost a lot of friends,
but gained a few that's real,
Skunks themselves wandering
looking for a home and a heal.
Aug 2015 · 440
Poppish
Jowlough Aug 2015
You've infested the area
with unimaginable metaphors
lingering on those dull one liners,
and pop cultured influences.

This is not the place for your magoa,
for your scriptures are bold and bared.
I see, the trials in your world of context,
but never in the state of livsnjutare
Aug 2015 · 910
Clingy
Jowlough Aug 2015
She is a ball of energy,
constantly releasing affection,
like a silver lining,
and a "good morning" sunshine
that makes a wooden face rise
among the ocean of faceless strangers,
independent ranger.
I need someone like her now,
but finding another is never an option.
A lone light in shivering winter,
the weather's windy,
steady, clingy.
Jul 2015 · 587
An inspiring poem
Jowlough Jul 2015
Drinking cans of coke
makes you insanely, bloat
because I remember I am still a human
who's down and broke

When you find it a hard time
pleasing and doing sugarcoat.
on stuff and things you hate
when your up considering the goat.

As you rise and float
until you get extremely choked,
you hit the cold waters
down cold and get madly soaked

When no one cares even a poke
you see yourself holding a smoke
realizing and learning,
Your life is a big joke
Jul 2015 · 521
The stranger
Jowlough Jul 2015
She looks at me
Like a wandering maverick
Exploring my soul
Through the stems of my retina.

Travelling to my body
Through the feel of my pulse,
As she grasped my hand
Lingering on bold emotions

Baffled with blurred questions;
Peceptions nor judgement
Was never clear and printed
Vague intentions.

Softly spoken words
On a gloomy bipolar weather
With a cup of brewed happiness,
Yes, we are strangers.
Jul 2015 · 722
Let's call this a day
Jowlough Jul 2015
She hits the dancefloor
Like an immortal demigod
Shining from the mob,
Like an oil from the blood

Her moves got something
Or is it the whisky's blink?
She stares and get conservative
Downcast eyed she links.


While I am observing
From two seats a far.
I saw the light, the rainbows end,
*** of gold in a jar.
Jul 2015 · 440
Photograph
Jowlough Jul 2015
She still dwells in me
In all the songs I sing
The melodies I hum
Brings joy from within.

The feeling she gave me
Never fade, nor left me.
In my darkest hours
In months and years.

Distance is taking its toll
Daily I seek for her light,
drinking a cup of coffee
While our shoulders are aligned

Inside of me there's a part of her
That never fades away.
A short but fruitful company,
Incomparable I must say

Staying up late again,
Time flies in a snap.
I found myself again
Looking at your photograph.

Drenched in grief
I know you and I is just a dream
Holding and kissing her lips
Is a sanctuary I cannot redeem.
Jul 2015 · 376
plergicalesxo
Jowlough Jul 2015
Things that you usually commend,
are slowly changing directions
like the opposed northern winds,
brewed coffee beans.
are all gone.
gone, all, with the gust.
In this storm you now resist,
in which we use to face,
the poison together we taste,
were all mere memories from the past
lingering in the back of your head,
like a bomb waiting to explode
and it corrodes,
Ill advised road,
you took not to defend,
but to have resistance you bend
this thing we have established,
through the long years.
we stood together,
deteriorating through indecisions,
you put your rules to mission
the walls we have long built
are now struggling to stand still,
as we crawl, and save this
watched by your apprentice,
until all of these are flashed back,
as I think of our last kiss.
Things you write on rainy days. #plergicalesxo
Jun 2015 · 469
Pawn Pit
Jowlough Jun 2015
I need an antedote
To cure my desire
A need to be accepted
A metal to the fire.
To refine and sharpen,
A sword that is once mighty.
Aligning my bearings
Debts that was once empty.
Yes, I am empty.
I realized I am a lost man,
Striving badly in a jungle,
Of misery and expectations,
Actualizations,
Theories i suppose to give
Than to choke
And I am fed
By my own pride
While wandering
And seeking for the light
Half dead, struggling
Grasping. Enough.
Life
Mar 2015 · 681
Flint
Jowlough Mar 2015
It's been a long and lonely daylight.
There was nothing but the sun
Then you came and lit my sadness apart
With your bubbly smile.

Darling you don't have to tell me,
Just a signal and it's done.
I don't really know the reason you exist,
But tell me it's worth your while.

But tell me it's worth your while.
I never really know
if we can get a conversation
but every bit of you makes me high

It's been a long and fruitful friendship
I'm heading north, you're going east.
But you know that I will never forget,
that our times have got you high.
3/2/15
Feb 2015 · 559
Inside the Judge's mind
Jowlough Feb 2015
I dwell in the places,
Where I feel your presence.
the pages you've written
is still etched in transcendence.

Seeking for your aura
my ways are your equivalent.
bounds and gates are raised
despite of our perfect blend.

The way you stared into my soul
sweeps away the dark clouds in heaven.
I badly want to know you more
time spent with you is what I am needing.

Despite of the dark clouds forming
your hands waved them all apart,
I am screaming from the inside waiting
for our time to shine and leave our mark.

And I just told my own self
That I never get tired writing about you,
Despite of the distance and cold air
You are still the one I'm coming back to.

Even 'though there is nothing I would get
I am still seeking for your light
and deceive my self that I am still in this,
waiting to see our time take its bite.
2-27-2015 #jcjuatco
Nov 2014 · 596
5 Minutes
Jowlough Nov 2014
Your punches slipping into my shoulders
bold and emotions filled, ******,
as I am craving for your soul
longing for your honesty
that smile you give me
fuels my compassion
Oh, good sight of art.
a shimmering light,
now I'm in a flight.
your fair warmth,
I need, tonight.
(c) 2014 jcjuatco 11.28.14
Nov 2014 · 580
Probe
Jowlough Nov 2014
Of all the failed attempts
Of reaching you from a far
I am still keeping your words
Your visions still kept in a jar.

As I swept my dust off
My heavy and pained shoulders.
Still your soul fuels me within,
To continue seeking your wonder.

To stand still in this journey
Looking up to your vague light
As I wish for ray of answers,
From nowhere out of sight.
11.26.14 (c) jcjuatco
Jowlough Sep 2014
She puts her mind
Into a state of independence
Never needing anything
From no one

Above the cloud She soars
And took the hearts of many,
Carrying the weight
Of the uneven

Stars have fallen on this love
Reasons to leave is all you have.
But never you forget,
The same, reasons why you've stayed.


The secret recipe
She makes for life is worth it
She never wore her make up
For her sadness.

A sudden glimpse of all the shadows
You are burdened
As she brushed her hair
Away from her shoulders

*The sun have shined on this love
Reasons to leave is all you have.
One thing you should know.
Everything must come to an end.
(c) jcjuatco 9.24.14
Sep 2014 · 656
Them young guns
Jowlough Sep 2014
Believe in your self, young gun,
you are built to survive.
You have the skills to get through
the guts to take the dive.

Questions have been present,
from day one 'them thrown.
your mind is your arsenal,
and body is the dome.

Trust your instincts my friend
though history is a dark world,
fluxes you can seek
Fear is for the weak.

You are a warrior of your own
Never surrender your faith.
Enemies are just lurking
Blend, sublimate.

Time heals and build,
sharpens your knife;
Fill your cup of wisdom
as tomorrow ticks another life.

As bullets have been dodged,
as you heal your worst wounds,
come you shy sunrise
and let thy fruits bloom.
Sep 2014 · 555
I shouldn't be calling you
Jowlough Sep 2014
I shouldn't be calling you
well we haven't got that far.
all those facts you've known,
signals are diminished and stopped

Your silence is killing
you're presence is unseen,
you've marked the days in your calendar
and I am not part of your key wins,

You've deleted my number
in your phonebook and probably your mind,
memories are just shadows
of distractions and pure back draft

Did I just deleted you,
well my memorization is strong.
I wanted to transform you
and sing you a song,

Like a disguise of wise words
words of penned encouragements.
maybe some about love,
and my hidden admiration's bent.

It's a joyful mission
to let you hear,
even for a few precious minutes,
beside me without any fear.

And I love to see you again,
talk about random things you say.
sing songs we try
and find time to take.

I just miss you
more than anything in the world
But I'm that snob or shy
but I'm adjusting my chords

So this is love,
or we're just too lazy to come out our shells?
playing the sweet note's too obvious,
But I hope you can ring some chime's and bells.
9-4-2014 Tired
May 2014 · 573
You got the stakes
Jowlough May 2014
Talk to me
when I'm drunk
I might give you a chance
Instigate, give the money
so we both understand

hand in hand
I will do what you say,
you take the gun.
oh boy, not today.

Get in the van
show me what you got.
before the policemen
caught us in the act.

If joy is what you seek
scratch the nibbles in your sleeves.
now tell me the diff'rence
when you take what you give.

You got the stakes
from within what you sweat
now take me where it leads to baby
don't fret.
May 2014 · 526
Bid
Jowlough May 2014
Bid
They say pride is on top
but please fight for your spot.
you may be the best of today
but tomorrow's we never got.

We want to see the flame,
I see you've burnt your last gas,
Please don't assume a lifetime
because all things should pass.

Just when I wanted to sustain,
I want to lit up my desire;
But nowadays never I see
how you want to keep up this fire.

I don't see it anymore,
No efforts have been made;
Your peak had reached its comfort zone
to my highest dismay.

Come you little sunshine,
No one wants a change of keeps
but the way the show runs,
makes me release my grip.

I wish for a change,
as we all wish a brighter mood;
Let's work this now,
or end this for good.
Fin.No
May 2014 · 563
Brain-washed
Jowlough May 2014
Are you really happy to see?
what your eyes cannot see
and feel the grasp
of someone's touch,
freeing your soul
from the slick depths
of your inner sadness,
murmuring humble spirit
seeking inside calmness.
Wishing to live
another long day,
living the life you aren't,
Doing things you don't own
scenes you never deserve
never a funny credit
to save one's face.
never a castaway nor a stranger
give, tie someone else laces.

And Inside your mind
You're waiting for the light,
the light of your intervention
A lost love mourned.
The light that was waived
by some spiritual divine forces,
submerged inside the inner creases,
of your bright and big brain.

Pain, you slaved my kind.
silenced my intentions
whined my plans and actions,
you've changed, I see.
people change, be free.
choices are splendid you see,
hurt and pride never flees
Now, Go and I will let you be.
Jowlough Apr 2014
All you got are gems,
yet you seek for its scratches,
you view the flaws,
you don't see value it carries.

You seek for imperfections,
not realizing your baggage.
you give us the money,
and ***** works, we engage.

You give funny excuses
in times of despair and hope.
blame the lacking of things
in our system you've taught.

while you sit pretty
in your lucrative suede chair,
waiting for good old results
as if we've cared.

you breakdown from panic
blaming game you tend to impose.
well you show us a class act
In the level of the kingdom horse.

You never really cared
you care only for your jewels
praising is your rare grail
making the boys ring their own bells.
Apr 2014 · 364
My dearest friend.
Jowlough Apr 2014
I long to see you tonight
my dearest friend.
just, when pain and I were never strangers
and my happy thoughts are bent.
See me through your blazing eyes
your soul, I am always amazed
my beliefs, your stare from a far,
makes my senses awake.

I hope I have a chance to get,
a portion of your most precious time,
to talk about poems and verses
hymns we used to rhyme.
Just give us a moment
your call, your running time;
every second and every touch.
     you're the lone comfort,
     In my daily grind.
Mar 2014 · 1.0k
Underpaid
Jowlough Mar 2014
I want to draw the line,
and move on to greener fields;
I want to leave everything I have
and start new foundations to build.

I am sick of the system,
despite of the efforts that was seen;
being one of the soldiers
losing battles, I redeem.

I have nothing against you people
but my resource feels un-blessed,
equality is unexplainable
until you give up your kindness.

Bonds you wished to retain
are welcomed by abusive strains,
of guilt and forgiveness
in the back of your heart, blamed

untamed and rebellious
but still you manage to handle,
the fairness you wished for
your puke that you've gargled

until the last blame
becomes a memory of the past;
you wake up tomorrow
doing those same old task.
Feb 2014 · 599
She does not weep
Jowlough Feb 2014
She does not weep
From the sadness she bares
In her eyes you will see
What she's made of.

When she spanked all her fears
From the day that she knew
All the pleasure she seeked
Was unreal.

Can you take me again
To the place that we met
Where a good company
Is what you're needing

All the rules that you broke
Was all gone with the wind
All that left was a joke
In our memories

Til' the last drop of wine
Slipping inside your throat
Then you'll realize this love
Fades never.

When you've thought it's the end,
And you're ready to leave.
You'll be finding yourself
Back to the start.
Jan 2014 · 519
Sudden Grief
Jowlough Jan 2014
Let me peek through your soul
The odds are in your favor.
you, slayer of strong hearts.
just go and let your senses savor.

Time had took its grief,
for me and your company.
we have ours to share and call,
don't go in melancholy.

For you are worth it,
as the sun shines every morning.
we call ourselves and rise up,
from the south, it's where you're bearing.

Worry no more circumstances,
you have been blessed with warrior-like heart
Never will I forget
I am saddened on how we will part.

Short spanned memories
will be remembered until old age,
remembering these stories
Keeps my heart in a cage
Dec 2013 · 599
She is running
Jowlough Dec 2013
She is always running
from what the world has to offer
instincts she trusts
spirits and lessons to ponder.

She's so strong
and she does not play the cards,
so strong and free
that he makes the life of boys go hard.

Her defenses are upright
with will to prioritize her wonders.
a wall high as heavens,
beliefs that cannot be shattered

A million salute to her ways
and she knows some day it  pays.
she's a strong woman for keeps,
a rare kind, gentle but silently weeps.

She is running away
from the love that sips her life points.
running away and away
from the perfect, with her knowable decoys

Stepping backwards
but I can see the barricade's almost done.
but I don't want to spoil another spirit
so I will let this go. flee, and gone.
Dec 2013 · 728
Thank you for understanding
Jowlough Dec 2013
Until my last cigar burns,
I turn my head to the other.
without knowing my instincts,
thank you for your understanding.

Until the last drop of this whisky
punches its way through.
imperfections I make.
but you do not see though.

Until the last appreciation was said.
until my last order you are not following.
so, to whom it will cherish?
thank you for your understanding.

Until my last affection fluctuates.
to the rules you are still not listening.
I might release you from this cage,
Thank you for understanding.
Dec 2013 · 488
Passer by
Jowlough Dec 2013
I looked on the walls
just a passer by.
reflection of your imagery
is nearer as it gets.

far away from peripherals
Expecting a sudden peek
a burst of emotions
everytime our eyes meet.

in my mind i say hello,
and in yours i heard your greeting.
we talk through our gaze
and our heart's constant beatings

meetings and short outings
attentions not be given?
I do not need you now
but your eyes is what i'm looking.

I never needed someone
but I'm attached and locked.
a step away from this
hurts and gives me cuts

never will I need
but I value our attachments.
never a real value;
oh yes. you, a hidden sentiment.
Nov 2013 · 637
Lost
Jowlough Nov 2013
Right now still I am missing
all the things that circles in you
each time I thought I could be on my own
I'll step back, I'm longing for you.
As I sit here, thinking those moments
all these words came crashing through.
I know it translated but somehow, It is you.

I am alone in this cold freezing night
feels like, I'm out of sight.
I'm with you; It's true.

Lost feels like I'm lost,
Since you've been gone, my love.
Lost feels like I'm lost,
Since you've been gone, my love.

Right now, still I am searching
for that sweet serenity.
each time I thought I can be on my own
I'll step back, Longing for you.
as I sit here, Thinking those times
I know that the glory is mine.
I know it translated but somehow, it's you.

I am alone in this cold freezing night
feels like, I'm out of sight.
I'm with you; It's true.

Lost feels like I'm lost,
Since you've been gone, my love.
Lost feels like I'm lost,
Since you've been gone, my love.
Oct 2013 · 539
Verses
Jowlough Oct 2013
Eyes that shines
honest smiles you show.
gives me shivers,
verses of your songs;

My rejoice,
my haven unfolds,
through short minute outings
you release me from this cold.

Without any attachments
we dwell on happiness,
as we wipe out the dark,
of all, you're the best

To stand out among them
clear heart you gave,
we talk, we spill,
the love you save.

Your voice in my dreams,
coming from nowhere.
let me be your sanctuary,
through the stories we share.

Will there be a time,
Knowing future is untold;
you tell me what's next,
well I really don't know.
Oct 2013 · 796
Perfect man
Jowlough Oct 2013
You are my best trophy,
my prized possession.
proud and vocal,
my lone and superb inspiration

my only satellite,
drifting over my succumb thoughts;
Emptying spots and vague knots,
unveiled and secretly caught.

Take charge my sweet,
we are winners on our own.
I walk at a fast phase,
running my own unique race,

To taste, and sip
into the wine of victor.
Understand and open free,
minds we need to filter.

We dance, we travel,
paralleled and remarkably adjacent,
come and join my winnings
it's us, our present.

I'll be with you at the top
we'll stay with reasons.
stay with my triumphs,
me, your obsession.

I need your dominance,
my deepest pleasures,
we lead and keep up,
love we cannot measure.

Hoping you're with me,
with full understanding,
I am no other man
never used to losing.

I need to be pleased,
as I please you;
stay on the skyline,
and feast on my resource.

I am a man, eccentric,
a pillar at my right,
visionary may seem,
but making my own light.

I am high value
And I want no *****.
Let us face the world as one,
and make me a sandwich.
Oct 2013 · 2.1k
Ferris wheeling
Jowlough Oct 2013
Ferris wheeling on a weekend night
flying, open minds out of sight.
Puff and round, and whistle bombs
are throwing back some mem'ries
now we're going back to the start.

and they're dancing at night time
and your taking a bite.
now you're seeing the purpose of your life
lies and deceptions arise.

Now you're showing some love to me
and it's making us free
see the stars come shining down you see,
what you mean to me.

Ferris wheeling on a weekend night
flying high in an open sky.
Ferris wheeling on a weekend night
flying high with an open mind.
Oct 2013 · 726
Absorption and immunity
Jowlough Oct 2013
I'll let you accuse
whisper me goodbye.
use me and diffuse,
go ahead, I will not cry.

I will stand still,
and still try,
never a quitter once,
but I know how to untie.

You never meant to forget,
what was us in the start.
but your ways keeps me fly away.
towards a broken heart.

Heart's stronger than lion's
but I bid to give a hand wave,
Absorbing as much pain
waiting nothing, nothing to save.
Oct 2013 · 856
Carry your bones
Jowlough Oct 2013
carry your bones
all alone to your throne
never needing help all along
shoulder the weight
you dictate on your own,
you **** us with the gun in your tongue.

you spread and you get
demerit's all you bet.
the gold is in your hands my friend

We run and we hide
own victory's on the side
the crown is in your head, my friend.

carry your bones
with your army unknown
guide our decisions until gone.
shoulder that weight
you say you drive our fate
we are the frail followers
blood and sweat, merits you take
Oct 2013 · 562
Late call
Jowlough Oct 2013
Tired bones, from his killing mouth
tell her more lies before we could start.
right here we are united but time is still,
expectations of choke, inner voices makes me ill.

Save me, dead from this outer despair;
summon our faiths until united and bared.
we sail into oceans with nothing but gut,
pushed by our will, until our backs are laid flat.

Heavy eyed, we tried to get rest,
tomorrow is still open, do we really need this test?
brutal facts we've accepted, until our credibility lapses,
stages have avoided, why we still have gaps?

Save me, dead from this outer despair;
summon our faiths until united and bared.
we sail into oceans with nothing but gut,
pushed by our will, until our backs are laid flat.
Sep 2013 · 1.0k
I met a girl
Jowlough Sep 2013
She's all frail and gone, gone is the mood.
She's all frail  gone, gone is the mood.
without further notice and touch,
Done and dull, gone for good.

I met a new girl, waiting to be loved.
I met a bad, bad, bad girl, waiting to be loved.
She's the new girl in the neighborhood.
And I want a some new blood.

I was horribly trapped, caught in my own deeds,
trapped with my own, back-stabbed,  caught in my own deeds.
Burdened with this new love,
with this bad, bad girl, in my dreams.
Sep 2013 · 600
Burgage
Jowlough Sep 2013
Werewolves lurking
following that brown jacket,
sniffing, wandering stare,
how incredible that sight is.

low keyed, yet, admirable
humming hymns you ought to hear.
dancing stars and planets,
Can I dig on you and see?

through your ****** soils,
I want to mark my footprints,
Your desert I'll travel,
I will hike to your greens

Keen and soft cuddles,
I whisper to your ear,
Dwelling peacefully
without tied knots and mugs of beer.

A place of crossed roads
and pedestrian lanes,
and our primary transportation
is riding a train.

Midnight occasions
we used to spend.
transforms into sightings
That smile you bend.

You lend, carelessly,
when hearts are broken.
sing something good,
a sign of relief, mend.

Gaze at my artwork,
you free me from this cage,
my sanctuary and home
Living free, without a wage.

Let me stay for a while,
Ah, Resource bounty,
healthy ambiance and fields.
Now you can't see me, worthy?
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