Blowing eastern winds
refresh the trees and flowers,
hear the breeze, flourish.

rain faced, bright sunshine
enlightens our spirits.
ah, green and nourished*.

















.

I need a place to release this angst,
without harming a soul,
without reloading this gun.
If I had one.

Dying the whole day
bleeding, without earphones to pull,
with angry pulse beating like hell
Kept words keeping my cool.

Enduring sick people
overshadowing my pride and ego,
over thinking the moment
between staying and letting go.

Between satisfaction and odds
you did not ever imagined,
Called all the demons
stuck and still, doing nothing but aging.

Tired of this junkyard
cannons are waiting to be lit,
now enter explicit thoughts
biting teeth and hideous grit

That subtle taste
of your love and affection,
was common at first,
but you've proved your possessions
through spirit and presence,
Admiring all of your visions,
missions we cater,
Like a striking viper,
you know what you wanted,
all this time,
your hair, scented.
lovely as the stars,
your eyes makes me melted
when I am wasted
you unhatched my other side
making me free
unleashed, no rules we abide.
to love one another,
is our promise to keep,
we leap, we soar,
we are what we give.
you see my soul,
while I see yours,
my dearest,
always a chase.
this is for keeps,
my one and only grace.

Oh, that honest smile you got from a text message
you drinker of malty beverage.
you swam into your so called religious cage,
rage, as you never engage
constituted in the same page
the law of your anger gauge
dismayed; in your skirt that is more of a beige.
while you tell stories about your wage
proving nothing, ever as we age.
cleavage, you show while upstage
so you now project that image?
faith flows in a drainage.
increased sagging comes with heavy usage.

Words briskly picked
from the fruits of your memoirs,
galloping air you forcibly breathe
the music you hear, the colours you see.
the hymns you appreciate,
shows traces of wonderland,
the hints and pieces
ah, superficial paradise.
Now you tell me stories
I'd ought to focus and listen,
As I see the snap of your fingers
Loud words and Whispers,
vines and wrapped my heart
without any given reasons,
you provoke and attest,
Your hideous mission.
to capture and get,
Slaved by your intentions,
with peace and love,
through your life lessons.
You've given grip
through friendship and company.
I will raise this glass
for our uncharted destiny.

Leaving this message
to the sky and sea,
leaving without signals,
to the thunder, the clouds,
the vague sky above.
wandering eye,
your hair I admire.
I see you everywhere
up to the stars at night.
this tears,
endless like a river
flowing towards
something better,
I am a seeker,
Maybe I am lost.
distrust and indecision
Love is the cost

Do you see the sun now
My dearest joy.
gazing at those chinese eyes
mysterious as if never told.

Pure love you offered
is silenced by this vague situation,
yet honest as the birds,
flying towards undying affection.

Kindness flowing like river,
pours into your pure heart,
words as keen and hand picked
gentle from the start.

Beauty as everyone sees,
untouched but educated.
I hope the best of things
kindness returns uncompensated.

As you believe in me
Now our ways could be parted.
but your memories will always remain
your values that is heart felted.

Time to reflect now
have we stayed on the verge of our victory?
pain is relative and constant,
makes us down and weary.

Wounded but fighting,
why ******* this good day sunshine.
pain makes us shift paths
from this point to another side.

Changing and running,
efforts you've given are diffused.
now you're mad again to the world,
hurt is the catalyst you abuse.

When you want change
but you give awe by playing the same hits
over and over, your ill advised murmurs,
are hiding in your ego and ****.

Don't blame people leaving,
******* your attitude mister.
We are high and rebellious as ****
face your kind future sinister.

These are the defining times
where you keep asking yourself why?
when the odds are all in the opposite,
and the love you need puts you aside.

When you seek for stars
but the sky only gives you dark clouds
rumbling but still you are expectant,
second guessing and wishing for the sun.

Times of denial and expectations
grinds you deep in your metal heart;
Stoked and horribly stagnant,
mourning your own so called home in the dark.

These are times of believing,
pleading for time, hope and the sky
when you find yourself strong,
asking yourself, why?

thrown and half dead,
efforts are lost in your own eyes,
grief and lost time with the odds,
still, founding oneself asking, why?

What could be found in this note,
Mostly a goodbye?
When a tiring knee waved a flag
And your bones are tired.

Depression is poison
Superiors are just hard to abide.
Unappreciated by your blood like,
What more pain can you hide?

I am sick of the system,
Reaching the threshold of my faith
Waving hand drowned and dying
Smiles we fake.

When they don't see enough
No one understands and listen.
The good is buried ,deep
Soul is badly beaten

Ego is destroyed,
No one knows your value.
Until you're gone,
They all love you.

Move me when you're stagnant,
I benefit through your stare.
your eyes are brilliant
and you're unaware.

Choose me when you're high,
when you have options everywhere
over him, over them.
as If we don't care.

Choose me when you're drunk
when laughter sheds tears,
when you're all over,
music you want to here.

Move me when you're down.
I'll be the key,
I am strange,
as everyone sees.

Night shifts into jet black
city escapes
if it's not insanity,
we don't have an answer at stake.

this product of you and me
was never an accident.
love at its peak
signaling and S.O.S.

you've bought me in a surface.
we don't now yet.
analog fluctuations I wanted
you and I cant forget.

Sanctions we break,
with metal palms we punch.
limitations act as walls
our thirst  keeps me quenched.

My passion, your fire.
will get us above the wires
ambiguous insights to the past.
Passion and fire, you ignite.

The road that paved way,
To pure hearts that is guided by light.
Gave way to the love,
That is unbreakable by rights.

And it cuts to feel inferior,
To hear the stories and build events,
When all you have is your passion,
This music tears your heart to pieces.

A sudden feeling of vague insecurity,
Tortured heart ventilated through puff of smoke.
To know you are the most opposite,
Tendencies  your mind notes.

Standing on my own
My mind rushes ideas no one wants.
Killing thy self with fires,
Playing music yourself cannot dance.

Memories and scripts,
Realized and clearly intertwined.
Can't wait any long
Left alone and tired.

Heart is wounded and broken,
The stories are heard.
Funny how the one you love most
Is the only person your tears deserves.

Words vaguely hidden
inside a woman's heart.
has depth and camouflaged
feelings kept aside.

Possible Happiness
a noble man subsides,
chivalrous as given.
Kept thoughts and play blind.

Cold cloud we feel
are kept with out most intentions.
to free our souls wrapped from grief
and unwanted strings of tension

Obstacles we face
apprehensions we self drive;
Time is inevitably given,
through this pain we slide.

We need to cancel out
what is not right,
fight bureaucracy
put frustrations aside.
we are machines,
emotions barred and hidden;
what holds us is our internals
life as it happens.
Never blame someone for you disposition
move your rocks and go ahead.
life as you know and understand
is a deep jungle,
tomorrow may surprise us
a never ending sequel.
direct your feelings
towards a path,
where you are the leader,
untie your own knot.
your losses are not world's stress
instead you're on your own,
be at your best,
lead your life as it grows.
attitude's essential,
either you get the green light,
or get stagnant,
draw your fate at your own hands
pick your pieces and fragments,
help yourself
True Friends are just hard to find.
Given, Reality kills
deep from the inside.
Uninvited,
but still fighting blind.

We hit the road
without early notice.
sun had risen,
roads are wet.

Instant trippings,
with favorite friends.
only good vibrations
we drive to city ends.

we ride under the sun,
but the clouds are knocking,
the bid of rain
the skies we're looking

Remembering good times,
tummies full and bloated.
Funny how time flies
impurities are there, but melted.

Body's tired, deformed sitting in a couch.
Restless like a hungry wolf
Thoughts fly high like a kite
Embodied in a night so dull.

Ideas swarming all over
Like a fork slicing a chocolate cake.
Mind murdered in a state of coma
Bigger and bolder risks are at stake.

When you're drowned in your own mind
you gasp your mouth, you suffocate;
Life as it is, it happens
You choose what you make or break.

Just as when you've thought you're done
You did what is expected of you;
All reverts back to the starting line,
Another set of gazillion challenges to do.

All this time I've been staying late,
I see through your light,
Dancing in my tired, blamed,
Resting mind.

Never a second passed
Without your saved glimpse I cherish most.
I think of you always,
It's this sweet victor I toast,

Despite of the distance,
The miles and the times we're apart,
Love is felt, glows,
And shines throughout the night.

Covering up uncertainties
I want to kiss farewell and goodbye,
Wishing to feel your embrace
Next to mine.

I wish I can make you feel this kiss,
From where you lay down your bones,
A goodnight bliss,
A sweet midnight toast.

I hope we can share the night.
Hug you through these words I wrote,
Right now I'm hoping for your comfort,
I'll be thinking of you til' the time I woke

Despite of the stress and hassle of the day,
The sun rays and sweat,
Thankful to have your company,
I will love you until my last breathe.

Through the stars and sun
I am looking at you.
Everyday when I open my eyes,
I'm hoping that you'll get through

your day should be good,
no worries should I get?
Wishing you all the best
in this life you can bet.

I hope you beat all this sickness
all this jungle are to offer.
**** the bad vibrations,
all of your problems will be over.

For I am nowhere
and all I want is your true victor.
in all your endeavors
I will be with you, I am your mentor.

Please stay happy.
I am just here a call away.
all I need is a happy you
to complete my busy day.

Don't mind my scope and territories
I can manage to pull out my pawns.
all that matters to me is your outlook,
positivity will bring charm.

Please take my heart with you,
whenever we are away.
I wish my soul would look up to you
to keep you good and okay.

Get well.

You've taught me not to forget you
by forgetting me.
by ignoring my failed attempts
in reaching your ****** territories.
by splitting my heart into two.
you've effortlessly pulled the plug,
you treat me like an canine
who's sleeping on the rug.
you make me wait forever
as if there's forever.
you've taught me to be patient,
a one way ticket giver.
Heart's crushed and mind's free.
You've taught me to leave you cold
by leaving me

Whenever you're feeling down.
You just need a clown.
to release you from frown.
living in this wicked town.
to mask your loneliness,
to free up your heavy bones.
mesmerize you in pure bliss,
in his talkative humorous tones.
to tickle your thoughts,
and pass through your worries.
to make you feel at home,
inhibitions will be buried.
with this magical tricks
the medicinal antics.
talents he mastered and shared
jokes you found candid.
never a single dull moment,
a clown is all you need.
happiness that a friend, acquaintance,
or lover can never give

I will never stand,
in your spotlight again,
attitude is the villain
you and me cannot blend.

passed the wicked road,
you are trying to route.
Gave you things freely
reached as far as I could

but nothing has changed,
you did nothing did you?
time flew so fast
it left us down and horribly blue.

Please do not consider me
in your vision most likely,
I am dead and sinful,
I will look for better opportunities.

Grinded with feelings
that is nurtured to slide a *****.
never a positive outing.
ideas you promote

Killed my inner soul
Knowing I've stereotyped your kind.
Who would love to prolong this,
Stop this, You're Undoubtedly blind.

Shortened by your own expectations
to a son, whose a workhorse.
who's under the shade of others,
ill and hidden under the rocks.

Under dog they say
does not brag any stellar milestone he's been in,
giving all the drastic efforts
but still gray and merely unseen.

Questioned himself
when he learned the term "black sheep"
Child in the heart, strong,
operates at his own risks.

of epic proportions and stars
he sees but only to himself,
hidden angst and questions to his own blood,
kept in the inner skirts of his chest.

A son, whose emerging,
underrated with his dreams.
a follower of the art
waiting until dawn, forever it seems.

We all feel insecure now and then,
even without infidelity lurking in the background.
We don't deal  with *******
but some people are just bullshitting in the background

People wear masks on standby, maximizing opportunities.
Just like crows waiting for the right time,
to attack and slip between lapses,
lapses you and I just don't mind.

I personally feel bad dealing with these thugs,
as if I have nothing against them,
I'm just having a hard time to hide and let them pass through
I'm always a giver in this game.

Forgive me if I'm this cold,
I'm a first timer to live in this house of odds.
I preach art and believer of reality
and I cannot easily hide my thoughts

Jealousy stings and hurt sometimes
and You have nothing to prove to me.
it is just the natural outside forces
that is is getting into my nerves, It kills me.

Dala na din ng pagod ako ay humandusay ng walang kaabog abog
Sa bangketang madumi, ang katawan ko ay pinabayaan.
Basa ng ulan, ang pag ubo'y walang alangan,
Hanggang sa muli, hanggang sa makasakay
Dala na din ng pagod sa pagkayod at hanap buhay
At pakikipagtunggali sa mundong walang tigil, puro tagay.
Ang pag aasam maging karaniwan at humanay
ay 'di mawaglit. Hindi parin labis na masanay.
Bakit nananatiling lumalaban sa tamis at pait?
Dala na din ng pagod, ay hindi man lang mkapag ahit.
Ang pagod na wari sa sabog na balbas ay di alintanang lumago,
Buhok na primitibo ay minsan 'di na mailitrato.
Sapagkat napakaraming bagay ang naikot sa isip,
Upang sarili ay ihuli at sadyang balewalain;
Dahil minsa'y di mapigil ang sariling takbo ng ideya,
Sa pagkain ng isip sa puso, minsan ikaw ay madidismaya.
Sapagkat ako ay tumatanda ng paabante
Na walang iniisip kundi ang mabilis at walang kasiguruhang bukas ,
Na walang oras man ang pwedeng malibre at mabakante.
Dala na din ng pagod ako'y biglang natuturete
sa ingay ng maduming palengke, sa mahal ng kuryente,
Sa araw araw na madugong pagbyahe, pamamasahe;
Sa mala sinaunang Kastilang amo. Mga taong may ugaling dyahe.
Ang pakikisamang hinog na alam nating importante.
Dala na din ng pagod, alam nating hindi pasko parati.
Sa ambisyon at oras, ginagawa ang lahat at pilit naghahabol,
Kapag isipan ay nalason. Bilisan at ang oras ay nagagahol.
Dala nadin ng pagod, nagiiba ang pangangailangan
bakit ang dating madali ngayon sa hirap ay saksakan?
ang maliit at lumalaki, ang punong kahoy **** matikas,
ay sadyang binabato sa tuwing ito ay namumunga ng wagas.
Sa kabilang buhay, huwag **** kalilimutan.
lahat ng paghihirap ay sadyang mawawala.
Mga maling desisyon huwag kaagad itulak,
mga iniisip huwag sadyaing ibalak.
Dala lang yan ng iyong saloobin at pagod iho,
matatapos din ang pait sa sa paglaklak ng alak

This space
ain't a good space.
tis' dark and heavy
hearts that's dark and gloomy.
this space is for the lonely,
a deep dark cave.
you find no love in here,
for life's sake.
you see no heaven in here
if you wish.
better go away
run as fast, swim like a fish.
This space have no rainbows
flowers, plants and bees.
there lives a wicked man
that no one really  sees.
a heavy hearted man
without companion nor any foes.
who walks on his own
with his ***** toes.
who's judged by the way he looks,
questioned by many
doomed as it is.
life's not read through the books.
this space,
is hidden and secret.
few have seen it;
but no one wants to be in it.
no one appreciates.
this land,
this man;
no one understands.

I will crush the wall
once you've encounter it again.
that is never concrete
an old rusty built as you tell.

in case it humbly returns
back from the grave and oblivion,
release the bulldozer
get ready for the ultimate demolition.

I will crush the wall my friend
I don't care if it is historical.
I will destroy this wall
and get everyone hysterical

I will get this down
despite of its strong build.
baby if it's you we're talking.
I will plant my bombs and my own seeds

I will crush this wall
right in front of your eyes
I will bring this down
and break down your lies.

I will Pulverize you
until you break down.
you know I am the king now,
you can't get back this crown.

I will crush the wall.

Seems you're mile high
and you are flying in bliss.
the way you spit your fiery words
makes the mob wish they never exist.
languages and words
that are traced back in barbaric days,
you **** your people's spirits
when your profound arrogance plays.
you dismay our most positive days
just like metal plates ******* on our backs.
whilst you heavily strike us
with your poisoned tongue whip
hidden on your large build cast.
I cannot wait more
sum up all the hearts you break.
We cannot wait on the day you'll bend
that all of the elements will have its revenge

Answer the questions,
establish the shield.
publish the ever heard news
strengthen our build

For this is a done deal
a ticket that is closed.
welcome this new chapter
with fireworks and a good toast.

May they know
what they should ought to know
with pure respect
to run this show

demystified hear-says
let's walk hand in hand
together we build this wall united
Forever we will stand.

Down goes my ego again,
Feeling blank by the window.
Killing myself with thoughts
Trapped in this sick vision.

Reaching out on something
I've thought I've grasp on;
Mumbling myself on this heartache
Tears I really could not held on.

I wanted to hold your hand,
Despite of questions I can't decipher,
No luck to reach you
Signals you can't provide a clue.

I'm down in this pedestal
Burned out, please don't let me be?
Leaving it all to good heavens,
Until this chained heart is free.

I have nothing to hold on,
Waited long to draw this dreaded line,
Don't mind, for sure this wound will recover
I just need this alone time.

You've effortlessly opened the gates
I've built for years,
you've played with my thoughts
without hesitation and fear.
You had my open mind
deciphering your never ending mysteries,
the clues you've never bothered
that curiosity that never withers.
These moments to cherish and save,
future proof our relationship,
Honest love you've thought and gave.

Honest will be honest
but baby this world is a jungle.
only the lean survives
in observing the verbal.

and motives are to be known
when vague decisions are to be made;
supple words are to be studied
when deeper ideas are at stake.

Go a step higher,
know the primary intentions.
Further map your real selling value
fitted in their camouflaged apprehensions.

Funny how some so called religious people
Judge and question some other persons' morals
when we know that they have their own questionable acts,
and some loop holes they tend, to hide

And behind those white curtains are stains of hidden immoral acts
that they unconsciously continue to hitch;
While they loudly brag the opposite, pinpointing negative qualities and attitude,
Instead of practicing what they preach.

While they quickly react with their narrow closed minds,
Tendencies and probabilities  you can easily tell.
They are so sacred, prejudiced words so sacred
So solemn, image they project is so far from hell.

It cuts deep.
to know your motives.
hidden in vast memories
you know within.

Fooling one's self
for once not to care.
but everyone sees
your wear and tear.

to the teardrops falling
the wounds you wished to heal.
agony is in the spirit
a love lost, he fears.

to the burst of emotions,
the hands of time you can't reverse.
people will always give you
advises you cannot seem to hear.

You finish your day
waiting for another tomorrow.
scars that time cannot heal
happiness you tend to borrow

Notes have shifted
to a higher ground.
tampered ideas
fluxed and drowned.

Ailing to breathe
on what ever means.
still a second choice.
has a champion to beat.

Legs are tired,
but giving up was not an option;
repeating agony
on love that has never blossomed

Still unnoticed
despite of all the fuzz
unsung and lowered
on his esteem and self trust.

How can you move
frowned dearest little boy.
when all you can do is stalk,
her little boy toy decoy

Without a question
you dropped badly.
without a help
and a friend to carry.

How would you survive
this grueling abduction?
without any kind of confidence left,
your ego's submission.

Spirit rising
from the open earth
awkward future moments
are all waiting.

Tired of routines
withstanding the jungle alone.
World's intersecting
you're on your own

Free thinking
crossed the rivers  for many times.
Scratching the back of others
still facing a crime.

Time flies,
don't spend tears.
every one's crying out
you can hear

Blind on visions
putting one foot bare
wounded and fighting
but no one cares

Come these never ending tales of war
has took its toll in all of us.
where freedom was compromised,
false judgement was thrown at us.

I adhere to correct them all
without burning bridges on opposite tail ends.
as people misunderstand with their small minds,
I Stand oppressive until this strong bark bends.

Let me free your harrased mind,
despite of these known inequalities.
Please Pardon me for my words,
we all want to end this in tranquility


we are intelligent just enough to know our selves,
our needs and wants just hidden inside our chests
knowing that all these months, I've scratched your back,
I hope you'll do the same in this wicked test.

You've all wore this masks, battle faced,
I am amused I became the villain.
this was never the same scenario
where I am lost and I've abstained.

I can never guide your rituals.
come as you are, friends?
you've all grown up and matured for this.
I have got no plans to ****** my belongings.

It is your choice. you got all of these.
I never wished to betray nor consider you all in the past.
but what I've felt it gives me sorrow.
to know that I am not part of your tomorrow.

Never wanting to compromise
but there's a feeling that I've been sacrificed.
I am raising the white flag.
but leaving all of you will be a throw of a dice

Acceptance is the key,
to satisfy urges.
a positive air,
flying in ages.
a victim,
drug planted in her own chest;
waiting patiently
to solve her own test.
Admit it.
as you read these lines,
you mix ideas;
in your own gloomy mind.
I'm odd,
and decision is in merit.
you being an espionage agent,
I really don't like it.
**** your memory;
as I burn photographs,
attitude's the villain
my glass will be full in a snap.
I've crossed the river twice,
and there's no turning back.
Dead as the dark sky
you're only just a member of the past.

Times like this,
you plug in your earphones,
you appreciate all the music.
without any warmth.
your presence is winter.
giving you chills,
sending shivers.
moderation is a fault.
the silence overreacts;
when you feel it
it gives you that boost,
to support your downed ego
as you travel,
you're an outcast.
you knew it well
as you think of tomorrow's task.
when suffering climaxed,
volumes are at peak.
puff your airways
until you're weak.

Let me get
what I needed most.
For life's sake
this train had its boast.

all the fruits are fresh,
yet I have not bitten a pinch.
my eyes have dried
let me take a hitch.

Let us get,
what our soul needs.
an inner sanctuary,
that is not here to weep

too tired to take another stab,
until the last thread weaves;
this final drop of hope,
that is waiting to leave.

Let me get
that subtle inner peace.
sanctify me with your ego.
priceless at all means.

And just when you get,
what you needed to keep;
it just gets harder to hold
as you maintain to hide this drum beats.

As you look way down,
you tend to slip,
your unstable crown
is just so hard to keep

you've took the bullets
saving thy brothers.
and there it is.
in no ones land.
when pain and anger
is evident at a glance.
when Living in an old house
with new even spirits.
Wicked, with your guitar
and slow hands;
Sick and all teared up
blasphemy and ill advised news
floating like wasps.
all in your mind
circling like some roulette,
white smoke in the air.
all entangled when you breathe
in your dreams, in despair.
the end
getting nearer
no one cares

When that inner kindness in your heart
gets tired and weary.
blessing is the silence;
that inner joy you see from darkness.

The joy from the fifth finger,
is your sanctuary.
as the time flies
whenever you are lonely.

When you feel that it's time to go,
and you do not care anymore.
on what others could say,
you are stronger than before.

When the pain inflicted
is much more than your spectrum
on how would you care
and on how you've previously assumed

When you've grown
and you've realized you are so alone.
as you've known yourself much better
and the other emotions are just pure emotions.

and the value of it was forever lost.
when your place once was now lost;
then the old you is now buried;
Just a dead man waiting to be buried

A love's not love
when there are doubts;
you cannot handle the wild birds at night.
when you worry for future's light.

A love's not love
when one cannot accept a person fully,
on what he is,
the things he do, skin and actions.

A love's not love,
when beliefs are unparalleled.
when the wisdom imposed,
you cannot digest.

A love's not love
when you cannot change and swallow changes.
when there are limits.
when green grasses are replaced with fences.

A love's not love,
when one cannot level in the expectations,
when boredom strikes,
and the light on the candle burns out.

when you got strucked by the feeling,
that you promised to change
but you've realized in time
that you cannot execute.

when the promises are broken
and the emotions are just plain emotions.
when the old true love dies,
you can do nothing, not even potions.

A love's not love
when you are in the dark stalking.
when you've realized your mistakes.
the things you're missing

I am a minister
with a wicked faith.
at night,
so wide awake.
sober and high,
accepting blows
I might can't take.
release me from this shadow
for life's sake.
for the first time
I've tried
to lit this fire.
I am bewildered
how to brace this uncertain desire.
for I am a loser
life and death in a wire,
as I cross on the other side.
no more traces nor guides.
I am unclean
as they guide my lost soul.
I scamper for your presence
as this dark vapor took its toll.
stayed in this pavement,
without anything at hand,
drowned with your writings,
I'm flying but I don't know where to land

Sorry for the hardships
that have caused you pain.
I never mean anything,
it makes me lame.
we are shaped
by the life we live.
you know I have tried hard,
so hard it bleeds.
Please reconsider
this heavy closet,
close to my heart
never wished any bad facets,
of life and living in this cruel world.
My apologies for the bad
and the grind that is somewhat absurd.
with purest hearts and intentions
they won't believe.
pleading, guilty and down
for the things I cannot give

She said that it's the heart
no matter what.
it's her choice
so I'll let her go by.
A personal decision
she will never drop;
It's really hard
dropping from the top.
I respect her;
for all that she is.
never badmouthed
any actions that flees.
it is a two way panel
even if in reality, they might only see one.
I never had a control
on circumstances under the sun.
I hope we can compromise
because I am reaching out;
as far as I can
whenever I am out.
Everyone knows life is happening
as it happens.
I hope you would forgive me,
before I fly into heavens, *dying

When Some logic,
does not make sense
and there's a disconnect
when you close your minds.

and this is the time,
where you do not care;
even a single notice
is washed away to the oceans

and you've reached your point,
your previously endless limit.
where you care for nothing.
you've hit the road for nothing

and some false ill-gotten headlines
you know cannot bring any good.
but it is alright.
if that will feed you, your brain food.

and I came in to a point,
where no thing is given
and I  have realized the main reason
that attitude I have seen


is the main villain
that we're fighting.
is the main enemy,
when you start dropping.

and this time,
I will not be the same man.
who always seek to please your brilliant minds,
I am banned.

and when judgement
creeps in your tight veins.
those dark vibes blocking your nerves
are all winning

when you let those dark forces,
whispering in your ear does not speak balance.
and the other side is in the woods,
seeking trance.

this time
I will give nothing.
if I am the reason then I will go.
despite of the sober things that gives me blows

and they are all gone,
then I guess this is a goodbye bid.
hats off people
now I  will live my life free

I will live my life alone inside a walled castle,
if you don't mind.
I am the center of the universe and I see only me,
who cares at nothing.

You've worked hard
payed the bills.
you've dropped your guard
and sacrificed.
yet, you are still under rated.
yet still resilient;
never backed down.
gut is your main ingredient.
Never appreciated,
always a second option over.
recurring heartache;
so this is what life has to offer?

Breathe in this hazed smoke
flowing from roots of the earth;
a gift from heaven.

aesthetic nature,
green grasses and bluest seas;
the answer, the cure.

The bright sun sets dawn,
waving goodbye to green fields.
covered by mountains.

cattle's in gestures;
Stars shone making its harsh bid.
hiding in velvet.

when clouds made its way.
murmuring thunder at side.
Waiting, heavy rain.