I dream of a little stream
That'll float me away in peace

Yes a lil river
That snakes like a slither
But without its legs to deceive

I ponder a wonder
In a heaven asunder
The world and its wicked ways

I dream of a means
To discard all my being
Whatever this cost
I will pay

I dream of gun powder
Or a voice louder
For a god to hear what I pray

Yes the last hour
Or some divine power
To make this life
Worth the stay

Blue sky

You know why I cry
When the rain
Drops
And the clouds dark

Lightning strikes

I lay here in electricity
Shocked
I'm alive

When I look up
In that deep blue
Drop

I see clouds nine

And when the sun dies
The stars cry
In the blue blackened
Awe

I see the Gods
Thunder
Where the heavens part

Prepare the underworld

******* on my lie
I fooled her eyes
And like a lollipop
She licked the sides


Slurping up my slys
I hid the surprise
Of deception
And
She licked it all night



Everything she wanted to hear
I said
She kept eating out of my hand
So I fed



Lie after lie
And I painted her eyes



So the only thing she could see



Were mine

The aging man
Wipes his face
With clock hands
Another hour
Drips from his face

Every second ticks
And tocks minutes
While the sun and the moon
Revolve space

Each year he withers
And wrinkles form quicker
With every week that collects days

This aging man
Born into skin
Isn't really as old as he is

For when he dies
He'll open his eyes
To the kingdom his God
Promised him

Letters keep falling
In a deep rain of torrential columns

I pieced together a few droplets
And scrambled them together
In a gourmet concoction of an omelette

I fed them to the audience
And they ate my little burritos
With some Awesomesauce

Then I fingered some vocabulary
For a dessert orgasmicaly
And this alphabet kept feeding
The crave

I was a slave
To the letters that rained

I felt the urge to rearrange
In some type of arrangement
That could explain

The phenomenon

How could this happen
Without the intervene
Of the One True God
That wrote this in the Book of lamb

Our Names and Being

Letters keep falling
And I've gathered them all in

But unfortunately
I still don't understand
What they mean

Dead silences
Man I look alone
Walking blindly

Heading for the stones
      Into the graveyards
     Darkness evermore

Blindly digging deeper
Under a demons spell

The noose tightens tighter
                    Inevitable reaper

            Hanging pictures of chokes
Rope me a lasso for my last hope

I left my love
On the petal she pulled

He loves me not
He loves me

Not as he should
But as she could

Not

As each petal dropped
I was the last one caught

She turned it over
And read what she thought

It was love

But now she doesn't
Got

A flower to ***

Because she picked me
All apart

I just wanted your dress
To hit the floor when we kissed
I just wanted you to slip into something more comfortable
So i could take it off

I just wished
You felt the same about me
Before you left

That somehow i would be someone
You wanted to know best

I just wanted your dress
To expose your *******
So i could pet them with the wet of my lips

Because i miss
Your poems
your mind
and your wish

Yeah
I just wanted to be your prince

I lay here
A color filemot
A gamin
Resting
Until the next town

I'm not some gangrel
Just a gentleman of fortune
In an old man

I'm the flesh of cicatrix
And have a poor bordereau

Traveling through the cities
Looking low over the steering wheel

They say I'm ineffectual
Yet I'm industrial
With a full house

I was chased away
From the inerrable
Venal tribes
Because of my mouth

Every town
Another girl
From the vault of heaven
Drops down

And I leave the table
With a broken heart
For the last time

Tuck me into the campfire
Towards the warmth of your cuddle

Into the heat of your desire
Burn my heart
On the spark of twilight

Look unto the galaxies
Shooting their stars
Over our eyes

Glow with me under the moon
In the luminosity of love
And die in its tomb

Bury your soul
In mine too

We are one
If a number could sew
Two of us

In the garden
Of eating loves
Fruit

I'll discard the hardest
Core
For you

The hand that helps
Is encouraging
When it's felt

Lifting someone up
After they fell
Is an act of love
That comes with a hug
And leaves with a smile

The friend that helps
Encourages your health
And you should help him
Because sometimes he could help you
More than you could help yourself

It's encouraging when felt
Positivity picking you up
Out of your hell

The act of love
From someone else
Is a boost of adrenaline
A hundred miles an hour

The hand that helps
Caresses the heart
And blesses the soul

Take it when you see it stretched out
Offer it when you see someone struggling
With the rest of the world

Because when we lift each other up
We need not worry

How we fell down

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was so unbearable
It made you lust for its flesh
With a passion too incredible to resist

Forbidden fruit

You couldn't resist the ****
The way it tastes in your mouth

i laid in your palm
A playdough
Like
You out of me
Formed
One thought
we ate of

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was so unbearable
we could blame it on the lust

The snake told us we could be Gods
If we ate of what we knew we shouldn't

we ate the apple and left the *******
On the foot of the fall

It was terrible
the taste of miserable failure
to the God we loved

But the fruit was unbearable
when you have everything else
But what we couldn't have
created a want
With a desire whispered by the liar
In horns

Wouldn't it be terrible
if the fruit was left alone
And the parable could be
About  how we resist   one

Wouldn't it be terrible
if we had a second chance
The ******* sits on the floor
Of the coming at task
Like a thief in the night
With the jewels in his bag

He says
The terrible has yet
to come
Here

Sadness devours
The smile on you
And it's hard to repair
The broken rear view

You keep driving yourself mad
And you keep swerving into sad

Your mind is a falling star
And I
Saw you crash real hard
And your eyes
Were a fountain of scars
And I
Drowned in their war

Sadness devoured
The love in your heart
It drained all the blood
And all of your warmth

Who would have thought
you'd change your mood

And who would have thought
You once were good

Your mind is a falling star
And I
Saw you crash real hard
And your eyes
Were a fountain of scars
And I
Drowned in their war

Sadness devours
As your life feeds the pain
You used to know love
But now you know hate

Remember the light you used to see
Now your in darkness constantly
Remember the smile you used to be
Now darling
Do you remember me

Your mind is a falling star
And I
Saw you crash real hard
And your eyes
Were a fountain of scars
And I
Drowned in their war

The last me
Changing legs and dreams
Remember my old face
Gone
Who I used to be
Trapped in memories
Walked on
The last me
Lost in octagons
And hexadecagons
A calculated sum
Gone
Remember my old shoes
Worn on avenues
My old voice and song
The last me
Changed my arms
My hands laws
Reborn
I had to leave you
So
I could move on
From the last me
Left along
The burning sun
A new morning comes
To take away the past
Wrongs
The last me
Changing energy
And a woman
Gone
I had to be myself
And learn about
My God
Leaving you behind
In thoughts
Of what you didn't want
To believe
The last me
Had to change
The old future names
Called
Because I wanted
Love

The old town
       Yesterday
Where the old smile
                 Used to live
Walking around
Visiting
The same surround
        That used to be        
Before it let me down
All the pleasentries
That used to come
                 Found out
I was gone
         Home
It couldn't figure out
What had gone wrong
Maybe it was just me
                   Or my heart
Broken down
It could have been the breeze
                        Or something else
The old town
Of sullen sound
        Tommorow
Won't stay around
                    Too long
Yesterday spit me out
Onto the dead leaves
        And ***** ground
But i knew to get back up
As the world turns me upside down
There is always a yesterday found
                     Maybe it was the *****
That left me with a frown
But i just can't wait
               To go home

The old possessive past
Collections of everything
Owners have

Get the suitcase packed
Nothing ever lasts

Into the clouds of the next years path
Ain't gonna miss nobody
Never gonna think back

All my possessions got me
To no where

And they were never in my hands

They were never mine to pack
Where I'm going

The only thing I'll have

Is the past

After midnight the frogs came
Croaking along the moon phase
Amoung the fireflies
Near the riverside

I laid

Staring at the skies lake
And all the stars above

The only thing we could make
Was love

After the rain came
The sun reigned
And all the trees greened
Amoung the sunshine
Near the love blind

I laid

Staring out her backside
Just they way I liked
By the fires eyes
It burned all night

And the only thing that we could make
Was love

After midnight
She ran for the hillside
She lost her slipper on the gong strike
And she ran away

I found her in the moonlight
And everything was alright

We laid
While all the forest creatures did the same

And the only thing that they could make
Was love

Lights low
Letting go in the lights strobe
Swinging my head around
Because I can't dance
While the room runs around
My head in the clouds
I can't dance at all
Where are my hands
She has control
Where is the world
I don't want to know
Keep spinning the music
Her body crawls
I can feel her groovy
I don't care at all
I can hear her laughing
While I'm gone
Dancing
Off the walls
In the color of kisses
And wherewithal
I'm in a helicopter
Of lightsticks
In a synchronized sound
Beating a thousand drums
A hundred miles an hour
Leave me alone right next to me
I feel your tongue
But I can't see
Lights low
Alcohol
Perfume of potion
And padded walls
I can't dance at all
But I'm shaking
Everything
round and round
Lets fall
I can feel her body
And hear the song
I don't want to know
Where is the world
So I close my eyes

Till I pass out

The opening leaves
And flowering trees
Introduce a new Spring

And all the grew seeds
Planted water beads
In the dew morning

Dawn of the day
Sunshine and rays
The violet so ultra
My skin changes shades

And as our Winter coats Fall
Like the Autumn leaves

The changing of seasons
Exchange their peace

She sent her picture on purpose
She knew I'd stare at it
And worship

She was always
An angel in my eyes
Even though she wasn't
She tried to be perfect

She said a few lies
When she sent a picture of her thighs
No lie
They were open

Wide

Was her smile
She sent it with sparkles
In those filters I like
Man I wish I could trust her lies

I know she's an angel
But not from heaven above

She sent me her picture
So I could reminisce
About when I used to be with her

Staring at her face
I remember how I used to kiss her
And rub against her texture

The way she smells
Feels
Melts
At certain temperatures

I remember that right spot
And the way she shakes
When I make her erupt

I know how much is enough
When we make love

She sent me this picture
So I would remember
How I used to eater
And lick her

She was always
My babydoll
In the midnight
When I would
Call her over
For a time
To remember

How we used to picture
Love

The hills came crashing down
Like a wave of rabid dogs

Gnashing and clashing
Their chompers
Dripping blood on their claws

And there I was on tbe bottom
In the middle of it all
I didn't know what was happenin

As I got peeled off the floor

slaps..

in the face with some water
To wake me up..


  To
  Wake
         Me...

     Up


Oh the hills came crashing

They came crashing
Down

Like a tidal wave fallen
On the beaten shore
Every thang a disaster

Ripped apart

The hills came grappling
Wrestling with gravities
Extraordinary thwart


Pushing
Pulling
Torquing
In the core of the earth

And there I was laughing
Like a crazy man does

On the bottom of nasty
Left in the dust

Oh the hills came crashing
Like a waterfall

Like a river
Fallen down and smashing
On the rocks below

There I was gasping
For my lungs
On that beaten shore

When the hills came crashing
Right where I Stood

I was in the flotsam and jetsam
Ripped apart in the wood

On the bottom of the aftermath

Waking up...

Oh!
The hills came crashing
They came crashing down

They came and they slaughtered


And #@$!kt me up

She kissed him
With magic of a magician

And he consumed her
As a potion from a sorcerers
Wisdom

They fell in love
And trusted the system

They held each other close
And would boast
How much they most

In love
Existed

She kissed him
And his frog turned
Into a Prince when

True love
Met them

A cloud of smoke
Appeared
After a few words spoke
A spell
Corrected the victim

When she kissed him
It was magically delicious

She was his lucky charm
And he was her wishes

After the kisses

Of the Princess

Of love

She wrote in red letters
Perhaps it was better
Than what she spoke
Everthing I read
Was a whole lot better
Than the lilies
That never toil or spell
Consider the birds of the air
They never reap or sow
She wrote in red letters
Because the effort to talk
Was too burdensome for her mouth
She spilt a bucket of honey
And kept walking
For it was nothing of else
Anger for what thing
Should her blood boil
For a loss of some wealth
She wrote in red letters
While her tongue tied knots
But I heard verily what was said
When I read her books
That were pulled from the shelf

In the heliopause
Where the suns magnetic field stops
Between the stars
Man has no cause
Where the solar winds drop
Away from the heliosphere
In a universe so cold
Interstellar space grows
In matters of gases, ionic & atomic
Wearing molecular masks
Cosmic rays blasts
Intergalactic space
Where it's safe from human trash
Primordial nucleosynthesis
Produce nuclei
Without hate without race
Bigs bang
unstoppable isotopes
In particle rains
In the heliopause
I had a dream
Where peace was
Radiating in a radiation
Far from us
Where transient astronomical events
Occur in evolutionary stages
Of massive stardust
Where there is no Hollywood
And progenitors accretion
Form the art
There is a space
Interstellar
Without a human face
To bring it to ruin

The rain sleeps in the bed of my sullen eyes
And the lighting crashes inbetween the synapses in my mind

Losing Eden
I remember the way Eve looked
When she died eating

Her face used to be
Redolent roses
On the palette of her cheeks
A soft cotton sweet

Her ******* were the purest peace
She had a heart of gold
Before she sold it to the beast

And as his thunder rolled in the deep of the cold
I lost the glow in the woman given to me

She gave
And I did eat

And that's when we became human
After we consumed some of the wickedest tree

That's when the rain came
And slept in my eyes swollen veins

They were black skies
Embedded in the darkest gray
That sang an orchestra of pain

It was just one mistake
Perfection had to make

Because it's just too hard
For our flesh to obey
The One who'd create

The Snake🐍

It wasn't my life
There was nothing here for me
To call my own

Just a pile of years
Cluttered with time
Spending my fear

Begging for a home

They were never my possessions
All i ever owned was the obsession
Yeah I owned a few prayers
But no one would ever listen

It wasn't my life
It was always his right
To treat me like a *****
And pet my head lice

I was caught off guard
And I lost the good fight
Because i was caught
Like a deer in the headlights

Frozen in time
Wondering why
This light is so bright

It wasn't my life
I would never create an image of me
Alike

It was always his
To take or give
Day or night

It never was mine
And now he'll take it back
For I gladly surrender it outright

It wasn't my life
When the Lord
Cut the silver cord
With his knife

It was always his right
To create the story he likes
And even though I may not
Like the story he writes

If I don't obey and abide
I won't be by his side
And I can't be one of his Israelites

But it was always his
It was never my life
To give or sacrifice

I'm just a man
Caught in a history
Given a gift of life's misery

It remains a mystery
How a life that is given
To live in a world of sinning
Could be offered an infinity

I'm sorry Lord
I apologize
But It was never my life

You gave

It was always yours
So I lay it at your door
Now I'll rest in peace
And say my goodbye

To what was never mine

I thought she would want to know me

A few words in the inbox
Showed me
I was just a thought

Its no wonder I'm lonely
some say im damaged goods
But i only wanted a chance
To be more than

Anyone would

Want

I thought she'd ask
What i looked like
So i could disappoint
The spotlight

Loneliness is ugly
And that's why
My inbox has no life
To live in her eyes

I thought she would want to know me
If i only looked liked an emoji
She would have told me
About herself

It was one of those car rides
Windows down
And the wind blows moribund

As you beg for the cliff
On the edge of your prerogative
You wish you could crash
To ecape your roguish metamorphosis

What ever happened to that old you
You never used to drive with such turpitude

You used to hug those curves
And sing with the radio
Smiling with your eyes fastidious in stereo

It was one those rides
With redolent flowers on the countryside

You pulled into the rest stop
To tilt your head back
And regain your consciousness

It was one of those rides
When you decide

I shouldn't be driving like this

All those struggling eyes
There within belies
The pains that antagonize
Our lives left carbonized
Each morning dew

All our youth
Long in tooth
Wrinkle in the flesh
Of a crows foot

All those struggling cries
Tears of whys
Get crushed in fathers time
On mothers fertile eyes

As our lullabies
Intensify
Our songs
Memorialize
The love of lives
That improvise
All that's personified

In those struggling eyes
Lives the woah of a man
Synchronized
Within the days he has
Each morning due

Inside my head
Inbetween the the collapses
At the point of my synapses
My neurons fire

At the state of panic

This world is damaged
And I'm trying to manage

Sanity

When no one has it

People suffer wickedness
With a viciousness
To destroy all good
For their lusts
And lasciviousness

These people are sick
And evil has already consumed
Any soul they had

Inside my head
I just can't comprehend
Why God continues
To allow the bad


Inbetween the madness
I feel the sadness
Take over and drain
My strength
And passion

To live

There is nothing more constant than change
Everyday it reveals the work that is made

After all we've prayed
We put forth steps
In the directions of its pace

Slowly
Quickly

The metamorphosis of an ugly duckling
Forms the shape of a butterfly

A caterpillar with angels wings

Change is a constant way
Evolving different moods
On a path to never stay the same

As time video tapes change
And takes photos of yesterday
It slips away
Into the future

While she's in her dressing room
Fitted in a new gown
The swan floats the pond
In the most elegant way

Nothing is more constant than change
It is always there

And we could never make it stay the same

Kissing the moonlight
      Her soft cotton lips
      Struck me in red

Rubbing against my neck
        Glowing luminescent

The scent of the sky
           Was in my bed
           Acting innocent

Time wasn't there
     Until he barged in

Stealing those kisses away
                             Burning sun

What I held in my arms
                Under the stars
Was a temporary space

Another universe
          Milky in way

Couldn't I go back in the moment
                                      In my memory

Through a black hole
             Of outer space

Kissing the moonlight
       On her cotton face

I'm just an astronaut
              Floating away

How much distance
              Can you take

  Her beams are so soft
They treat me like skin
Like the wind of a woman
                  Blowing through
                  Sun rays

  You can find me in orbit
Where you wouldn't stay

I'm just a cosmic masculine

Floating in the humans
           Infinitesimal race

Kissing the moonlight
On the soft of her face

Unto her cottons lips
                               I fade…

If you're in pain
It wasn't love

If it didn't last
If it's gone

You never had

Love

Because love isn't painful
And love isn't sad
If you're in pain
With tears in your lap

If she cheated
If he is always mad


You never had

Love

Because love is a feeling
That doesn't feel bad
It's joyful and cheery
A sacrificial lamb

Love is kissing
And holding hands
If that's what you're missing
Understand

You never had

Love

Love is patient and kind
Love is not jealous
Or boastful or proud

It doesn't demand
Or record any wrongs
Love never gives up
On a woman or man

If you're in pain
It wasn't love

If it didn't last
If it's gone

You never had

Love

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Cold stones cobbled
Under barefoots broom
Feet flowed like a river toward the Unknown
In the midst
In the prairie
In the valley
In the shadows
In the ghettos
In the rolling hills
In the meadows
Under our feet
The earth Quaked
Willing then on the walls wrote
Gliphs
         Notes
Hopes
           Scopes
Writs and gnosis
Glowing under nose
Third eyes are open
Closed between the temples souls Heaven hells
They already know what is gold
And diamonds and emeralds
Their meaning encrusted
Embedded in the wealthy chose
Cold stones
Cobbled under barefoots nose
Running like a steam train
Getting outta town
In the tracks of mind
In the backs of time
On the curbs and banks of rewind
Knowledge grows
Into another language and dimension Timed
Hurry up or no
Fast is slow
24 hours 24 minutes 24 seconds
24 tenths of a second
In the streets
In the buildings
In the houses
On the roofs and ceilings
Under our feet
Under our soles
Trampling cobbles
And cold stones
Floating down the river
Driving down the road
In the universe of glitter
My brain flows a crow
Who says old
Is better than you'll ever be told

Hit em with poetry
Some knuckles
And a fist of ink

Your pen is sword

Poets

All you have to do is
Swing

Slice em with words
Hit em with
Your arsenal of alphabetic slurs

Your heart is the cure

The world needs to observe
Poetry
And all that's heard

Hear

The sound

When poetry hits a frown
It turns it
Right side up

Hit em with poetry
My friends

Because

Sometimes the world
Needs to wake up

If I could detach my mind
From the way I'm
I wouldn't need any
Body
I wouldn't need any arms
Around a me
If I could separate the space
In time
I touch with mine
A face without eyes
I could see where I'm facing
If I could be blind
From the way I'm
I wouldn't need recognition
I wouldn't need to hide
I wouldn't need any body
For any one
If I could detach my mind
From the way I'm
I could be so free
And It wouldn't cost a thing
I wouldn't need a mirror
Or a scale to weigh my error
If I could disappear
You wouldn't know the way
I'm

Here

That memory again
Stalking me
Why can't I forget
the way I used to feeL

I just can't forget
How soft feminine

Was...

             It me

      T'was
obviously

I felt like I used to
The minute I saw this woman
Similar to whom my love knew

In my memories...

I just can't escape
What I erase
Every time it draws on me

Those kinna eyes
The red in her lips
And the way her hair falls
Just...

Relax
Those memories you buried in the past
This woman may look like what you used to have
But have you noticed

She's not...

The same kiss
And her heart beats
A few seconds less
As you caress the scent on her neck

You remember
What you keep trying to forget

You've been

Searching for someone
Just like her

But different

...Else

You feel
Like you used to love
Her
Real

Over and O'er
Again
Repeated in scent
That memory again
Tattooed on the eye of your lens

And you realize
With real eyes
I am talking to myself again

I've been calling myself you
When it's me in truth
I've gone completely mad
Thinking about...

That memory
Again

the way I used to feeL

Kneeling at the cross
My thoughts came across
All the battles I lost

I thought about my wisdom
And how it lacked the actions
Of a Christian

And how much my sins have cost
With none paid off

I asked the Savior into my heart
So he could pay
What I don't got

I prayed to God
That he would listen
So I could follow his mission
And submit everything I was missing

What was I missing

I searched my soul
And studied harder than before
Until I found out it was myself

I wasn't giving
My all

Taking up the cross
And carrying it along
No matter how far
The pain or scars

There is a heavenly
Reward

If you can obtain the faith
Of a Lord

So great

He gave his life
So you could have yours

Kneeling at the cross
I thanked the Big Boss
For sacrificing himself

For the world

I asked for help
Because I can't do this by myself

And I prayed for you as well
Because I want you to reside in heaven
Not hell

If you just believe
You can. Trust and see

There is a way out