Anothr bird falls from heaven and bites the dust
The silver horse runs for eternity
While the burnng daisies; shall burn forever more

i asked for a gift for myself
from myself
you gave a gift to yourself
yourself
and keep asking me if i wanted to play
and she sits by the table waiting
for a pick up
not a dress-up
it'll blow up
and the tarnished ruins
haunt her within

the hole in her heart
is too big to mend
the ache in her head
is too much pain
just like when roses perish
beneath the blanket of snow
and sun smiles too much
which lets them feel it
and burn them
roses, no more

hopeful they'll remain, when their ancestors face again
and you and i, will sit somewhere nicer
than the underseat of your bedroom
sitting in the kitchen waiting for maids to clean your room

and the secret new girl, who's hidden from my world
she's disguised my point of view
and teachers preach, it's out of reach
the same soul returns to haunt another
change your views
the same soul tries to revive you more
only to sought

a truth among you hides in vain
hidden from sight, on the pane
the heart that searches for its mate
won't find it without gates
normal people search high and low
for a bush that would seem for show
their love tarnished for they know now
that the fairer are those who turn brows

YOU WERE IN COLLEGE WORKING PART-TIME WAITING TABLES
LEFT A SMALL TOWN NEVER LOOKED BACK
I WAS A FLIGHT RISK WITH A FEAR OF FALLING
WONDERING WHY WE BOTHER WITH LOVE
IF IT NEVER LASTS...

Hoping you'll visit me
When will that be?

same story, you tell me, every time
just keep saying, you don't, why
should the weaker suffer
and let them get stronger
just let it be and
let them spread their wings

I hope

the rain

had fun

when it

saw you

leave my

sunshine life

now that

it's over

I guess

we're just

strangers now...

It's late on a Sunday, and I'm all alone
why did u leave me and go home?
Your texts stopped and I enjoyed it
the sad silence had ruined me within...

I guess those secrets and jokes we said
and all those little empty promises
were just as it was and will always be
I don't think I trusted anyone this way

You said you'd be there, said u always cared
I guess you just lied, like u always did
was I the fool for having to trust you?
Maybe I was right in the first place
you should just remain a friend, enemy
maybe we should just call it quits

and your very last text to me just read
I AM SORRY AND I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME
you were just a drip too much of water
and our love was like the sunshine
its everywhere and its a ****

its growing in my backyard, and I got rid of it
coz it reminded me of you and all my mistakes
I wish I never made
all those times I poured my heart out
you just laughed on the other side of the phone
and I guess it ended just too quick for us both
and now I am busy searching for the one who'll be there

Distance  you always wanted distance
Time, you always needed time
to think about your mistakes and your sayings
and how you left me alone again and I remember how we last saw each other through the mirror
and its all a coincidence
that you needed distance
and you needed your space
I was there to give it all away

And I am busy listening to my songs I sing
you are busy complaining on everything
and when I go swimming at the beach
you get so jealous of all of em staring at me
but you dont know how lucky you are
to have me around and be your only star

and I want you to know, I will be waiting
for you to be saying
that you're always thinking of me
and I hope you are feeling
like you're missing
every single thing about me

but I guess that I was dreaming for a bit too long
and you woke up from paradise when you spoke
about you leaving and you'll never see me
and I will be crying

just say goodbye you coward, you never even cared
you didnt have the guts to tell me face to face
and now after months of me crying and you begging again
I sit with the same old problem I sat with before

and you make me feel
like it's a bit too much to love
somebody you dont really wanna know
and it's all a game
and I always keep on losing it
and you wish you were the winner

and you wish you had me...

On a Tuesday afternoon we crashed
On a bike which before we laughed
And say you're words of remorse
While the tears of regret are sore
And the scars that we left behind
Remain on your face all the while
Your eye, is injured and it burns
Your mouth, is weaker and you learn

That we came for you and we shared with you
All our love and tears, we missed you here
And we left for you, we cried for you
We went so far and cane with masks
Only to be hypocritical, hypothetical
Nonsensical and impossible

Just You wait till you come out
I guarantee they will shout

There'll be cars and beds involved
And beaches and roads
Why sit all day and phone and cry
When you can get out
Every single day, we wait patiently
For a piece of news, hoping it's good
Better than this better than that
Never gonna go down that road,  again

That we came for you and we shared with you
All our love and tears, we missed you here
And we left for you, we cried for you
We went so far and cane with masks
Only to be hypocritical, hypothetical
Nonsensical and impossible

Just You wait till you come out
I guarantee they will shout

And it is clearer when the light is brighter
All the clouds are whiter and the seas are bigger
But are you surer of being more than her
And is our better not to care

They take their masks off and they reveal what's under
Their paint is gone and it reveals what's under
Their hypocritical looks reveals what's under
And my impossible bequests and thoughts reveals what's under

All the makeup and all the dress up
All the mess ups and all the slip ups
Makes me wanna know whther I was right all along
You said you never cared about my songs

And even if I blame myself,  it wont be sufficient
I've learnt to calm my yearning
And even if I break down the door, it wont be efficient
They try to keep us apart and you like to ask
Questions about the simple things
And it is nerve wrecking

And I took off my mask and stopped the party.

Guess who's going away
It will only be for four days
One for each broken heart
Every time I fell apart

It's a Friday night
And you're out again for some cool jazz fun
When you jump up
You feel so dizzy and you're queasy and its just not so fun

You want to order
But you can't afford
A single thing
And yet you're living
On a boat
You're afloat

Its a Saturday morning
And you went swimming
The fresh sea breeze is enjoying
The kareoke bars is ringing

Its the lively night
That keeps you alive
It's refreshing and you know it's right
I'm smiling at the busy deck with lights

You want to order
But you can't afford
A single thing
And yet you're living
On a boat
You're afloat

You want to party
But you dont have
Anything
And yet you're living
On a boat
You're sinking now

There is no time to congratulate
Its time to rejuvenate
Forget about your wrinkle worries
Coz its time you just keep living

Playing with water
Only drowns you further
Sitting quietly
Keeps  you sleepy
You don't know a thing
But yet you're living...

You want to order
But you can't afford...
All the time you dont have
A single thing
But here you are
And yet you're living
Like a queen
On a boat
You're not drowning
You're afloat, afloat

You want to party
For all those crying times
But you dont have
The tears to cry
Anything
Matters except him, her, them
And yet you're living
Yeah, yeah, yeah, living
On a boat
But you know you're feeling like...
And its time...to...get...off
Otherwise you'll fall...