I crave to see you
I crave to hear your voice
I crave to feel your of lips on mine
I crave for your attention

You crave for attention
But that attention isn’t mine
You crave her attention
Her smile
Her voice
Her lips...

I have my earbuds in
Blaring my music
Walking down the hall
You stop me to see if i’m okay
I say i’m fine
I realized that you can see straight through my lie

The things you’ve said
The things that happened
Burned in my memories
I close my eyes
It all plays on repeat
Like a broken record

How do I cope with the pain.
Everyday I drift away.
I can't cry and I wonder why.
Taking pill after pill.
All I do is lay still.
Music and yelling in the background.
Just laying there wondering when this will end.
Everything goes black and I wake up the next day with a worse pain.
All I can think is "when will this all go away"