Mom
I miss you
without you
life has no meaning
I feel like
this is a dream
one day I will wake up
and see you again
you are in my heart
since the day you left
my happiness fade away

I feel like I need you to hold me & not say a word,
Hold me softly just so I can feel your warmth and know that I am not alone,
that no matter how hard my life is,I will always have you to support me
at the end of a very long day,
when I am tired of being strong when I am in need of comfort let me be yours to hold,
& let me be yours to accept,Hold me & kiss my tears,
what I wanna hear Is your heartbeat and fall asleep.Hold me so I can be alright!

That man has something special
In his magnetic eyes ,maybe in his personality,maybe and maybe.I can't find out.
He Has Something Special That Man!
Never felt it before in any man.
Actually no man had the ability to attract me as he did .

It's not a crush !
Between you and me baby there is something.
I dream of you
I open my eyes thinking about you , This is not a crush
but it's just a simple thing written on the stars .
I love you so much & I'll keep loving you till the end !

I sent him an email 2 months ago asking if he's travelling to America AND that I am wondering if it's true.
before 3 days I got an reply saying:Great to hear from you! I'm just fine. I hope you had a great summer!
I'm still here and will see you very soon at school.
How Cute Is That
He asked hows my grades
then
Take Care of Yourself!

I try to pretend it doesn't bother me
Now you think I don't care?
But honey I do
I just don't want to lose you.

Its Jealousy baby,
Jealousy consumes me
And its killing me.

When the anniversary hurts you
This does not only mean you are hurting
But also means when you loved
you loved sincerely!

I Open My Eyes Thinking Of You
Thinking Of The Lovely Moments We Had
I Hug My Pillow So Tight
Imaging You Next To Me
Smelling You
As If You Are Next To Me
Hugging Each Others
In Peace
*Simple As That

That's true that he left but that doesn't mean that we wont be able to see each others
He called me Sweety ,his special girl with a heard of gold !
He'd tutor me for free In order just to meet
I sent him a heart missing him
He sends me a Big red heard saying he missing me more
He gave me his number and I did
He told me that he is glad I gave it to him so he can know it when I call and also because he doesn't want to answer any other calls.
I told him to expect me calling him anytime ;)

I smile , I laugh , I hide the real me! Because everyone would get away if they knew the real me ...

I told you that  girls nowadays get in a relationship with guys whom are a little bigger.
2 months then they break up , fake guys for fake girls
You told me those small bad girls only want things from guys
They don't love seriously
Such a *****
They want kisses and little rubs
I looked at you
Then said that's why its better to fall in love with a bit older man ;)
I wished to say , Kiss me , Rub Every Part In My Body And I Want More, More!

I never felt before what I'm feeling now
This year I started feeling so madly in love with him.
Every time I saw I couldn't see anyone else
I would wait for him in the mornings to speak to!
I dream about being married to him all the time.
He is honest trustworthy , intelligent & polite ...Everything about him is so perfect.
I was a person that would say that no marriage and no children till 25 years but now I'm more than happy to go through everything with him!
I want to tell him sooner like now so I can get this heavy weight of distractions off my back ...
I'm so scared that he'll hate me or will find it awkward around me for next couple of days ...
I don't know what to do! I really love him I have never felt something so strong!
People thought I was being stupid and immature then when they saw me around him, they believed me!
I love the way he looks onto my eyes & I know that there is something.

I saw him in the morning and I was with my friend (not my best friend) so he kept talking to her and ignoring me!!! its not usual!! :'( Seriously am sad and whenever she say something he smiles at her and he said that if our country got in real danger he can leave easily to the UK ,He knows that my friend has the red passport HE TOLD HER YOU CAN LEAVE TOO and I WAS STANDING LIKE AN IDIOT !!! Doing nothing but listening. I said that after 1 year when I graduate I will go to a uni in the UK and will live alone there without my parents controlling me,he said yea its better to live alone .
what he's trying to do !?I don't know whenever he talks to her and smile he look back at me but when am not looking at him.
We are here to help each others so please comment or send me a message .
Seriously its annoying!!!!!

little do you know how I am breaking piece by piece
little do you know little do you know
how I spend days waiting for your call
little do you know how I spent nights imagining you
little do you know how much I have fallen for you
little do you know how I felt while your away
little you will never know how much I love you

A Woman With A Beautiful Manners Are More Beautiful Than A Woman Who Has A Beautiful Face!

I feel dead
deep inside
I am broken
so many holes
too much pain
since the day you passed
I feel the same

I miss the person who believed in me
who encouraged me
who was there for me when nobody was
who made me feel safe and loved
who taught me everything in life
Mom, you are in my heart deep inside forever <3

If someone asks me, about when did I really fall in love with you?
I can confidently say that love happened for me the very moment that I met you
The moment I looked into your eyes I knew that I was lost
I knew that I will never be the same again
You are perfect & there is nothing that I would change about you.
I love you & always will do!

I heard that he left
Didn't saw him
He left me broken
Dying slowly
hurting so much
But He will come back
I believe in God
I have faith in God
That he will come back soon
I wish

Wow!Such a nice,funny & intelligent man is driving me insane.
He has something that man that I can't breath when he's around.
He has something in his eyes such as energy is coming out that could stop me looking him into his eyes ,afraid of reading my thoughts
His eyes smile and looks deeply onto mine that's why I can't look him in the eyes whole time .

I Never Knew That Love Is This So Beautiful,Until Today.
I Never Knew,Just Thought So That You Were Just Talking To Girls In Front Of My Eyes ,Just To Make Me Jealous.
But Today , Yea Today
When Those  9th Graders Girls Walked & Said HI To You ,You Rejected Them
Your Eyes Were Looking Back At Me
To See My Reaction.
I Lift My Left Eyebrow & looked At Them.
You Told Me That They Usually Jump On Guys
I Told You Soon They Will Jump On You, Then I Smiled :P
Your Response Was The Best Thing I Heard
I Want A Little Little Older Girl
At That Moment I Stared At The Floor & Realized That It's Me
I Lift My Head Up & Your Sweet Eyes Were Looking So Deeply Onto Mine.

Maybe I am obsessed with him..
Maybe I should stop thinking of him...
Maybe I should stop dreaming
Maybe I am so young to him
Maybe I should move on in my life...
Maybe he doesn't love me the way I love him...
Maybe someday I'll find someone like him...
But For Sure No One Is Like Him!
No one will take his place in my heart