It's been two months since the last time I saw him, I can't stop thinking of him, I just miss him so much! I see him in my dreams almost every night, these dreams are so perfect, But When I Wake Up Yes When I Wake Up you can imagine how I feel.. I wish that I could see him again!

The Warmth Of Your Hug,
  The Brightness In Your Eyes,
   The Sweetness Of Your Voice,
  The Kindness Of Your Heart
They Are All Memorized In My Mind <3

I WANT TO BE ABLE
To Touch You
Free To Feel You
Free To Breathe Fresh Whispers In Your Ear
Free To Shout "I Love You!" Without Fear

''When It Comes For The Weekend
I Have To Wait Two Days
Counting The Hours Like A Little Girl
Till The Next Day I See You''
The Thought That I Might Not See You Again Till Three Months Later
Bring Tears To My Eyes.
I Swear
It's Killing Me Inside
Hurting Me Lots
How Would My Heart Wait Three Months Compared Of Waiting Usually Two Days!
What A Love!
All The Memories  That I Had With You
Brings A Huge Smile On My Face.
I Am Not Forgetting Every Simple Moment
Because
Simply ,,,
*I Have Fallen In Love With You

Your Beautiful Eyes Were Looking At Me Today
Telling Me I Love You
I Wish I Could Have You
Your Stares
Are Making Me Love You More
I Just Want You
You Said You're Gonna Offer Me A Ride
But Because Of My Friend Said That I Must Stay With Her
My Eyes &
Your Beautiful Eyes Looked At Each Others
As If They Are Talking!
Remembering What Happened The Last Time You Drove Me Home
Your Beautiful Eyes Were Smiling Looking Onto Mine !
When We Were Alone&You; Asked Me Again
I Explained Why I Won't Go For A Ride With You This Time
Because Of My Friend
You Said Okay
I knew That You Were Not Happy
From Your Spoken Eyes
When You Said Bye I Said Bye
As If As I'm Not Gonna  See You Again
When You Walked & Then Stopped
I realized That There Is Something Wrong !
You Turned Around
&
Asked
Are You Coming Again ?
Am I Going To See You ?
I Said Yea In A Loud Voice Then
We Both Smiled
What A Man !

I'm at the point where I could stare at him for hours if I could
But
The thing is I'm not confident enough to look at him in the eyes
Because they like a magnets.
He isn't the most attractive man I met
But
Definitely his sense of humor & intelligence that attracted me in the first place!!

When I look at you my heart beats but later that beat could mean a life time of tears wasted on something i knew i could never have!
WORST feeling ever!
''standing in front of you and looking at you in the eye, looking into your sole,
knowing that you'll never be mine''
All that beauty I see in you, wont ever be Mine."!
How can I forgot and lie at myself if every time I look at you, it makes me want YOU even more!
It hurts me
Every time you talk to me or even look at me my heart skips a beat and it begins to smile, but for some odd reason I feel like crying because I know inside that both of us can't share our love!

I Have Written Letters That I Can Never Send
Letter After Letter After Letter. . .
I have written you so many letters.
Letter that started out telling you that I love you.
Then letters telling you  how I much I want you
Hearing your voice meant so much. I felt like a little girl stealing Candy
It’s true, I Love You
You are the only one I’ve ever loved
Sure there have been others
Sure I told them
But none were you
just words to others
Your heart will not be mine
That time with you is the best I’ll ever get
So it seems I wait in vain
For love that is not shared…but still
I love you & always will do

I was walking the stairs
I could see he was standing with my friend and other teacher
My friend screamed my name
He turned his face and looked at me :)
SMILING
I hugged my friend then he asked
how was my vacation and my trip to Thailand
He keep looking deeply and deeply onto my eyes
to the point that I couldn't look at him anymore.
He saw my picture wearing short shorts on the email and today
he asked me if there is more picture I took in the trip
I said yes
then he kept looking at my eyes deeply
I could see from his eyes that he wanna see the pictures
yes he wants to
I could catch him from far away a little staring at me ;)

Lucky Who Sleep The Night Without Thinking

Have you ever felt
That your heart is broken,
and you couldn't go on?
Have you ever really
wanted to die?
To end your life,
so your tears would dry?
My life was like a ****,
and he lighted it up
he made my smile,
When things got tough,
he was always there,
for once in my life,
someone did care.,
Now the lights has turned to dark,
Without him
I have no life,
I don't wish to see
a new tomorrow from what I saw today.
I'm Crying
&
dying.
They say you can't love someone
in such older years,
then give me an explanation
to why I shed all these tears?
Don't say I deserve someone better,
I just want to be with him,
no one will ever take his place,
why must love always
end with a broken heart?
why?
True love survives everything,
Why can't I stop feeling
the way I do?
I know I'll never find
another you.
I would give everything,
just to see your face,
you are my heart,
something no one will replace.

So remember this,
I will love you forever,
even if it means
we're not together.
Any girl would be lucky,
to have a guy like you,
but no one will ever
love you in the special way I do.

I love you with a love that's forbidden
But
I can't stop!!!
You make me feel like there is no man has ever made me feel before
with just a look from you
MY HEART BEATS
I dream of your arms around me
your lips on mine.
When you look at me
My heart skips a beat.
In my dreams I feel you near me,
around me.
I want to love you openly
without a fear
but this is a forbidden love,
so I hide it,
keep it in secret & love you only in my dreams.
In my dreams only  I'm acceptable to you,

I LOVE YOU!

Wanting You & Loving You So Badly
Wishing Someone That Might Not Be Mine
Should I Tell You
OR
Keep The Words To My Broken Heart
What A Love
ACTUALLY More Than A Love
God Knows!
Take My Heart & Feel The Love
Take My Eyes & See How I See You
Not Noticing Any One Except You
No Words
No Expression
Nothing Will Tell You
How Much Big I Love You

I miss him
I miss talking to him.
I just miss knowing I could see him everyday.
I haven't missed anyone like this before.
But Him! God I miss everything about him
&
I just feel my eyes start to flood when I think about him.
I can't tell anyone
Just to express my inner pain
through words!
How do I get over literally what I thought was the man of my dreams
How do I get over him?
The answer is that
I don't know

I am that type of girl
that gets so **** jealous
When such a girl stands next to you
YES
Simple as you read
-You know why ?
Because,I feel that she's taking you away from me
Yes,,, I am SELFISH ABOUT YOU
I Want You To Be Mine
O
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y

M
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I never thought that I would fall in love like this .
It's like there is no one in the world but HIM !
I feel like he knows but I can't never know .
But I like living in a world knowing that the one I love , loves me back & I promise no one can takes me away from this world , NO ONE DOES .
Until that day I'll never stop loving you !

When He Gets Away From Me
One Second
I Realize That Life Without Him Is Meaningless....

Travelling to Egypt :)
Then
Travelling To UK <3
What A Beautiful 2013

I'ts Like The Only Way Of Talking Is Through Our Eyes
When We Are Sitting Far Away
It's Like I Know What He Is Trying To Say Just By Looking At Me.
Your Amazing Smiles Has The Ability To Melt My Heart.
I
Love
You
So
Much

I can see the LOVE in your eyes !
I know you can't pour your feelings .
When we talk we make eye contact
I know you love me , but you can't tell .
I look at your eyes a little then look down, and because I love you so much baby , I can't even look at your eyes !
If I could wish one thing only in this world
, I would choose you to be mine forever  
get married to you ,,,,
cute children running in the house  ,,,,
Great Manners just like their father ....  
I wish you could take my heart and feel My Love For You.
It Is True When Some People Said That *LOVE KILLS

Early In The Morning I Open My Eyes Thinking About You.
Every Minute You Are In My Mind & Heart.
I Fear The Day You Might Forget Me !
My Love For You Will Never Tear
Like Steal It Will Wear & Wear

No One Stays The Same!

I Imagine When You Came The First Day
I Didn't Though That I Would Fall In Love
It's Not A Choice
Few Months Later
With Step By Step
Started Deeply In Love With You
Thinking Of You
Dreaming Of You
Wishing Of Having Someone's That I Would Never Get
The Feeling We Call True Love
Never Give Up
"When We Found True Love We Have To Keep It"
Love Has Nothing To Do With The Age &
True Love Does Not Count The Years

What A Beautiful Day !
What A Beautiful Day !
Begging Me To Drive Me Back Home
What A Beautiful Day !
Hands Are Shaking In The Car
And Heartbeats Could Be Heard
Because Of That Feeling We Call Love
Laughing & Smiling In The Car
What A Beautiful Day !

When You Ask Me FACE TO FACE & REALLY CLOSE TO ME
I Just Stare
&
Smile For A While & think
"Hey Man Don't Get Any Closer
Because I'm Dying To Kiss You"
;)

I Need You Like A Heart Needs A Beat !
I Love You As Much As A Heart Can Take
Hiding My Feeling Is Hurting Me A Lot Baby
I Won't Give Up
I Will Wait Till The Day I Can Pour My Feelings
I Love You So Much
I KnowThat You Know
Your EYES & REACTIONS Are Telling Me Everything
I Need You Like A Heart Needs A Beat !
I Close My Eyes Whenever You Are Next To Me
Because Of The Sweet Smell That You Have
I Can't Hand It
I Love You As Much As A Heart Needs A Beat
I Won't Give Up & If Loving You Is Wrong Then I Don't Wanna Be Right !

If Being Right Means Being Without You
I Would Rather Live A Wrong Doing Life
If Loving You Is Wrong Then I Swear I Don't Wanna Be Right
I Love You As Much As My Heart Can Take
I Don't Care What People Say
Am I Wrong Trying To Hold Onto
The Best Thing I Ever Had?
I Don't Think So
But I Don't Wanna Know What's Wrong Or Right
All I Know Is That I Love You

You came into my life
During a time I wasn't thinking of loving again
Days went by,
we became close
I fell in love with you
I never thought I'd love you the most.
You took me home in your car
Our hands touched
you knew that I love you
Days come and go, we got close
And you're the one whose on my mind the most.
When our eyes meet,
my heart skips a beat.
I
Love
You
The
Most

That Day When I Sent Him That Email
That Says How Much I Love Him,
How Much I Want Him,
From That Day I Fell In Love With Him
&
Everything That Says When ,How And Why ...

He Called Me That Night
&
Started Calling Me Baby   My Sweetheart   My Darling
Those Words I Remember So Well
That Special Night I Can't Never Forget
The Day That I Was Waiting For Too Long
Everything Happened The Way I Want
I'm More Than Happy To Continue Forever Now
With The Man That I Was Dying For
The Man That Completes Me
:)

From the first time I saw him I could feel that he was someone special UNLIKE others
I could feel something like energy coming out through his eyes, it was so powerful!
And I can remember him staying with me a little longer when others left.
I Remember
Yes
**I Remember

What Should I Do & What Can I Do
My Feelings For You Are Exacerbated By The Fact That I See You Everyday
I Am Continually Taunted By What I Cannot Have !