I Fall Asleep Thinking Of Him And Wake Up Thinking Of Him Again!!

Put Your Body Above Mine , So We Can Combine

In Your Birthday
While You Are Sitting On The Chair
I'll Go From Behind
Put My Hands On Your Chest
Then ,Kiss You On The Cheek Passionatly ,Near Your Lips
Then Whisper In Your Ears **Happy Birthday

When you kept coming closer and closer
My heart was beating so fast , so fast
I gave you that look so you can get back a little , we aren't alone here
But you didn't cared about anyone
You kept coming closer and closer
to the point that I couldn't move
you think am over exagerating but seriously I couldn't breath
you kept looking at my eyes, chest , neck and checking me out the whole time
I gave you that look again , but you didn't even cared about anyone
you just kept coming closer and closer
looking me in the eye
go check you eyes honey ,they have an X-ray power , something like a magnet
You are eating me by you eyes
From your closeness my chest turned RED
You asked me why ?
I said its because of the hot weather, my skin turns red instead of being tanned
You said , yea I remember you told me before
But Huh It's Because Of You , I feel something HOT in my chest when you are near me.
You are driving me crazy

I Wish I Could Meet You At Night Before I Sleep
Instead Of Holding My Pillow So Tight
Imaging The Pillow Is You
I Wish
I Wish Wishes Comes True
I Wish

Yesterday
I just figured out that you can't sleep the night Which Is Happening With Me Also
I just figured out that you don't eat these daysWhich Is Happening With Me Also
I just Figured Out That What Is Happening With You & Me Is Because Of **Love

Have you ever felt
That your heart is broken,
and you couldn't go on?
Have you ever really
wanted to die?
To end your life,
so your tears would dry?
My life was like a ****,
and he lighted it up
he made my smile,
When things got tough,
he was always there,
for once in my life,
someone did care.,
Now the lights has turned to dark,
Without him
I have no life,
I don't wish to see
a new tomorrow from what I saw today.
I'm Crying
&
dying.
They say you can't love someone
in such older years,
then give me an explanation
to why I shed all these tears?
Don't say I deserve someone better,
I just want to be with him,
no one will ever take his place,
why must love always
end with a broken heart?
why?
True love survives everything,
Why can't I stop feeling
the way I do?
I know I'll never find
another you.
I would give everything,
just to see your face,
you are my heart,
something no one will replace.

So remember this,
I will love you forever,
even if it means
we're not together.
Any girl would be lucky,
to have a guy like you,
but no one will ever
love you in the special way I do.

Tomorrow
I will get close to your soul
very close
lift my feet up a little
in order to reach your ears
and
say
I miss you
then
I'll close my eyes
and
smell your neck

I was walking the stairs
I could see he was standing with my friend and other teacher
My friend screamed my name
He turned his face and looked at me :)
SMILING
I hugged my friend then he asked
how was my vacation and my trip to Thailand
He keep looking deeply and deeply onto my eyes
to the point that I couldn't look at him anymore.
He saw my picture wearing short shorts on the email and today
he asked me if there is more picture I took in the trip
I said yes
then he kept looking at my eyes deeply
I could see from his eyes that he wanna see the pictures
yes he wants to
I could catch him from far away a little staring at me ;)

Tomorrow I Will Wake Up In The Early Morning
Jumping Out Of The Bed , Knowing That I Will See You :)
I Make Sure I Look The Best.
Tomorrow My Eyes Will Light Up When I See Your Eyes
My Heart Will Keep Beating So Fast
I Will Keep My Eyes Fixed On You
Hoping To See Your Lovely Soul.
When You Say Good Morning To Me
I'm Sure My Heart Will Keep Beating Faster & Faster
Because Of The Amazing Eyes That Will Be Looking Deeply Onto Mine
You Are On My Mind All Day
Baby,I Cannot Erase The Beauty Of Your Beautiful Face

I MISS YOU

Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow I Will Finally See Him :)
How Could I Sleep Tonight
How Could I
For Sure
I Would Keep Thinking Of The Beautiful Tomorrow
Tomorrow My Heart Will Keep Skipping A Beats
Whenever I See His Beautiful Face

I WANT TO BE ABLE
To Touch You
Free To Feel You
Free To Breathe Fresh Whispers In Your Ear
Free To Shout "I Love You!" Without Fear

There hasn't been a single day in the past two months that I haven't thought of you.
I still love you.
I MISS your gorgeous eyes, your smile,YOUR SMELL, your sense of humor that went so well with mine.

Lucky Who Sleep The Night Without Thinking

Look I Love You and would appreciate it if you wouldn't say things such as you're cute etc if you don't mean it.
**I don't wanna get hurt

It's been two months since the last time I saw him, I can't stop thinking of him, I just miss him so much! I see him in my dreams almost every night, these dreams are so perfect, But When I Wake Up Yes When I Wake Up you can imagine how I feel.. I wish that I could see him again!

From the first time I saw him I could feel that he was someone special UNLIKE others
I could feel something like energy coming out through his eyes, it was so powerful!
And I can remember him staying with me a little longer when others left.
I Remember
Yes
**I Remember

People say that I can control whom I love & that is 100% untrue because I didn't chose to be in love with a man!
Sorry
if it was long
I just needed to get that off my chest :(
I want something more but I don't know what to do.
Yeah, I know its illegal but at the moment I'm the one who wants this and I really don't care.
When Love Exists Then What!

How Can I Go From Wanting Him Dead To Loving Him More Than I Have Ever Loved Anything Before In My Life?
*Baby I Love You

Don't Always Trust Someone Who Fall In Love With You Quickly
Because Either He Wants To Have Fun Or To Forget Someone's Else

Nothing Truly Compares The Happiness I Get
When
I See Your Beautiful Face
Your Gorgeous Smile That Gives Me Hope
Your Amazing Eyes
Your Unforgettable Voice
Nothing Really Compares!

There was a time I loved you
Know matter what you would say.
Now I no longer love you
You scared my love away.
I always hoped you love me
You seem happier with others
No matter who they are.
But not when I’m around
So I loved you from a far.
No matter what I do
It’s never good enough.
Why you hate me I don’t know!
You said it a lot that you don't want me
From the day I was a womb in your belly
You told the doctor how can I get rid of her
I don't want her
Make her die
He didn't let you
But
I wish he did
So I don't need to suffer the pain
I am suffering now*.

I Loved You, Yes I Did, Still Do
&
Will Always Do
I Want You To Stay In My Life
Always&Forever;
I Am Being Selfish
Yes , I am
&
I Want You For Me Only
Love Is A Selfish Thing
&
That What Makes Love Special
You Are Perfect
It Is Such A Stupid Legal Thing
That Is Preventing Me From Holding You
Keeping Us Apart!
Preventing Us From Feeling A Mutual Love
Because
There Is No Explanation
I Hope You Trust Me
I Will Spend Every Living Day Loving You, Wishing To Hold You, Touching Tour Lips
&
Wanting You.
Whatever Happens
I Will Still Want You
Because
I Want What Completes Me
I Want You Tonight
Tomorrow
&
Forever
I Love You
&
Will Keep Loving you Till The Day Of My Death!

I'm at the point where I could stare at him for hours if I could
But
The thing is I'm not confident enough to look at him in the eyes
Because they like a magnets.
He isn't the most attractive man I met
But
Definitely his sense of humor & intelligence that attracted me in the first place!!

Seeing You Isn't Always Enough For Me,
But Your Love Is Enough To Keep My Heart Beat
You Make Life Beautiful For Me,
On The Other Hand,
I Cry
You Know Why
Because I Can't Have You
But
I pray
I Pray It Starts & Ends With You,
Just How I Want The Rest Of My Life To Be,
I Pray
That Your Heart Is Connected
Between You & I
I Swear
These Words I Write,
Words Just For You.
A Poem For You
My Love!

Do Not Always Be Silent!
Some Confessions May Change
A Lot In Your Life!

I miss him
I miss talking to him.
I just miss knowing I could see him everyday.
I haven't missed anyone like this before.
But Him! God I miss everything about him
&
I just feel my eyes start to flood when I think about him.
I can't tell anyone
Just to express my inner pain
through words!
How do I get over literally what I thought was the man of my dreams
How do I get over him?
The answer is that
I don't know

Why must my heart be the prisoner of this ruthless pain?
Why must my stubborn heart continue grasping into this wonderful man I'm in love with?
How can it be this hard?
To love someone you can't have?
How can they make you stay up until the morning thinking about nothing but them?
How is it possible that as soon as you open your eyes,
their beautiful smile
&
lovely face appear in your head?
That when you're going to sleep, the last thing you think about is them?
How is it possible that sometimes, you never stop thinking about them?
When you go to sleep and dream about them, wake up thinking about no one but them... How?
I'm Wondering How!
How can you allow someone to have so much power over you?
He does something to me, that Man!
I love him
&
He's making me cry.