Lucky Who Sleep The Night Without Thinking

Look I Love You and would appreciate it if you wouldn't say things such as you're cute etc if you don't mean it.
**I don't wanna get hurt

It's been two months since the last time I saw him, I can't stop thinking of him, I just miss him so much! I see him in my dreams almost every night, these dreams are so perfect, But When I Wake Up Yes When I Wake Up you can imagine how I feel.. I wish that I could see him again!

From the first time I saw him I could feel that he was someone special UNLIKE others
I could feel something like energy coming out through his eyes, it was so powerful!
And I can remember him staying with me a little longer when others left.
I Remember
Yes
**I Remember

People say that I can control whom I love & that is 100% untrue because I didn't chose to be in love with a man!
Sorry
if it was long
I just needed to get that off my chest :(
I want something more but I don't know what to do.
Yeah, I know its illegal but at the moment I'm the one who wants this and I really don't care.
When Love Exists Then What!

How Can I Go From Wanting Him Dead To Loving Him More Than I Have Ever Loved Anything Before In My Life?
*Baby I Love You