I miss him
I miss talking to him.
I just miss knowing I could see him everyday.
I haven't missed anyone like this before.
But Him! God I miss everything about him
&
I just feel my eyes start to flood when I think about him.
I can't tell anyone
Just to express my inner pain
through words!
How do I get over literally what I thought was the man of my dreams
How do I get over him?
The answer is that
I don't know

Why must my heart be the prisoner of this ruthless pain?
Why must my stubborn heart continue grasping into this wonderful man I'm in love with?
How can it be this hard?
To love someone you can't have?
How can they make you stay up until the morning thinking about nothing but them?
How is it possible that as soon as you open your eyes,
their beautiful smile
&
lovely face appear in your head?
That when you're going to sleep, the last thing you think about is them?
How is it possible that sometimes, you never stop thinking about them?
When you go to sleep and dream about them, wake up thinking about no one but them... How?
I'm Wondering How!
How can you allow someone to have so much power over you?
He does something to me, that Man!
I love him
&
He's making me cry.

I do understand that everyone has their own views on getting involved with person that are a lot older.
But when real feelings are involved
&
True love exists
Then what !?
Nothing else matters.
No age gap is too wide if we both feel so right.
Love is ageless and pure
&
Having a big age gap in a relationship should never pose a problem.

It's Wonderful The Feelings I Get Caused By Only You Baby & Your Actions

I Will See You After Two Months
I Swear It's Too Much :(
I'm Just So Sad Because I Really Fell In Love With YOU.
I'm Missing Your Voice
Your Smile
Your Eyes When They Stare At Me
Your Lips
I Don't Know What To Do!
But At Least I See Your Beautiful Face In My Dreams
Every
Single
Day!

When You Ask Me FACE TO FACE & REALLY CLOSE TO ME
I Just Stare
&
Smile For A While & think
"Hey Man Don't Get Any Closer
Because I'm Dying To Kiss You"
;)