Think of me
When your feet touch the sand
How we once walked together
Hand in hand

Think of me
When you feel the sea
How you once held me close-
Definite harmony

Think of me
With the wind on your face
A whisper in your ear
"This is our place"

Think of me
As the ocean roars
And always know
I am forever your

There's pressure all around me
the walls are crumbling down
tears fall from my eyes;
fears without a sound.
I'm drawn into a black-hole;
an empty space with no way out.
No one to turn to-
no one to hear me shout.
Suddenly I find it hard to breathe-
life becomes slow motion.
Forever it seems,
it goes with no emotion.
"Help me! Help me!"
I cry with no reply.
Is this how it feels-
What it's like to die?

Soft touch;
warm kiss;
heart race;
total bliss....

Chills that start
from deep inside
creating the want
but fear will hide....

Impulses rage
through mixed thoughts
emotions to explore
a wildly beating heart....

One's thoughts-
wishes to never end
the tender moments
between best friends.

Burning love is Dangerous,
Fire blazing a hot red,
The colors so addicting,
Came too close and got Burned.

But yet the flames beckon,
Only to come back again,
The pull is strong,
And again you're burned.

The glowing red turns blue,
The love is hotter,
Burns to get burns,
Fight this urge, but lose again.

Burning Love means pain,
Yet so addicting you forget.

The price you pay for love,
A Burning Love <3

Depression washes over me like a blanket.
Sweet sorrow is no longer sweet.
My droopy eyes, make it impossible to stay awake.
I can’t seem to take any more heartbreak.
My love for you is more than I can handle.
To my surprise, I still care, after everything

I love you… that’s all I can say. But what I’ve done, and how I hurt you, is more than I can bear. The love is strong, but the trust is weak. But love without trust is something I can’t imagine. Trust can be had without love, but how can you truly love them if you can’t trust them? No trust equals no love, conclusion… I’m unloved.

Can you hear me? My screams getting louder, my body fighting harder, can you hear me now!? I tell you stop, but you don’t listen. I tell you once more, but again I am ignored. I hit, and kick, and watch you stumble… Can you hear me now!? You come back, making another attack. I hit harder, you go down, how bout’ now, can you hear me? Now you’re up, but I ran away, not a clean getaway, you caught me, and I’ve had enough! I pull a knife, and you go down, not gonna get back. I told you to stop! CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW!?!?

My heart beats like a thousand fleets, marching on to a beautiful song. When the tempo slows, and the darkness. That beautiful song is gone. My pulse quickens, my knees weaken, I can only try not to cry. My life you took, was shaken not shook, life was a treat, and so sweet. But once I saw you, there was nothing I could do, I reached so hard I fell, and all you had to do was ring a bell. For once now, I won’t be a cow, I won’t be pushed, and no longer shushed. I’m FREE, and finally ME!!!!

Can you hear it? The sound of my defeat, you have won. I can’t feel my feet.
My heart is bleeding out, my body numb, wanting to shout, “how was I so dumb?!?”
Leave me now, you’ve done enough, for you are foul, I’m calling your bluff.
I’m dying and you’re still alive…

I love the way you smile, I love the way you go the extra mile. I love the way you looked at me, I love the way it used to be. I love how you make me feel, I love how my heart is the only thing you can steal. I love how true you are, I love feeling safe in your car. I love… You!

I want to cry, but I hold back, finding it hard not to have a heart attack.

My mind is set to wonder, I can’t seem not to break, for him I do ponder, wishing the pain was fake.

The pain worsens within me, when I see his dear face, for it seems to be, my heart begins to race.

My life comes unbearable, the pain of heartache worsens, and the song of confusion plays on.

Life mocking my every move, though depression overcomes me, I can’t feel anything.

Trying to feel something, anything. My body becomes numb, falling on my knees, I’m weak.

Pain is me, I can’t stand, for my temple is broken down. It’s cold, and I’m too weak.

I can no longer breathe, this air is way too thick. Suffocation overcomes me, breathing not possible.

Use to being hurt, for I’ve been beaten many times. My heart can’t take anymore.

Depression overcomes me, sadness deepens within me, I can’t feel anything.

Thoughts run through my mind, my body becomes numb. I’m weak, I can’t stop.

Warm blood runs down my arm, trying to feel something, anything. It hurts, but I can’t stop.

My life comes before me, mocking my every move. Still going, because I can’t stop.

Heartache worsens, the pain grows bigger. All I feel when I can’t stop.

The song intenses and plays on, the song of confusion. Someone stop, because I can’t.

I am weak and cold, I can’t remember what happened. No one around, I’m alone.

My body not moving, blood around, but still I feel nothing. Is there help, or am I still alone?

I can’t breathe, air is getting way to think, I can’t breathe. No one to help, I’m all alone.

Suffocation overcomes me, breathing not possible. No air, no help, I’m still alone.

I see a light when I wake, someone above me, I have help. Why couldn’t I just die?

Pain is me, and I can’t stand, my temple broken down. Why couldn’t you let me die?

Blood stains all over my body, heartache still appealing. Help no longer wanted, I want to die.

I can’t get up, movement not possible, hurts to breathe. Just lemme die.
Laying here, the help no longer wanted, has found me, but I didn’t want it, **** me, and lemme die.

Life not in sight, for I can’t put up for this fight, I close my eyes, please lemme die.

No more asking, I’m telling you, the pain hurts too much, I can’t handle it. LEMME DIE!

Tears running down my cheek, pain is unbearable at this point, won’t someone make it stop?

I miss you…

I miss the hours we would spend talking, being open and honest, and free. I miss how my heart would breathe a sigh of relief because you brought me peace.

I miss the feeling of hope and happiness and how with you I always felt content…

I miss you…

I miss the hours I would spend lying by your side tracing the lines upon your skin, I miss he way you held me close enough to hear your heartbeat… I wish I could hear it again.

I miss you…

I miss you every minute of every day, it’s an ache, a sadness, an emptiness that doesn’t ever go away... I miss you.

I miss your smile, your eyes… The moments we walked side-by-side.
It seems just like yesterday, but it’s been a year, since I’ve seen you standing there.
Your lips against mine, as our hands intertwined.
Holding you in the water, so you’ll be warmer.
The time it rained driving in your car, not having to go too far.
The first time I met you…
These are the memories, that much is true.

The girl inside you think is true, is not who she is, but a reflection of you.
She is not perfect, for perfect is so far out of reach.
But the girl she tries to be, is so not to hear you preach.
Trying to make you happy, while all along she’s crying for disappointing you.
She’s nothing but sad, and heartbroken for all she is, is a disappointment.
Your approval is a token, but for her it’s unspoken.
Not wanting to be left out searching all about…
For something she can do, to hear you say “I’m proud of you!”
Awaiting the day she will rise, but not coming, she’s not even close to being the prize.

Take my hand, and lead me to no ordinary place.
A view behind the scenes, of what lies upon you face.
I’ll seek out every though, to view it in your mind.
A revelation of desire, dreams that you design.
Pleasure perceived is decadence, not in parts conceived, but whole.
Fantasies beyond measure, totally self-controlled.
A fearsome delight comes over me, rattles me to the core.
If they become reality… What quenches the need for more?

I can feel your smile rest upon my face, and I can feel the warmth and gentleness of your embrace. I can hear your laughter, its music to my ears, and your voice still whispers to me, and wipes away my tears.

I imagine you right here with me, the one and only place you are meant to be. This is your home here in my heart, but fate has been unkind and time has kept us apart. So, I imagine you right here with me.

I remember that sparkle that dances in your eyes when something makes you happy just to be alive. I remember you spirit and how it set me free. How the tender side of you put me at ease.

I imagine you right here with me, the one and only place you are meant to be. This is your home here in my heart, but fate has been unkind and time has kept us apart. So, I imagine you right here with me.