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Nobody Jul 12
and just when i thought i was getting better
i fall back down
deeper
deeper
and deeper
until i dont know who i am
anymore
my eyes hurt.
Nobody Jul 11
you tried so hard to be a girl, didn't you?
you tried to help them like you.
you tried to get them to stop.
you tried to keep her as your friend.
but did it help?
was it worth it?
did you succeed?
you never asked for anything.
you never asked for help.
you always pretended to be happy, even the morning after you tried to slit your throat.
you always blamed the cuts on your cat.
you stayed with the friends who manipulated you because at least you had someone.
you cried to yourself every night because of how much it hurt.
because nobody cared.
because they weren't seeing you.
you kept telling yourself
that it was almost over.
but it never was.
oh, how i wish i could go back in time and tell you
that it would get better.
that you would find people who loved you.
that you would come out,
you would cut your hair,
and you would be happy for a while.
oh, how i wish i could tell you not to trust her.
she seemed nice but she ****** us up.
oh, how i wish i could tell you
that you should have been yourself
even if they hurt you.
because it was so, so worth it in the end.
oh, how i wish i could tell you that they weren't worth your time.
that you were amazing the way you were.
that you didn't have to change yourself for them.
you had to be yourself.
the right people will come.
oh, dear younger me,
how i wish i could tell you that it gets better.
this has been in my drafts for a while and it was annoying me so i posted it so here it is
Nobody Jul 9
6
your sticks and stones
didn't break my bones
but god, did your words hurt me

let's have a court,
the type with guns and swords
and there will be no jury
god im so emo *****
Nobody Jul 7
im sorry im too clingy
im sorry im too touchy
im sorry im too loud
im sorry you always need to help me

im sorry i relapsed
i really did try
i know im annoying
i should just ******* die

youre better off without me
i think we both know that its true
i dont get
why i keep hurting you
im sorry to all my friends who have to deal with this hot mess
Nobody Jul 7
my mask has gotten oh so heavy
but i don't want them to see
the person behind the facade
the real me

they barely see me, they see the mask
but it's cracking through
if i took off my mask
would you still love me like i love you?

i wish i could be me
but they would hurt me again
so i'll keep wearing this heavy mask
until i can finally break the chain
i always have to be the happy, funny talkative friend or it'll happen again
Nobody Jun 26
<3
you know what?
i want to hold your hand
i want to hug you
i want to text with you late at night
i don't give a **** if it's cliche
i don't give a **** if it's cringe
we can be cringy together
I LOVE BEING ABLE TO CALL HIM MY BF LIKE AAAAAA IM SO CRINGEEEE
Nobody Jun 24
do they see me as a boy
or do they just remember my pronouns?

this isn't my body
something feels off
why are they all looking at me
i'm not a girl
i shouldn't have to say that
i wish i was born a boy
maybe then they wouldn't mock me then
i don't understand
why do they hate me
born to be a son, forced to be a daughter
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