why do i even bother
fighting with someone like you?
no matter what i did,
it was the wrong thing to do.
too often,
we fight and scream and yell.
you hate me?
well i'm glad i put you through hell.
you should've loved me
for who i am instead,
not some silly little image
of a perfect girl in your head.
well i'm not your little girl anymore.
that ship has sailed.
you should've been my mom,
but guess what? you ******* failed.
she should have ******* loved me. even if im trans. even if im mentally ill. even if i like boys. even if i wasnt the perfect little girl in her head she made me up to be. if she wasnt ready to love me no matter what, then i dont get why she had me in the first place.