Honeybee

Honeybee Mar 2021

Unheard

Cry as long and hard as you want
No one will hear you
Because no one is there

I feel like sometimes I’m completely alone and no one cares

Honeybee Mar 2021

Drowning

I can’t drown my demons
They know how to swim

At least THEY know how to swim
I can’t swim like at all

Honeybee Mar 2021

No one

I just want to die
For only one day
Just to see
If anyone would care

And if no one did
To make my death permanent

I saw something like this and thought I would twist it around a little

Honeybee Mar 2021

Worlds

You were the world to me
I just wish
You could’ve seen
You were enough for me

Honeybee Mar 2021

Anxiety

Tears are streaming down my face
Clinging to my jaw
I can’t talk
I can’t breathe
I’m just waiting it out
Using my so called “distractions”

But even after fifteen years I still can’t seem to properly handle it

My anxiety has always been a huge issue
But there is a lot going on
So it’s been worse lately

Honeybee Mar 2021

Claws

I try to scream for help
But I can’t
It feels like claws are running up and down my throat
Suffocating me making me unable to even let out a sob
So I just sit there in silence
Not being able to breathe
Not moving a muscle

Honeybee Mar 2021

Stop

Whenever I look at you
It’s like time stops