Honeybee

Honeybee Nov 2020

The maple trees
In the fall
Sets me free
Makes me think of it all
The stories
That tell
When the memories
Start to swell
Of that one
Lone
Maple tree

Honeybee Nov 2020

Rose

sitting under the rosy sun
trying to escape the problems i cant outrun
waiting for the days to pass
people waiting for me to fall and crash
and i'm getting pretty close
underneath this sunlit rose

Honeybee Oct 2020

Help

She tried and tried
She hid behind a fake smile with tired eyes
She asked you for help
But you didn’t hear her
In time

Honeybee Oct 2020

used to it

It’s sad maybe even pathetic
When someone hurts me
I can honestly and genuinely say
Im used to it

Honeybee Oct 2020

:(

i
just
want
to
give
up

Honeybee Oct 2020

Hate

I say I’m fine
that I’m good
Even though I know I’m not
I want someone to know I’m not
I’m scared to say anything though
I’m afraid they’ll hate me
As much as I hate myself

I’m dealing with a lot of self hatred recently

Honeybee Oct 2020

Etching

My mind is a maze
The etching on my skin is the proof
I tried to reach out for help
But my heart shattered
Before I could
Get to you

I’m trying hard to not let my thoughts get to me