Once upon a time..
That's how fairy tales start...
I don't believe in fairy tales.
I don't believe in much.
But I believed in this...
In all of us..
I never should have.
I feared myself and now look..
I'm exaxtly what I never wanted.
Exactly what she doesn't want.
Fairy tales taught us lessons,
Showed us what to avoid.  
What to run from.
We'll see where this takes me,
But it's another fairy tale.
I don't believe in fairy tales.

I keep seeing you in my dreams
Awake and asleep..
I hear you call to me.

These feelings are untested and new
What do I do?
I know I need you.

I want to run as far as I can
But I still stand..
Why? I know better than to trust a man..

But you're special to me
With you I can finally breathe
I'm no longer missing a piece..

I have so much hope...
Silly me.
I have hope for world I've never seen..
One that works..
Makes sense..
Doesn't hurt me..
Doesn't **** my soul..
I belong to you.
I love them..
Give me an answer.
Show me guidance.
Please Sir..

Everything is fine.
Everything is always fine.
I can ignore this sinking feeling
Until I don't care.
I want too many things..
Things not mine to have.
I'm sad and I'm alone with these thoughts,
Who can I honestly tell?
Too many people to hurt.
So I cry in my dreams,
With only scratches left to show any emotion.
Everything will stay fine.

Dripping honey
On my teeth
So I speak sweetly
You lap it up
Then shove
Salt down my throat
When you kiss
Me goodbye.