The Razer,
It calls to me,
It tells me its my friend.
I want to believe it

You're there when no one else is
You've helped Me up
When I fell down
You helped lick My wounds
You wiped My tears away
You made Me smile
When things were hard
You held Me
The way I always wanted to be held
You're playful
When I needed to cheer up
You have a warm tender heart
It understands what My heart is
The state that it is in
Without knowing it
You've become the great bonfire
In this cold dark world of Mine

It starts with "Hi"
We then talked
As time passed by
We knew each other
Inside and out

We went out together
Did things together
Shared our secrets
Our strengths
Our weakness

We confessed our love
We said "Yes" to each other
We fell deeper
Together we smiled more
Then we have ever had before

Our first kiss
Tears of joy flowed
I held you in My arms
You felt safe there
Our hearts synced

We embraced
Felt each others bodies
Caressed one another
Explored each other

We then became one
Hand in hand
Lips to lips
Our body embraced closer
We lusted for one another

We proposed to each other
We both said "I do" happily
We've became even more
We looked to our future
Together forever

Time passes
We slowly fell apart
We fought more
We loved less
We cried

Here we are now
You're no longer here
I'm no longer there
You moved on
I haven't

You found a new life
I'm trapped in the pass
You're happy now
I miserable now
We ended it with "Bye"

Once upon a time
The end

lean on me
don't be afraid

I'll protect you
As best I can

Don't you know
I'd lay down my life for you?

You've been strong all these years
But even the mighty can fall

Rest now
You're safe

I'll be your strength

Hush don't speak
There is nothing you need say

Just rest now
You're safe

Stupid people on the phones
Call me slander
call me your words

You think I care?
You think you hurt?
HAHAHAHA
Yeah RIGHT

You're rudness
and your hate
Just become the butts of jokes
Making my day

Stupid people on the phones
Talk down to me
Make fun of me

You think me stupid?
You think me Niave?
HAHAHAHA
yeah RIGHT

I know more then you think
I can hear you talking
I hear your murmers

Stupid People on the Phones
just remember
you cant see me

While you hate
and slander
and talk down to me

You dont see me
through this screen
you dont see what I do

Stick my tungue out
Stiffling my laughter
******* in the air

So to all you stupid people on the phones
Think twice about being rude
to a sales person
We can be twice as cruel.

A smell of wine and cheap perfume

Spilling from his earphones

It goes on and on and on

As he grins up at me

Strangers Waiting

Grab my wrists pushing me to the ground

Up and down the boulevard

Climbs on top tugging down my jeans

Their shadows searching In the night

I kick and I scream Pleading him to stop

Streetlights, people Livin' just to find emotion

No one's around to hear my call

Hidin' somewhere in the night

I close my eyes ready to just give in

Don't stop believin'

Sleep is that thing
that eludes me
and taunts me
with its nightmares.

As I sit on the picnic table
that is supported by the deck
I absorb the scenery
That is all around me.

I see the little nest that had been deserted
and left to protect itself against
the harsh winter that lay ahead.

I look down to see the snow covering
the ground's true beauty and wonder
if the snow will ever go away.

Then I look at the old tree with
its bare limbs coated with a layer
of the two week old snow.

All of a  sudden a little gray squirrel
climbs over the rusted old fence thinking
he will find some acorns in my backyard,
only to find he had been wrong.

I guess  I never really noticed how beautiful
my backyard could be.
I always thought it
was like everyone Else's,

but as I sit on this picnic table
I see the true beauty
that the snow has hidden all winter long.