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Hawk Flight May 2014
SO I'm engaged
to a beautiful women
Kaitlyn

But I'm also dating
this kick *** awsome guy
Twittle

NOW before you start getting upset
before you start accusing me

Oh what a douchbag!
he's cheating on his Fiance!

Stop it
stop it now

to be honest
if you want to get technical
I was dating him first

He doesn't mind
He's actually happy
He never wants to get married

She doesn't mind
She's actually happy
As long as its not another girl

I know its probably selfish of me
I shouldnt be doing this
I don't deserve this

I told them that.
I told them they deserve better
then just half of me

And do you know what they did?
they both ******* smacked in in the face!

They both told me
that they dont care
as long as I love them
they aint going anywhere

What can I do?
but be grateful
they chose me

and treat them BOTH like
the Goddess's they are
Twittle calls him self a goddess so I know he wont mind me calling him one
Hawk Flight May 2014
So there is this guy
the one and only guy
I've ever really liked
His name... well nickname
Twittle.

Twittle
He saved me from the brink of death
He was there
when I got shot
He called 911
when I could not

Twittle
His voice is the only thing I heard
as the anesthetic wore off

Twittle
His face was the first thing I saw
when I opened my eyes

Twittle
tears streaming down his face
as he yelled at me in spanish
you scared me half to death

Twittle
and in that second I did something so unlike me
It shocked me, it shocked him,

Twittle
whose tears of fear and joy started breaking my heart
my cold doesnt give a **** heart

Twittle,
I pulled him to me, and in front of everyone
Kissed him square on the lips
Soooo I hadnt told anyone I was bi until after I woke up from the surgery after being shot. I kissed my boyfriend in front of everyone.
Hawk Flight May 2014
I see the car
driving off the cliff
down
down
down
down
it goes.......

But my day didnt start out like that

I woke up
to my mothers sing songing voice
Victor wake up hunny we're going on a trip!

Olivia comes squeeling in
jumping on my bed
Trip! Trip! Trip!
her three year words tumbling out

Getting ready we all hop in the car
Mother
father
son
daughter
in that big old Caravan

where are we going

A cross country trip

Summer time is here
lets make the most of it

We got across a few states
sightseeing as we went
camara flashing
marking our journey

Grab a motel room
spend the night

next day get up
eat breakfast
on the road again

Then it happened.
A moose in the middle of the road
Dont ask me the state
my brain has blacked that out

But it never bothered to block out the accident

Dad tried to aviod it
but it was to big
He hit the back end
and went spinning over the cliff
tumbling down
and down

glass shattering
twigs getting in

the car settles at the bottom
upside and smashed

I try to get my bearing
my six year old self freaking out

SOMETHING attacks my face
To this day I dont know what it is
But now my left eye is dead
my vision destroyed
claw marks rake that side of my face

with blood in my eye
I try to find my parents
They are still not moving

Dads neck is bent funny
so is moms

I hear my sister calling out to me
hanging upside down
reaching out to me

Something is wrong with her chest
She wasnt wearing a red shirt
she was wearing Yellow

dont worry Livy
Everythings gunna be ok

with my promise on my lips
I unbuckle my seatbelt
surprised it still worked

I crawled out of my seat
and to my father
trying not to look at his
dead eyes.
I love you daddy, Goodbye

reach into his pocket
grab his cell phone
whats that number again?
Oh right
911

call it
cry scream
tell the people
HELP ME, HELP OLIVIA
Mommy and daddy went to heaven already

Olivia, shes fading
***** hold on they're coming
Her whimpers stop
and her body goes limp

NOOOOOOOOOO
I shout and scream
shrieking into the night

The flashback fades away
I wake up
in my own room
18 years later

I survived
My whole family didn't

Whoever is out there
God? Alleh, Goddess, Whomever
Why didnt you take me with them?

Why did you have to leave me here?
why did you have to break me?
My first tim ever writing or talking about the accident that killed my whole family when I was only 6. I am the only survivor. the doctors still can't figure out what attacked my face, They suggest that somehow a bird got into the car and clawed my face trying to get out.
Hawk Flight May 2014
I ****** up
I ****** up

I used once more
after swearing up and down
I would never touch the stuff again

In a moment of weakness
IN a moment of pure agony
I got out my white powder
and did my old routine

I'm sorry Kaitlyn
I'm sorry Panda
I'm sorry Arianna
I'm sorry Sofia

Please dont get mad
I ****** up
I know I did
I'll try harder next time
I used again. ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry guys
  May 2014 Hawk Flight
Devilgirlzdream
While the ones you love are dying within, you wonder what you can possibly do to help.
Surrounded by the darkness, your lost and feel alone, no matter how many people are around without you realizing you’re loved.
As you toss and turn at night, the devil feeds on your soul, feeling that the nightmares are real until you wake up crying, your heart pounding out of your chest.
Slowly tracing your veins with a knife, as you put pressure you can see the blood start to drip down your arm,
No pain, no nothing but complete and utter darkness...
Hawk Flight May 2014
I have this anger within me
Its black and rotten
and filled with a burning hatred

Its what makes my vision go red
and all thoughts fly out of my head

My body tenses as it prepares for a fight
That I know **** well will occur.

This anger lusts for blood
for death and mayhem

Its so easy to give in to it
Let it cover me like a blanket
Heh
a blanket of destruction

It has turned me into a monster
a deadly cruel beast
barely human

Anger issues is an understatment
I'm afraid to let it go.
becuase if I do then I will have to face
all the things I have destoryed
and left in my path
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