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130 · Oct 2018
When I Die
Hannah Field Oct 2018
Doctor: She is dead
School:The fat one? Oh yeah she deserved it
Boyfriend: I didn't even like her
Friend: At least I don't have to pretend I like her anymore
Counselor: I had to many clients I have to deal with.
She made my job easier
127 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
I want to die but no one will let me. Please let me go
126 · Nov 2018
Choose Joy
Hannah Field Nov 2018
It takes courage to turn your back on the shore
Of a luring promise
The safe land of strain and sacrifice
Leading you astray on an empty quiet
But the place that you seek is an sea of delight
and only a joyful heart
will make a port in you
The heaven of happiness
124 · Mar 2019
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Hannah Field Mar 2019
I saw the pain in her eyes
she was hurt and broken
no one cared did they
They snickered
They judged
They talked
They bashed
Until that one day
That one day
After 4 years of abuse
She was found dead
Hung
She had killed herself






( Comment if this has happened to someone you know or you?
120 · Oct 2018
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Hannah Field Oct 2018
I don't want you to save me...
I want you to stand by my side as i save myself
119 · Mar 2019
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Hannah Field Mar 2019
I loved her...
Her hair
Her eyes
Her body
Everything
She was special
She was unique
I wanted to tell her
But she was one of my best friends
I told Erin and chloe and everyone else
I hope she reads this I hope she knows
That I love her very dearly
118 · Oct 2018
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Hannah Field Oct 2018
So I grab the knife... Put it up to my wrist... Close my eyes... And just cut away!!!!!!

I take one good slice... So fast that I can't feel It... Till it's too late..............
117 · Sep 2018
Mirror, Mirror
Hannah Field Sep 2018
Mirror, Mirror, on my wall, I just want to be thin pretty and tall

Mirror, Mirror, If I change my hair, maybe someone will start to care?

Mirror, Mirror, If I starve myself at least I'll be beautiful... Forget about my health

Mirror, Mirror, If I cut my wrist will I feel like I exist?

Mirror,  Mirror, don't you see me
What you show is ruining me.
117 · Sep 2018
Poem 2
Hannah Field Sep 2018
A knife to the wrist was her way out
No one ever did hear her shouts
112 · Feb 2019
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Hannah Field Feb 2019
Sometimes you tell someone to never call you again, and then the phone rings and you hope it's them
111 · Oct 2018
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Hannah Field Oct 2018
I loved her
but then she cut to deep
And then she was fighting for her life
She lost
Now i don't wanna be with anyone else
Only her,
so i just plan one more week
Then we'll be together forever
Me and my love
How stupid she was
I don't want to go so early
But she is my life
I miss you baby
111 · Nov 2018
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Hannah Field Nov 2018
Roses are red
Violets are blue
****, I don't know how to continue bye
111 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
A glint had caught a baggy eye
To spark a thought to jump the fence
Could I grasp the handle- was I shy
Of what I had to do and hence remain
Enshrined in overwhelming strife
107 · Sep 2018
Just Don't
Hannah Field Sep 2018
Skin Isn't Paper...
Don't Cut It
Face Isn't A Mask...
Don't Cover It
Size Isn't A Book...
Don't Judge It
Life Isn't A Film...
Don't end it
Your Beautiful Just The Way You Are
105 · Sep 2018
No one cares
Hannah Field Sep 2018
I cried myself to sleep last night
I had suicidal thoughts
Does anyone care?????
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
105 · Sep 2018
My Heart
Hannah Field Sep 2018
My heart is for the loss I lost
The key is what paid the cost
I sit here staring at the sky
104 · Oct 2018
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Hannah Field Oct 2018
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like (What it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
102 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Why did you try to **** yourself...
You told me to be happy...
Hannah Field Sep 2018
I seem happy, right?
You see no cuts on my wrists
Only the smile on my lips
You hear me laugh, You see me smile


But did you take time to look into my eyes?
Did you see the emptiness, the darkness?
Did you check my hips
Darling, if only you opened up your eyes
You could see...
I was dying inside
94 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
The rain got sad
when they shut themselves
in doors
but he
found a companion
in the little boy
strapped heavily
in books
who made his vocation his consumption
of every puddle
93 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Roses are red, Violets are blue
sugar is sweet and prehaps so are you
But the roses are wilted and the violets are dead
The sugar bowls empty your wrists are stained red
The sun isn't shining, the sky isn't clear
there's no sliver lining cause your no longer here
Rain keeps on pouring, theres no end in sight
you're laying there frozen, so far from light
Your beautys unreal, your smile the sun
but time can't be turned nor your actions undone
89 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
There's only 1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you
I love you
88 · Sep 2018
Friend's
Hannah Field Sep 2018
I locked Myself In My Room
And cried Tears To Form A Sea
And soon I realized that we were more then friends.
That we were meant to be
87 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
She falls down to her knees
So no one can help her up
Because she thinks she is not worth saving
86 · Sep 2018
Let me die
Hannah Field Sep 2018
When you can't breathe in their lies
When they laugh at your demise
When everybody kills your dreams
When nothing is really as it seems
When your to weak to continue living
When you can't bear the world, It's unforgiving
When everybody leaves your side
There's only one word... LET ME DIE
85 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Is it better to be hated
For what you are
Than to be loved
For what you are not
84 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Just because my eyes don't tear
Doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry
And just because I come off strong
Doesn't mean there's nothing wrong
80 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
My silence is just another word for my pain
80 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
It's Sad
Knowing That
I Love Others
More Than
I Love Myself
I Hate To See Others
In Pain
But When It
Comes To
Me
"I'm Fine'
80 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
My day is
Ash grey
The night is
to long
These words are all wrong
There's nothing right to say
As I lay down to rest
No dreams come it's for the best...
Daylight comes, boredom to
Why'd I bother to give up to soon?
Could this be a better day

- Hannah
80 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Darling,
The world's not really against you
The only thing that is against you
is yourself...
75 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
I went to sleep
blood on the floor
of my life
there's nothing more
73 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
I wonder what would everyone do if I killed myself.
Got it they would all laugh and jump up and down because I killed myself
71 · Sep 2018
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
The monsters my parents warned me about when I was younger weren't under my bed or in my closet but in my head

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