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Hell-Loves-Blues Apr 2018
Breathe...
Just breathe
Forget the pain
Forget the memories
Just breathe.

Open your eyes
Close your heart
Maybe that'd be the best start
For you get hurt to easily
Come on little one cant you see?

Your heart is open too wide!
Your too open
Too vulnerable to hide
That heart is nothing but trouble.
That hearts as useless as rubble.

"Love will get you nowhere
You aren't strong
Look me in the eye
Tell me I'm wrong!"

You're wrong dear sir
For without love, you see
You can experience nothing
but pain and misery
You shut yourself up,
and shut everyone out
Now your heart has seen a drought
You aren't strong
because you have a heart of stone
You're strong when you learn to grow!

My power will rage on within
my heart is damaged and broken
But my words can not be held in

You cannot learn to live and love
If you live with a heart of stone
But with love you can feel as a king apon a throne
Breaths will seem precious as gold and moments like diamonds
My point is,
a heart dear sir is not the problem,
It is the lack of one that causes the problem.
Hell-Loves-Blues Apr 2018
Dark skies
Bright lights
Here's my
Endless fight

I'm not asleep
Nor am I awake
It seems to be my only fate

I'm tired of running
I'm tired of fear
Whats the point
It's already here

The days seem longer
The nights seem shorter
Everything has lost its order

I don't want to be awake
But I cannot sleep
For the life of me this feels like defeat

I don't think i can overcome it
I don't know how
All i know is here and now

But for you I can hold each breath
For you i'll draw it out
For you i'll try to forget every doubt
I'll breathe in fire
I'll breathe out ice
only for you will this be nice

For my pain continues
And my plans have ceased
But i wont burden you with pain for me
I'll keep on breathing
I'll appear strong
I will continue to take the world head on.
In a body constantly in pain trapped with a mind full of self hatred, depression, and anxiety sometimes one person holds your will to live, even if they can't tell...
Hell-Loves-Blues Apr 2018
You'll always be my best friend
You've been my love
You are everything I couldn't dream of.

I'll break myself,
Each and every day,
I'll be the one who doesn't turn out okay
Because as long as you smile,
I'll know my job is done,
As long as you laugh,
I'll know you've found the one.

I'll break myself if it means you smile
I'll let myself bleed
Cut curves into my cheeks
I'll fake it
I'll fake everything!
Just to make this turn out okay.

I'll fake it...
I've got no one to blame but myself
Smile for I know I'm to blame,
Smile so I know you'll be okay
Smile... Because if I'm gone,
maybe that's what I'll see
Maybe you won't see the worst in me

I'll never be the best friend you've ever had,
But i'll never try to be the reason you're sad
I'll break my heart in two
Drop the half that used to beat for you

I'll bring myself to my knees,
Seemingly hold the universe with ease
Hoping you will be pleased
For I want to be your friend
Even if it means breaking till the end

I can stomach the breaking
Of every word I write...
Though I understand
If I've lost a friend,
on this fretful night.
Hell-Loves-Blues Mar 2018
Beauty isnt skin deep
Its not some amazing feat
Its not a stroke of luck
or a born trait

Beauty isnt skin deep
Its in everything you do
Everything you say
Everything you write, sing, see

Beauty is within you, not your appearance.
Beauty is seeing the sun come up on the horizon
but its also seeing a little girl help an old man with his bags
Beauty is in everything
You just need to know where to look.
Beauty in my mind will never be classified as appearance. Its in the little things that cause wonder and joy, sometimes there is even beauty in the sad moments because there may never be another one like it. Thanks for reading
Hell-Loves-Blues Dec 2017
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm losing my mind
No clue what to do
I don't want to eat
Nor can I sleep
This is the difference between an A and defeat

Roses are red
Violets are blue
My hairs falling out
No clue what to do
My physical health is suffering
My mental is to
I'm so tired
Don't know what to do

My head is killing me
I'm down on my knees
But yet there is still stacks of work in front of me

"this seems impossible" she does it with ease!
"nothing is more important than this grade,you'll see"
But i cant sleep!
i don't want to eat!
Even when i come out on top
This is still defeat.
For i am not happy
Why cant you see?
It seems all this stress will be the death of me.

I am so tired
But i can not give up
When i ask for help
All i hear is "good luck"

I am so tired
But i can not give up
If i want a job ill need more than luck

I am so tired
But i can not give up
If i want quality of life
Ill need more than a few bucks

I'm so tired
But i cant give up
But i'm so close
I need some luck

I'm so tired
I want to give up
"but you're so close
all you need is luck"

I'm so exhausted
please let me be
all this work
will be the death of me

I'm so tired
i just want to rest
after all I've given it my best
"But in the end what if my best is not enough?"
"Then my friend i bid you good luck"
A students who seems brilliant and does everything with "ease" may be restless... health and happiness should be more important than a letter or number.
Hell-Loves-Blues Oct 2017
My love,
For every diminishing comment you've received
For every time you have been hurt
For every time I've watched you try and drown your sorrows
For every pause in a sentence showing the resistance for your mind to let you take control
For every silent tear you've cried
My love you are not weak
You are stronger than they have ever been
For everyone who hurt you
You are better
You light the way for me in this dark world
You are love
You are not sin.
Hell-Loves-Blues Oct 2017
Why
You always ask me why it's so hard for me to get close, but when I actually try I lose my fingers and my toes, I hate giving my all and getting nothing in return. And that's why I build my wall,before I crash and burn.
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