Plaster a fat curve,
Whenever asked to smile.
Mind and heart in shreds,
Being beautiful outside.
Unwanted attention,
Being centre of attraction.
Getting inside my shredded mind,
That's only distraction I seems to find.
Blatant ogling,
Iron clad hold on my waist.
Walking through an exhibition,
As if being the one presented on display.
Abused soul ,
cursed life,
Smile so big in the photograph .
Standing side by side.
A relation on pins and needle,
A bed made of glass shards.
Unacknowledged discomfort,
Sharing the world apart.
Blazing brown eyes,
The hatred inside.
Fingers clenched in fist,
Anger the blood-thirst in disguise.
Unveiling the monster,
Underneath the surface.
Projecting all the charm,
No room to escape.
Trapped in a life long bond,
An exchange of the vow.
Fear ingrained in every bone,
Not seeing an out.
Emotional instability,
No shrink can heal.
Threatening to destroy the destroyed,
To keep the mouth's seal.
The end is near ,
I smell it in your fear.
In the surprise on your face,
When everything turn into haze.
What I miss the most about that day,
The moment you realised,
Why I choose to stay.