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Gulishta Feb 2018
The things I've never said.
The emotions I was too afraid to express.
Why?..why I didn't tell you?
What you mean to me.
Why ?..why I didn't accept your love?.
Instead of being mean to you.
Is it too late now??
Can I say it to you somehow?
That ..
For me you are the rotation of the earth.
That I miss you with my every passing breath.
You are the sunshine on the black stormy night.
You are my smile.
You are my expression,
when its hard for me to express.
You are my joy in the time of stress..
I wanna say come back to me. ..
But I won't.
Because baby!!!...you deserve far better than me.
Gulishta Jan 2018
Living in the memories of you.
Dying a little every day for you.
Hoping to find a distraction,
Or maybe for wishes to come true.

They say people come and go in your life.
Why didn't they tell,
There's only bits and pieces to gather,
Of what has been left behind?.

Why didn't they have the road map,
For passing it through.
Or Maybe a magic potion to go back in time?.

Seeing myself in your eyes..
Made me feel beautiful.
Now I can't see myself without wishing for your eyes.
Not a blanket in the world to keep me warm,
Without having you by my side.
It's a dreadful feeling,
Wishing to be here as well as the other side.
Gulishta Jan 2018
The butterflies in my stomach.
Jumping around and dancing is not enough.
The world is shining a little brighter.
My chest feels a little tighter.
This feeling! !..
      Can't contain it inside.
Eyes burning with joy this time.
The pearls flowing out of our eyes.
Don't wanna touch, ,
         What if I'm dreaming like every other time.
Then you hold me in your arms.
        I'm nothing but a piece of you,
That you left behind.
      Oh baby!!! Welcome home.
You are my every prize.
Gulishta Jan 2018
A touch like feather,
             Like warm summer weather.
A hope shining bright,
             And stars twinkling eyes.
A promise of a new life,
             No reasons to hide.
A love forbidden,
             A color that's crimson.
A feeling like wind in the hair,
            The life about to be shared.
A dodged bullet,
            And a happy ever after.
Gulishta Jan 2018
Is it real? ?
       Or just smoke and mirrors??

Are you really mine??
      Or its just an illusion having you by my side? ?

You've always been mine...
      Just in the wildest dreams...
I have at night.

Is this the way how magic feels??
      Surreal.....,
           Indescribable....
                     Unbelievable...,
                             Unapproachable.
But....still existing!.

The way you smiled with your eyes for me...
The way this time I actually saw the vulnerability.

Were you waiting? ??...
                          like I was.
For me to claim you as mine..
Gulishta Jan 2018
Going back to the time,
When everything was bright as sunshine.
When there wasn't any regret or longing.
When there wasn't any heartbreak or betrayal.
When there wasn't any Lost dreams..
And I wasn't a lost soul.
When there was a world full of hopes and day dreams.
Favourite books and ice creams.
When our greatest worry was ...
  How to stay out late..
Ohh how I wish to go back to those days.

Now ,
I came back to the place,
                      Where we started it all.
A place of firsts and forever.
A place that still feel like home.
A place where you were 20ft away.
Where We tried several times but couldn't stay away.
A place where now I feel like an intruder.
Just like people living in your house being strangers.

I came back to see where things started to fall. .
Did I read you wrong??
Or our bond just wasn't that strong? ?
I couldn't stay with you..
Even if I wanted to..
You are not the person you used to be.
So I came back to the beginning. .
To search back that boy who was my soul.
And With whom I had it all.
Gulishta Jan 2018
From the moment we met.
                 To the moment you left.
I knew you gonna hurt me,
                    Gonna let me down..
      Oh! You let me down so gently.

You were always right.
                 I always at the fault.
I showered you with trust,affection and friendship .
                You kept your's hidden in a vault.

I was quick to response.
          Always eager for more.
You were hesitant in everything you did.
           Wasn't able to assure.

It was a modern day fairy-tale.
       Not at all a happily ever after.
But you did leave a scar behind.
       For me to remember you forever.

You are the mistake I don't regret.
      I stepped into it aware and intentionally.
But I didn't count to get my heart involved.
And getting "let down gently".
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