18/Cisgender Female Hi, my name is Nola Leech and I love writing poetry, singing, and my animals. I write about a lot of triggering things such as (sexual abuse, verbal abuse, physical abuse, self-harm, eating disorders) If you like my poems, let me know :) 22 followers / 8.1k words
Could we stay friends? No I don’t think so We don’t even make eye contact For the first time in weeks I messaged you Starting with sorry to bother you Because that’s all I ever did Bother you I asked about our mutual friend And everything seemed So formal So business-like Friendly? Transactional interaction You don’t like me anymore That’s okay I guess I mean I’d never force you To be with me Even though you should have told me sooner Instead of leading me on For so long When you just weren't feeling it You should have told me the truth So I wouldn’t have wasted my time Fighting for your attention I’ve written a million poems about you And I’ll write a million more
Under, inside Peeling from skin Break free Shivers from unknown sources Anxiety cannot be defined I might be scared Lose your mind Pick off the thorns Set fire to the roses You’ll be fine
Love So stupid It’s not real The feelings were though Loving every part of you Was so easy, was so hard To make you love me, Love me Like I did you, am I so unlovable? That you can’t look at me? I can’t even Am I so bad? So ugly? Can’t you love me?
You tricked me I’m not blaming you It’s me Who fell for you And let you Smash my heart Into pieces All of this Was for nothing I’ll focus on me from now on Only me Forever Me, myself and I Together forever By ourselves
Animal On the ground Snarling Breaking barriers Out of skin Transform You are strong But not as strong as him Were you? He’s weak Wounded On the ground You fight Snap of bones Jawbone broke You won But did you? Yes, you did But was it worth it?