Have so many dreams
No illusive delusional
Cracked pipe thing
Entrepreneurship, buying, selling
Owning real wealth that
Spans and feeds and clothes
Generation's on generations
On G.E.N.E.R.A.T.I.O.N.Z!!!!!!!!

I juzt need y'all to ovastand
Da Goddezz got
Thiz
Whole Wide world
In the reach of
Both palming handz
*** on gingy run for uz
Marathonz race endearmentz
Well donez
Heaven or dearly departedz
H. E. Doublez, Ahhhh Hell!!!

I want to hurt you back
Worse than you hurt me
I want to hate you back
For the hate you have shown me
I want to see you dead even at times
As you've wished me dead many times
Fact is the only reason I can want
To hate you, is because at some point
Undeserving of my most sacred love
Effortlessly willingly without prejudice
I onpenly only gave you!
Because we both are valid
My perceptions of what really happened between you and I Matterss too...

I do but I don't
Want to fauq with you
You have become
Too familiar
Too easily accessed
Far too
Comfortably available
That's why I keep finding
My way back to you...

You know All
I feel, think, say and do
There's nothing I can hide from you
Just as simple as, there's no where
Too far to run, walk, sprint, stroll
Pace myself, tuck and or roll
To get far far away from me...

She was called a Legend!
Today she is 4ft 6in and only 11
Genuine affection and patience
The manner in which she cares
Has been noticed so many times
So many people say and have said
Kind words about all of my Gems!
But! Today I had to bow
All the way down. He pointed to
Her on the way out, and said.
L!E!G!E!N!D!!! You just don't see
That anymore, and ALL I could do
To hold back the tears from
The thought of when I was advised
I still had time to have an abortion
Was smile at the fakt that for me
Loving life is ever the only option!!!
Today I fell in love all over again
A statement made to my godmother
A drugged up emotional ball of yuck
After giving birth, a beautiful brisk
Novemba fall day. Way back when...

Tried to live up
To expectations
Of myself more than once
More than twice even more
Times than thrice never delusional
Stupidity"$ not synonymous with nice
My kindness has been taken as though
There's more weakness than just in my
Joints! Joining stronger ligaments
Seen, unseen, knowingly unknown
Tried to live down
To expectations of others
Unable to un hear thoughts unheard
Every single spoken and unspoken
Wordy unworthy word!