Hate me for
Who I've genuinely
Been to and for you
All the requests of your heart
Fulfilled by yours truly
Simply because I gave half of
f a u q
About what anybody else thinks they think or know about me whether from somebody else's mouth or my own Conversation's verbiaging trajectory!
Even your opinions of me are tainted
Who are you really?  You are not my Artist nor my art that I've chosen for
To be painted of me...

The bottom of this world's
Barrel is far more crowded
Than could ever be imagined
Naysayers, back biters and
A whole lot of needy crab *******
No mothers no fathers to teach
Or show them better, has made
Most ***** in this barrel's peripheral
Shorter! Finding a way out gets one
Pulled down faster and harder.
So I've decided to tunnel through
From the bottom of this bottomless
Barrel that has tried to keep us under!

Surely goodness and mercy
Shall follow me All the days
Of my life because you Lord
Have set a table before me
In the midst, in the presence
Of those who love, loath, and
Loves to hate me and my family!!!

Been here before
Lonely, but never ever alone
Fetal positionings
Unhelpful, unneighborly
Offering to help who exactly?
As though this partnership
Hasn't benefitted us both
Or rather this is now
And have been, since the
Very beginning, more about
Your company's policy
Than my family having
A place to call home
Been here before
Making another's house
My sanctity, my children's home
Apologizing like I'm wrong
Rendering to Ceasar what doesn't
Belong, simply because when in Roam!!!

Everytime I allow
Myself to let go
Interesting non happenstances
Always seem to occur
Everytime I let her out
Eorshnarfitiz can't get
From up under those
Bright sunny daze or
The silver lining of
Every gray,  natural days cloud.

You don't want just all of me
You want me to pretend to be Something and someone I'm not
You certainly don't want all of me
You want me to forget that I'm a she
Who loves kissing passionately slow
But! Sometimes just wanna be
Handled choked and fauqed
Hard, fast and pounding
**** whipped ****, till my legs
Just keeps trembling
Begging don't stop now
You gently pull out and take a bow
For these blezzingz
Look how wide you opened
Yo mouth!!!

Failure is not
The only option
One can choose
Succeeding is an option too...