It's not just ***
What is just ***?
Considering all the
Possible sacrifices
*** can cause one to make
Maybe in one's nievety
Or thoughtless youth
I on the other hand
Never ever wanted
To have *** with
Anyone else but
My own husband.
Let alone being
Married more
Than once
And divorce
In one life's
Lifetime
Unrequited indeed Ugh...

I am so lost
Can you help
Me please find
My puzzled peacez

Ever been to a funeral
And thought, that is going
To be your plightful end!!!
Peaceful rest or regrettable hell?

Lord search my heart
Show me how to
Overcome  this hurtful
Angry disgraceful shame
Caused and allowed
Only by my disobedience
I take responsibility
Rather than placing blame
Be the lifter up of my head
Renew my passions for
What is right just and holy in your sight
Please Most High if you see fit
Reestablish  and restore
My place at the foot of the
Throne of Grace
Hold me in the palm of your hands
Only in your love
I find the only true hiding place...

Every step I take
Away from you
Got me groaning
In the spirit
JE shade of blue
Forgiveness from
Heaven's throne of grace
Is why I could never
Throw my life away
Living in and only
God for the glory of you

What is my way out?
Every man Jack
Have no clout
Talking sideways
Hush uno mouths
They can keep digging
Through long and shorts of it
While I am climbing out
Bottom of the barrels
Only God and I know
How my knees bow low
Praise is what I do
Far longer than forever
Yielding to your perfect will
Until Well Done  belongs
To the rest of my soul's days...