Great Rizingz
Gorgeous woman of God
I know you don't
Usually do Mondays
But how could you not
Since today and everyday
The Lord has made
I'm grateful
For ALL the blessings
I know I don't  deserve
And humbly grateful for
ALL I've got...

Praying for
A renewing of my faith
My rooted and grounded
Has been wavering of late
Asking earnestly
That these tests
In my testimonies
Be overcomed rather than
Be the earthly death of me
But if dear God
You can't or won't
Take the bitterness
Of this very large cup from me
Please let thy will
Bring out only the
Best it seems you see in me

Facade you say
Interesting choice of words
Since you know about pretentious
Pretendingz very well
Acting like you gave a fauq
To get what you want
Sending your PR rep
Like that wasn't your game
You know that hustlin backwards
The muthafauqin front
Trust me, what lies beneath the lies
I am far more stupid than she
Who tried so hard to warn me
For whatever their in or
Unintentional reasoningz
I had to see for myself
The real you, you couldn't
Keep hiding akumatizing
Through wordz who I see
Then again believing
Usually iz, resting in
Pieces of Peace!!!

Even though
Time after times
These subconscious
Strollz through
These mental valleys
Of the shadowz
Of my many deaths
If I don't do what's right
I fear no evil ever
Living is not living
Unless it is pleasing
In the sight...

My life is in your hands
And you are playing
A dangerous game
On the throne of
My one and only heart
Not trying to be
Disrespectful at all
Just inquiring master
If I was born for
Any particular
Reason at ALL
The questions I question
Have?motives attached
To the mental frame of
A most earnest prayer
Because I really believe
In the powers of the name...

Although it is iladvised
To always say what comes off
The top of onez head
It is so very important
To be truthful to self
While being true to otherz
When speaking ones mind!

No one
Likes to feel used
But everyone
At some point in their lives
Uses someone
Even if it's that person's choice
As children of God
We ask God to use us
But get very upset nonetheless
When WE are used by people
Thoughts with the hmmm effekt...