I have learned
To be very warned
Cautious and careful
A bit awry even
When people say to me
"You're just like family"!!!
See inherently I'm royalty
The one true God, king of kingz
I resemble my kindred
Dont I look just like
My Daddy!!!

Stranger to my
Own reflection
I barely see myself most times
Imploding to my core
I choose to No longer reside
In a mental dungeon
Of failed trials and many errors
Or dwell in hates households
Of homelessness feeling prodigal
Longing for a place and people
When I'm an alien to this world
And passing through is the only
Truth I can hold on to as my Own.

ALL chaos
Good bad
And indifferent
Begins and end
With mothering
Good, bad, or not...

Where do the skeletonz
In my closet go to hide
When I'm the one
Constantly opening the door
That illuminates them
Assuming credences
In confidence
What really lies in lies

When have WE
Ever! At anytime
Crossed the barriers
Of each other's mindz
Waking to the cold
Sweat of my own browz
Missing the warmth
From your side of the bed
Wanting to get to you
By any mode
Of transportation necessary
With this ring this bestest friend
Putz Da Zhe in Wifey...

Still think about
Our good times
Even when only
WE three was you SB and me
Not that the byta joy
Experienced thus far
Could ever be replaced
Just reminiscing
In the gud ole daze
Before knowing
All WE knew
That untainted nieve
Boo boo type of foolish fool
Promising the universe
When not even the world
Belonged to belong to you...

Can't think of anywhere
I'd rather be
You embarked on this journey
Called life with me
For better if WE make
It through the worst
Ever situations
All to show and prove
That the test of time
Means love existing far beyond
Any earthly grave...