Did I conjure you
Were you a delusion
Did your love not exist
Was it all a creation in my mind
Did WE not lay head to chest
Never eating soggy anything
Let alone waffles at our worsts
Best WE ever had
We loved you the most
Let you in to our inner sanctum's
Deepest parts, our existentialism
Did WE not bear, carry, and birth
Where truthful lies did hurt
Honesty's unforgiving sting
Was none of it really the truth
You could've just gotten
What you initially came for
You didn't have to pretend
Cause watching your act
Way back when is what
Made me and kept me
Slipping, Tripping, and Falling
For the illusion you gave of you.

My level of crazy
Is not easily dealt with
Treated or diagnosed
Usually not concerned though
It's the aspects of insanity
Which worries me the most
That doing the same thing
Over and over the same way
Expecting betterment
Knowing the outcome
May very well be worse.

May I
Be worthy enough
To hide myself
In your peace
Far longer than
Just this moment
May I
Sojourn in your zoul
Far beyond just
This lifetime
Bmyndz far longer lifelines
May I
Stay just a while
To, by all means
Let the sweet smelling
Savorings linger
Only minds know
Where brains master plan
Is hidden pinky
Learn to love yourself
May I
Let you be you? Of course
As long as you let me be me

I won't see you slip
If you don't watch me falling
And say or do nothing
In my supernatural powers
To prevent it
Love me for me
IZ  my forever plea
Weather you in a box
Or rippin and runnin
Theze streets!
No perfection as perfectly
Created as she who've known
Not the zkarz of feeling jaded
In itz own image and likeness...

Embarking on each day
With peaceful serenity
Grateful for what was
What is, and is to be
Thankful for the gift
Of this presently presented
Day's presences in these
Particular ways
Praying graceful mercies
Abound the rest of life's days...

A thoughtful mind turns
Me all the way on
Sap as I am
I'm enamored in the sexiest ways
Intellect peaks my interest
I need to look
Into the windows of your zoul
And see the excitement
Of what you see in me
That I don't see in myself
And melt into your being
Relations are relational
When WE relate
Better to and with each other
My FLT4AATG valentymez

Desiring betterment
Negates bitterness
Why can't I want more for myself
Why must I just accept failures
If to whom much is given
Much is expected of
Living life  to its fullest extent
Is ALL I have to be concern with
Created to be exactly who I AM
Pressing toward the mark
Of a race well ran
Peaceful Blezzingz
Of good and faithfully faithful  Well Done!!!