Desiring betterment
Negates bitterness
Why can't I want more for myself
Why must I just accept failures
If to whom much is given
Much is expected of
Living life  to its fullest extent
Is ALL I have to be concern with
Created to be exactly who I AM
Pressing toward the mark
Of a race well ran
Peaceful Blezzingz
Of good and faithfully faithful  Well Done!!!

Humbling myself
Highest elevation one could go
Burying myself
Deeper than Bill's killing
Is the only way for me to grow
Imploding Pheonix'$ glow
Weathering high flamez or low
True blue, dem cloudy skies BoB
Is ALL for me,of course you too
Never a more natural day
Than when these mind's eyes
Speak truthful truthz!!!

Conversations I can't
Nor do I want to unhear
My gurlz 9 yrs apart
My youngest's curiosity
Becons, ***** what's that
My oldest, a big bowl of nothing
In a funny voice
I'm just so grateful to be
To exist here and now
Their fathers only dream
About moments like these
Yes I am blessed
Being able to raise myself
On many levels
I get to see different
Aspectz of me!
Mommy luv it

The heart
Of this hero will live on
Far longer
Than dust to ashes
This flesh
And these bones
The mourning after
Tearful cerimonies
Skipping to
Lub dubbing sounds
And massive
Welcoming praises
Shouting, my good
And faithful servant
Well Done!

Tribute to loved ones, not lost!
Juzt moved on!!!

I cannot
Possibly love you more
Today than yesterday
And yet you have given
Me so many reasons to
I woke to this gift
Of living and loving
This present once more
And adoration of the
Piecez of my peace
Found in the insane
Sanity of longing to be
Held fisrt, last, and only
Closer than close to you.

What are
WE handing down?
Heirlooms deceptions abounds
Giving out bibles
And Christianity murderously
While coining native
Kings and Queens savage
To steal OUR lands
In the name of their own crowns
Nieve hearts and minds
Couldn't see the wolves
So sheeply disguised
Herd only rumors of peaceful lies
Now building presidential boarders
After coming into OUR homes
They claimed to discover
Still while WE living in them
Only to keep US from
The stolen heritage
Of OUR OWN Birth
Rights, Rites, Writes.
Demanding that WE pledge
To their thwarted versionz
Through their demented visionz
Of Illiberal Injustices
For not one, not a few
Not even many of the majority
But FOR ALL!!!
Tingz dat mek mi go Hmmmm!!!

Have
So much to be grateful for
Not too long ago, again
Death came knocking
At my front, side
And back doorz
Grace and Mercy
Saw fit to intervene
You will die
Of that they did assure
But not today, and not like this
You have much work left to do
Before Well Done
Is your just reward.
I'm humbly grateful
For my every gifted
Present day I'm given
This Blezzing of living life
In the land of the living
And living dead
Thank You Dear Lord!!!