Crying yesterday's tears
Carrying tomorrow's fears
Leaves me where today
And what is to be
The condition of my
Forevermore
If I can't possibly
Stop feeling
This horrid way???

Needingly wanting
Longing better for myself
No welfare lines
No astronomical wealth
No ***** births
Ex husband and baby daddy hell
No miscarried away
No praying to die
Just to get away
No mental holds
Finding my mind
Unbreakable as I am
I will get to my better life...

I feel lost most days
Like my mind is not my own
Like I'm soooo far gone
A stray if you will
Trying to simply find
Acceptance of myself for me

Love
Has no greater introduction
Than a home cooked meal...

Spiritual Leprosy
No healing
For clean doubled edgez
Separating piecez of peace
Creating Deficits of Excessive
Virtious lepors losing in pain
Colonial unifications can't identify
The nerve of no longer having feelings
Of overindulgence
Can age restore honor
Forgiving innocence
Through the processes
Of youthful foolhardy
I'm grateful for my creators
Brokenly blezzed
Forget me knots
When living like good memories
Discerning not to cause damnation
Remember the light broke through
Darknesses of watching
What WE speak and say
These Worthy Wordzzz!!!

Most perils endured
Are initially mentally
Self inflicted
If a man's thinking
Becomes his actions
Or inactions
****! Choices!