Awakened
To an awry feeling
Something
Being not quite right
Not knowing what
Could be wrong really
In the dream
Before I woke
I was engaged
In delightful banter
With edifying  folk
Still not sure
Why fear's stolen
This morning
The peace in
How I awoke...

More often than usual
Not knowing
My own goings or comings
Trying to focus myself
Find balance in this
Oxymoronic
Tumultuous peace
Angialyc beings
This xoul ethers feast
Longing to know myself
Oh! to be at one con mi
This double mynded
Duality!
Defining
Sane's insanity
Blezzing and a curse really
There's no curing diagnoses
For the anti doting me...

When this darkness
Comes over me
It takes me to
A lonely place where
I'm in a full room
Standing all alone
No empty seats
Barely walking space
No familiar face
No family to call home
No heart full of love
No one to belong to
Tricking for affections
All strays can do is roam...

Tethering between
Heaven and Hell
Down to earth mostly
Trying to decipher
If the prayers
Of the write just
Iz juzt write
Why do we endure
Endearingly endearing
Endeavours early or latter
Tonight I may weep
Don't cry for me
Sweet TnT
Every sun'z Rizingz
Getting closer
Putting together the
Pieces of my peace...

Walked around
Smelling shitay
For hours
Didn't realize
Attached to the
Soul of my shoes
That repugnant stench
Trailing me was you.
Ugh toxicity'$ disdain
That thin line is no divide
Double dotted you multiplied
Hateful thoughts of you
That once regarded our loathsome
Love so muthafauqin high...

Don't care
To be broken anymore
No king'z horses
Or hoarse men
Knocking at my door
Even humpty'z dance
Card is full
No wind under these wingz
Flying into the bullseye
Of a stormy life
All hoods
Ain't neighborly
Morphing blue
Why not you red?
I'm so purple reigning through...

Focusing on the
Next level constantly
Being grateful
For the current path
Of life's journeys
Humbly blessed
This one life gifted me
Pressing toward a mark
Only I need, see...