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Mar 2022 · 83
O. K if that is the o
Delton Peele Mar 2022
O. K if that is the o
Hold still nay sayer
I dont want **** you.
.........
Yet........
I joke.....
K....
Let me set the choke line
To the mule....
An.nnnnnnn.d
Got it....
Now you are sure that
This is the only way..
Alrighty then.
Do not attempt
To wallow in denial.
I am in complete control
( subject to time sensitive and emotionally charged
Situations ,not limited to psychotic breaks,taunting ,sleep deprivation,and parallel parallax
Paradigm issuse.)
What we are attempting to do
Is this.
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Mar 2022 · 79
Lumints
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Lumints
Apex view within my mind's eye.
In any topic to be construed .....
Almost instantly
Met with superciliousness
The rift from which two  lobes sit juxtapose .
Both with kingdoms

Has no barricades of impedance.
Thus scenarios , and extrapolations
Free and silky
Ebb and flow
Blend with perceptions
And experience
Because of this
My methods and means can be seen as  quite unorthodox.
The time it takes for some to see.......
it was exactly how I explained it to be....
Is not only profound
They use as an excuse
To pretend not to remember .


I am not  limited to ....
What anyone sets guidelines to.
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Mar 2022 · 115
Stay hate
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Stay hate
Hate to say it
But hate,
Stay away

Once upon any given day,
Epitome of cliche
In serendipitous melancholy form a sorta alarm did force its way into what I call my red flag repertoire.
My naïveté in classic form mistook ,what seemed to be a general overall generic form of ,
One of many,canonized and I might add widely recognized cross culturally standardized communique .
A non rhetorical bait  used  In fishing for an innocent people response.
Which , to the best of my recollection unravelled a little bit like this......
Upon such a splendid mid morning hike to a much beloved utopian alpine snow crusted ,light blue frozen lake early august
a heavy ,comforting easiness clung lovingly to my young tortured psyche .....as it was unveiling to me this euphoric vision....
For the first time I could remember I had been given the keys to unlock .....me ,for I could see straight through time ....and I had no plans ,reservations or obligations....And with a paid hiatus work status.
An unprecedented glorious somewhat lascivious smirk was forming as I stood alone upon this solid granitical uplifted intrusive  batholith.
I  felt as though epochs ago this felsic majestic perch where I stood immersed in heavenly view of stevens pass all the way to Peugeot sound and beyond,had pushed its way into the county rock and stayed in appropriation for this day....,
I stood chest full of crisp ,
Cool ,refreshing clean air,
And yes somewhat aroused by some far off clouds which my pornographic mind had some how perverted .
Thats beside the point ...
I stood, blankly fixed gaze,slight head tilt with the south park Kyle like smile .
I almost swear I heard Angels singing........
Wait oh my ........
I closed my eyes tuned my head wrinkled my forehead.......
I ......do ......
I hear them .....
Wait ....theyre singing .....
***?!? .. Motley crue,?
The beginning of....
Dr. Feelgood........
Am I crazy.....?
Well thats a given ....
But *** is really goin on here?
I.........don't.....
Wait its my phone
Its ringing ...
Must be something excellent after all this build up......
I answered  bristling with anticipation.....
It's one of my buddies.  
He says" hey buddy   ,
Whataya doin ..........
For the next couple weeks?
And from then on
The onslaught continued
Untill I discontinued
Dismayed my cell phone
Moral outlook?
Took a horrible
Booked for suspicion of having free time.
Sentenced to a lifetime of
Hey can you help me with this?
Under intensive deep
Subduction.
Every plan previously made,
Waylaid!

Stale

Love me,
Love you,
You know I do.....
....
I just never get to have ....
Oh
...its an emergency ....ok im on my.........wait what
You need me to spring for everything ......right now your broke ,    
Ok youl pay me back though
Rieeeeet?
And what?
Pick up some coke .......
Ok .......
Actually  no
Not this time.......
Im grabbing mango pepsi.....
Coke makes me paranoid
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Mar 2022 · 174
Um I ......don......'t k
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Um I ......don......'t k
I fell in  ...two
Not hurt just confused
C c  communique
Discontinued
Messages sent.......
Either refused ,blocked,
Or just never reached you.
Hope ......all..
is good
with.....you
My friend....
Message me if you dont get this.......
And message me if you do.....
K?
Er whatever.
Anyway..............
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Mar 2022 · 52
The ink
Delton Peele Mar 2022
The ink
I love probably too much,
I tend to think alot too.
In love with the way
My best time spent in thought of you,
And when I do ......
Oh you would want for not......
Just the essence stirring
Up the smoldering coals
Glowing vermillion red
Gurgling with unrivalled
Potential,.....
Unbridled ,......
Bring the hottest ferocious winds from the strongest tropical storms
Feed them to me
through the red hot clamoring venturi
To hell with the bellows.
Bring me hurricanes.
Blast the internal flames
The violent passion is insane melting the night
Sky unquenchable
So white hot puts the sun to shame.........you have no idea of what you do to me.........
You ask me to conquer the world for you I lay the universe at your feet...
I AM GIANT....
RRRRRRAAWWW.
ok woe sorry bout that ..
Daydreaming about you
I get carried away...
And by the way I think your beautiful.....
And since the way I think
Bears evidence proving its true ,
Because you are.
Means I am and can and will do all those things for you.........
Now if I only had the guts to approach you.
I think I will.......
Someday.........
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Mar 2022 · 95
Can
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Can
And just so you know,
Sometimes we never do,
It's just a chance we take...
Knowing if we can really forego a risk so great
If you dare to take
That leap of faith.
To boldly let go of whats been done to you
And  compare not the old
To the new,...
For is it truly fair to act bitter and cold
To an innocent heart that
Has only love and will do anything you ask them to
After several attempts to
Find love......
You give in to ......
The idea that ....you.
Can no longer be burdened with that desire....
Sadly you just give up....
No more will you try,
Theres nobody out there ,
The problem is elusive
Because you look for the perfect person .
Well funshine think of it this way.......
A perfect catch probably
Would want a perfect match.
No offense deary
But clearly you arnt exactly what that defines.
Nobodies perfect .
So then you stop looking.
Cupid knows when
You drop expectations
Potential candidates
Interrogations
He draws his bow
Lets loose arrows




Some how love laced ,
Because of love ,
You were, I'm sure
faced with petty things
Which imbued you
With lofty dreams
That one day
The new love of your
Life
will learn not to do!
Since life so often
Seen through
Eyes biased by
a lifetime sorta practicum
Internship
As an apprentice
Imprinting through environmental conditioning ,
Immersed in
What your mentors
Were taught
What they thought
Was how to be.
So you gleaned everything
You perceive,and although you may deicide to rebel or reject certain aspects
As you mature pain and pressure can exhaust
Dealing in such heavy costs incurring grieving losses .
We have tendencies to
So subtly  fall back in default to
Our
pseudo
Peach tree point of view .
Morals ethics right wrong
This is your reality.
It isnt long when your
loveshine is gone.  
Im so sorry for you. ....
Before you do anything
Cruel or stupid ..
Concern your mind with this.
You may try to empathise
But ,
You dont know you cant rationalize a paradigm
Different than that which
Made you"YoU"!
It could be they have been neglected,rejected,beatin,
Lied to ,abandoned
By one or both mom and dad and or possible
Siblings too.
This new love to them
Could be the first time
They have tried to be and so far they are the best to you that they could be.
And it's hard to remember but not so long ago you loved them
so..
.have the courage
And respect to say.
Im sorry and thank you
For all of the things we experienced.
I dont want to hurt you
But I also dont want to lie to you,
And lead you on...
I will always try to stay your friend if youll let me.
Anyway my love for you is gone........
Its so very difficult
Or do you want to take the ****** way out and jade them into someone like you by doing those accursed things that some ******* did to you...
Cause that makes you no better than them
And then your just another bitter ******* too.
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Feb 2022 · 97
Aq we short
Delton Peele Feb 2022
Aq we short
Oh my darling may I say...
When you know who you are ........
My sweetest addiction......
Then you will know whom thissssssssss......
Poem ?
Is written to..........
Find what kinda code this is
to see why you feel
The way you do....
The value it represents
Personifies the way I feel about you
#ff0000.....
And if you have ever fantasized
Then tonight!
let your eyes
Become the sky
Allow me such shivering closeness
To gaze down past my reflection
Untill I fall in and fly........
And I'll whisper
Let me stay lost in you...
Listen closely.
A prediction wrapped around a clue      
May or may not help
....you.
When you phone says
"Who"
You will begin to glisten
Ahhh
Awkward ....
Is it a weird word ?
Or is it weird that
That word leaves you feeling  the need to re-spell it?
No?
Its just me.......
Well idin it eye before e?
Oui!
Secretly, within
Synonyms and silky soft  
soliloquies im saying this could be viewed as some kind of a fair warning
Or is it .......
Lets inqusit summon the spell
Checker .......
With a quickness .......
MIRACAST.....
To the big screen..
I  insist....
Transfix your gaze
Deeply into the LCD.
Ask the man in the mirror
Or say "Siri?.......
Is he casting a spell on me.......
Too late .
With a slew of inaudible vowels infused with succulent syllables
Ive turnt
  Siri  into an owl
Im sure she  would love to say
It's a definite maybe. .
So kissed let lust twist
Within your mind..
Close your eyes ....
But please dont stop reading..
And while you do.
Think"what is  SILVER "? what was the word
That came to you...
Never regret reading me .
Save that feeling for something you didnt do.
Silver Tongue forget me not spell #2.
Antidote in this anecdote
Spell checker cant check you for spells ....you will need to loose yourself
In the crystal blue persuasion and the purring cat Im petting is Himalayan
Not Persian,
So the illusion eludes to the fact that when wool gets wet
They.............
Maybe the infamous they ...
Or the proverbial they.
Either way they say
Wet wool makes felt .
But it doesn't exist
Until its felt.    
This spell is only real
untill you love me.........
The way I love you



Shhhhhh.....

Oh and Semper Gratis,
My Darling.........
For everything. .....
The
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Feb 2022 · 75
A thought
Delton Peele Feb 2022
A thought
Verily ,verily I say unto you
He,or she,
Whom search for friendship, assuming they are free?
Surely return unaware with a handfull of tares.....
Friendship.. .is till death.
Not something you find,
It's a purchase ...
A mutual contract..
In which you invest .
Both make payments to.
A joint account with two keys.
Both can add or lend
And know where the balance is....
Further more both shall walk away from their own shadow.......
Not give in to rumors.
Fight back to back
Side by side
Never face to face .
Till death if need be .......
If he,or she shall falter.. .
It is the reasonable duty
Of a friend to shield said friend from satans darts
Carry them to safety
Help them to walk right again.
Never leave them in a fire fight.  
Ask as little.as.possible
Try to do whatever is asked of you and always
More...
Just a thought to consider
Remember you get what you pay for!
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Feb 2022 · 69
Unfortunately
Delton Peele Feb 2022
Unfortunately
Pain,........
Amazing muse,
Piquant contusion ... .
Oh woes'
Me
Emotion so bruised.
Tears.
Cry,
Crestfallen ,
Cant believe she's gone
So cold, and bitter
Cruela was to me,
In privacy.
Wanted freedom
Too long
I've been her victim
Now that I have it
Paradigm shifter
All I see is her.
The little girl underneath
Her defenses
Hurt
Suddenly I'm
The villain,
And what is this?
This is so wrong....
I empathise
Every sad song ,
I cry......
I cry from the wretched
Clutches of my
Sadistic soul
Slumped in a pathetic
Heap
Cant sleep
Whimpering
....
Why
Blue skies.
Blue Eyes turnt
Pink again,
Wailing
Poor little
Lonely love lost
Brooding
In such
A bittersweet
Sea..  .tumultuous
Tossed
Treading
No solid thing
To protect my heart in
Recounting events
Obsessed
Suffering
Varialbe
Cost.
Lost
In the ruse.
Fortunately
It seems to me
The deeper my love
Sinks in
The deeper
The dagger
At loves end
The more my soul bleeds
The better
The poetry
If it weren't for you
I honestly
Dont like to think
What I would be.
Thank you poetry
For keeping
Me
Alive .
And everyone around me
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Feb 2022 · 60
GIntepits
Delton Peele Feb 2022
GIntepits
I wander in quandary,
Pondering on why
I want her... ...
I cant not lie
Her honesty,
sometimes hurts me.....
And every one I know
Says .  ...
She dont deserve me,
And the deeper I fall,
The harder I try,
The more I forget ,
The more I have to forgive   ,
The more she deserts me,
The less she respects,
And the less I see of
Her
The mortal wound,
I've learned
Is in the venom,
Of love,
Its irreversible,
It's in my soul ,
It never gets old,
I crave it ,
I love it ,
Its perpetual,temperamental
And although I know
Still it stay in
terminal

Limbo

Currently single,

Hey it's not by choice ......

I dont think ....

Idk?
Whats a poor boy to do
With all this love .
Waiting......
I gotta give it to ....
Well someone who....
....
Has .... An urgent need
Of a temporary love,
Only untill
My love calls and said she wants me....
I wonder if maybe ,
Shes stuck in the,same
Love game I'm in,
And its sad to think  ,
My temporary loves
Have said  the same
Thing
They're waiting for me.
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Feb 2022 · 150
Eltbus
Delton Peele Feb 2022
Eltbus
Insufferable
Universal
Term
Used
To describe you.
Even so
I know
The girl that's
So scarred
And scared......
I hold the "real"you
At times your
Love is ambrosial....
To paint "that" you
The color
Is
ineffable....
My love
I will never try to
Conquer you

You

My equal
Are
Beautiful
And you
Will
Always
Find me  
Loyal
Someday
I pray
You.
My Queen
Will
See me .


The
Same
Way.

Till
Then
Love
You
Same team different game
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Feb 2022 · 104
Nothing part one
Delton Peele Feb 2022
Nothing part one
The night was not odd...
It was still .....
And warm.....
There were rumours ...
Then again
When aren't they?
I walked briskly
Down the dark alley way
In the heart of the dragon
It smelled of strong whisky..........
And ******.  
A little risky..... ya......
Maybe ..........
Brave?...........idk
Foolish? ........
Definitely.
Some rules I could take.
This was a path I refused
Not to take!
The irony lies within the fact that I only took this journey after a good come-up ...
And carried a fat stack.....
Was I testing fate?
Or testing faith?
On these things........
I thought not .....
For I knew someone
Who didn't need me....
Depended on me......
And in truth ........
I loved him.......
An old janky  man in his
Mr goodwrench overalls fast asleep .....
On a Mac creeper ..
Under his jacked up chevelle.
Began to slowly roll
Towards the busy intersection below...
Like clockwork .
as I turnt the corner....
He was feet from disaster
Head first .....
I had to run faster
Than I thought I could go....
And dove
.......grasped his ankle.
My face cracked the pavement
Ill never forget it.  
Tires screeched .....
I lost consciousness ....
When I came to.....
The creeper mangled under a  car...
Which turned out had been stolen by a tweaker...
And the old blackman
I tried with my life to save.......
I still had a death grip on
One ankle...........
His body convulsing,
His eyes wide open .....
As if bewildered and fixed on me.....
Laughing hysterically .
Sitting on the sidewalk......
Saying ooooohwee bo
I thought fo shor
Yous gonna let me ta die...
Dammm you needs go to the gym or sumpin ..
Whoo....... I bouts  had a heart attack.........
I couldnt help but to cry...
I said you mean ....
You were awake?    
You "f"-n faker......
This is how we met ..
So many years ago....
I remember every detail...his response?
Unexpected.......yes ....
Brilliant ?
In the moment ...probably not....
Over time still dont know
But the impact.......
Epic .....immense.....
Absolutely  ...
Life changing.......
Maybe not for him ?
Maybe not to you ..
I guess it's a point of view
Zen puzzling piece of psyco-induced subliminal
Implanted military experimental type of thing .......
Maybe I was the Manchurian candidate and or Charles Bronson...
I had miles to go before I sleep.......... Yah?
No?
But maybe.......
Anyway he said ...
"Course I was awake ..
But I needed your attention.
And  bo........
you gonna do anything
THEN YOU GOTT TA
COMMIT ....! "
As he continued on ....
The words echoing off in my mind  ..
Drowned out his laughter
Sirens getting closer ....
The lumps of dividends
Bulging my pockets
Coming from some opportunistic origins.  
Gave me a genuine angst ...and the gangsta style side of me leant over gave him a firm brother shake
Looked him hard in the eyes .......
One nod .....
Said , cn you walk ?'
He said " course .I.
The rest.of his words faded quickly   something caught my periphery
The tweeker running from the sceen......
Leaving an overstuffed backpack.  I said good
pulled him up said
Wait !
but be ready !
As the cars caught fire
I was in the puddle  
Picked up the pack......
And .......barely....
It was heavy.....
The orange glow behind
Kicking my heels felt charming and the coral and peachy colors painted this experience with such a beautifully
Bizarre hue
It was simply an unexplainable feeling.
Well except the fire on my feet that had tossed upp to the heavy layden
Backpack.....
That was uncomfortable..

,



You could trace the
Par duex commin soon in a hue you will like too!
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Feb 2022 · 55
This is kept from me
Delton Peele Feb 2022
This is kept from me
This is the night that the lights went out on me.
The fatal sight mine eyes
Could never unsee.
Giver of life ,
Most trusted confidant,
My Queen......
My love my truest friend,
I will spend a life time
Still never comprehend ,
Why this had to be..........
lost in contemplation
Of
Inevitable aftermath  
In preparation trying to brace myself against
imminent impact.
Taunting me I sat ,
And sunk hauntingly into
A maelstrom of fears and trepidation. .........
Without her who will I be?
Awakened from dissolution by a refreshing icy cold slap in the face.    
My mind's eye dipped into an acid bath ......
Emerged bereft of selfish filters ........and brought clarity that is not my time ,but Hers .....and it is but a vapour now ,
Precious and fleeting with a quickness .........
I pushed all negative thoughts to the horizon of my mind ....
So I could take events in stride
Although in doin so
I knew ,and did my best
To hide .....
This the beginning of the end of me
From this I cannot mend
The epitomy of melancholy
I was chosen as her ring man and accepted gratefully.
Managed her corner to the best of my ability...
The best moments of my life and shall forever be..
Yet I'm still haunted ......
And the sharply narrowing of the fields of what we wanted.........
Ever loomed ....vamping my energy.
Undaunted,
her opponent advanced
Relentlessly......
My chest heaves hands tied .....
Broken..
I fall to my knees
Severed forever my last tether
To humanity.
Most elegant warrior I have ever seen.
Knowing me
Could console me!
Sophisticated and obnoxious
Said her hair wasnt red ....
It was strawberry blonde
A little piece of insight.  
Known to nary run from a fight ......
Broke me fatters jaw ...
And me uncles too ..
On their wedding night...
None the less.......
And with such mischievous elegance
With the heart of a leprechaun
Hard not to say
She was simply complicated. .............
I marvel in the way
Her beauty still hasn't
Faded from me
epicenter of happiness and all that was good in me ....
She was my everything
Same hood,
Same team,
Understood ..... Completed me
The only one who truly loved me .
The lost champion ,
My lost companion ,
Savagely beaten to death
While I could only stand by and watch helplessly.
And in disbelief
Stroked her hair ,.....
Held her gently
And  the world lost all of  its humor, charm  and meaning.
As she breathed out and left me...with just  her body...in my arms
On new years eve.
And the silence is still maddening from the
No reply
As ...I  ...am faced with this insanity
As we became I put both her hands on my face
Cried quietly Mamma
Please don't leave me..
Rest in peace Mom I love you....
Her opponent?
Non small cell squamous
Lung cancer.
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Jan 2022 · 70
Scene 3
Delton Peele Jan 2022
Scene 3
As my world burns ........
This....episode...the lost love......
I . .....scene 1.
As the crestpucular rays .....
One by one  
Fracture thick brooding  horizon.....
With a lascivious quickness
Devoured the darkness.......
For a brief moment.
A rare ......
Precious glorious brief moment .....  
Before reality set in .....
I barricaded every pathway
Held it with my life...    
As I lay there on that beach ...the cool refreshing waters....gently  
Caressed my bare feet......
I watched without a single thought ......
Slowly.......and like it shall ever be........
Dull views began to ripen ..the dew and wet rock glistened .  
I watched .....
I listened......I heard Spanish musica .....
I smelled the ocean...
I heard a whale breach spitting mist.....the a low crushing splash........
I could hear the sand under water  sanding the ocean floor ...I watched  
I viewed as
Charged particles emmited from the nuclear fission still twinkling touch down after millions of mile journey.........
Instantly caused colors to bloom and .....the warmth layed on top of me like a giddy girlfriend.......
I smirked...
..a tear of great
Humbling greatfulnes .....
Like a fat happy dollop of honey dropped off my chin .......
A hot seductive wind ......came in
Overwhelming with the smell of paella.......
The fragrance of a small handfuls of fresh saffron......and I swear I could taste warm sangria......
Empty minded ..I lay there and smiled    ....an almost feeling as though embarrassed to have all this lavished upon me........
Undeservedly...
....... I heard an albatross .....

Barricade cracked  ..... My mind .... Started to  force me to think .....
I heard a gunshot........
Saw clouds ...... The wind breezed sand into my ears.....
The colors faded .......... The water was freezing ...... And smelled like death ........ My breath stank ....... I felt a raindrop.......
My body felt heavy ..... My chest hurt ........
I looked up ......  
Lightning cracked through the sky ..........
Just one thought .....
At first ........ One.
Just ............
Who am I .......
When the thunder exploded above my ...... I saw .......
The blood........
My eyes  rolled back .........
Involuntary
Flashback.........
Too many questions answered at once .........

And I was back at the ranch.......
I could smell gunpowder    
And the thunder clap ....couldn't escape the canyon.............
That dam albatross .........
Albatross ......
Brought me back from the flashback.......
Im alive ........
Am I still me.....
Where am i?
How...am. I....?
.how di...d
I.... ......
Paranoia like a murderous nervous unfamiliar house guest.....
Sinking in      
The albatross and another ......chimed in ......... As I lay there paralyzed.......
Little poisonous   pieces of memory.....
An Im terrified......
Thinking ......
Thinking ....
Thinking
Where is she.....
Does she know     I'm alive?
Does she know .. where ..  sky's black and grey waves out of rythem and foamy.......
Another lightning flash . Hits the sand right in front of me .......
Just behind ......... Her .... Her makeup smeared ... Face grimaced.... Soaking wet ..
.lifts an axe ..... Screams and swings at my head ........
Just as the blade....
I'm alone again ........ I'm ... In my bed.......

I hear a voice clearly it says.....0
Meanwhile back at the ranch......
...........................
Years have flowed over me as I lay upon the bottom .  ... Waiting , wanting.......
Wondering ....
Why can't I,
When will,
How can I ,?
Could I ?
Should I
. .can  I ever love another without ........ Her .........
I wonder if Im
Somehow telepathically connected .... To her........
I find some one .... Things get good ..... I feel . New .... Normal ..... Happy?
Idk bout that but it gets easier to pretend  ...
And like clockwork ...... She calls .......... We talk .......
I self sabatoge ....
We hang out  a few weeks...  And  
I get peeled off the bottom of her shoe.......... And won't answer text or call .......... Always working ....
.. vicious cyclpathic toxins ...meanwhile back at the ranch .......  ...  ..... ......
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Jan 2022 · 85
Life in Picaso
Delton Peele Jan 2022
Life in Picaso
Fickle ,
Unpredictable,
Random ......
The simply complicated state of zen......
It is what makes it so blissfull.......
Unwell wishing for some .......
At the other end .
Of the spectrum.
No use tryin to hide the pink streaks     ....
Like acidic streams
Cutting caverns down through my puffed cheeks....
The saline
Leaks .....
From my eyes....
Stings ........
Dreams .....
Lofty ....wonderfully
Thought of
Dreams .....
Beautiful sanctuaries.....
A place to hide and smile .........
POISON ....
They can be
Like walking down a slightly sloped ..oily
Razor blade.....
Dreams  .......
Have them love them . ....
By all means ..
Never fall in love with them ......
Never  fall in love with them
...........
POISON
......
IMPRISONED
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Jan 2022 · 91
Well .... I wonder ..... Are you?
Delton Peele Jan 2022
Well .... I wonder ..... Are you?
Oh so now you wanst ta talk....
I don't suppose this has anything to do with your new boo ....
Telling you to kick rocks?
Ok let me ask you this ?
Have you natured enough to
Listen ?
Oooooo k.....
Remember at the end of show....
You said why
Don't you ever have my back....
And I said ..... I always have .....
Not when you're being faulty ......
Because you and me are good....
Me and faulty ...
Naw  I don't want to get hemmed up cause a you.


I don't need any partners for that ****...
I'm tryin to look legit.

Get it
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Jan 2022 · 115
Emo wear sabature me and me ruminating in the chains groom
Delton Peele Jan 2022
Emo wear sabature me and me ruminating in the chains groom
Include exclude
Hoody
Goody two shoes
Refused
Muse
Bruised
The
un-amused
The Bruiser
Used
User
Brooder
Glib glad
Big bad
Mad
Intruder
Pied Piper
Without a pipe
Best friend till
The end of dividends.
Then I'm the
Outsider ...
Again......
Friend ....one
Me ......public enemy ....
Seemingly somehow
.......me.......
Only .......
Lonely
Scarred
Marred broken hearted **** star.......
Giver
Taker
Mistake ... ...
.........Great ........
Underrated fickle faded
Disassociate
Yourself from that one.......
All these without the pleasure or pain of commiting
Any one .....or admitting ....
No proof .....
Evidence or reason to believe ......
If you care to inquire ,
Study my profile...
Look into my
Character....
Interrogate me
Polygraph.....
Or skip all that
Go straight to
Private investigator
My intentions ...have always been to befriend and be friend ...
An always
The encourager .....
To the point of taking second place and the blame and punishment
Meant for you.........
henceforth the labels .....padlocked..
To my neck...
.........
Well..........since we're alone ......and I have your attention...
One ...........
Just
One ........
Just..........
One quick mention.......
My neck may bend down like a willow  ...only so far  ....where it stiffens like an oak.........
Stand in front of me while you slander with a sludge hammer .....
Till the handles
Broke........
Stoking the forge....
Fanning the flames
setting the stage for the insatiable
  "Morose delectation"
.............
without detection ....
Or reservation
Oh yes let's play this game .....   Ohhhh
....you shouldn't have ..but you did.....let's dig in........
decades of holding back the cries and crimes against my pride........
Dark clouds ......comming....
Down ........
Burnt cienna...
turnt ........
Charcoal grey....
Into black
Is this your wish ....?
To ****** and reduce me to  Schadenfreude?
Good.    .
Bad......
Pleasure  .
Pain
...these are the costumes you choose to wear
In lust just remember
This is youre hypocrite flipped script. .
And I'm playing the part ........
Let's not forget
I train every day and play way harder....
Psychotic ******* who so needs an outlet ......  Pain inflicting Olympic gold medalist .....
Oh you insist.....
You make me blush........
Get your game playing costumes on...
***!  
Comfortable  in them . .
Great!.
Go ahead then
Wear them out.....
Love .....
Hate    ... .
These wears are reversible..
All the patrons under the marquee......
You invited them in   .....
The came to see blood .....
The tables set
It's too late  and I'm hungry.
But maybe you don't  
Parlez-vous français ?
Huh?
Maybe you shouldn't play.... .....
Well now ....
Let's see.....
Your production.....
I played my part........
So you should pay ......no?
...or maybe.....
s'il vous plaît
Be........ My...
"Roman Holiday" ......
Oh .. yeah....
You do.....
Ok .......
Help me change .. ..
You know I can't do this without you .....
Hey I'm talking to me
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Jan 2022 · 84
GoOf odd
Delton Peele Jan 2022
GoOf odd
Is it or was it ever....
Infectious?
Without delay
MmmmmM
May I direct your attention to you .......
As when you partook as much as anyone ....
And as your witness ....
You did confess .....
To abstain .....from...
Or any effort to .........was  um......
Un fortuitous..?
Mmm hhm
Yes.........
Let us look at your perspectous.....
Wasn't  it you whom .... Spoke these words .?
" .......... Shhhh ... No ......
Listen  
.. all I'm saying is ...........
Well.......
It's so callous
How we walk through a room and know the ones who like us ... A month later ... We see the same and  can't even remember them at all......
39 years later.....they    
Stood still
Living an existence they hated
Devastated......
Consumed .....
Still the fiery passion they had for us .....
Paramount....
As we go mumbling
Stumbling along looking for someone to love us.....
If we could drop what the media does to us ......or tell s us I guess......forces us .........controls us ...programs us .........perverts and lies ......
Flagrantly ........
We . ...drop all this beautifull artificial stuff ...and live liberated ..
In a perpetual state of elated
Happiness ...contentment
Having some one we treat like a queen ....
Or better yet ... Who worships you .... And you can be cool ... An they be that for you too!"
??...!...?.!?!?;?
So I believe ..... That I can speak quite frankly ......
For you when I say .....
Yes you......
Are just as infected as the rest of us ......
Inflicted and oppressed  .....
MmmM hhhm.

Sey yes
This is what the commercial world does to us....
With the filth advertising evil science does for us.......
Be us or not be at all ......
If you want to live you gotta want it all

When you think you got it ... It's really nothing at all ...
You're worthless  
.
Unless you wear this .....
Pothetic ....
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Jan 2022 · 176
Experi metal 357
Delton Peele Jan 2022
Experi metal 357
Love I need!
I could not see;
Love I had
Didn't want ...
Me.....
Hostage negotiaton ....
Traded for the love that wanted me....
Still I couldnt see ........
Untill love wanted me ...... I had scorned love .......
Never satisfied ...
When the love
I wanted
..  .
Wanted me.....
I understood .....
All the more reasons that this love is the one for me ....
I just wish I wasn't so jaded scarred and ugly.......
Guess that's what she wants.    ....
My love loves me ....
I love her the best  I can ....
The gentle lover I was once before  ....
Lurking .. .
Brooding ...
Haunts me.....
Love?
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Jan 2022 · 456
Peotry poetry
Delton Peele Jan 2022
Peotry poetry
Such elegance ...
Each syllable
A pleasure ......
In every sense...
Intellectual stimulence
Lets our frontal lobes,
Mingle with indulgence...
The fragile side we so deftly hide....
Set to the wild to run free... .
It's a broad point...
A guillentine
A lexicons
Aphrodisiac.
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Dec 2021 · 269
Some day
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Some day
Some day they'll see....
Yah someday....
And when they do ....
They'll be humbled and jubilated  by
My generosity

An obscure handful of
Half assed fantasies......
I payed dearly for these......
Kept in my pocket all these years......
To escape from future fears  .....forget the details
For they could be derailing
I like to hide in the highlights
Weather it be the Gold mine
Or the lottery thing.......ya.....
Or the miracle man of 190 .....
Yah some day. ..... ............. ......
....some day ..... .................
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Dec 2021 · 193
Ckd
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Ckd
I am afraid of
....
The future before me love
.........
Soon viewd from above.
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Dec 2021 · 75
I am not so over you..
Delton Peele Dec 2021
I am not so over you..
So maybe you look back and think ......
Wasn't a big deal and ya
I guess we did have some good times...
I mean idk ...
I don't really remember that much.........
And I suppose when you look back into "that" time.....
It feels like a nagging clingy
Photo album all covered in dust .
And the pages stuck together
Heavily laden with must.......
.........
The recollections I have are completely different ...... I remember the first time I set my eyes upon you....
My memories have meaning .... And my feelings are stainless ......
For you these will not be tainted in rust........
It was late August when I heard you say us for the first time ......
I hold dear to me those softer moments when you let your defenses down and talked to me like comrade....
You and me ......
Family ..........
What baffels  me is how I have to force my self to remember the  cruelest and most confusing pains you put me through ... Shattering my illusion of life and love........
All the times you start a fight just to leave & go hang out with some other guy.........
And I'd hide it from your parents     and
The kids .........
Taking the blame saying ... She's just taking a time out .... It's ok she'll be back tomorrow ...... Meanwhile
You been lieing to all our friends an family .........
Saying I am the one ......
Cheating and disappearing......
Trying to make the youngest boy take a bath and he's crying ......
" No cause mom's gonna leave  
...
And I still cry when I take a shower for the same reason ...... Been ...
6 long years .....
I can't get over you ........
To you it seems like *** is the big deal .
It was kind insignificant......
I know I should move on ..........
But I ..
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Dec 2021 · 92
Cant
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Cant
There is 95 percent
potential .
You get the visual.....
On the five . ....
On the real .....
Of the 95.........
I'd  say probably bout
Half is actual
Real.........
Dependent upon
What's  at steak ,
And whos
Trying to negotiate... ...
This is a high part of the flux ....... In how bright I shine..... But at highest we'll
say 75% that's the best......
Effort
most will see. ....
Unlesssssssss it's her ..  
100 % bingo
Bonus rounds all the bells and whistles.....above and beyond ....free......even let someone else take the credit.. ..just to see her smile......
Iss all I need .


IF
I loved money
And security as much as I love her I'd
Surely
be rich.....I telz ya!
Rich
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Dec 2021 · 98
Unsettled
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Unsettled
Considering worth ..........
Comes with difficulties
In perception.
Influxuation....
In variable depths leave
Seniments
Of subtle deception,
don't believe
What the looking  glass says  .....when
Looked darkly into .......
Brings out dark distractions.....
In reflection feelings are refractions.
reactions  which don't match intentions
Elongating the pendulums
Undulation
While we swing through the
Gauntlet between write
And rong ......
We loose sight .  ....... ........ And like a vapor
We are gone.  ...
Taking someone's world with us..........
.. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
Those that aren't worth their weight in salt...........insult
Those that actually are.........
Being braggadocios
Over exaggerating
The exact opposite of
What they claim to be......
Trust and believe.........
Their actions merit pitty  
After expiration......
Pleading for a stay of execution    .......
Beneath the throne..
Of the King of hate.............
As epochs roll on and on in
At the bottom of the furnace
the rotten  
Underbelly
Of the forgotten
Receiving
No clemency
For eternity.
...... ..... ..... .....  
You are worth more than you can understand ....
Live with it like you deserve it.

Don't take someone you don't want because you feel like that's all you can get cause ........
What you'll get is people that will take you .....
That's a lifetime of regret ....  

Never settle .....and just take what you can get . .
And keep that person's love
Untill something you want more comes along......

Because you will create a rift and an undercurrent .....that will take you. .
And it shall
Take you places you don't want to go.........
And when you go
You can never come back again . ............
Don't be
Unsettled
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Dec 2021 · 58
Tough e nough
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Tough e nough
He said
Son.....
When your tough .....
You be greatful
You hear me?.
Don go get all proudfull bout it ......
Just be humble and shine when you can ..
We might be  in chaos ...
I'm gonna
Enlighten you to the natural order ....
You go brag
And prides gonna come back on you like a viper.....
Tough as you are there is always gonna be one tougher.
No one like to stand down  
Or loose....
An who likes to hang with losers  ..
Cept loosers..
Keep it humble . And take this time of ease ..  to get smarter...
And don't brag on this neither...
Cause there's always someone smarter.... And if they're ain't
Then there's ones who are
.........
Smart enough to no that most aren't smart enough to see through a lie...
And they take you with trickery
And nobody but you can understand it.
So
Be smart enough to be tougher than anyone .. ..
But tell  no
one.
And be tough enough to be the smartest
And pretend not to be  ......
When you can master these and be humble and gracious .....and share you're gifts.
You shall have a good life....
Let me do bragging........
I'm old but never to old to
Whoop you you smart *** .
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Dec 2021 · 72
Hemorie
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Hemorie
Standing
.......
in
Remembrance.
.......
View through the pain .
.......
Crystalize before me....
Only just the corners......
Fine intricately
Twined......
Leaving a perfect
Obround
For those looking in ...
Very much like a
Rockwell
Thomas kincaid
Mixture
In a rustic frame.
Flocked with hodgepodge
......
As I picture me
Outside  
......
viewing
Me through the window pain
..........
I'm imaging
Upstairs
Looking intently from the inside.
At
Winter scape and trying to ..
See
If the one outside .
Can detect the pain I feel .
I'm nervous
Cause the screen is so beautifull
I don't want to ruin it ...
I'm standing back aways behind me outside  in view of all this
And the looks on my face .
Not good ...
So I try to get my attentions
Being comical
To lift the spirit
......
I'm watching and smile starts to unfurl
Until
.......
Duuun
Dahh

Duuuuuu.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Off on younger
I see the older
Pretend to be
Mature me. ..
On horse carriage
In a civil war
Uniform .  
Hair greased over ...
Black ish
Brown
handle bar mustache
Kinda like
Kurt Russell
From tombstone
.
Tell em
"What's coming.
.............
AND HE'S
BRINGING
HELL WITHEM
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHISTLE
WHISTLE
HYAAAAA.
In the backround
Up in the sky..
That old familiar twang of  
Cashs'
Guitar
Echoing through the canyons
And it's
Me
I fill the
Whole sky
I m singing with Johny
Man
Yah
And
I think I'm chrome plated .......GHOST ......
RIDERS
...
...
ON THE STORM
Now I'm
With
Morrison ..
DAM .....
the dam
Cracked an the water began to flow   .
The perfect storm .....
And the water breaches
And it's quickly over taking
The valley down below ...
And the little cottage I stood
Glassy eyed
Gazing it the window .
Is gone
Along with all my splinter
Cell
Me's
All but one

Then
He died from grief ...
And the me
Singing in the sky
Sobbed
And wept uncontrollably.
For years . .
Ohhhhh
Who could console me?
Finally ....
I lifted my eyes
And
Finally ...
The world saw the raw real me....
And
I was understood ..
Wow
Glorious .
We all cryed tears of liberation and joy  
For me....
Melon Holly ....
Then someone in a boat started birchen.sayen
He's the reason the whole Earth's all flooded.
Had kina
Uh dirt farmer
From the grapes of rath .
Sort look to
Him ...
Tall .lanky ....
Then I heard a mumur
Turnt to a roar  
And now I'm back to regular size .
And the roaring crowd behind me screaming
Yah get him.
And it's the Spartans from the
300
Movie ...
Leonitis
Face is grimaced  
******
He's
****** .
Right on my heels .
I jumped off a clifffff
Ffffffff
Ffffff
For crying out loud
Can I ever just imagine something
Beautifull
Without all the extra
Dolly lama drama.
Man
.
Tell ya
I
Feel
Sorry for me


I can just picture
M.....e.....
S. ....t......
Not..
Gonna doit


As a myriad of ;;
Nope
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Dec 2021 · 69
To hers, a silver lining
Delton Peele Dec 2021
To hers, a silver lining
A bit of a purple ****** Ident it? A little fingernail pinch on the inner tricep......
Holiday' ..........
Ohhhhh yeah!
Memories ......
If I could just have these
I would be at ease withy miseries............
But no . .....
Torn open like a long eared bunny.......
I lay still . ....
Tryin to keep dignified a put my pieces back inside..
Meanwhile ....... Hyena's to the left of me......
Jackals to the right........
And here I am
In misery ......
Silver lining .
Might be my last one........
...yeah me!?!



.
.
Well see!
.....
...
..
.
Ok I kid ......
I does kinda feel good
To be wanted .... Even if it's just for   .......
Naw it's just good.
Merry holiday .. an all that ....... Ya'allllll
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Dec 2021 · 95
N
Delton Peele Dec 2021
N
Intrinsic ,
My matrix.....
interwoven with twines of self sabotage and
Delusions of grandeur.
Like an intricate macrame....
Passion for perfection hate confrentation..an empath
Neurological anomoly
  high
IQ.........
So I do
to have a greater understanding
Of the meaning of loneliness ........
And in duress
imbued  
Great anti-social skills..  
I never will give up......
And when I don't .
I know I will
Regret........
more me time than most ....
Which honestly .....
It's probably best ........
Time passes while I over analyze,and practice.......
I pre assemble
And run scenarios in my mind ... .
Over and over and over .....  
I can see it I can be real about it .....
Foresee problematic
intricacies and extrapolate
Ramifications ........as the subtle beast slips in to ruin all these perfectly planned and plotted ......
Things......
In mid stream
Im sabatoged
To my knees on front street intentions of great self sacrifice and
Benevolence
Thrown to the four winds  .....
Errybody  got to walk by the stupid kid . ....
Nit picken up in the cool aid ......put themselves up on a pedestal ....while I go all mentally ......  

Woe....... Count to ten   .....
Before I wind up in solitary ....confinement ....then again ..... I bet I can .....naw ...... Forget it
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Dec 2021 · 71
Untitled
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Untitled
Both lids locked down
Rock solid
My escape .....
Not a sound
Still and silent
I take a quick psychic flight...... . ..
I can't achieve
Break away speed ..    ...
I feel a .......
Disturbance ....and I'm drawn to it.....
Something
On the horizon
I touch down near it......
Without light, my mind's eye
Cajoles the
Delicate silleoutte of an effigy...... In depths of cerulean hues.
It's my spirit ..
......... Weeping.
I loom slowly closer ...
As so,.... you know.. ,
I want to see it in it's genuineness.....
I reach out and it bursts before me silvery red flashes  .....in my mind and Im spiritually blind. ....and at the same time
Catapulting me at epic speeds to the surface.......
The physical realm   .......
Now my eyes see ...... .
I've been for some time in stigmata   .....
Fearfully full of random reoccurring   stupid things .......
Lachrymose
Almost to the point of recluse........
I suppose drove me to this
Exclusive fear fracture .....up here
A monolithic
Slab of frozen  stone
perched above
The town of Index....  
My fantasy go too town......
Town I long to be......full of gold and mystery.......
So much history ....and it's rugged unchanged beauty ... ..... protected by the quirky people's who live there........
High......
Really  really high.....
And so high above the world ..... Winter ish
Magnificent sunset  deep expanses of coral saturating into almost black...
I can't see the town though...
Not yet anyway......
Alone  on  this piece of intrusive batholith
I can't help but notice it......
ever so slightly grades toward the edge......
And the dark lurking  cumulous nimbus devouring precious daylight....
another three steps   ssssssssss
Is
All I need ..  .
In trepidation
I scoff at the mundane which put me in subjection.........leaving me without a choice .........
Daring me ...
And here we are I reluctantly forced the first step and felt as though I might step it up.
so to speak ..... And about to stride to the second step... and a eagle flew just above at me .....
Squelched out
A healthy screech!
Startled would be an understatement.
I
I
I
I
I
  stopped so quick .....
I slipped
....and horizontal.
Looking at my feet and the skyline .....threw my phone straight up
( I know this because when I hit the ground it then bounced of my face......)
Took my wind away  and
Oh my God the view was epic...........
The ice was desperately slick.......
And nothing to lay a grip on
I froze in more ways than one
...........
.....I slid limp my body followed every contour to the the the precipice ....satisfied with my life .....
Although not all together pleased with what I had done with it....
I gave in and let go........
The wind rushing by accelerating....  ...whistle frequency and amplitude increasing ......
ex·hil·a·rat·ing.
Then fear mixed in
In anticipation
Of impact ......
I flexed every muscle to the extreme      ..
Clinched to the max .......thought I could somehow escape,
if I could shake the heavens ,
with a primate like scream ..    .
I did......
It did . .....I hit hard  .......
I was so tight I bounced ..    .screams so loud  ........I
I    .    I'm a awake  
Where am I ?
I'm awake
I'm alive.....
I.......
Was standing   .......
On carpet    ...
In my living room.....
Is this.....
I mean was that ...
Could it have been a dream....
I look to the right
Cliff hanger on the flat screem   . . Neighbors porch lights all
Coming on.....
One of them on my lawn .... the only thing I got on....
is      I guess nachos.......
Close the blinds
*** sure everyone everything's ayite.....back to the couch....
TV .....
Restless leg syndrome .....
Ill get over this
Mid life thing

Out of this rut.......
Watch me ....I'll do it alone ......
I got this .....I'll be back
The Mac .  .
In the Groove
With a gangster lean ...up to speed ....check my strut     G!
But you know what B    
I'm gonna doit my way      .....
Baby steps ....
No frozen mountain top  selfies en ****

Hall knaw    
Uj
Uh awe    naw way....
F that  peace I'm out ......
Not that far out  ..  
Just  ... You . K.n o..........o....
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Dec 2021 · 105
Eye to eclectic
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Eye to eclectic
Tom Tom
Tic TOC giggle
Google
Rikki lake
Fake bacon
....
Ohh me love you long time....
Drop a dime
You will be mine
..you will be mine..
...you will be
Allllll
Mine craft ....
*** Gass or grass
Pocket full of
Posers
I
Simply need
Better subject matter
Space the final frontier ...
Space    

Space.....


Space  
(By  definition
Is an area in which time and matter exist...... .)
Your mission .. ..
If you choose to accept  .  
Break out of your cell
Stop at go and collect you 200 dollars  
Uh oh ..
Ring around the collar.  ...
I ain't no holla back boy.....
Soy
Jerry Lauler
Wish I was a little bit taller.
Are you goofing on Elvis ?
Hey ya  baybeyy
And
Are we half run ..
Out of
***** laundry
And bad news
I can use
For my muse
Sickle?
Oh this is terrible .....
Spastic
Iconoclastic
Mr fantasy
In your own plastic fantastic...
Life is just a
Phantom see
Another pineapple fanta
Yes please.. ..
Too much time on my feet ....
Agony of de-feet . ..
Oh boy

Think  I  need
Some
Sleep
!
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Dec 2021 · 148
My
Delton Peele Dec 2021
My
My......
Soul ......
Solo........
So Low....an.
You....
don't...
know..
HowfarDown
My dignity
Can go.......
Only I do ...
An I think it's bout at its end . . .....
E

N

D

PS:    LOVE ME
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Dec 2021 · 87
Stayed gne
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Stayed gne
Fractured....
Fuzzzzz.....
Static........
Emotionally
Pixelated .......

.....played ...

Lacerations ....
.....
Incarcerated
..........
Incinerated
..........
Lost found
And forgotten
Pulled up from
The blackend
Frigid murk
Of the worst
Waste lands
Of rock bottom....
Packed in lye
......
Cried,
..
Lied to.......
Waiting to die
Forced to stand naked
Outside,and
Watch begotten
  
Nursed back to my prime......

Beat down ,
Tarred,
Scourged,
Disturbed,
Then once again ...  
Drowned in the salty turbidity of my own painful,
Tears.... .



.... ...
I've been sculpted ........

....andIhateit....

Scars in my eyes.
But you can see the saaad sooooooong
Sung in
Cerulean Hues.
.......
Goiiiiiing into
Indigo......

Child actor syndrome
Wished I would have played Disney
Roles
......
Type cast ***** ...
Burnt out
Fast .

Now I'm playing
Comedy drama
...******......
cycle upon cycle

Scars upon scars
This game ......
This  dam   game ......

Shame.............mmmmmmm



This my my
Mind game
So many times  .........
Feels like auto pilot......
An it takes so long to get to this  plain .........


Lightning

bitter wind ....
Icy wet and sadistic.......
My love.
My queen ..!
Center of my confidence.....
Will you accept me ........
This time........
Ive been pushed  away
... I chose to wait.  .....
Alone ......
I created a lonely garden ...here I lay at your feet a thousand long stickery stemmed roses..feel free
To grab them
By the blossom ..........
Ill stand here
With my shirt
Off ....and you can
Whip me with each one
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Dec 2021 · 88
2 or knot too let it . ?
Delton Peele Dec 2021
2 or knot too let it . ?
I want to give into it .......
4 who am I to resist it ......
A humble an lowly nave...
..... That is......
Outwardly...... Not cowardly ... And secretely inside I Am EPIC   .
The shores caress my feet.
The jungles adore me ....
Oceans refreshing .... Mountains cool me .....
I drink the clouds .......
And awe the desserts     ......
My love .......
An beautiful oasis ....... Soft hot sand .. I roll naked ......
Unashamed .....
Protected ......
Warm ......
Comfortable
***** .....
Feels like home to me ....
Inner child like smile
Seventies ...
Long hair ......
No cell phones
No internet ...
........
Star jeans    ....
Transistor radio tied to the handlebars  
Still allitle mystery left   .
Brand new redline
Ride like the wind   . . ...
Cops ......friend?
No stalking .
No profile yet.
Like summer saturday morning......
Fuzzy ! .....happy?
Yup ......cool .
Oh heck yep....
Hip yup yep!
Worried ....uhhm
Well not yet .....
Why ?????
What's up?
Whad you
Mean by that.
Southparkkyle
Like smile ......
Gone ......
......clouds . ...
Winter ....
No stars   .... Wolfie  ....
Outdated  
Mysteries dissolved   become miseries ....
Cases solved
Cringed .
Burnt .
Turnt out  ...
Long tooth ....
Clumbzy .....
Teetering ......
Grumbling .....
One man barricade   . ..
Against mega stampede....
The entire worlds beast of field ....
People creepy crawly thing ....managing . ...
Barely   .....no

...one ....behind me......pondering .......one foot slips      ....
Barely ......let..........
Can't let go ......
Dont let anyyyyy..........
Sign   ..
Of.......weakness show .....
Trembling .......
What's gonna  happen ....to me .........
Staring ........
Starry eyed kid.............
Used
.....
Used to .  ....
Be........
Nobody .........
Cares    bout
.
How    it .....
Use ta be ......
Psyche     ..... Dramatized ...
Tears .     Flow      
Forming rivers ....into oceans ... Cooling the   the raging fear and termoil inn  me ........I

I     ......
Can't ......
Let .....
....
I  cave ......
Let it go ......
Evolve .. .
Go with the flow ....the only thing that will forever be perpetually constant ......
Is  change........
So I say is that all you got ....
M'er F'er   ..
Heh........trigger please .......
Let it go ...
Or let's go ......
Naw baby ....
C'mon ...roll with ..me ....
Dank swag ...
350$ bandana....
500$ kiks......
1000$ blue tooth ... ....
Inked up .
On the set ...up in the club ....
DEEP!
Don't you worry bout a thang .....
I got you ***** .......
.......
Do yooooou
Know ...who you messin.
With ......
Shiiiiiiitttt......
Aint nuttin but a "G" .....THANG  
BAYYYBAY!

Han
Continue reading...
Dec 2021 · 86
One word gone bad (mid pre-quel)
Delton Peele Dec 2021
One word gone bad (mid pre-quel)
The midnight
Hung quiet and tensions rising .......
eery, slithering an
Crawling .....
Through the thickets ..... So slow ..... So
Very very slow
.......
Feel the tickling from the sweat ...
Trepidation sets in.....
Only  I mean only .........
When noise is being made by them ....
Shall I move
Then
×{[STOP]}×
.....
When the crickets stop.
Fickle.
F-N
Snitches
.....
C.I.'s
You loose sight
Hearing
..Intensifies..
Fear when it's used right
Will help you ...survive ...
If you're being hunted
Eye see by .hearing .
And not
.

. Hearing .
I see what I'm hunting
And when I give my word
And I put it on my skin
Look you in the eye.
It's no longer a promise ring my friend
It's backed by blood love .
There is no fear on this earth
That I have ever seen
That disturbs
....
Which is  
The predator
I become
When
I'm called
On it .

Flip the switch I'm gone
I
Animal
Eyes black
Hackle
Up
Hind legs twitch
I can taste the air.
And when I savour the piquant
Salty flavour of twilight glistened
Terrified
Sweat....
I'm close enough
Feal the pink
Heat signature of your breath.
And when I slowly lower my head in you general direction
My lips pursed and nose sneared  .....
Picking up  aromatics like
A dog picking up pheremone
Messages from the
***** in heat opening my eyes and they have a far off
Sleepy
..
..Glassy  gaze..
Grinch like smirk
One tear
On the front of the well over taken by the swell
Accidently
escapes
From  the empathy
Part
Of me
Petitioning
The executioner
( The inner me that governs
The right or wrong)
((In the event the circumstances
Prevent
Clemency
And stay of execution
Withdrawn ..
The inner me has the ultimate
Group
Of professional
Psychologist,
A "ta die for"
Debrief sanctuary
And a team of
Rational ends to meet the needs
And justifiers
To make things
Be
Just as if I never committed my....
Er things  
I mean never done a thing !

Because the
Governor stepped down
( Again the inner me)
LET THE GAME
CONTINUE
.....
:
One tear
Breaches
Then hesitates
As if to look back and say
C'mon it's ok  ,
Let's go ....
As it travels past the cheek
Gets
hooked and pulled past the nose like a venturi
Stops confused on the upper lip .
And defuses into nothing
Changed
Nothing
.
I hide further back into
Happy places in my mind
Because
That  streak of
Saline
Left sparkling in the twilight is sadly evaporating
....
The natural order of things
Steps in
Removing
It
To see this through
That one tear
One tear ....
From the heart and backed by a sea...
Was your last advocate
And the last
Lost trace
Of my humanity
One
Just one
Just.....
.....
WAIT
.....
.....
..
.
.

.



.




HE
HhhhhhhhhH
.



Had one word for me......
No.....
Wait
What happend

Owe wow
This started with an analogy
Like poetry
Or my stupid attempt at it..
I got too  into it and although it ends like a confession

It's not.

K.


YOU HAVE MY WORD ON IT.


Ok I am sorry...
I'm off on
Side bar your....
  Now on with the memory ......
Er .....
Um

Poetry?

So those stupid little
Simple fickle
Insects
On your side
There to help  
keep  your word
Then turn coat and
Turn into rats
And tryin  flush you out...

Those creepy things all over me
In my hair
So so so
Very difficult...
On the cusp of
im·pos·si·bil·i·ty
Staying quiet in the blackberry's bleeding
Cuts and puncture marks leaking
CCHHHSSST
YA WE THINK HES UP IN THE BOULDER FIELD ....
OVERCCCCHHHST
K
DEADLY FORCE IS AUTHOURISED...CCCCHHHST
...........
...I ..KNOW .....
I * CCHHHHST*

FLOOD lights being all chauvanistic
Accosting
The night
Ogling her privates
The sweats stinging blood drying .
Bugs down  my pluggers creepily up my inner thigh ...
...
Some one with a really nice ****** rifle acting all "eyes on me "sayin  loudly
Hey cap cmere I think we found something
!!!!!
This is the needle hole
I need !!
These rookies think there in a movie

..mabe they'll make one out of me...
Kidding ...
Kinda
Anyway ...
Focus I gotta move quickly and silently  
One chance ....
One

Just
...
The commotion  
Bristling
Is ........ like the comforting sounds that loom from the kitchen on through the living room .
Sizzling bacon
And Saturday morning cartoons.
The noise they make is my cover
To escape..
Ants...
I think
Atleast I hope these are ants and ......
Not .. spiders
No theyr not
They can't be.
I

Would

Freak

The

F..k
    

Out
!
K
...
keep going in my ear and up my nostrils
I turn quickly.
20 maybe 30 feet  
Across a  half light opening
And there's the sorta slow part of the river .....
The.............
Ice melt ....
And 1/4 mile the **** ...
An  

Turbines....
And the ****   lights ... An  
The 300 foot drop .


An ..
Giant maelstrom's .

As I turned to take of my shirt and slither out the blackberry patch
A large overly crusted with stickers
CANE.
grabbed my cheek poked my ...Eye. .
My body. Has no plans on being shot and cares not for accessories
I can live with the loss of an eye or scar's
Keep moving
Me on the other hand I'm still trying.......
Owe my head tilting tryin to get out the way..
Owwwwe....
Bit..
Get out the way ......
Owee wait I got a big one sinking into my lip..
Wooooe slow the role one second

Got one in my throat .
Then snap crackle ....snap
Like having 35 fish hooks in ya..trying to run and be quiet at the same time ....
I hit the river
And
O m G
I'm a pink quivering quiet crock ...
No body heard

No body saw ..
...I'm ...just....
SSSSKKKRRRT
baby Huey
The  assault rifle guy .
In the river puts a warm Glock against my ear ...
Kinda felt good actually ..
I put my hands and back feet down into the river bed .
Stop floating...
Wrapped my hand around a big rock ...
And slowly reached for my knife.....
He motioned me with ******* pointing to his eyes then to mine then back and forth as if saying I caught you.. .
I am predator
You prey
I got you
You submit
You understand
You see me
I see you  see me
You understand this is it ......
And motioned me to stand an turn around.
I complied  when I locked my fingers behind my neck .
He hit me in the kidney
Put his knife to my throat ....and quietly I felt my legs warming ....and I shivers
Allot a things
He said to me
One thing
Just one word

Just one

Just


. .

.

He said ....


Goodby
.....

And loosed his grip
Watch me float
Crying
.....
....


Wana know why ......


Maybe.


Some day

Maybe
Don't be like
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Dec 2021 · 111
Far cr..................from the rant a too we
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Far cr..................from the rant a too we
( {Ok so uh yah ...
Real good there "aye"!
Soooahh
What... a
( (***?))
(( What was that look for))
Whats all the cool armour there forcing aon ya today's...})
(?!!WhiaaTT!!!)({oooh
Take it easy there champ
I .....sai.d
Uh
So what uh
Brings.......you....in....here tadys...?})
( Oh heh)
((Seriously?
That is not what he said))
((( Oh no sh.. Sherlock)))
(( Ok thats it!!!! listen.Im not gonna sit here and argue you right here Infront of the
DING
Shrink
(( (((*** was that?))) ))
(( Jynx
You owe me a coke))
(((Jynx back
You owe me a Cadillac
Double back no take backs
Stamps davinity
Ding
HssssssssS
((( Aoeww my
Eyes))).
SIR PLEASE  LET THE ROCKING CHAIR GO ...
!!!
NOW SIR
What ?
What are you doing ?
I can't breath ...my face is burning
(( I don't remember cops being here....
))
((( Me neither!! why does he has his gun on me?!!!??)))
Hey don't point that gun on me
DING
*** is that..
Rocker!!
(((Rocker???)))


This is you're
Last warning .
Warning
Warming
Morning
DING
WASHINGTON
WARNING
LET GO OF THE
DOCTOR
W..H..A..T....
THE.....

THUMP
THUMP

OH ...MY ..GOSH...

THUMP THUMP .

(( (((   IM  CHOKING

DING
BEEP
THUMP THUMP
BEEP
DOCCTOR...
WAIT
&$#CRACK$#&#
AKKK
AKKK
AKKK
aaaacthump
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...eeeee
ee..ee..ee.eee.eeeeeeeee.­................d....i.......n.......g......
.
..w....a......a...­...r.nnninngDING
What happened
Owe my chest
Ding
Why am I hooked to this ekg
?
Ding
Hey .....
HAAAYY
WAKE UP  DINGDINGDING
YOURE HAVING A NOTHER NIGHTMARE . .AND THE ALARMS BEEN GOIN OFF  AND YOUR IGNORORING IT ..SORRY I HAD TO STAB YOU IN THE CHEST
WHAT?
I HAD TO HIT YOU IN THE CHEST ....
NOW GET UP....  
Ok   ok
Oh my gosh it was so real......

Ever since I wrote this thesis about
:Operation
Prefrontal leukotomy:
I keep having this
Dream .....
Uhmm
Why is there a dead doctor on the the.
The .the ...
Floor ........
You tell me killer . .....
WarninG
,THIS iS /wAs A TEST OF THE REfrential
Delusion society...
If this were a real event
You should wake from this delusion

The minute you hear this
" Take this shot.... Or get shot ....
In the chest.. "
Thank you....
For your co-operation
NEXT
Where are we
d..I..n..g
That is all  .
Move along sir
....
CO-OPERATE
...
HUH?
DING
ITS OK NURSE ..HEH ..
I MEAN OFFICERS  ..
I LL HANDLE THIS...
so what are you gonna do huh .....
Tuff guy ...
This is serious
You gonna fight us . ...
By yourself.    
I won't have to convince anyone that your crazy ..
Your doin for me......
The crazy thing about fear is ........
It's not real .  .
We...    Are . .. ..the .. ....people.  .

And we are tuning toxic to our selfs...
Race, religion,
DING
VACCINE
CONTROL THING
COMPLIANCE THING
FABRICATION
DELUSION
OR PRECURSER
CAUSE GET Away once for ******
Makes the next one easier
Never let them into to the inner sanctum

Cause it's gooona
Get worser
Anything to keep us distanced from our selves . .
We think we can't trust one another ..  
So my brothers and sisters ....
We are all the same  ...and yet beautifuly .
Different
We came to be ...
Differences from desperate
Locations
Oppressed to the point of
Fight or die spiritually
Comply or die
The decree  
Every pedigree has fleas .

The powers that
Be .
Use these these as triggers ..
Especially
On the brink of revolution.
Which bring us to subjection...

PLEASE

IM AFRAID
THAT
PARANOIA .
GONNA SET IN

DING

DIFFERENCES
WITHIN
US
CANT MAKE US BE
Different
Genesis
WE ESTABLISHEDTHE GREATEST CONTINENT ....
LETS NOT LET THEM(US)
RUIN IT ...
WE NEED TO BE THE BEACON

DONT LET THE SHRINKS
MAKE YOU THINK THE EVERYONE
DIFFERENT THAN YOU
IS SECRETIVELY
CONSPIRING TO GET YOU.


   .that what makes us
Strong is love

Because
We were once us ......
Let's see them, those, me, you, we ,
"Be"    
together
Us ..
Community
Unity
Protect the weak .
Be the hero's-heroines
For the future
Let the children see what is right
That we need
Education
Be the person you admire more than anything
Empower
Meek
With courage to think
It's ok to be afraid ......
But never shall that
Create a reason to not rise to the occasion to defend "us"
That's the difference between saying you're "brave"
And being
"Courageous"
Be positive and let that be contagious.  
Help the people that hate us .. .
So there's  can be no reason for  people to believe in at lies said about us .
Let's
Be
Be someone worthy of emulation.
"Do "right inspite of what's been done to you  ...or become the person that done it to you and continue the wrongs
And receive the recompense it brings you...









You know ............
The human? ....
....
The human mind
In particular!
.......
.... it's a rather
Cryptic and manipulative
Thing .
And because
It has the power to conjure deceit
And convince itself
The opposite....
Doesn't mean it should...
But it does........
Continue reading...
Dec 2021 · 82
Upton night f.a..l...l....i.....n.........g.........
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Upton night f.a..l...l....i.....n.........g.........
Upon graduation they swear the
.....
Hypocritic oath...
Then put it up on display......
Is this where you want to pull your defenses down
And let some one see.......
The fragile naked vulnerable fragile inner me ......er ....
I mean you......
And then let then ****** your demons .....cause who knows maybe they took that hypocrite thing little too literal so ya they are practicing
But what are they practicing....
And on who ?
And why ....
Ohhhhhh
Conspiracy?
Or something that rhymes with eye!
If you think you are paranoid
You  probably are. It's ok I got someone watching you all the time.
Continue reading...
Dec 2021 · 79
See
Delton Peele Dec 2021
See
Hypocritic
Machiavellian
With
Sadistic
Intent
Monolithic
Opposite
Of
The fundamental
Reality

Artesian of
Maelfeasions
Supernatural
Thermal vent
Belching subtle, delicate
Beautiful
Believable
Lies  .....
Composer of
Compromise
Rotten
Death filled seas
Of
Composting
Broken dreams
Feeder an ruler of
Flies .....
With malignant
Stagnate
Tributaries .
The fact
That
You
Are
Enemy
Of
My enemy
Does not surprise
Me...
Get behind me
Stay that way.
You have
Aught
With
My adversary
Does not make you friend
When he would be
Destroyed
You will
Turn on
Me...
I am
To someone an enemy
Yes.....
They are not my enemy .
They have lived on
Lies
And
This
I pity

There can only be
One solution

.....Truth.....

Find the standard
If in agreement
With it .
Then do not
Combat evil for evil
It will only convolute
Fact and fiction
Till you character
Will betray you
......
To the world
You resemble
The aggressor
Not the victim

...
Ballistics or statistics
Enemy or
Allies
Truth or
Lies
Composition
Or compromise
Divine
Or demise
Devise a way to divide
Yourself from what
Can take you
In later days
In ways you could never expect.
The future is opportunities
Or is it
A
malicious
Past you
Will see
..believe ..
Me
Continue reading...
Dec 2021 · 100
One word gone bad (mid pre-quel)
Delton Peele Dec 2021
One word gone bad (mid pre-quel)
The midnight
Hung quiet and tensions rising .......
eery, slithering an
Crawling .....
Through the thickets ..... So slow ..... So
Very very slow
.......
Feel the tickling from the sweat ...
Trepidation sets in.....
Only  I mean only .........
When noise is being made by them ....
Shall I move
Then
×{[STOP]}×
.....
When the crickets stop.
Fickle.
F-N
Snitches
.....
C.I.'s
You loose sight
Hearing
..Intensifies..
Fear when it's used right
Will help you ...survive ...
If you're being hunted
Eye see by .hearing .
And not
.

. Hearing .
I see what I'm hunting
And when I give my word
And I put it on my skin
Look you in the eye.
It's no longer a promise ring my friend
It's backed by blood love .
There is no fear on this earth
That I have ever seen
That disturbs
....
Which is  
The predator
I become
When
I'm called
On it .

Flip the switch I'm gone
I
Animal
Eyes black
Hackle
Up
Hind legs twitch
I can taste the air.
And when I savour the piquant
Salty flavour of twilight glistened
Terrified
Sweat....
I'm close enough
Feal the pink
Heat signature of your breath.
And when I slowly lower my head while opening my eyes and they have a far off
Sleepy
..
..Glassy  gaze..
Grinch like smirk
One tear escapes
From  the empathy
Part
Of me
Petitioning
The executioner
Because the
Governor stepped down
One tear
Breaches
Then hesitates
As if to look back and say
C'mon it's ok  ,
Let's go ....
As it travels past the cheek
Gets
hooked and pulled past the nose like a venturi
Stops confused on the upper lip .
And defuses into nothing
Changed
Nothing
.
I hide further back into
Happy places in my mind
Because
That  streak of
Saline
Left sparkling in the twilight is sadly evaporating
....
The natural order of things
Steps in
Removing
It
To see this through
That one tear
One tear ....
From the heart and backed by a sea...
Was your last advocate
And the last
Lost trace
Of my humanity
One
Just one
Just.....
.....
WAIT
.....
.....
..
.
.

.



.




HE
HhhhhhhhhH
.



Had one word for me......
No.....
Wait
What happend

Owe wow
This started with an analogy
Like poetry
Or my stupid attempt at it..
I got too  into it and although it ends like a confession

It's not.

K.


YOU HAVE MY WORD ON IT.


Ok I am sorry...
I'm off on
Side bar your....
  Now on with the memory ......
Er .....
Um

Poetry?

So those stupid little
Simple fickle
Insects
On your side
There to help  
keep  your word
Then turn coat and
Turn into rats
And tryin  flush you out...

Those creepy things all over me
In my hair
So so so
Very difficult...
On the cusp of
im·pos·si·bil·i·ty
Staying quiet in the blackberry's bleeding
Cuts and puncture marks leaking
CCHHHSSST
YA WE THINK HES UP IN THE BOULDER FIELD ....
OVERCCCCHHHST
K
DEADLY FORCE IS AUTHOURISED...CCCCHHHST
...........
...I ..KNOW .....
I * CCHHHHST*

FLOOD lights being all chauvanistic
Accosting
The night
Ogling her privates
The sweats stinging blood drying .
Bugs down  my pluggers creepily up my inner thigh ...
...
Some one with a really nice ****** rifle acting all "eyes on me "sayin  loudly
Hey cap cmere I think we found something
!!!!!
This is the needle hole
I need !!
These rookies think there in a movie

..mabe they'll make one out of me...
Kidding ...
Kinda
Anyway ...
Focus I gotta move quickly and silently  
One chance ....
One

Just
...
The commotion  
Bristling
Is ........ like the comforting sounds that loom from the kitchen on through the living room .
Sizzling bacon
And Saturday morning cartoons.
The noise they make is my cover
To escape..
Ants...
I think
Atleast I hop
...
keep going in my ear and up my nostrils
I turn quickly.
20 maybe 30 feet  
Across a  half light opening
And there's the sorta slow part of the river .....
The.............
Ice melt ....
And 1/4 mile the **** ...
An  

Turbines....
And the ****   lights ... An  
The 300 foot drop .


An ..
Giant maelstrom's .

As I turned to take of my shirt and slither out the blackberry patch
A large overly crusted with stickers
CANE.
grabbed my cheek poked my ...Eye. .
My body. Has no plans on being shot and cares not for accessories
I can live with the loss of an eye or scar's
Keep moving
Me on the other hand I'm still trying.......
Owe my head tilting tryin to get out the way..
Owwwwe....
Bit..
Get out the way ......
Owee wait I got a big one sinking into my lip..
Wooooe slow the role one second

Got one in my throat .
Then snap crackle ....snap
Like having 35 fish hooks in ya..trying to run and be quiet at the same time ....
I hit the river
And
O m G
I'm a pink quivering quiet crock ...
No body heard

No body saw ..
...I'm ...just....
SSSSKKKRRRT
baby Huey
The  assault rifle guy .
In the river puts a warm Glock against my ear ...
Kinda felt good actually ..
I put my hands and back feet down into the river bed .
Stop floating...
Wrapped my hand around a big rock ...
And slowly reached for my knife.....
He motioned me with ******* pointing to his eyes then to mine then back and forth as if saying I caught you.. .
I am predator
You prey
I got you
You submit
You understand
You see me
I see you  see me
You understand this is it ......
And motioned me to stand an turn around.
I complied  when I locked my fingers behind my neck .
He hit me in the kidney
Put his knife to my throat ....and quietly I felt my legs warming ....and I shivers
Allot a things
He said to me
One thing
Just one word

Just one

Just


. .

.

He said ....


Goodby
.....

And loosed his grip
Watch me float
Crying
.....
....


Wana know why ......


Maybe.


Some day

Maybe
Don't be like
Continue reading...
Dec 2021 · 54
What the afffff
Delton Peele Dec 2021
What the afffff
Affordable ya but
Rabbit to whom.......
*** u ...
And me to ......
I could only assume that you knew I loved you with out limits ...
Like the cell phone company ......
Changing the definition and treating us like some type of
CITIOTS
.....
NO NO ITS UNLIMITED !
BUT AFTER "X"
AMOUNT OF DATA THEN IT SLOWS DOWN TA **** SPEED....
BUT THATS
NOT A LIMIT ....
K
NOW YOU COULD PAY ALITTLE MORE AND GET UNLIMITED
THIS THAT AND THE OTHER ......
AND GET THIIIIIIIS MUCH .... BEFORE IT GETS CUT TO 1 /20 TH OF WHAT YOU NEED,? ! ....!   ?
?  
??????????
and that's not a limit?
I mean after ..... That.......
Num......
Or da..... T.... A

THATS A
F...ING
LIMIT
......
you broke my heart ..... Now
I have limits

I didn't know
......
You changed everything....
And your .....
Happy?


Do you even feel......

Is this really
Happening...?

Why?
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Dec 2021 · 229
Same
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Same
You ....
Eye see ....
I like ....
What I want I follow....
I catch I think ....
I keep .......
I lal lu .....
And u say
I lal lu 2...
Then say u
Tue solo tue....
Him believe you.....
Him think you...
Me ...
Same same ..
Him happy
Say same team ........
Then you say same thing .....
But hear u say to other him ...
Him sad    .
Want you only .....
Only him and her .....
Only her  ....
....
Only her don't want him ....
Only ...
Her want him him him him him .. ..
Him thinks her change
Feel strange    ..
Make him blame him.....
Her not same team ......
Not same game
Her  head coach....
Of my pain team
Till this day ..
I'll never be the same  .....
Don't want to ever feel  the same as her....
Never will ................!
make anyone feel that .....
No way.....
Him never understand .....
F.... Ing Her
Hurt me.....
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Dec 2021 · 65
We
Delton Peele Dec 2021
We
Walk slow
Soul pains my spirit waning
.....
The vivid imagery,
..Visiting..
Broken
Dreams brings
Woe's
To
...Me...
Although
Truth be told
Without
These painful
Things....
Would ever I truly touch euphoria and such bliss ...
Without first plummeting head long into the abyss.....
Have no way to stop .... In full knowledge...
No resolve left . .with . .
5 digging.
And
10
Burri-ing ..
"My grave"
That is.....
.....
And halted
Eyes closed
One painfully swollen ******
Irritated pink pulsating pinky fingernail holding me half torn off
With lemon vinegar a salt on it .....
Then to hear the words .
I love you...
.........
I cry on a regular basis.
.....
From sadness to bliss .
Even the randomness and whatever this is ...
Im jazzed to be hear with ya'll
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Nov 2021 · 120
Fogret fogee
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Fogret fogee
Shall I follow
Or should I
Shilly shally
Be fickle and cryptic with facts.. .....?
I could go all apathetic and shallow
Wallow in my hollow soul .
Can I assume
The role of liberal ......
Who feel as though their
Self imposed
theme song ...
Magically composed ,
By supernaturally
cajoling it
From
Jagger and the rolling stones .....
No !
Let that stay with the origins .....
Still rollin
Keepin me ****** .
Tieiieyiiyaime
Is on their side
Yes it isyiz.
I don't believe it's on your side.
Can I be explicit ???
Let's see .......hmm
...well I guess ..
See here's the deal
I'm not comfortable talking bout it  I prefer to be about it ...cause
thats really a subjective POV
Inquisition .
Am I asking as me like an
autonomously voiced
Consensus..
Or me asking you for permission and then answer
Ok fuckit yah I can
And usually do .except or accept or reject it
I call it keepin it re-all  ...
K?
K.

Time has a wrong way of covering evils and travesties.
And we a act like "Aye *** it wasn't me ....it was my ancestors." In fact mine personally weren't involved ......
*** ever
If that ain't some transcending the *******
.........
Naw that ain't clever ...that's some straight up
*******....
And y'all need ta quit it...
You may not be smart enough to understand where a
M'er F'er
Come from......
But you dam sure can atleast ......
Not act dumber than you  look.......
Cause you ain't making anything better for anybody.....
Trying to look cool and funny .ain't to somebody that knows something.

I wander ...will there be a day.......
I really want not to wonder
I wish I knew.....
When I can find the grey to be ..........
The norm ?
Unity and solidarity .....
Without borders and governments ....without class or wars.....
Where we can be......
Just be......
Where our primal instinct
Tribunal and communal is to live each day with purposes conducive of harmony .....efforts made at every level ....
In creating a past that should bring a full on comforting blushing ....
To all parties involved ....which would be everyone....
Make it a goal to make some one feel as though they are worthy of praise......if you ever want me to praise you...
.for if I call you friend .....
It's the only way .....
To be .
Or not.
To be .!
Be
And
Be.
Be not
Be 4 got.
You!
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Nov 2021 · 81
I would buuuuuu
Delton Peele Nov 2021
I would buuuuuu
Anticipations of grandeur  
Catch fire
my mind.......
Then burst into brilliant
Arrays of
Stupidities
Oh sure  

.......

I still have opportunities
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Nov 2021 · 99
Chaste
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Chaste
Cast the dull dreary distorted Worry wart side of me
With a rejectable splat thud .
Apathetic with
Reckless disregard.
From arm stretched up and back and knuckles
grounded........
Fast pitch hard
From a dunce forced arm.  ..
Into a mold
Which resembles a reflection of the side I like of me
Make me a 00
00
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Nov 2021 · 218
ToReRequip
Delton Peele Nov 2021
ToReRequip
Lifelong song
Sung .....
From innocence
Into efflorescence
subtlety with ease elevated me
I gravitated to her temptation
As natural as falling into destiny
The essence of my enchantress
Enamoring nuances.
Left me defenseless.
Intoxicated with sundry pangs felt in crushed velvet magenta saturated with indigo blue
Beguiled she held me still deliberately
Euphoric glistening tears flowed
so slowly and satisfying her eyes closed  .
Even slower the fear of death came and went .........
Loosed her grip slowly squeezed my chest
And with
a sweet
Seductive
Suction

Still deeper into my heart
her fangs sunk in
pains so succulent
I languished in sensual Sickening  
agony
Leaving my thirst for her
Unquenchable......

First Love-bite  ........
..
the venom is irreversible. ....
It's like being resurrected ....
A cocktail confected from your finest chemicals upbraided  into
An attractive macrame ....of attraction
The ultimate inflicted reaction from an infection that  causes sexiness and intimate ,
Instant
Addiction ...
Once her teeth sank untill
Her lips touched wet with mine
I lost trust in my mind,
And I knew that only insanity would follow,
And also I know

I  cainst let them withdrawal ....
She left me at an intersection
With countless directions
Which lead to any and everywhere.....
And yet for me it's a one way .
And it still feels consensual....
Karma my Queen
You put the hurt on me . .
And love is like the fall
When you learn to fly
Feels like the first time
Everytime I fall in
I love love. .... as much as falling in love.
But
It's the fall I crave ... And I'm a slave to it . It's the sudden stop at the end that I'm afraid of ..  
More than anything.
Yet.............it....
Hasn't
stopped me yet
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Nov 2021 · 126
Hack ol
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Hack ol
Ohhhhhh
It's
Yuuuuuuhhhh
......
MmmmmM
Yes I see
You
And when I do
Every thing in the world becomes
Instantly
Irrelevant
Sound ,
Light ,
Dark ,
Drop their novelties
And run
Covering
......ears ......
And eyes
From what
Could haunt
Anti-negotiations
Team
Steps in
Fear,
Logic,
Reason
Gone.
Released from the grip of
Gravity
No longer confined to reality....
Persona
Retracts from the surface
I  
Sink  back into me.
Hidden
In
"Only the vital organs"
Cage
And
OOOOOOO
Don't it turn my blue eyes
Black
An you got my hackle up
numb front





I should have known
....
You'r
Presence
Invokes
Cadence
My skull
Groans
Morbidly

I see images of Bella Lugosi
In Noseferatu
And hear skeletons crawling
Bones
Crackling
In bellicose
Baritone
Notes
See my tattooed tongue curled down to my chin
And hear the contemptuous defiance in my
Haka
Chest cavity
Cracking
Inside my
blood like lava
Gurgling
Churning
I writhe
In maize yellow ,
Vermillion swirling
Crucible
I WOULD RUN IF I WERE YOU.....
BUT I DONT WANT YOU TOO  
.....
YESSSSS
MY PRECIOUS
YESS YESS
I DO  
BIT..
PLEASE  
COME CLOSER
Just out of my reach
That's it
Dance with me
In my disturbed
symphonic
Yearning.
My heart pounds  
Like Thor's hammer breaking out of
Valhalla
Each blow
Spikes hairs on my back
And it flicks the sweat into a mist.
My jaws clenched
Fist's tighten till skin splits
The rythym
......
The air......
......clouds......
..Disappear..
.......
Convulsive
.....Exhale.....
Epic
Mystic mist
Crystalize
At the absence of temperature
EYES
Reflect
The sparkle
INHALE
In heaving
.....Gasps....
AND RELEASED
WITH
MISERABLE MORNFUL
HOWL
FUZZ
ITCHING
STATIC
UNDER MY FLESH
TINY WORMS CRAWLING
INVOLUNTARY
HALF Slobbering
SOBBGIGILING
..........
LYCANTHROPY
PRIME MORTAL
DISORDE8R

LUNATIC MOON
IN FULL
Collapsed
Deranged
Trying to stave off.....the..
Strange..
I can't arrange a complete ..
Tho.....

I'm changed
St
I feel the


Nemesis  

Fever bringer
You bitterme ...
And yet sweet is the obsession......
Lost time . .  
Where am I ?
Im so close ...
My rage enslaves me with cravings
Compounding
Shhhhhhhh
Listen
.  ...... .
I'm not a monster
I want you to come out of this  
Ok ....
I really do ...
How droll life would be without you...
I just don't know what I would do .
Dont move
I don't want to ruin you .. ....
Yet .....
Oldsmobile bravada
I am learning to hate again
You have become my pain my torture and mentor.
Now my
Victim
If you don't work after
I
rebuild
You're transmission
I'm gonna hack you into parts and
Sell you.
You .....
OOOOOOO owee I smashed finger again...
Uffxxyfn differ jekridrjjdiriijjfjfjjrjtjfjdkfjirifidjfj!!!!!!!!
Maybe I'm getting old ....?
Cause really.....
How comical isn't it to watch a grown man throw Fitz and wrench's just to see them bounce back to my hurt. ....... Ya I guess I could see some hummor in............ ...... Stupid car
Suv .
More like SOB
OR POS...... OR .......... count to Google
Giggle im out
Piece..........
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Nov 2021 · 45
Hack ol
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Hack ol
Ohhhhhh
It's
Yuuuuuuhhhh
......
MmmmmM
Yes I see
You
And when I do
Every thing in the world becomes
Instantly
Irrelevant
Anti-negotiations
Step in
Fear,
Logic,
Reason
Gone.
Consequences?
***
Seriously?
HAH
TRIGGER
Ayite
Can we get
A
Perspective check
Please?
Well let's see
Consequences
I receive
Accrued from
What I do to you?
I could give a **** less.
And what you get as a result
Of what you did willingly
To me
You deserve.....

You bring me to the point of
Primeval!
Even gravity
Doesn't want anything to do with me
You've caused me to be insatiable
And unstable.
You took pleasure in
The pain you inflicted upon me.
My
Persona
Retracts from the surface
For fear of being involved in something it won't be able to un-see!




I should have known

....
You'r
Presence
Invokes
A sinister
Cadence.
Within .
Pushes me to play the
game .
No-one wins.
My skull
Groans
Morbidly.
Chest cavity
Cracking.
Inside my
blood like lava

My heart pounds  
Like Thor's hammer breaking out of
Valhalla
Each blow
Spikes my hackle
And it flicks the sweat into a mist.
My jaws clenched
Fist's tighten till skin splits
The rythym





Nemesis   .      ..
*****.. please ... ..
Let me see you come close to me
you ........
Fever bringer
You bitterme ...
And yet sweet is the obsession......
Lost time . .  
Where am I ?
Im so close ...
My rage enslaves me with cravings
Compounding
In a dystopian
Delirium.
The knell.
The pyre.
The requiem.
... The end ...
And then.....?
What shall become of me?
Now that I'm not who I was...
And I don't want to be
What I've been ...
Too long single minded
The emotion which was my motivation
Washed all the colors from the others.....
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Nov 2021 · 261
Linda
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Linda
If I could tell you....
Just one thing ... ....
It wwoul
......
......
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Nov 2021 · 118
Therapist or the rapist 2
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Therapist or the ****** 2
I find miles of twine....
Almost all
attached to the most
Fickledest of things .
Slack ...
Lacking foundation.
Out of order
In huge piles
Liyin  in snarling
Heaps.......
The other ends
Tied somehow to my suffocating heart.
In my free-time
I do macrame ...
As therapy ......
....
It helps me to unwind ....
But does it untangle the real things in my life ......
So I don't have
Too?
Or do I think it just a distraction?
I do.....
Then I do knot.
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