I just wanted to make you smile
Your eyes were sad
And your heart had a void
I wanted to fill you up
And give you the warmth
That I was searching for
But I ended up making you bleed
And I'm sorry
I just wanted to love you

I'm burning up
The edges of my heart are dark
And burnt to a crisp

Even when you left
These flames couldn't be extinguished
They're just eating me up

If only you could hear
The way I scream or cry in my sleep
Then you'd know that I've always cared

Half way through the day
And I'm already half way asleep
Like being on the edge
Of reality and a dream
I don't know what's real anymore
My actions and emotions
Feel so automated
When will someone wake me up?

I'm so done with you
I won't be your number two
Once your weak and frail
I'll chew up your bones
And spit them back out

I want to hear your screams
I want to see your pool of blood
I want to see you crying
I want you dead

You chose your fate
So stop crying about your pain
Your love is chaotic but thick
Like a rainforest
All I ever heard were lies
You'll be lonely for a long time
So get used to it
And pick yourself up
Because I won't be there
To do it anymore

I'd never die for you
I live for myself
But go ahead
Walk out of my life
I know I'm not number one
Still I wouldn't change who I am
You're not worth the shed of a tear

I beg that one day
It'll all come true
So please stick around

I yearn for your touch
Your lips against mine
My hand intertwined with yours
I'd never let you go
Once I've got you where I want you