You made me high with you
And left me to Waterloo
I thought this love was true
You'd forever be my boo
I was wrong at this too
I'm high,I know not what I do
I knew I was taking too much of you
Like a faithful addict,I wanted more of you
Like a priest loves his voodoo
Despite its dangers and taboo
I found me craving you
Just as you came out of the blue,
You left,and left no clue
I knew you'd go,yet I took no cue
And as alcohol leaves pain in its wake
You left disaster in your wake
I tried to drown in the lake
But I couldn't for hope's sake
Even though I knew it was fake
I won't see you again whatever path I take
Loving you was a **** mistake
If chanced to my destiny remake
I'll gladly repeat the **** mistake
Love they say last for ever
A true lover mourns for ever
T'was stupid talk before you came over
Now,I'm eternally hungover
I'm in pain,I'm in pain
Yet what matters most is that I see you again
And if I don't see you again
I'll gladly be eternally hungover

I long for my pencil, I long to draw again
I long to draw my pain
I long to exercise my brain
I long for my pencil
My friend in strange times
When shades replace rhymes,
And line, words.
When I seek to shade my pain
Something's cannot be described by words
Some battles are not won by swords
When these things seek to burst my brain,
I seek my pencil

I won't break again
I've lived so long with pain
I learnt to seek it's gain
Scars my skin may stain
I won't break again
I've broken before,
More than once for sure
I've crawled on all four
I've found pain's cure
I won't break again
Life has dealt harshly
I'd have sold my soul gladly
No more will I break again
I have been beaten yes, broken
Left to die in the wild open
I learnt to evolve, become molten
Mouth sealed,mind open
I won't break again
I've been battered not shattered
Shattered not tattered
Backstabbed, gutted, guttered
Living became all that mattered
Never will I break again
TO LIVE IS TO LOVE
TO LOVE IS TO EVOLVE
THE FIRST STEP IS SELF LOVE
THE TRUEST LOVE IS GOD'S LOVE
I won't break again
Not cos I'm immune to pain
NOT ALL WHO SMILE IS SANE.
But cos I GAT GOD ON MY LANE,
MUDANE DEFINES SANE
INANE DEFINES INSANE
I stroke the lion's mane
Smiling though I'm deep in pain
Smiling though I feel insane
But WITH GOD ON THIS LANE
Those SCARS DONT STAIN
They God's love retain
And in that I find gain
YET, IF IN MY PAIN SOMEONE REDEMPTION GAINS,
LET GOD BREAK ME AGAIN
ITS ALWAYS WORTH THE PAIN.

Don't bother knowing me if you don't love me,
You'll only know the bad part of me
Don't bother loving me if you don't know me,
You'll only be sad with me

Dear friends
If tears is the antidote to pain
What is the antidote to love?