GENIE

May 2020

Anonymistress

I hate that you're my safe place
Because I can't always trust
That you'll be there
When I need you.

I hate that the only arms
That hold me
Without fear or hesitation
Belong to you.

How am I supposed to accept a love
When I hate the person in the mirror.

I am broken
And you won't want that.

May 2020

Anonymistress

the good & the bad.

Every too often,
We never truly know what a person is capable of,
Until we witness it first hand.

That's the thing about second chances, they're never quite the same.

May 2020

Anonymistress

craving something real.

Because at the end of the day I crave it all. I want laughter, affection, friendship, and love with one person. But when I let my guard down and I try to be myself, I feel like I'm too much and not enough all at the same time.

I want to feel wanted.

May 2020

Colm

A Perfectly Executed Problem

If you could just see me when I'm alone
You might just fall in love me
The only problem is
That I don't let anyone see ME
When I'm alone

GENIE May 2020

ONE HEART AND NO HEART

If one heart Without the other is an incomplete heart
If one heart without the other is a broken heart
If one heart without the other is a fallen heart
If one heart without the other is a sunken heart
If one heart without the other is a pain trained heart
If one heart finds no heart
If one heart gives no heart it's only heart
If no heart throws one heart's heart
Into no heart's pit of no heart
Will one heart live without a heart, will one heart again find heart
Help me out wise poets, for I'm no smart

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